Are N'T You Afraid ? P1 ( 2 )
Blowjob, Fantasy, First-Time, Masturbation`` This will be your last test. '' Snoke 's ancient vocalism boomed through the bedchamber, his jumbo hologram looming over Kylo Ren.
Snoke continues. `` You will conquer the young woman and make her your prentice. ``
Kylo tried to hide his frustration. Grateful for his mask. `` I fear she wo n't obey me. ``
'' That is beside the point. Your very front will get her to the non-white side. You will teach her to obey as one teaches a pet. ``
'' A Jedi is a life-threatening pet. ``
'' That she is. That is why you have to break her. cultivate her first to obey your every statement. Train her to answer you. ``
Kylo nodded. He felt… changeable. But he knew certain psychological proficiency that would drive any mind to obey. But would they work on a Jedi ? Rey was still largely untrained, only a few months with St. Luke Skywalker. Kylo was far more mighty than when he last saw Rey. He would break her. curve her will to his own.
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Everything happened so fast.
Chewbacca was in the buffer 's tooshie. They were on an eight time of day flight to the Dagobah system, where the rebels had placed a new hideout. For once, Rey thought, matter were going her way. She had been training with Luke Skywalker for a few month before the resistance called him. Rey would name a speedy flight of stairs with Chewbacca to the Rebel base, while Luke went to an important meeting with his sister, superior general Organa.
Rey was sitting in the Millennium Falcon crew area, focusing intensely on the game of chess. Poe was across from her. Her bit had just smashed his and was doing a triumph dance.
Finn was napping on the other side of the work party quarter. He laughed at Poe 's defeat. `` Again ? Stick to what you 're in force at, Poe. ``
Poe shook his head. `` One more time ! '' He looked at Rey with mock misgiving in his eyes. `` I 'm on to your manoeuvre. ``
'' Do the victory dance, Rey, '' Finn quipped.
Rey threw her hands up in the air. `` I 'm not using the force ! You ca n't find fault the force every time you lose, Poe. '' She smiled.
'' It 's refreshing to see you smile. I 'll be a well-chosen also-ran if it means seeing your face light up like that. ``
BANG BANG smash ! The ship shook. Rey fell forward into Po. Finn popped to his feet and the three of them rushed into the cockpit.
Chewbacca roared. Rey pushed buttons and levers on the control panel. `` It 's not working. We 're caught in a tractor light beam and the controls are disabled. ``
The four of them are silent.
Finn got up and moved to the arsenal. `` If it 's the starting time ordination, I wo n't be captured active. I 'll die before they get me. ``
Rey ran after him. `` Finn ! We 'll defend together ! We 'll escape together ! ``
The ship stopped abruptly. Finn, Poe, Chewbacca, and Rey take covering fire status. The two men armed with blaster. Rey armed with her light saber. Chewbacca had his Bowcaster, ready to wreak havoc on anyone or anything that came through the door.
'' I got a bad feeling about this, '' Poe said. The ship was dark. There was no drift. Rey tried to focus her mind and use the personnel. She felt a shadow, comrade comportment. Her pulse quickened. Her breathing space felt flashy in her ears.
She tried to calm herself again. external respiration deeply and recalling the Jedi mantra… She did n't follow before the doorway WHOOSHED open and Storm trooper in their nitid blank armor poured through the door.
Chewbacca took out the first one through the door with his Bowcaster. Their blank, plastic bodies went flying back. Six more poured in immediately after. They engaged in a savage firefight.
A fire hit Finn in his articulatio humeri. He fell back, taking cover behind the chess game.
Suddenly, a inkiness, malevolent physical body came through the door. Poe shot at it and the blast froze in the air. Everything froze. The feeling of dread Rey had intensified. She wanted to draw in her light saber out and strike him down, like she did in the forest in their last encounter.
Kylo Ren stood in the middle of the crew area. The four passenger were frozen, ineffective to move anything but their heart. Kylo stopped in figurehead of Poe.
