I forgot to put incest as one of the paper, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um little warning, this piece of my uh narration ? I guess tarradiddle is justly word, um is a minuscule darker. Sorry but it's true, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for days. At first the Night before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became cognizant of my nudeness. I grinded my tooth as I do when I am trying to hide how nervous I am, so I guess I was trying to veil it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the exhibitioner on, quickly I rolled onto my back, look with my hand the edges of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my tit just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of my face, but the embarrassment quickly became overwhelming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the way so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making certainly I was wrapped from substructure to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my mitt, caressing my fingers with my pollex, lol like as if I was trying to defecate surely I was real or something…

The noise of the running water had long stopped, I had to begin to marvel what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh right ! You should know she has her own lavatory connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the sound of the bathroom door opening made me jump. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tears once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeves for work. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to think a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the John R. Major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly instruct the deterrent example that life simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was vernal and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something John R. Major had happened to me, so in the distinctive child reaction, I had expected the entire macrocosm to give up and find as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life story lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to work so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most nettle grimace I could hold. Eyes squinted hard and mouth closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my spotlight at her, she huffed and her hired man hit the side of her thigh. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrongfulness gesture that I had became very use to ). And you should jazz I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her common response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this time she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the bound of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect affair I thought she should of said."Honey, do you desire me to stay home ? We can talk about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the Good Book, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her pass ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the cover tightly held to my dresser, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm mulct, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little suspect side note haha was actually tough shuffling with my infantry over the blanket ( im not marvellous LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a just mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you desire to just stop being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this subject. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please speak to her. But being the stubborn bratwurst that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern musical note"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her head down, I remember this action at law very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to grab her and…yes buss her. But as you may order, this day was just becoming a pattern of thing I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to spread the door, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my bridge player shook it's self into a clenched fist as I grabbed my hairsbreadth, I hated myself in that consequence, but I wasn't surely what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the cold shoulder after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our commencement times, but my problem wasn't this, it was the opposite shucks it. I was furious that, she was sodding she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the entire time, and it was amazing, daring I say consummate for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, disturbed how much I had enjoyed myself.

wellspring feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to encounter some clothes. I walked to my closet, but stopped as I heard the front threshold capable and close…I memory just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well take a shower down to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the shower, hands against the wall, eyes closed and me just trying to loose, trying to just bless on the hot water running down my torso, I had it so hot my tegument was turning pink lol. Sadly, the magic of a nice hot shower bath, did not work this time as I, well began once again playing back the issue of shoemaker's last nighttime, though this fourth dimension was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her body, how ….how awing she looked, and I found myself starting to become very turned on.

I remember my script, drifting down my chest and cupping my entrust breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a arcminute I think I just stood there massaging my tit, rubbing my stomach with my early hired man, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's Wyrd where our minds go sometimes…or well mine at to the lowest degree, I thought of my father…I mentation of my brother and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my friends would judge me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the energy to struggle the knots in my venter or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the exhibitor, slouching myself up against the street corner, just sitting there for not indisputable how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the oestrus had became too practically, or just sitting on the hard shower floor for so long my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured somebody lavation on my hired hand and just gave myself a promptly cleanup, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the exhibitioner, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a snake god, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was first-rate foggy, I leaned over jumping from the coldness I felt as my peel touched the edge of the sump. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she potential see me in me that was so great ? I examined myself from headway to waist. I thought, my eye are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda prissy, I developed early, but…never really saw them as objects of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how a lot my mom just seemed to…erm enjoy them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a short stupe, trying to conceive of what my own female parent found in force about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into dishonor *Sigh* and disgrace quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the blame on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so much furor it was like I woke up, my body just got all this zip and wrath and I just I didn't know where to place it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow for this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the script soap pump, fully prepared to give at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would be money to amend it, and well it sounds dumb but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how a great deal my mom use to get disorder when my brother broke stuff when he got tempestuous and how get at she gets even when we break stuff on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I MEAN I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap nursing bottle thingy ( it was a skillful like spyglass thingy my grand ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant cracks with a like Brobdingnagian cut where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my ready to hand work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my hair as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this time just total blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the crapper, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a long blackness HBK tee shirt, and a duo of pink scanty ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My headway was killing me and I was tops freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my favorite pizza home ! Deep dish blimp paddy with surplus cheese..mmmmm : P Well while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to call back of last Night, so I decided to rent a movie on need ( smoothing iron man in character any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore mirthful girl…so let's all hope man of steel sway ! Cuz I am tired of Marvel wtfpwnig the comic account book moving-picture show humans ! I mean…ya batman is cool but really heath ledger's joker made that trilogy extra, the number 1 one was ok, third one good, only the dark knight was a skipper firearm.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will extend hehe…oh ya Brigham Young justice convention ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the door knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay spirit at me being all fancy, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the people in the world I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did desire to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering cashbox finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a quick facial expression around. Becoming oddly anxious as if somehow he had purgative power and have it away what had happened here death night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

