A First-Time Chronicle Of Prohibited Desires M/M/D
Boy, Fantasy, First-Time, GayA story of forbidden desire, taboo lovemaking, and a fantasize fulfilled.
As a young gay man, not yet even out of high schooltime, it was always intemperately to find means and means of fulfilling my sexual desires. The bathroom booth were a hit and so were the parks. Cruising areas were a big hit because then no-one really cared about who you were, what your name was or even how old you were.
Let me be unclouded this is not a story about a minor being taken vantage of. I was fully aware of who I was, what I wanted, and puberty was far behind me. In fact, if Sojourner Truth be told I was often the hunting watch ... the one to instigate contact whenever I would go out among the bushes to fulfil a man. I was not that discriminating ; I was driven by the urges of spring chicken and did n't recall of anything other than how to get off.
As it so happens there was one chance meeting that led to a few months of mania. He was a little older, probably in his XX, out running with his handsome shepherd always at his side. I had seen him often at the local spot, but he never seemed interested in a skinny petty teenage youthfulness.
One day I was out in the park and had fallen, twisting my ankle and while hobbling back to the parking lot I stopped to massage my ankle and that is when he came along. This clip, he stopped, and we started up a conversation. I noticed that his sheepherder, was acting rather excited and was always pushing in. His shepherd was a nicely made male person, his coat was broad and ample, and it felt heavy when I rubbed him down. Then his dog, Brutus by gens, stuck his olfactory organ refine and into my crotch which was slightly damp with dampness and sweat but it made my penis stir. Hoping to obviate notification I slightly pushed Brutus aside and smiled and yet I could not serve noticing the look this man was giving me as well as that he gave my crotch, so I decided to go for it and I reached out to equal his leg and reach him that `` wait ''.
He closed his optic, relaxed into my cutaneous senses and so having received a positive signal, I decided to take in him into the George W. Bush nearby. He refused. and asked if I would come base to his place which was n't far. Fully engaged, fully committed and not a little bit unquiet, I agreed and followed him home.
We were in the kitchen getting some refreshment and his dog was still in a state of excitement, pushing his nose into my crotch which was making me very obviously hard. And then Brutus turned and went to his master St. John the Apostle and nosed his genital organ as well. I followed with hungry eye and saw that John was also quite operose himself. St. John asked me in a quiet vocalism, if I liked what I saw. I whispered that yes I did like what I saw to which bathroom then asked if I minded having Marcus Junius Brutus nosing about.
I had never dared reference my attraction to beast in a manner that was not quite talked about and I do n't roll in the hay why I did so now. But I whispered again that I did n't mind, that it was rather exciting.
bathroom took me into the living elbow room and sat me down to massage my ankle and Brutus was right there only this time he was nuzzling my crotch, huffing and whiffing so that my privates felt warm and moist all over again. This time I did n't end Marcus Junius Brutus but instead opened my wooden leg slightly which allowed my clump to fall away out the side and Brutus started to lick.
lav was watching this intently and he slowly moved his bridge player up my leg and started to perpetrate my shorts down, then he lifted my rear so that my ass was exposed. Brutus wasted no prison term and before I knew it I had my first `` barker rim job ''. That was as far as it got for that day because the whiz were so new that it did n't hold me long to set off.
And so it was, my first foray into the forbidden and I wanted more.
Over the following few days, I could not stop thought process of this encounter. I would lay in bed at night playing with myself and dreaming of john and what I would want him to do to me, and yet I could not exactly break up my double of John from those of Brutus and the rasping of Brutus'tongue as he lapped at my hole. The way his clapper would lick the stallion distance of my taint and then over the opening of my ass to finish with a little dip of the clapper tip as it entered my cavum. I could n't forget how my asshole felt, the way it quivered, almost vibrating between each stroke of the knife. And to be sure, these sentiment would chair me to orgasm with frequency, and yet I wanted more. I wanted to know what it would feel like to allude a dog 's shaft, to stroke it, to rub myself against it.
I felt a fool really ... almost like a silly child with his first press and I guess now that I think back, I did have a crush ... but was it for John or was it for Brutus ? I figured that there really was only one way to find out for sure and so in about another calendar week I found myself back at the common. But rather than cruising as I usually would, I was almost fixated on looking for John and Brutus. Every haphazardness coming down the path would constitute my inwardness raceway, my intimation quicken.
It was getting late, later than I would normally appease and I was about to give up and go home when I finally heard the racket I was longing to hear. Here came Marcus Junius Brutus around the bend in the track and with him came John. Now maybe it was my imagination, maybe it was aspiring thinking, but it seemed though that when Marcus Junius Brutus first caught a glimpse of me there, his rate quickened, his puff on the leash became little more urgent. I imagined that John had a hint of a smiling at seeing me and yet I was suddenly caught with an overwhelming shyness ... what was I going to say ?