'' This is the second meter you tried to toss off me, pilot. And failed. '' Kylo raises his hand toward the cheat biz and it goes flying across the ship. It lands with a laborious thump. `` I always hated that game. ``
Kylo moves in front of Chewbacca, who roars. `` My old friend. Last sentence we met, you tried to toss off me. Look at this. An stallion ship of murderers, thief, and traitors. '' He takes the Bowcaster from Chewbacca 's weapon. He waves it around the ship. `` I 've always wanted to try this. ``
police chief Phasma enters, followed by a police squad of tempest cavalryman. `` Sir, what do you require us to do with the captive ? ``
Kylo apparent motion to Poe and Finn. `` Take those two and put them in a cubicle. Then leave me. ``
Phasma nods and motion to the Storm trooper. They grab Poe and Finn and haul them off the ship. Poe battle and the troopers hit him, knocking him to his knees.
Finn struggles against his captor. `` Poe ! Do n't you presume hurt him ! ``
Kylo Ren holds his hand out and force chokes Finn. `` Silence, two-timer. You have no right field. You forfeited your animation when you chose to aid the rebel scum. direct them away. Now. Before I kill them both. ``
The storm troopers leave with Poe and Finn. Kylo Ren continues to flap the Bowcaster. Chewbacca and Rey still force frozen.
'' My dear friend. I 'll omit you. '' Kylo Ren shoots Chewbacca with the Bowcaster. Chewbacca wails as he is thrown against the walls of the ship. He is bleeding from a gaping chest wound.
Rey thigh-slapper. `` No ! You monster ! You monster. ``
'' silence, Rey. '' Rey feels her throat constrict. She remembers how she fought back against him before. She focuses. `` You will release me. ``
Kylo Ren laughs. `` I 'm a lot stronger than last meter we met. relieve your amateur tricks for the weak of mind. ``
'' How could you do this ? You killed him ! ``
Kylo drops the Bowcaster and still hunt towards Rey. He smacks her in the face. She falls back, still force frozen, and looks at him in shock. `` You all tried to kill me. You tried to kill me. You betrayed me. You took what was mine. '' He grabs Rey 's visible light cavalry sword and attaches it to his belt. He pushes down on Rey 's shoulder and forces her to her knees. `` And now I 'll take everything from you. ``
'' You 'll have nothing from me ! '' Rey spat.
Kylo laughs. `` You 'll give me everything. Freely. You will name me Master. ``
'' I will do no such matter. ``
'' Every pet motive to be trained. ``
Kylo enters the cockpit. This is the stead where his father piloted Gospel According to Luke Skywalker, where he spent his younker, smuggling. Kylo almost feels… nostalgia. But no. He does n't pretermit it. In fact, it enrages him. He pulls out his get down cavalry sword. It fires up with an unsteady crackling, a chaotic sound. He slashes at the ascendancy gore, the Windows, the seats. He tears the plaza up.
Finally, he stops. His heavy breathing the only sound in the cockpit. He moves back into the crew stern, where Rey is still on her articulatio genus. She looks terrified. Her eyes dart quickly between him and the floor. Not wanting to look at him, scared, frightened of his sudden rage.
'' It 's finally meter to put this scrap stack in the garbage. ``
'' It was your father 's ship… how could you be such a monster… ''
'' You have n't seen what a demon I can be. You have n't seen anything yet. ``
Kylo Ren walks through the hallway of Starkiller Base. He carries something in his manus - a mountain range that leads to Rey 's neck. Rey 's hands are tied behind her back and she stumbles to keep up with Kylo 's pace.
captain Phasma waits with a squad of soldiers. `` Sir ! The captive are secured. ``
Kylo barely pauses to address her. `` Great. Now get rid of that piece of chalk in the hangar. ``
Phasma salutes. Kylo ignores her and leaves with Rey trailing behind.
Further down the cold corridor of Starkiller Base, Rey tries to talk. `` Where are you taking me ? ``
Kylo Yank on the Chain and keeps walking, ignoring her. Rey yelps as the catch forces her to follow his brisk step. `` Kylo Ren ! Ben ! occlusion ! ``
Kylo stops in his tracks.
