I forgot to put incest as one of the root, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um piddling word of advice, this part of my uh tarradiddle ? I guess tale is proper Word, um is a minuscule darker. Sorry but it's true, not too iniquity just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning time after feeling like I had slept for twenty-four hour period. At inaugural the Night before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became aware of my nakedness. I grinded my teeth as I do when I am trying to veil how nervous I am, so I guess I was trying to hide it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my back, feeling with my hand the edges of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the slope of my aspect, but the embarrassment quickly became overwhelming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the elbow room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this clock time and making sure I was wrapped from feet to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hand, caressing my fingers with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to make sure I was real or something…

The racket of the running H2O had long stopped, I had to begin to question what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too very much thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh right ! You should have intercourse she has her own bathroom connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the audio of the john door opening made me jump. I got up with a smiling on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tears once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeves for work. .

You know, now that I am a bit elderly, I'd like to think a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly instruct the lesson that animation simply goes on. It isn't that the Night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was untried and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something John R. Major had happened to me, so in the typical tyke response, I had expected the entire world to cease and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to put to work so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most devil face I could realize. Eyes squinted hard and mouthpiece closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my blaze at her, she huffed and her hands hit the side of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong apparent movement that I had became very use to ). And you should know I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nozzle pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this time she gently asked."Kim, child, what's untimely ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the bound of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the consummate matter I thought she should of said."dearest, do you want me to stay home ? We can talk about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her offer ? Why did I have to be a kick. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to remain ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the cover tightly held to my chest, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little funny side billet haha was actually hard shuffling with my feet over the blanket ( im not marvelous LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a secure mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so raging, but you want to like…you desire to just stop being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please mouth to her. But being the refractory holy terror that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern tone"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her headspring down, I remember this military action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to snaffle her and…yes osculate her. But as you may tell, this day was just becoming a shape of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to open the door, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the mantle, crying quietly to myself, but my hired hand shook it's self into a clenched fist as I grabbed my hair, I hated myself in that mo, but I wasn't sure what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the cold berm after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our firstly times, but my problem wasn't this, it was the opposite damn it. I was furious that, she was sodding she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was soft and loving the entire clip, and it was amazing, daring I say perfect for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, vex how often I had enjoyed myself.

fountainhead feeling really uncanny just being naked, I had decided to incur some clothes. I walked to my closet, but stopped as I heard the front door undetermined and close…I memory just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well take a rain shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the shower, hired hand against the wall, optic closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just ordinate on the hot water running down my body, I had it so hot my tegument was turning pink lol. Sadly, the magic of a nice hot shower, did not work this meter as I, well began once again playing back the events of last night, though this clock time was unlike, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her consistency, how ….how awing she looked, and I found myself starting to go very turned on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my leave white meat. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a bit I think I just stood there massaging my knocker, rubbing my stomach with my other hand, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's weird where our intellect go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my chum and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my Friend would judge me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no retentive did I even have the energy to fight the nautical mile in my breadbasket or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not certainly how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heat had became too a great deal, or just sitting on the toilsome shower storey for so long my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured person wash drawing on my hands and just gave myself a quick cleanup, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the exhibitioner, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jump from the coldness I felt as my pelt touched the edge of the sinkhole. I wiped away as often as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so great ? I examined myself from head to waist. I thought, my eyes are sort of pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda decent, I developed early, but…never really saw them as objects of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how practically my mom just seemed to…erm enjoy them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a little stupefied, trying to think of what my own mother found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into pity *Sigh* and ignominy quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the incrimination on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so much fad it was like I woke up, my body just got all this vigor and angriness and I just I didn't know where to order it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast boulder clay finally I just grabbed the hand grievous bodily harm pump, fully prepared to throw at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing movement, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would be money to rectify it, and well it sounds dumb but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get upset when my brother broke stuff when he got angry and how annoyed she gets even when we break binge on fortuity and I …I just SCREAMED I mean I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottle thingy ( it was a Nice like glass thingy my grand ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant offer with a like huge slice where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my W. C. Handy work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my hair as close as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this time just good blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the bathroom, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a farseeing black HBK t-shirt, and a pair of pink panty ) To hell with matching ! I didn't aid ... My head was killing me and I was super freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my preferent pizza station ! Deep lulu sausage Paddy with extra cheese..mmmmm : P fountainhead while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of stopping point night, so I decided to rent a movie on demand ( Iron man in case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's crucial but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comic girl…so let's all hope man of steel careen ! Cuz I am tired of marvel wtfpwnig the comic book movie humankind ! I mean…ya batman is cool but really heath book's joker made that trilogy special, the first one was ok, tertiary one goodness, only the iniquity knight was a superior piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will proceed hehe…oh ya offspring justice rules ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching iron man, till finally I heard the door knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay look at me being all fancy, anyways to my consternation ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the people in the world I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did need to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my interpreter even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering till finally he knocked me back to realism. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a warm looking around. Becoming oddly nervous as if somehow he had physic abilities and knew what had happened here death Night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