Well he saw my pants on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my pump began to backwash like a yard time faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inside script with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my caput saying it's not like it's not normal to just have my gasp laying around he has no thought your being an idiot ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to make things worse my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big sigh of alleviation as he went in my pocket and grabbed out my speech sound, his aspect giving me that…tisk tisk look hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's awry ? Scared I was gon na ascertain something else in your pants, and also retain your damn phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me total figure when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was disquieted all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to ring me to check up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been unable to pass on my mom. ( I found out year later that she actually felt too inapt to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was mistrustful so he had begun to riffle through my pants air hole, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my response telling me to calm down down, which just made it so much uncollectible so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not impact my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way Father of the Church do implying showing them regard, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the humour.

You should screw my dad has never been grand with the drama situations so his reaction haha was like"Ah shtup you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya get it on ? And also well like Ruben literally meant aught to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the moving picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza pie guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint grinning as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza pie on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the threshold first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 Clarence Day ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the verity card ( one-half trueness ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just call for to be alone right now. I was hoping for a simpleton okay, maybe he takes a piece or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, zero is ever that simple. He just grabbed a piece and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a tail end. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor auditory sensation with my lips haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my arms as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to evidence me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only suppose how just, tight my head got as I tried not to burst out in anger, and at same time had to get down fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed time I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient that it's a phase it will pass off. He was telling me how lots my female parent loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should live what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my tears, but then again, what sane father would see his daughter in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this poppycock to get to you feel bad, I just want you to know your mother loves you, I love you blah blah blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

Well needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm less then cocksure as I just told him to delight stop, that he has no idea what I am going through. My Word of God where kind, but my note was totally, hey piss off lol. Well you know how Thomas Kid and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this fount I truly don't think he did. Though it did not stop him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been throw off stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was easy on me speech - -. Honestly though the oddest thing happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dumb as that may vocalise, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny remark guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we beneficial ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a jerk Ruben is ( I lied a niggling ) And we both knew it was me who was the bitch but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrifying sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a good laugh at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your backpack lol.
So ya the residue of the day more or less was easy, we restarted the moving-picture show, I got a mini lecture of how I only ate 1 opus of pizza and how uneconomical it was to order a large haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some rule time with a parent. I think about half way through the net fight scene of iron man I just fell asleep, snuggle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well night of good sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to devolve asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a end to perfect as it could have been considering. But then…she came home. I was woken up by the door closing, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so throw away that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off precaution ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a instant longer, I loved the feeling of his chest, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had smell for my father, just…I was that father feel, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my niggling attempt to hold onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my custody back onto the couch.

There was a agile conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her phone. I am not sure enough if my mom lied or just happen to have a good reason, but the rationality she gave was, she was in a meeting with a guest and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lips got big as he blew out and that's simply his distinctive"im tired im out guys."tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my complete effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was aught keeping me there ? There was goose egg stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, uncanny huh ? Too spirit trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the room access, I think they talked for a minute or two, not sure what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the couch and glided half dazed to my room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the G. Stanley Hall, stopping in front end of my door. There wasn't even a minute of silence, the second she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the handle, unsuccessfully trying to embark my room.

I didn't say a study I just sat up and looked at the room access, my heart began to find as if it was sinking down into my stomach. I was expecting her to say open the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a round-eyed alright, I heard her walk of life away.

So I pretty a great deal laid there for just awhile, not sure how long wasn't even indisputable what metre it was I am guessing liberty chit 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave my room, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to find out Buffy the Vampire Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the hell I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally pass it a guess, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta lame b-day gift when you wanted so many other thing, but oh well lol.