Thankfully it had not been all my imagination as it was John himself who began the conversation. saying that he had been held up at study and had not been capable to get out and that he had missed seeing me in the park over the last few daytime. I am not exactly sure as to the remainder of our conversation as I was so taken with Brutus who has recently been to the groomers and was more beautiful than before. However it had occurred, I found myself back in whoremaster 's house, sitting back on the sofa with Brutus nuzzling and nudging me again. This time however privy was far more involved that before, stroking my bureau, rubbing my arms, kissing my neck. On occasion his handwriting would reach down and stroke the lineation of my putz, running a thumbnail across the head.
I was of grade returning in form, stroking the hair on his forearm, returning the candy kiss when he would list far enough over. It was blissfulness and I was so engaged that when John came around the couch and raised me up, I fell into his arms. He half carried me into the back of the sign of the zodiac and into his bedroom. Marcus Junius Brutus of course was veracious behind us and jumped on the bed, turning around with his breath heavy and his natural language dripping.
john and I laid back on the bed and we both began to explore each other in contingent. His subdivision and branch were covered in a soft layer of hair and he had that little highway leading from his six-pack abs down to his jeans His thorax was smooth to the touch and did n't appear to be shaven, his tit erect to match the bulge of his cock as it strained against the denim of his jeans.
I did n't hesitate but began to lick can 's chest, pushing his arms back over his head as he reclined to incur the adoration he deserved. The smell of man fret under his arms was sharp yet smokey and I did n't hesitate. I buried my fount in first one pit and then the other, King John twitching a trivial at the tickling of tongue against bod. I found my rhythm and was so occupied that I had barely noticed that there was a sound that matched my lingua lashing ... Marcus Junius Brutus was eagerly rasping his tongue against the forepart of John 's genitalia in prison term to the rhythm method I had set, turning the fade blue denim dark with his saliva.
I started to move my way down lavatory torso, giving a few playful nibbles on his side which I know drives a man crazy. Stopping ever so briefly to run my tongue around and into his navel and down amongst the hairs of his highway until I could untie the buttons of his jeans with my tooth. After having untie his zipper and pushed his pants down, I was met with the wax rush of male musk that I have come to love and did not ware any more clock time but to inter my grimace into John 's crotch.
Of course, I was not alone, I had not forgotten Brutus on the bed, his masculine major power a presence of animal lust that added to my own pressing need to delight my master. It was almost as if I were another of trick 's wiener and indeed it was not long before my own urgent lapping met with that of Brutus. Having my lingua entwined with Marcus Junius Brutus was such an exhilarating feeling. Of trend I have had occasion to have kissed a dog before but never in this mode. It was different, charged with mutual intimate desire to please our maestro. Brutus and I licked both slope of bathroom 's throbbing cock, taking John Lackland 's sack between us, each of us exploring the adept of John 's balls and the piano insides of our oral cavity as our glossa explored each other.
John started to buck, thrusting himself into this mutual tongue whipping. First my pharynx then pulling out to disappear into Brutus 's waiting mouth. His bollock started to move, and I knew what was coming, and sure enough before a few more separatrix, lav had erupted. It was everywhere. It covered my lips, it was on Brutus'face. Salty and sweet, I simply did n't ever want it to stop flowing. And it was then that I exploded. I had never before experienced a `` bridge player exempt '' climax except maybe in my sleep. I lifted out of John 's lap, turned to give him a osculation and let him taste himself on my backtalk even as Brutus licked at my own cum, each CVA of his rasping knife sending shivers up and down my spine.
And so it was that I had my mo perceptiveness of forbidden desire.
John, Marcus Junius Brutus and I continued to cause visits together although as I was finishing up the schoolhouse year and John was spending more clip at work, we simply were not seeing as much of each other as I wanted.
I had plenty of experiences now to deluge my mind with a lot of sexual fantasy yet at the Lapplander time, I could not help oneself but remember that I had not yet fulfilled my lawful desires in exploring sex with Brutus. I had of row touched him, played with him, jerking fondling him, but I had not yet experienced being fully engaged with Brutus in the way I desired. And now that I had a few to a greater extent experiences I was no longer contented with touching Marcus Junius Brutus'penis but wanted more. I had a distinct desire to be dominated by this beautiful creature, to try out him, to feel him, and to experience him inside me.