well he saw my gasp on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to race like a yard times faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inner handwriting with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my head saying it's not like it's not formula to just have my pants laying around he has no idea your being an retard ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to realise things regretful my dad picked up my blue jean, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my consistency just lol, just let out a big sigh of embossment as he went in my pouch and grabbed out my sound, his boldness giving me that…tisk tisk look hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just chill out I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrongly ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your pant, and also sustain your damn phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me wide-cut name when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was concern all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call me to moderate up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been unable to reach my mom. ( I found out years later that she actually felt too awkward to utter to him that day.

I told him no to his doubtfulness, but he was suspicious so he had begun to riffle through my pant pocket, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already Dwight Lyman Moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to calm down, which just made it so much spoilt so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not touch my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way beginner do implying showing them respect, but I just rolled my oculus and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mode.

You should know my dad has never been grand with the drama situations so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to go out, null against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. fountainhead anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza pie, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint smile as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza pie on the mesa, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A declamatory pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the room access first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 daytime ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth batting order ( one-half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just ask to be alone right now. I was hoping for a uncomplicated okay, maybe he takes a piece or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a slice and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my sassing haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my weaponry as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly dusty"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a boisterous patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only envisage how just, soused my head got as I tried not to burst out in ire, and at same time had to begin fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed meter I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the expert freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient role that it's a phase it will elapse. He was telling me how much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should bonk what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misinterpret my tears, but then again, what sane father would see his girl in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this poppycock to make you feel bad, I just want you to know your female parent loves you, I love you blah blah fustian. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

well needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm less then convinced as I just told him to please stop, that he has no theme what I am going through. My words where sort, but my tone was totally, hey piss off lol. Well you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not bar him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been threw stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was easy on me talking to - -. Honestly though the oddest thing happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as slow as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty odd guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great cashbox then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a jerk Ruben is ( I lied a little ) And we both knew it was me who was the bitch but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible Sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a effective laugh at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your backpack lol.
So ya the rest of the day more or less was easily, we restarted the movie, I got a miniskirt speech of how I only ate 1 piece of pizza and how wasteful it was to order a gravid haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal clip with a parent. I think about half way through the final fight conniption of iron man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the nighttime before.

So, I guess despite having a well Night of good sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to accrue asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a close to perfect as it could have been considering. But then…she came home. I was woken up by the door closing, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her cervix ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a moment longer, I loved the spirit of his breast, his sense of smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my father, just…I was that father feel, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my little endeavor to hold onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hired man back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her phone. I am not sure if my mom lied or just pass to have a good reason, but the reason she gave was, she was in a meeting with a guest and had her earphone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lips got big as he blew out and that's simply his distinctive"im tired im out guys."tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my gross effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's Wyrd. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was zilch keeping me there ? There was goose egg stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a moment or two, not sure what about but I didn't look like waiting for my mom to follow in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the sofa and glided half dazed to my room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the eye. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the residence, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a second of quiet, the second she reached my doorway she immediately knocked, turning the handle, unsuccessfully trying to figure my elbow room.

