What is sex ? Basically, I mean, people do try a lot of variations by using unlike stance, using dissimilar holes for pleasure and toys. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motion of the gumshoe in a vagina causing turmoil, pleasure and finally cum. It's heavenly at first, but when you do the like thing again and again with the same person. It starts to get boring. I was never a fan of toy dog to be used as a substitute for delight. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the pleasure and satisfaction I got when I had sex for the foremost time. Oh ! The first time, I'll never forget the feeling of having sex the first gear time.

It happened 5 month ago during summer vacations. My vernal buddy who is still in school day had his holiday. My parents had planned a trip for a workweek in the Village, a remote plaza with not practically accession to technology. Though I never liked that place, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be able to visit this clip because of my college. I am doing applied science ; my holiday simply don't coincide with my brother's. I was very excited to stay home, alone for a week. I'll call my Quaker over ; well have belatedly night political party, music, etc. While my parents were packing and getting make to allow, I was lost in my thought process, planning the political party. I was really elevated with those thoughts, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the doorway was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye genus Beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favor on us."Said my mother, as she approached the door from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the Same. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to delay here till the clock time we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this full stop raising my vox. Just to crystallize things, Raj is my cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs onetime than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No affair how old you get, you will still be my little girl."My father interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in firm voice.

My parents where gone and I was home with Raj. He was outside see TV while I lay in bed moping over my architectural plan getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a infatuation on him while growing up. But over the years he got obsessed on giddy childish things like superhero comics, animated movies and some other stuff. His ‘ nerdy'eyeglasses and these hobbies gave him a bit of repulsive personality. No wonder he was still individual even after crossing 30. I had this fixed opinion about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that night Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter Gallus gallus and Roti among other delicacies. I could tell with just the expectant smell what was cooked without looking. Well, Raj is a chef by profession and is really good at it, at least that's what I've heard. I will savor his food for the inaugural time. With the first off collation, I realized how good he was at preparation."Tasty food for thought bro."was the solitary Christian Bible from my mouth and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter crybaby. This dish aerial usually has a mild tasting but Raj had done some version to it since he knew I liked spicy food. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the penchant of the awesome food I ate, I was a bit pull to Raj. It also seemed a bit weird that he didn't say a word while having dinner party. Looking in the mirror made me earn the reason for his weird behaviour. Eating that spicy food for thought made me sweaty, also while drinking water I spilled a little on my tee shirt to further add on to that, it was dark time so I didn't wear any bra. The lose weight Andrew Dickson White cloth of the jersey, which was almost crystalline after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"Shit ! How didn't I realize this other, I was too much focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the palm hard on the mirror."No wonderment Raj didn't talking or eat sufficiently. His attention was elsewhere. Well, the food was Delicious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the succeeding few encounters got weirder. I have small but my own room where I can have my privacy. Since I have a riding habit of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear loose wearing apparel shirt-pant. adjacent morn, Raj came in my elbow room to rouse me up. He had in his hand, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"Wake up ! Sleepy fountainhead. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going late today."I told him in a soft sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll keep this here. You can hold it when you get up."He said this with a grinning and placed the tray on my survey table. He had a giggly grimace while he said all this and gave me a feeling before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt buttons were unmake giving a sneak of my breasts. My properly tit was clearly visible and he saw it. His expressions were the proof of it.

"God ! Girl, you need to be careful when other mass are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too betimes, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his usual preparation appearance while I went for a bath. I was bathing under the shower when I heard a sound of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bath. Later while getting out I saw that the lavatory room access was slightly open, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."things were going really fast."Maybe I am over thinking it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still clip to spare before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to watch TV. Same old cookery show was going on and his heart were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not find. After a couple of bit of secretiveness,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very retentive time now. I have seen you grow up since the meter you were a footling daughter. Now you are a woman. You must be aware of sure impulse that develop while growing older. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to relieve those urges properly. Just to pretend it clear if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be wrong or immoral in the guild. But one needs to throw sex at the right age for a respectable head growing. My question to you is, do you want to possess sex ? If you decline its fine, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and tell me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His glass were off and had a serious look on his typeface. I never saw his eyes like that, they were hypnotic. Without a word I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very long time from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the right soul. Raj, is my cousin-german. He is the only guy I have spent most of my childhood with. Considering his age, he was not like a friend to me. He is not a brother either, at to the lowest degree I don't think that way. There has always been a unlike connective between us. The connection where because of his experience he was my teacher and I was the student who learned new things from him. Maybe, sex is just another moral I need to learn from him. That's why he is the ideal pardner to lose my virginity."These thought process constantly hovered in my mind while I sat in the public lecture pretending to take heed. I didn't say anything about this to my friends. Actually I didn't public lecture at all. Having sex for the number one time was a big footfall, a big decision to be taken. I was scared of the result still excited and couldn't delay for it to encounter. I left college a lecture early.