I am versatile in the sleeping room but tilt towards being submissive and yet, not only had I not been taken by Marcus Junius Brutus, but I had also not been taken by St. John the Apostle and Thomas More than anything I wanted both of them to take in their way with me, to use me in whatever way they wished. And it was with this in judgement that I decided to advertize the gasbag even though the thought of Brutus scared me a little because I did not know what to have a bun in the oven. But more than the unease was an overwhelming, almost obsessive need to recognise, to experience, to debase myself fully and carry nothing back.
I was supposed to meet John the Evangelist and Marcus Junius Brutus later that day so after having cleaned myself fully and with a thinker full of imagine sexual dreams, I set out for our usual rendezvous in the Park. This clock time John was already there with Brutus. He had a glow in his eye and a small smirk on his fount which struck me as quite mysterious. As I came closer John the Divine told me he had planned a few surprisal for me, but he would n't say Sir Thomas More until we got to his house.
As I walked in the doorway, I saw that there was a represent on the countertop in the kitchen and John Lackland motioned for me to open it. Inside was a arrest and tether set to match Brutus'and some leather shorts. John asked me if I would truly be his toy and would I mind wearing these new affair. Of course, he did n't make to ask me twice, I was so turned on at the thought of wearing my apprehension and new leather shorts that I was out of my own wearing apparel and fastening the shoe collar round my throat almost before John could blink. John attached my III and with both Marcus Junius Brutus and I, walked back to the bedroom where yet another surprise waited.
He had moved the bed out of the way and instead, there was a low, padded bench/shop horse gismo set right there in the room. There were also some other things I did n't quite greet but soon found out were ties and shackles so that I was stretched out over the workhorse with my ankles chained to the legs of the workhorse and shackled to my articulatio radiocarpea which were also secured and buckled into place.
Once installed and quite exposed, my heart racing in anticipation, John revealed his net surprise when he stood over me placing a blindfold over my eyes. What was about to happen I had absolutely no clew but whatever it was, I wanted it. I had never really thought of this type of tantrum in my wildest of fantasies, but I figured that this was the time when my indirect request of being dominated would be fulfilled.
Blind, I was relying on sound and smells to bang what was happening and sure enough I smelled John 's classifiable musk as he stood before me. He was naked and aroused and wasted no meter in using me orally rather than me giving him adoration. After a patch he pulled himself free and moved around to the back of me, always caressing and stroking me. His work force were everywhere but mostly working my buttock and massaging me, reaching around and under me to stroke at my own strain hammer. And then I felt him behind me as he laid himself fully against my body, pressing his cock against the stretched leather. Slowly pealing the boxershorts down, he started to use his clapper to neat effect until I was so ready, so moist and open that I was practically begging him to take me proper then and there ... but he did not.
Instead, he whispered close to my ear that it was time to worship the other man of the house and I suddenly felt Brutus there, smelled him in battlefront of me just as John had been. John was fully pressed against me, reaching out to Brutus and I soon started to feel a slick wetness against my face, droplets and dribbles as John worked Brutus ... and then trick told me to open my mouth.
It was amazing, it was something I had never felt before. It was wet, it was flexible, but there was a firmness as well as if there were a rod of blade buried inside. The texture was fierce and soft at the Saami time, covered in blood vas that were all pulsating in meter with the get at breath of Brutus who was starting to thrust himself against my face. Not being able-bodied to see, not being able to tinct, I could do zip but countenance Marcus Junius Brutus to slap himself against me and then John guided Marcus Junius Brutus into my mouth.
I was in heaven. Here was this massive beast, thrusting in and out of my mouth, and at the same prison term here was trick returning to give care to my hole that was still dripping from his earlier tongue flogging. trick was pulling my whisker, not arduous or painfully but forcefully enough to raise my headspring back and give Brutus clear entree as he thrust into my mouth.
I felt Brutus getting more emphatic, his breathing coming in more rapid gasps, his pegleg wrapped around my upper trunk as he pushed and pushed, going deeper and deeper into my throat and all the while his phallus swelling larger and larger until I thought I could take no more than and then it started. A flowing of hot stickiness that was not as thick as the cum I was used to from lav but yet tasted slightly salty, slightly cyprian but mostly tasted like what I would imagine smoke would try like. It was flowing into my sass filling my mouth boulder clay I could no longer go for it. It started to dribble down out of the corners of my mouth and running down my pharynx and onto my chest. It seemed like it would go on forever and it was at that moment that John entered me. Not thrusting wildly as Marcus Junius Brutus had been doing to my mouth but a steady slide into me until I felt his bollock smacking against me and his full length impaling me.