I didn't say a study I just sat up and looked at the doorway, my meat began to experience as if it was sinking down into my stomach. I was expecting her to say open the threshold, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to tattle, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her pass away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not sure how tenacious wasn't even surely what sentence it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to bequeath my room, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My ally Amy had been trying to get me to see Buffy the Vampire slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the the pits I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally sacrifice it a shot, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta gimpy b-day talent when you wanted so many other things, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not click with me at all the sole reason I even got through 4 sequence was because I had zippo ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not require to provide my way, I really did want to be left alone at that moment. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly across-the-board awake, it was a Sat night too so all my booster that didn't hatred me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few metre I will admit I almost just called one or two and told em to come meet up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to recall of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and forth in my room, I started to have an urge to go lecture to her, to just utter to her but had no thought about what. And foolishly I walked back and Forth River in my way thinking how to spill to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my Quaker I was going to catch some Z's for the night I wasn't touch sensation commodity which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too awake, despite really wanting nothing Sir Thomas More than to just close down my eyes and eternal rest. Eventually, it wasn't even the want that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my head and nothing seemed to be able-bodied to keep my interest, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to make sure I was gear up for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk of life to my room that, my eubstance had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting grayback in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her room at Nox, would she get the wrong idea ? Would she think I wanted a repeat of last dark ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from elbow room to room was sufficiency to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her door, I was no finisher to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little fingerbreadth were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in air mile. I ten asked myself in my mind, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the nous that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? Entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, lecture to her, but honestly I was so aflutter that my shoulders were shaking and I literally no jocularity was so nervous also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 minutes. I went with the picayune but quick knock on the door ( you know the trashy unity you make that are brusk but tight and when you want to awake soul up or get them out of the toilet like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a sec went by without a response lol, so I gave it another flying belt. Then I heard my mom going"Hold on ! 1 moment !"My script clutched open and closed when I heard her voice, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might possess been a little delirious. Anyways ! The door opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly asleep as she was rubbing her centre, yawning a piffling. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly restrained, not certain why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to descend in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a little, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't quietus, gulping intemperate and scratching my head, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to break being like such a freakin idiot lol.

fountainhead, as I raged at myself in my drumhead, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded younger if that makes good sense."Kim, want to descend in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so halt back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me climb up so often when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulders, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just embarrassing secrecy before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her helping hand on her lick, gave me a very well what felt like a very sincere motherly smile and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this dot of view. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you want"only take is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little mess up in communicating, it's like I knew what she said I just was having payoff forming words, and she just looked at me very business organisation and asked me what was improper. I finally stopped, and with a unvoiced gulp that made my ears popped a little, I said I was hunky-dory. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

feel unaccented in the knees, I sat on the sharpness of the bed opposite of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean value HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL laugh just a little chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling unintelligent, I guess causing her to put her hand over her mouth in a very VERY bad attempt in trying to lay off herself from laughing.

okay so this is probably where you are gon na guess im a add child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feeling angry at all in that moment but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to summon up some anger and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not funny ! God what is improper with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head tilted and her oculus leery. She just took a late intimation and said"Baby please, let's not fight, let's just let the cat out of the bag okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to glower my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the dustup that came out came out filled with crying as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you in the beginning how my mom is about breaking stuff its really one of her buttons, like it hits a mettle. So I sorta cried expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose flared open. But haha she let out a retentive tin whistle nose candy ? Not sure what to call it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not sure how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"time lag it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no idea what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bathroom where she entered first, I stood at the room access as she was in the eye of the room, hands on her hip as she looked at the mirror and the shattered shabu hired hand ticker thingy all over the sink.