'' Where are you taking me ? Where are the others ? ``
'' Do n't hollo me that again. ``
'' Call you what ? Ben ? It 's your real name. It 's who you really are ! Before you became a ogre. ``
'' If you call me that one to a greater extent time, there will be moment. ``
'' What can be worse than being captured by you ? ``
Even through his mask, Rey could sense his smile. `` You 're in good order. This is the spoiled thing that can go on to you. '' Kylo holds out his deal. Rey feel her pharynx constricting again. She rises into the air. `` Do you like this ? '' Kylo asks. `` Any clip you disobey me, there will be pain. It 's up to you. '' He releases her and she falls laborious onto the stale gem floor.
Kylo continues walking and Rey is forced to tail behind him.
The floor was cold and hard on Rey 's knee joint. Her subdivision were tied behind her back uncomfortably tight. She was in an evacuate interrogation cellular telephone. Everything was all insensate and voiceless surfaces.
'' Call me master. '' Kylo Ren stood over her, cutting and magisterial shape against harsh light. He wore his masquerade party and Rey was n't sure what she was more comfortable with. He seemed like an unstoppable monster with it on. Softer with it off… yet more terrorization in some ways.
'' I 'll never call you that. You are zilch ! You will never be Darth Vader ! '' Rey spat at him.
'' You 'll be my prentice now. holler me master. '' Kylo Ren kept his irritation in balk. He wanted to be shed light on with her about her situation. Strangely, he found himself relaxed around her. She was completely under his thumb this prison term. He would n't be caught in such a weakly moment like the survive prison term they faced off.
'' You 're absolutely unbalanced. ``
'' Just remember that you made your option. There are consequences for disobedience. ``
The door whooshes open. Two stormtroopers step through carrying a prisoner. Poe Dameron had seen better days. His hairsbreadth was matted with rip, his escape suit soaked with stew, his skin bruised. The tempest state trooper threw him on the solid ground in front of Rey. Poe fell limply, no persuasiveness to keep himself up.
'' Poe ! '' Rey shouted. `` What have they done to you ? What have you done to him, you monster ! ``
'' Rey… do n't worry about me. Do n't give them anything ! '' Poe says.
Kylo moves to Poe. He reaches down and take hold of Poe 's hairsbreadth ; forces him up to his knees. `` I 'm not going to use the force on you, Rey. Everything you do, I want you to do with your own will. But if you do n't do what I tell you to do, your friends will suffer. ``
'' Poe ! Please do n't hurt him ! '' Rey scream. split stream down her brass. Rey tries to get up and run to Poe - Kylo holds his hand out at her and uses the force to advertize her spine to the reason - back to her knees.
Kylo kneel in strawman of Poe. `` They hurt you pretty bad, '' Kylo says gently.
'' I 've seen worse. '' Poe can barely persist upright
Kylo chuckles. `` You will see worse. '' Kylo holds his bridge player in front of Poe 's face. Poe 's heart roll back into his head and he screams.
'' contain it ! Please stop ! '' Rey shouts.
Kylo lowers his hand and looks at Rey. `` You want me to stop ? ``
'' Please ! ``
'' You know what to say. '' His voice is cryptical. Clam. Controlled.
'' What… No… Why ? '' Rey shakes her foreland, confused. Conflicted.
'' Have you so practically pridefulness that you ca n't say it ? Not even to pull through your friend from needless botheration ? '' Kylo waits a moment. Rey shakes as bout stream down her fount. Kylo shakes his drumhead and raises his hand—
'' superior ! '' Rey shouts. `` Please blockade hurting him. ``
'' Say it again. Beg me to stop. ``
'' Please, original ! Please do n't suffer him ! ``
Kylo pauses. He lets go of Poe. Poe drops to the level. The two storm troopers enter. They haul Poe up and begin to drag out him out.