O.K. I got to say, did not click with me at all the sole reasonableness I even got through 4 instalment was because I had nada ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to leave behind my way, I really did desire to be left alone at that present moment. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly encompassing awake, it was a Saturday night too so all my acquaintance that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few times I will admit I almost just called one or two and told em to come assemble up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to recollect of many other affair. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just O.K. with everything ? I thought to myself it makes signified I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and Forth River in my room, I started to take an urge to go lecture to her, to just speak to her but had no mind about what. And foolishly I walked back and Forth in my room thinking how to babble to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no thought why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my friends I was going to sleep for the night I wasn't touch just which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too awake, despite really wanting nothing Thomas More than to just close my eyes and sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my mind and nothing seemed to be able to keep my pursuit, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each footprint to spend a penny sure I was ready for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my elbow room that, my torso had begun to tingle.

I was taking my sentence and getting greyback in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her way at Nox, would she get the incorrectly idea ? Would she cerebrate I wanted a repeat of last night ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from room to elbow room was enough to just go back and forth 100000000 sentence on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her doorway, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little fingers were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in knots. I ten asked myself in my psyche, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the head that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? Entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my shoulders were shaking and I literally no joke was so queasy also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 minutes. I went with the little but quick roast on the room access ( you know the loud one you make that are dead but degraded and when you want to wake someone up or get them out of the lav like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second went by without a response lol, so I gave it another quick smash. Then I heard my mom going"clasp on ! 1 endorsement !"My hands clutched assailable and closed when I heard her voice, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might have been a piddling wind up. Anyways ! The threshold opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly deceased as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not sure why but I just wanted her to recognize me or something, I just didn't want to ask to come in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a small, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sleep, gulping difficult and scratching my straits, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to give up being like such a freakin cretin lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded younger if that makes sensation."Kim, want to arrive in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so game back then, I sorta just stood in the way looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me pass over so often when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulders, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 mo of just awkward secretiveness before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very earnest motherly grinning and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this point of view. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my mind no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you want"only issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a footling mess up in communication theory, it's like I knew what she said I just was having egress forming words, and she just looked at me very headache and asked me what was improper. I finally stopped, and with a grueling gulping that made my ears popped a little, I said I was mulct. My mom asked if I was sure as shooting, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling sapless in the knees, I sat on the edge of the bed antonym of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL laugh just a little chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling dazed, I guess causing her to put her hand over her backtalk in a very VERY bad attempt in trying to stop herself from laughing.

OK so this is probably where you are gon na mean im a total child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't spirit wild at all in that moment but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to summon up some anger and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not funny ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head teacher tilted and her heart suspicious. She just took a deep breathing place and said"Baby please, let's not fight, let's just talk okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my ire, but when she asked I tried to act bowl over, I tried to frown my hilltop and be pissed, but honestly I just the tidings that came out came out filled with rip as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking clobber its really one of her buttons, like it hits a boldness. So I sorta cry expecting her to ramp but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her horn in flare up open. But haha she let out a foresightful pennywhistle bump ? Not sure as shooting what to bid it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not surely how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no thought what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my privy where she entered first, I stood at the room access as she was in the middle of the room, hands on her rosehip as she looked at the mirror and the tattered chicken feed mitt pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm sorry"I said again. She, crystalise as day trying very hard to restrain herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this metre bad I just slouched my face against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I surmisal thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the trouble, but I just wanted my mommy. *sigh*My mom I remember hired hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the storey with me, her hands again on my shoulders, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am stupefied okay ? I put too much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her discussion, and I could say she meant it, but I just throw off my head no, cuz despite how earnest she was, I knew the truth. I reply licking my tooth and biting my tongue, shaking my head in disagreement till finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those discussion, until my own shame became too heavy and I covered my look with my hands, and just cry into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the face's of my shoulder furiously, telling me to please stop, to please take heed to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just explode in that import, I just wanted to wave up in a testis and became small, I felt torn and I just kept on crying, heaving now extremely bad into my hand. I just kept on boulder clay my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last dark to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in controller, but the Sojourner Truth is."Then she paused and her script went on mine, pulling my hands away from my human face. I was shaking still from crying so intemperate, but I looked directly into her now tearful face, tears running down each English. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was improper, you want to be mad infant, be mad at me I am a fiend. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her optic to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to see, but as I saw her eyes squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just want you glad More than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over months now that she had fallen in love with the soul I have grown into, but it's different, people can say the Holy Writ a 100 different ways, but nothing is like hearing someone say they are IN LOVE WITH YOU, just 4 words simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any other Good Book. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well fine, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my daughter, or kim I am in beloved with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did adjacent. I placed my hands on the side of meat of her face and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her sassing on mine again, still at this point it felt so wrong but so right. I now miss that feeling as I have grown use to my mother's sassing on mine.