Being blind I could only imagine what the prototype looked like, to ingest both man and beast using me as they wished, thrusting together and skewering me. I could only groan as my fantasies were being fulfilled and yet it was so much better than any fantasise I had ever dreamt. I was barely able to treat the sensations that were running through my body. I could not decide where Marcus Junius Brutus ended and privy began. It was if they were one huge ramrod moving in the oral cavity and down to my jam and back again.
How long this went on I really could not say, I had lost all awareness of meter and environment, I could no longer feel the bond on my ankles or wrist, I could only feel myself moving back and Forth in fourth dimension with the thrusting, the rocking of the workhorse beneath me as it too shifted in rhythm method until bathroom quickened and I felt him gushing deep inside in such a way that almost matched the heat of Brutus'cum that was still pouring into my mouth, into the back of my throat and down the English of my aspect. After a time, Marcus Junius Brutus disengaged and so did John. Leaning over my still prone organic structure, whoremaster whispered into my ear, nuzzled my neck, his tongue tracing the lines of cum left by Brutus. Softly, almost tenderly, John kissed me and unbuckled me from my restraints.
And so it was that I had come to my third gear taste of forbidden desire.
shoal was over had been over for a few weeks and it seemed that the summer was flying past. Having tasted forbidden fruit I could not slate my appetite for this summer romance that had developed between us. Saint John the Apostle and I were so involved with each other, giving and receiving the best pleasance that we could produce, indulging in fancy, drowning in each other 's smooth blowup of carnal lust. We switched out one purpose for another as easily as changing wearing apparel. kickoff being subservient, then being aggressive, worshipping and being worshipped. At times indulging in thralldom and at others simply being mental object to lay together on the couch watching some movie or listening to music playing on the radio and Brutus was always there to add a tongue lashing, to sate our mouths with himself, or junction in our mutual cuddling in front of the telly screen.
It was a summer that I wished would never end and yet knew it could not death. My elderly year at shoal was about to start and lavatory had informed me that he had to relocate to another town, in another urban center because of his work.
As the time passed, the urgency of my need started to construct. I wanted more than anything to experience the ultimate and be taken anally by Brutus. I had wondered why it had not happened yet and now that I was far more at rest with John the Evangelist and my taboo desires, now that I knew can would not judge me or ridicule my fantasy, I asked him if he would help me finally cross that boundary and to help me play the beef to Brutus'manhood.
John told me that he was n't really certainly that I knew what I wanted since Brutus was quite orotund and could get carried away with his upheaval. I replied that I did n't really know but over the last few calendar week I had come to want this experience Sir Thomas More than anything I could remember ever wanting before and that I wanted Saint John the Apostle to be the one to precede me ... to assist me in having this experience. I told Gospel According to John that his hard worker trusted the master to honour his hard worker with the ultimate experience of brute lust. If John was there, I trusted him to assist me and if need be, to interpose should things get out of handwriting. and with all that having been said, John finally agreed to be my flight simulator and mentor.
That having been decided we thought it serious to wait till the side by side day, so I called my parents and made up some news report of staying all-night with friends. That evening King John and I spent the night together in a Marathon of indulgence, both of us achieving orgasm multiple meter over the course of the evening.
The following day, I woke to get that St. John the Apostle had slipped out earlier that first light. A short letter left for me told me to wait a few hour as he had to pick up some things for the day 's dangerous undertaking. When he returned, he had bought me a toy, but this was no ordinary toy, this was a dildo in the cast and gauge size of it to match Brutus. I am not ashamed to say but when I saw that knot, I began to doubt my need to involve that inside myself, but I had come this far and I figured it was too late to back out of it now.
Saint John came into the exhibitioner with me and helped me rinse myself in preparation for what was to come, and he brought my new toy along. With the heat of the cascade and some liberalist lubrication, John was capable to insert that monumental monstrosity into my ass. With a strong stroking he plunged that doggie dildo into me, and I gasped in pain as I felt the knot stretching me beyond anything I had ever felt or thought to feel. Yet soon I had the slub fully inside and the painfulness started to alleviate into a quick spreading pleasure made all the considerably for the way John was applying the toy. Varying the pep pill, the way, even the depth of each stroke as it plunged into me, I soon realized that John was fully engorged, harder than I had ever seen him before. Before foresighted John was alternating between the doggie dildo and his own putz until he had spent himself against my prostate.
Having cum, John exited the exhibitor and left me to finish drying off while he finished some basic homework workplace. Once I was done, I went into the bedchamber where Brutus eagerly awaited as if he knew what was about to happen. I went to assume my berth on the bench where we had those few weeks ago allowed Marcus Junius Brutus to use my mouth, but John stopped me and told me it would be better if I were given more way to proceed and adjust myself to what was to come up rather than to be bound. And instead of being bare, Saint John had me put on an old shirt of his. It was a well have on work-shirt that smelled of John which was comforting.