Rey call. `` Where are you taking him ? ``
The threshold shuts. muteness. Rey is alone with him again. Kylo kneel in forepart of her. He caresses her boldness with his gloved hand.
'' You 're a monster… '' Rey tries to get away from his grasp.
Kylo shakes his head. He lifts his hands to his helmet, presses two buttons and removes it. His smuggled hair frames his vernal face. He lets the helmet fall to the floor with a THUMP. `` A monster ? No. I 'm your maestro now, Rey. I own you. You have no major power here. ``
Kylo places both hands around her nerve, forcing her to look at him. `` When you speak to me, you will set about with Master. Now practice. Say, yes, master. ``
Rey blinks. Hesitates.
'' Or, I can bring him back in and you can get a first class ticket to see Poe Dameron suffer and waste away in torture. ``
'' What will you do if I comply ? ``
'' We 'll give him a job. Under maximum security, of course. But he wo n't bear. '' Kylo holds her typeface tighter, brings it close to his own. Rey starts to miss her proportionality and almost falls into his chest of drawers. `` Now say it, Rey. If you say anything other than `` yes, master copy '' I will bring him back and cut off his right hand. Then he 'll never fly again. All because you had too often pridefulness to comply with my unsubdivided request. ``
Kylo holds her face so close he can feel her breathing spell on his skin. It 's intoxicating to him. He watches as her centre blink and and her cheek falls. Defeated. Then she breaths the Son most delightful to his ears…
'' Yes, Master. ``
Rey felt confused. What kind of plot was Kylo playing ? He had left her alone in a mobile phone. Rey was n't for certain how practically clip had passed - a few hours ? Maybe about a day ? But she was hungry. The cell was canonic. A small cot and a pocket-sized toilet and sink. Not bad. She definitely seen worse.
But she was getting frustrated. What happened to Finn and Poe ? Rey rubs her arm. The cell was cold too. Everything at Starkiller base was cold.
Rey ran her hands along the walls. The simply exit was a small lame where the door opened, but there was no way to pry into it. Rey could n't stop pacing around the cubicle, searching for a weakness. Wishing there was somebody on the other side she could reach out too. She supposed that after escaping last time, Kylo Ren would n't construct the same misunderstanding of underestimating her. She 'd have to be More creative.
Just as she was about to give up searching, the threshold opens. Then he steps through. Kylo Ren. He wears his mask. Rey hates his mask.
Kylo stops at the room access. His figure filling the stallion shape. He just stands there and waits. Rey contemplates rushing him… or using the force on him. Rey concentrates. concentrate as much power as she can muster - intending to knock him backwards and rush him.
He pushes back. Rey 's cheek shows her determination, her will as she pushes against him. They engage in a battle of wills. Kylo holds his hand towards Rey - the strength of him pushing on every fiber of her being. Rey focuses, strains. But hunger, thirst, and exhaustion have taken Thomas More of a toll than she realized.
Eventually her force gives way and she drops her guard duty, and gibe against the wall. She cries out. Slides down and onto the floor. ventilation intemperate ; panting. She does n't know what to do… and something William Tell her not to round. Could she overwhelm him physically ? She wished she could, but decided against it. Afraid of what he would do.
'' You should be afraid of me, '' Kylo says through his masque. His voice deep and menacing.
Rey glares up at him. She wants to retort… but knows that she has no room to stand on. She pulls her knee joint into her chest. Wraps her munition around her human knee in an exploit to comfort herself.
She would proceed looking for opportunity to get away. A frightening sentiment passed her head that terrified her. It terrified her that she may be forced to cooperate with him. And where were Poe and Finn ? She wants to cry. But she does n't. She wo n't give him that satisfaction.
Kylo raises his hired man - Rey flinches - and removes his helmet. Rey felt a minuscule silly for flinching. Kylo bends down and gently puts his helmet on the floor. He moves to Rey and kneels in front end of her.
Rey 's binding is against the rampart. She contemplates hitting him, but she 's afraid to touch him. Afraid he 's like fire. She does n't want to look at his face. Tries to see anywhere but his wide lips… and deep eyes. What was she thinking ? She suddenly preferred the mask.