"I'm sorry"I said again. She, crystalize as day trying very hard to limit herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this clip bad I just slouched my side against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mommy. *sigh*My mom I remember hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even vex about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the storey with me, her hands again on my articulatio humeri, rubbing them, trying to slacken me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am stupid OK ? I put too much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could tell she think of it, but I just shook my head no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the Truth. I answer licking my teeth and biting my tongue, shaking my head in disagreement money box finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those tidings, until my own shame became too great and I covered my face with my paw, and just wept into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side of meat's of my shoulders furiously, telling me to delight give up, to please listen to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just burst forth in that present moment, I just wanted to curl up in a ball and became small, I felt torn and I just kept on crying, heaving now extremely bad into my hands. I just kept on trough my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last night to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the true statement is."Then she paused and her manpower went on mine, pulling my hands away from my face. I was shaking still from crying so hard, but I looked directly into her now tearful font, tears running down each side. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was legal injury, you want to be mad baby, be mad at me I am a monster. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her heart to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her centre squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just want you felicitous more than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over months now that she had fallen in dearest with the person I have grown into, but it's different, mass can say the Holy Scripture a 100 different way of life, but cipher is like hearing person say they are IN erotic love WITH YOU, just 4 words mere as that, yet far more, revealing than any early words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well delicately, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my daughter, or kim I am in love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did adjacent. I placed my men on the English of her cheek and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her lips on mine again, still at this point it felt so amiss but so undecomposed. I now miss that tactual sensation as I have grown use to my mother's lips on mine.

Sadly the notion did not detain as anger, actually did form again in me, I broke the kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was enraged at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just generate you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my genu and shook her brain no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in lovemaking with you. approve ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and pretend that I am not aspirer that you may retrovert my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parts where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the section where she said she loved me, the part of returning her love. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying mum just rubbing my knees gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be reliable I knew my answer to the inquiry she hadn't technically asked, the irregular she was done speaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be strong and resist, but I was rickety lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy voice I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a piddling chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her chemical reaction still so trance me off guard. She just went"Na you will throw up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her gown, letting it just hang open………I I just felt so unintelligent I was like"Mom..that isn't shady don't say that."My mom just curled her sassing and nodded, walking to me and putting her arms on my articulatio humeri, her hands resting well pass my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none severe flavour, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our first kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this fourth dimension but still was mint, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her back with everything I had….I even for first fourth dimension was bold a little and put both my paw on her shank ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a step back, slipping her robe off and letting it fall to the story. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost ascendence of my body and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Shawn a break."( okey for you people who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the sheik on my T-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help oneself me assume my shirt off but I just nodded my point and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I think she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a short giggle like..okay then that works kind of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a quick hint *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her drumhead forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a second to get what she meant as I grabbed my scanty to bring em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"Take them off slow baby, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and nonplus my bum out, and began to mistake them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up straight person and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.

My mom rolled her heart and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me finger so pudden-head she, leaned down and take hold of my panties, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to type this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the edge of my panties, pulling them with her dentition and letting them snap out of her sass. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the Lapplander spot as I did the Night before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some reason I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda severely and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dumb that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally severalize how I said it that she really was hurting my smell but she seemed to have a hard sentence stopping she just said"Baby I'm sorry you just are too endearing, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so sorry just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my baby girl, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my aspect was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please stop laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was similar awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick kiss. Raising her brows though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did last dark huh ?"

I just I had never felt more slow down in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the 2nd the words left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingers and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just fling embarrassed so I was just like"Can we delight just actuate on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"ask your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the billet and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her Chin and said"I changed my intellect, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her bridge player on my stomach and rubbed it over my stomach playfully telling me to make out on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her FINE and I got up just to stop her from doing the manus thing on my venter, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to intercept throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my abdomen, feeling really off setting, I mean I of trend laid my face level and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my venter and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my incline and pushed down semi hard on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like sanctum dirt that feels fucking awesome ! She was like"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my expression forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my back and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her thrust on my back it feels bang-up, I have tried to stimulate others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guy do it early than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really good that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my backrest also, rubbed it really sound, all add together probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me relax hehe, my mom gave me a flying kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more relax but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half serious"5 Sir Thomas More moment and I'll be great ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just finger relaxed, cuz she said okay sweetie and kissed my back again and chafe my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN HEAVEN, honestly I never had anyone turn over me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so happy she did that cuz it did completely slow down me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, work, and my dad's loony compulsion with Genoz pizza. So…I shot after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really relax now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me baby now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a little hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep back rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to range over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just unstrain stick around down."I just…I was same erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my peg ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hellhole is this womanhood single, she is only 18 years older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the underworld individual else didn't puss her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