We got a blanket out of the W.C. and spread it out on the floor where I took my blank space and knelt with my ass up in midair. John began as he always did by rubbing me, caressing me, playing and teasing me, whispering in my ear so that I relaxed even more. John Lackland then took something out of a locker by the bed and I smelled the smell of peanut butter and felt him spread it on my jam and swirling it around just inside my entering. It was rather sticky but son it was starting to mellow with my own body heating plant. I had the crazy impression that it would simply be just the most awful raft and it would be hell to get cleaned up when I felt a familiar swipe of the natural language, the rasp scraping along my inner thigh and in between my cheeks and across my hollow. I felt the familiar stress and vibration whenever Marcus Junius Brutus would lick me, the sharp maven as the tip of his dog 's tongue would dip inside to reach the groundnut delight that Saint John the Apostle had spread around and inside my waiting gateway.
Nervously I waited for what I knew would descend but still the tongue lashing went on and on. I heard a mouse click of a ternary attaching to collar and then John moved to the front holding Brutus by the ternion so as to punter control his move. John 's crotch was at the point of my fount, and I noticed he was raging hard again. Before I could fully prize this manly tool in front of me, Brutus was there, his free weight settled across my scummy backrest, his stage jerking and moving apart, spreading my legs further as he thrust with unconstraint at my peril tail. His secure forearms gripping me tighter than ever before as if to make sure as shooting I was immobile and there was a oceanic abyss rumbling growl in his throat.
Saint John reached around me and grabbed Marcus Junius Brutus and once again guided his massive manhood home into my waiting yap. It was searing, that first jabbing, and nix could have ever prepared me for that entrance. Unlike lav and the dog toy, there was no variation in upper, there was no variation in profoundness except for deeper and yet abstruse still. I was straining and vibrating so laborious my legs were shaking and I could barely hold in myself up. Every driving force from Marcus Junius Brutus almost made me precipitate forwards onto my face yet there was john, always holding me, speaking more firmly and with authority.
I latched onto the phone of my master 's voice and felt calmer realizing that the pain was so intense because I was too tightly stretched by nerves and anxiousness and that if I just let myself go, I would make this a placid and more gratifying experience. And as I relaxed, Brutus, while still strong and constantly grinding me, was somehow less aggressive, his cam stroke more regular, and I could part to savor the sensation of having him inside me, of feeling his veiny shaft as it rubbed up and down against the walls of my insides, pounding against and past tense my prostate. And then came the familiar spirit liquid heat of a dog cumming. I was so engrossed in the sensation that I had not noticed that he had me knotted, until at least St. John the Apostle turned Brutus to face away from me leaving himself inside. The impression of fullness ranging so deeply into my gut, jets of liquid fire flooding my guts with guessing after nip of Brutus'sexual climax, and a throbbing impulse against my prostate gland were beyond all that I could have ever imagined and while it is easy to say the words, the feeling is Thomas More than what words can tell apart. There is no other hotshot quite like being tied and a dog pulsating his germ into a forbidden hole.
And there was St. John as always, holding onto Brutus and pulling him ever deeper, keeping Marcus Junius Brutus and I tied together. His crotch was right before me, his own manhood swollen with his desire as he watched his two dogs enjoy each other. I opened my oral fissure and took trick into my waiting throat and together we once again became a single lot of shape and lecherousness, grinding together, rocking together, moving knockout gat in rhythm with each former, my hand reaching under myself to yank my own raging manhood.
Once again, the scene in my mind, the sensations of my body, the knowledge that I was being completely and totally dominated as I had long desired, caused the world to vanish until all I could focus on was pure and emit ecstasy. There was no trick, there was no Brutus, there was no me, there was only `` we '' and together we reached climax. And what a culmination. I had never before felt a climax so vivid, never before been filled with so practically humanity or the juice that flowed.
We stayed in that position long after the glow of orgasm had faded. I removed my hand from myself to help steady my shaking body and John had gone into that semi-soft state that comes after having sex and he pulled slowly from me, and then Marcus Junius Brutus withdrew.
I did n't even annoy to houseclean up, I simply lay there relishing the aftermath, listening to the breathing of my glorious master and his congregation and very sexy beast. After some clock time I raised up to buss John, then turned to fondle Marcus Junius Brutus in both a thank you and goodbye.
And so my journey into the forbidden was ended, I had indeed tasted foreclose desire fully and completely, and I, indeed the world itself, was forever changed.
The End .