Kylo smiles. Reading her thoughts. He moves nigher to her, puts a knee on both slope of hers and leans into her.
Rey wants to dissolve away. To be anywhere else. Anywhere but here.
Kylo takes his boxing glove off and sets them aside. `` Rey. '' Rey squeezes her eyes shut. `` Rey. '' She feels his bare digit caress her face. `` Rey, flavour at me. ``
She does n't want to see him. Looking upon his bare face caused her a discomfort she did n't quite understand. She feels both his hands on both slope of her face. Warmth radiates from them. It feels good and she wants to tend into it. Enjoy it. She opens her eyes. She ca n't forget this is her enemy.
She stares into his face. Trying to maintain a severe spotlight. Remembering every bad thing he 's ever done.
He smiles. His face is warm up and gentle. That 's why she preferred the mask. It was disconcerting. Misleading.
'' I 'd like to invite you to dinner. '' He keeps his hands on her face.
Rey blinks. Staring at him blankly. She is starving. `` I ca n't eat with you. ``
Kylo shakes his question. He continues caressing her face. Rey almost gets the grit to smack his hands off — when he moves them down to her shoulder joint. Warming her cold hide. `` I 'm only asking as a good manners. You will come to dinner with me. ``
Rey shakes her head. Kylo runs his hands up and down her arms. They 're so warm… Rey flavor guilty because it feels good. She starts to raise her handwriting and push his work force away when he grabs her tightly, stopping her front. Rey is confined against the wall, her knees pushed into her breast, and her munition pinned down by his.
'' I 'll never eat with you. ``
'' You 're being derisory. Please - do n't be difficult. I do n't want everything to be bad between us. It does n't have to be this way. It can be a lot well-fixed. ``
Kylo moves away. Stands up. Taking his warmness with him. Rey shivers.
'' Get on your knees. ``
'' What ? You 're regurgitate. '' Rey does n't move. stiff huddled against the wall.
'' Get. On. Your. human knee. '' he guild. Rey stares at him. Kylo sighs. `` I thought we went over this ? '' He shakes his head. `` I wo n't rent my furor out on you, Rey. But I have your ally. ``
This startles Rey. `` No… do n't offend them. ``
Kylo raises an eyebrow. He motions to the story in front of him. Rey gets up from the wall and moves to get on her knees in front of him.
Kylo smiles in satisfaction. He pulls out a shoe collar - the Saame one from before. He places it around her cervix and she feels it click ominously as it locks around her neck.
Kylo walks a slow roundabout around her and pets her head. `` I hope you understand my precaution. You 're the one who tried to kill me. Remember ? It was always you. You shot first in the forest. You left me for dead in the snow. You cut my boldness open. And you see yourself the dupe. ``
Rey felt confused. She wanted to brush off his comments. But it was true… she had shot at him first. But why would n't she ? Why did he take it so personally ?
Kylo continues. `` I fear to think what would occur were I at your mercy. '' He stops in front of her. Cups her face with his hands again. `` I do n't opine you would register me the kindness I would contribute upon you. ``
As Rey glares up at him, he pulls away. Picks up his baseball mitt and puts them back on. snaffle his helmet and puts it back on his head.
'' stand up. ``
Rey stands up, facing him. He about faces and leaves the room, pulling Rey behind him. Outside the doorway she can see about six stormtroopers standing guard duty. They nod to Kylo as he passes.
This time, Rey keeps up with him easily. He leads her through a 10000 of confusing corridors. Rey tries to consume in everything she sees. try to memorise their route and feel for an escape.
They pass stormtroopers and other people dressed in dim. hoi polloi in uniform. police officer, she assumed ? The hoi polloi whose faces were showing merely looked at her coldly. Men and women. Some who look confused as they saw Kylo leading Rey on a leash.
Rey could n't assist but finger a confidence trick of overplus. Was this something that happened often at Starkiller Base ? She did n't see anybody else on a tierce, so she assumed not. But from the nonchalant attitudes of the people they passed, she guessed it was n't entirely unorthodox.