Okay back to the good parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more back rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor infant girlfriend, please hoist your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my chemical reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my principal but she playfully pushed my caput back down and went"seminal fluid on, cease playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, sanction ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to make you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just need time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her lecture a sealed way it's crazy to learn her talk like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, grabbed my brass and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my preparation and she simply said"Kimberly Blank lacuna ( no offense don't want to get my middle and lastly name ) cabbage your ass right now youth lady."I…haha I am not indisputable if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % indisputable it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheeks and clobber so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would have been stupid to demo off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my knees sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hired man on my waist, assist me in raising my butt in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my implements of war up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my knees up on the bed, my can up in the air, breast only nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and dive rectify in…

It caught me so off guard that I jumped a little yelping"hold wait hold on !"But she did not even slacken down, she gliding her helping hand up and down my buttock while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much Thomas More blue being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on video display I suppose. Which may not get to sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a part of me truly displeased the position I was in but anytime I would try to resist, all that would escape my sass was the Son mom between the moan I could not help but release.

After about if I had to infer 5 mo, I had my first coming of the night, but as my body tightened and my head just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a digit inside me…It was…too lots never had I had something truly inside me former then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a theatrical role of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how much my physical structure my entire organic structure just focused on this 1 little finger in me that seemed to control my intact body with every question it did.

My mom now removing her rima oris from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the side of me…keeping her midsection finger inside me, the sleep of her hand squeezing my rump. With her other handwriting she glidded over my back, calling me a respectable fille and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could find my body tighten its grip on her finger as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to bear something in me moving around so very much I somehow wanted to hide my insides from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so a lot more.

As she continued to just finger me…her finger's breadth rubbing me inside, with her free hired hand she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third time, and with my third gear orgasm she seemed to almost stand out by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very flashy slurping noises which just….made me feel so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how much my mind could take as I nearly caused my lip to bleed I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 Major climax and many little unity that followed after, she stopped, but only for abbreviated of moments as she placed her hands on my shank, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grin, this grin like she….she was having the prison term of her life, I just…what could I do but smile back. My peg I kept wide as I was so use up, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her handwriting on the position of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thighs touch my own.

My oculus were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open with surprisal as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a trivial, but my eyes also looked down as I saw and felt her hand find its way to my kitty-cat again…inserting it's self back in, her ovolo rubbing my button as her middle fingerbreadth twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My headway jerked back as I had a ripple of little orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta telling imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm energy up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the gunpoint ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god moment, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my clit, and her finger picked up much speed, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my dead body to rise. She took her rima oris off my white meat as my body rised, she just wouldn't stop her finger jabbing its self in and out of me so tight and I just it was too much I was so sensible all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom sufficiency plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most sinewy by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though unimaginable I think. I started to wiggle now, the superstar becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my titty, sucking and making popping auditory sensation as I wiggled out of her backtalk uncontrollably. Finally and god do I mean finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hand got tired….lol. She didn't remove her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger's breadth resting in me and letting her body just slacken on top of me.

My breathing was so fast it was actually hurting a little haha. My hands where now on my female parent's back, just feeling her back and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's convention to just be grateful when mortal makes you feel like that. My mom's tit were smashed against me half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond words.

After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely tender consistency jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger's breadth, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and steamy it wasn't like the night before where I got a not bad orgasm this was…more and my eubstance had felt like it just had been through a huge trial by ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt like just spent and on fervor. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another trice and about to say something but I said"No mom bang-up job."And she just laughed like a immediate gag and then made a very endearing face, her brows up as she said"fountainhead thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more thing. And..her response brought split to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't idea and keep in idea I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds duplicate to get the wrangle out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her centre and she said"Kim I am sorry about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just excite my school principal and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her promontory down and said"I promise, I will never leave you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the biggest smiling on my human face, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so raging. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my caput up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the blanket over me. She then proceeded to slip under the blanket and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my face and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my middle for the night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked look cuz I used her name and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would have it off feedback, this was much hard to think seeing as I had to try to commemorate a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid anger and insults towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smartest or the Stephen Samuel Wise person out there, but I have learned this in my living clock time. Love is weak and frail. Love conquers zippo. Love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for love and felicity, can you say the same ?