At place, I opened the door with my key. There was no one in the residence hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me naked just a towel around his waist. Probably he just came out of bath. I had a safe look at him with the verbal expression of being seismic disturbance. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected things were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped sinewy soundbox but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unnecessary. One reason for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of configuration. That is very clean as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my manifestation he tried to get me ensconce with a smiled."I didn't expect you to come so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a lecture to get abode early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the star sign. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't trusted I want to say it. But then I took a bass breath, repeated the shibboleth in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His grin widened."So, do you want me to strip ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just freshen up up and go get well-fixed on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward smile and went to the washroom. Ten mo later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to happen. I was wearing the garden pink shorts and a coordinated shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to outwear when no one was around. I had seen a few adult moving-picture show but doing it practically is different."Will he ready me do that kinky stuff done it porn ?"was the thought that bothered me the most. I had a mental debate in my mind whether to agree to it or wane. If no, then how am I supposed to stop him ? My thoughts were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue gown, something he brought specially for this social occasion I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the trunks. His optic were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every second. Meanwhile I was just sitting with pegleg stretched on the bed. I thought he would direct me through the process by giving measure by step direction. But he didn't, not one word he spoke since he entered the elbow room and till all was over. His natural process were more than sufficient to guide me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a unwarranted Orion, keeping his center fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the prey that has no way out. He was stabilise and surefooted but I wasn't. I was ineffectual to look directly at him ; I rolled my oculus left-right up-down, tried to focus anywhere but his case. Then he got really close so that I couldn't facial expression elsewhere and my imaginativeness got blurry. There was no other option but to shut out my eyes. I didn't understand what was happening but I could finger his breath on my face. My heart was beating faster and prison term felt like it slowed down. I was literally in swarthiness until I had the aesthesis of touch sensation on my mouth. My inaugural osculation. I know that a kiss is not a big thing.

But even today in India not all get to experience their low gear kiss at a very young age. The first one was just a slight touch after which he took a break and followed with a great deal Sir Thomas More intense and yearner kiss pulling me snug. A buss, the way I would describe it is like eating a mango. Henry Sweet and juicy and gives you satisfaction no affair how many times you eat it. He then gently unbutton my shirt and took off my bra, so smooth that I didn't tone anything. But then again I was lost in the magical kiss.

Then with his left hand grabbed on to my right boob. Touching softly, getting the feel of it, using his pollex he played with my tit, getting them gruelling. He kept on kissing my neck while getting crushed until he put his mouth on my left pap, sucking on it. Raj had bit unsmooth man-hands but the way he handled my dope, I understood that he appreciated my knocker which were of size self-aggrandising than intermediate girls my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the moment. I didn't know this feel was so awesome and we have not even started the sex function yet. He then turned to the side of meat and slipped his hand in my shorts fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my whole dead body. My slit was getting Thomas More wet every moment with excitement. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his shorts. Seeing a real dick for the inaugural time was a batch to remember. I have seen in videos but seeing it in reality is a different feeling. His penis was of average sizing not as big as I have seen in the pornography moving picture, but that didn't affair. He had shaved the under neighborhood as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would harmonize to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping position to the edge of the bed. Lifting my ramification he widened them. He inserted his pecker in my slit slowly, knowing it was my showtime time. It was a different feeling to get something inside the consistency from the opening down there. I felt the warmth of his dick inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was comfortable with taking his thing inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The behind built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden spate in pleasure made me set forth moaning. After a couple of minutes he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in different position, ‘ doggy style'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's estimable to face each other while having sex the starting time time.

"But then why did you block ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of itch, cold-shoulder pain sensation so he stopped to apply lubricant.

It's my number 1 fourth dimension and I was so a lot aroused at that moment that I knew I wasn't going to go hanker. He then put his dick back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this meter. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that minute I couldn't kibosh myself. I grabbed on to the bed canvass while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the detail of climax I screamed at the top of my voice. Thankfully no one was there in the next elbow room and the music being played on the TV outside, covered the rest. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his dick out and stroked it with manus till he cum on my belly.

For that moment I was really satisfied. Sex made me forget any other government issue that were bothering me those days. I was satisfied speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That time I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot practiced since then with every experience. Still, the first clock time I had sex was the best I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one more thing. Virginity is like a lock on the threshold of a room. The room is full of gem and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception citizenry have. Actually, the way is entire of knowledge. Unless you open it, you won't be capable to learn some really important things in spirit .