Sadly the spirit did not remain as wrath, actually did form again in me, I broke the osculation memory, playing back what she had just told me. I was savage at the intellection and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just give you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my stifle and shook her head no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I curse to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in beloved with you. O.K. ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and pretend that I am not hopeful that you may devolve my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in beloved with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parts where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the parts where she said she loved me, the part of returning her love. So I just sat there thought process, my mom patiently staying soundless just rubbing my human knee gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be honest I knew my answer to the question she hadn't technically asked, the second she was done public speaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to recover a way to be hard and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my precious sorta kiddy phonation I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a piffling chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a niggling to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an moron but her response still so pick up me off guard. She just went"Na you will make up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so stupid I was like"Mom..that isn't funny don't say that."My mom just curled her lips and nodded, walking to me and putting her arms on my berm, her hands resting well surpass my psyche as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none serious musical note, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our kickoff kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so queasy this time but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her back with everything I had….I even for first prison term was bold a little and put both my handwriting on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a stair back, slipping her gown off and letting it fall to the floor. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my consistence and my lip wouldn't motility correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Shawn a break."( okey for you hoi polloi who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me engage my shirt off but I just nodded my foreland and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I think she was gon na assist me cuz she went"oh"and let out a little giggle like..okay then that works kind of jape.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a spry pinch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her fountainhead forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a second to get what she meant as I grabbed my scanty to take em down, but she told me waiting. Then she told me to"get hold of them off slow baby, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and stuck my bum out, and began to slip them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up straight person and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.

My mom rolled her eyes and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did succeeding made me feel so pudding head she, leaned down and grabbed my panties, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her brass and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to typewrite this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her eye sharply on mine as she bit down on the edge of my panty, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her backtalk. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the same spot as I did the night before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some intellect I covered my titty, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dim that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my feelings but she seemed to have a hard time stopping she just said"Baby I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so disconsolate just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so precious my infant little girl, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my face was on fervidness I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please stop laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was the like awww sister you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick osculation. Raising her brows though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did finally dark huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the second the lyric left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingers and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just pass embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just move on."My mom just smile, biting her mouth and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"film your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay OK, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the locating and laid back at the nitty-gritty of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me rosiness *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my psyche, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her bridge player on my stomach and rubbed it over my venter playfully telling me to issue forth on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her mulct and I got up just to bar her from doing the hand matter on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was piddling trying to get me to arrest throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my stomach, feeling really off setting, I mean I of track laid my expression flat and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my venter and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her helping hand on each of my side of meat and pushed down semi laborious on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like sanctum crap that feels fucking awesome ! She was the like"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my look forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my back and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my rachis it feels not bad, I have tried to have others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guys do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really beneficial that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really good, all aggregate probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me decompress hehe, my mom gave me a immediate kiss on my spinal column, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more relax but she gives such keen massages that I said, trying to be adorable but one-half serious"5 to a greater extent minutes and I'll be great ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just palpate relaxed, cuz she said okay sweetie and kissed my back again and fret my back some more, my cervix and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN HEAVEN, honestly I never had anyone hand me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so glad she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my Quaker Lisa, work, and my dad's crazy obsession with Genoz pizza. So…I supposition after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So fix to really make relaxed now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a little hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to go on rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to roll over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just relax stay down."I just…I was like erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my legs ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the perdition is this char I, she is only 18 yr older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no poser but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the hell someone else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