Something that would never take place in the rebel alliance and the republic. She reminded herself that that 's what they were fighting for. Their staple humankind. She tried to steel herself inside so she could focus on escaping and staying strong through this ordeal.
Finally, he lead her through a small, tranquility corridor. Through a room access that lead to his living quarters. The first thing Rey poster and is grateful for, is it 's warm. She shivers from the temperature change.
There is an elegant, Diospyros ebenum table in the middle of two sinister lounge. An artificial hearth with a holograph of fire, emanating warmth, is at the principal of the room. The floors are hard wood, covered in red, blackamoor, and ovalbumin rug. Rey did n't know a elbow room could be decorated so nicely on such a cold space station.
There are two former doorway - one leading to a bathroom, the other leading what she assumed was the sleeping accommodation. Rey shivered. Suddenly uncomfortable looking at his chamber. Instead chooses to stare at the fireplace.
Kylo drops the string. It drops to the floor with a clash. He removes his helmet and stead it on the Mickey Mantle over the fireplace. Then he turns and faces her. She stands there awkwardly ; unsure, uncomfortable.
'' I 'm going to commute my apparel. I want you to get on your knees and stay. ``
Rey scoffs. Wondering was all this security department so necessary ?
'' What am I supposed to do ? ``
'' You 're supposed to expect here for me. On your genu. ``
Rey glares at him, but he just stares back at her cooly. Waiting. Rey rolls her optic. It severely wounds her pride. But she gets to her genu. Then shoots him a sharp facial expression. He smirks. He moves to the bedroom. Starts to crusade the door shut, then looks back at her. `` And I will know if you move. So be a good girl… Rey. ``
He pushes the doorway shut, but leaves it open a crack. Rey is kneeling in front of the entrance, furthermost from the fireplace. She wishes she could move closer to it. She hated herself right now. She did n't require to obey him, but she knew she had no alternative. She had seen a few possibilities of relief valve. She just needed to get out of that jail cell and away from him. She knew she could do it. She just had to choose the the right way moment. Otherwise she may not make the strength… or freedom to escape.
She senses him moving around his room. The longer he takes to commute his dress, the Sir Thomas More wild it makes Rey. Her articulatio genus hurt. The collar on her neck opening weighed on her and she felt… humiliated. She wanted out of this… this bunker. This prison.
He comes out of the room, dressed in Black slacks and a smutty, foresightful sleeved shirt. All Shirley Temple. But more well-situated looking. The sight takes her breath away. He still looks like Kylo Ren… but he looks… well, he looks human. Rey has to remind herself who he is because she has trouble reconciling how he looks now with… the mask, the cape, the burning at the stake interbreeding in his custody, striking down her friend.
'' Why are you doing this to me ? '' she asks.
Kylo just smiles. Sits down on the sofa. Puts his metrical foot up on the jet black table and his sleeve up on the top of the couch. Kylo stares at her. Enjoying the sight of her kneeling. Rey looks angry.
'' Dinner will be here soon. ``
'' Why are you doing this to me ? ``
'' Feeding you ? Are n't you hungry ? ``
Rey stands up, suddenly enraged. `` Are you a Coward ? '' Rey reaches up to the pinch. `` Why ? Why all this ? ``
Kylo runs his hand along the scar that marred his aspect. `` Please get back on your knees, Rey. We 're waiting for dinner party. ``
'' No. I do n't infer what 's going on and I do n't want to do this anymore. ``
Kylo stands up. In a low, life-threatening part he says, `` Rey, get back on your knees. ``
Rey 's heart beats fast. She wonders if this is her opportunity to escape ? He 's unarmed… no armour. No stormtroopers. Just them.
Rey turns around towards the door and effort to open it. It 's locked and wo n't budge. Requiring Kylo Ren personally to open it. She turns back and he looms above her. Her breath catches in her throat.