Okay back to the sound parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more support friction but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor baby young lady, please plagiarize your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my chemical reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head but she playfully pushed my oral sex back down and went"Come on, stop playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in reaction."Just ask yourself if you want momma to hit you cum really heavy, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like lecture like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just call for prison term to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a sure way it's crazy to hear her talk like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, grabbed my cheeks and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly blank Blank ( no discourtesy don't want to get my center and finally name ) Lift your ass right now offspring lady."I…haha I am not sure if that is exactly what I had in nous im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheeks and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would consume been stupid to bear witness off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my posterior in the air, my articulatio genus sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hands on my waist, wait on me in raising my tush in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my knee up on the bed, my butt up in the air, breast only nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the airs I was in as she just got behind me and dove right in…

It caught me so off guard that I jumped a minuscule yelping"waiting wait hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her hands up and down my boldness while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on exhibit I suppose. Which may not make sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a voice of me truly displeased the stance I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would break away my lip was the word mom between the moans I could not help but release.

After about if I had to imagine 5 minutes, I had my get-go orgasm of the night, but as my dead body tightened and my mind just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my coming with a finger inside me…It was…too much never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a part of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how much my consistence my entire body just focused on this 1 minuscule finger in me that seemed to check my intact body with every motion it did.

My mom now removing her rima oris from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the position of me…keeping her eye finger's breadth inside me, the rest of her helping hand squeezing my hindquarters. With her other bridge player she glidded over my back, calling me a good fille and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could feel my body tighten its grip on her finger's breadth as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to have something in me moving around so a great deal I somehow wanted to enshroud my interior from it, but at the Lapp time…I wanted more…so much more.

As she continued to just finger me…her finger's breadth rubbing me inside, with her exempt hand she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the tierce metre, and with my tertiary orgasm she seemed to almost alternate by how it felt back behind her, diving her boldness back in, and making…very very aloud slurping noises which just….made me feel so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how much my psyche could take as I nearly caused my lip to phlebotomize I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 major orgasms and many little ones that followed after, she stopped, but only for briefest of moment as she placed her hands on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this smile, this grinning like she….she was having the time of her life, I just…what could I do but smile back. My leg I kept astray as I was so tucker out, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her hired hand on the side of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thighs skin senses my own.

My centre were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot afford with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a little, but my centre also looked down as I saw and felt her hand find its way to my pussy again…inserting it's self back in, her ovolo rubbing my clit as her middle finger's breadth twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My head jerked back as I had a ripple of little orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta telling imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm button up, well I mean she was one-half laying on me but not the dot ! ) And she lowered herself taking my white meat into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god bit, where I just came screaming the speech oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my pap and pushed on my clitoris, and her fingerbreadth picked up a good deal stop number, and she just kept on and preserve on forcing my body to grow. She took her mouth off my breast as my organic structure rised, she just wouldn't stop her digit jabbing its self in and out of me so debauched and I just it was too much I was so sensitive all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom enough plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most powerful by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though inconceivable I think. I started to wiggle now, the whizz becoming unendurable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my breast, sucking and making popping audio as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I mean finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hand got tired….lol. She didn't withdraw her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her body just loose on top of me.

My breathing was so fast it was actually hurting a footling haha. My men where now on my mother's back, just feeling her backbone and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's normal to just be thankful when someone makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond words.

After just laying there for many mo, my extremely sore body jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her digit, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the night before where I got a smashing sexual climax this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a Brobdingnagian ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt same just spent and on firing. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another blink and about to say something but I said"No mom bang-up job."And she just laughed like a quickly laugh and then made a very adorable face, her brows up as she said"fountainhead thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more matter. And..her response brought tears to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't judgement and keep in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 moment spear carrier to get the Son out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed boulder clay I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her centre and she said"Kim I am sorry about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just stir my head and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her head down and said"I promise, I will never lead you."She then got up and went and got a cover again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the biggest grin on my boldness, thinking how jerky I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my head up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the cover over me. She then proceeded to slip under the cover and putting her arm around my venter, kissing my cheek and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the nighttime, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked looking cuz I used her public figure and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would love feedback, this was a lot harder to hark back seeing as I had to try to think back a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid person anger and abuse towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smartest or the wise person out there, but I have learned this in my life sentence time. Love is weak and frail. Love conquers nada. Love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for love and happiness, can you say the same ?