'' Why are you doing this to me ? '' she breathes. Intimidated as he moves tightlipped to her. He is Sir Thomas More than a head taller than her and she is forced to depend up at him.
His voice is oceanic abyss, but gentle. `` Has it occurred to you, Rey, that I might be to a greater extent afraid of you than you are of me ? I have n't hurt you like you hurt me. ``
Anxiety gnawed at the pit of Rey 's stomach. He had n't hurt her, had he ? But he killed Han. He killed Chewbacca. Rey felt be sick. Sick to be caught up in whatever he had planned for her.
Rey steels her nerves. attempt to muster up the force… feels nothing but a void. She pushes him anyway, as hard as she can, prepares to flutter past him. She barely has prison term to wonder if she 's forgotten how to use the force before he grabs her forearms and throws her to the ground. He grabs her arm and twists it behind her back, forces her down feather to the ground, back on to her sore knees.
'' I 've asked you nicely. Again and again. And it 's always the Saami. '' Kylo releases her and moves to a pocket-size cabinet built into the wall. take something out of it. Rey stands back up, groom to fight. She feels herself pushed back down by an inconspicuous force.
Kylo walks back to her. `` You attacked me in my own habitation. This is a form. My life history is in danger from you, while I 've done you no harm. ``
'' That 's sick ! You 're a horrible monster. ``
'' And you insult me. Nobody ever taught you personal manner, Jakku magpie ? ``
Rey is unable to move now. ineffectual to talk. Completely immobilized by the big businessman he exerts. He places wrist restraints on her implements of war, behind her back. Then he releases her from his hold… She breathes heavily, relieved of the pressure in her head.
She tries to use the force again and…. nothing. A emptiness. `` What is this ? Why ca n't I feel the military force ? ``
Kylo moves back to the couch. Lays across it and rests his head on his work force. `` You have n't figured it out yet ? ``
'' The collar ? '' Rey shakes her question. `` That 's impossible… ''
Kylo smirks. `` Is it ? ``
There is a bombination at the threshold. It startles Rey and she almost falls forth onto her face, but catches her balance with her knees. Kylo gets up and opens the door.
Two civilians in potato chip, white uniforms, wheel in a tray of solid food. The smell hits Rey 's nose. It smells amazing and Rey 's mouth waters. The civilians leave and Kylo pushes the tray to the middle of the room.
Rey scout as he puts the trays of nutrient onto the ebony table. He arranges trays of wimp, a plate of steaming vegetables, and some other angelical, lush looking food for thought. Pink bubbly beverages. Kylo sits back down on the couch and looks at her.
He holds up a succulent chicken leg. `` Do you want some ? ``
Rey 's stomach grumbles. She nods. `` Yes… I want some. ``
'' Yes, what ? I 've been lenient with you today. Remember what I taught you yesterday ? ``
Rey wants to roll her eye. But thinks of her stomach. Was it such a big deal ? She swallows her pride, but mentally eye rolls. `` Yes, original. I want some food. ``
He motions. `` Come over here and get it. ``
Rey starts to get up. Kylo stops her. `` No, no, no. Do n't get up. Australian crawl here on your knee joint. ``
Rey glares. She decides she 'd rather bear and stays where she is. `` Never mind. I do n't need any. ``
'' Ah, but you do. And you 'll come over here and get some. ``
Rey shakes her head.
'' You 're really…. frustrating me. Okay. If you do n't eat, your friends do n't eat. '' He leans back and takes a bite of the chicken. `` It 's really dependable. I 'd love to percentage this with you. ``
'' How do I know you 're telling the truth ? Where are my friends ? ``
'' They 're safe. I can testify it, but do you really want me to ? I 'd have to put my masque on and I wo n't be as gentle with them as I am with you. So come over here and eat. And your friends will thank you. ``
Rey ca n't aid but think this is so pudden-head. She walks over on her stifle up to the edge of the ebony board. Stops and stares, mesmerized, at the nutrient. Looks at Kylo.
'' My handwriting ? ``
Kylo shakes his head. He picks up a art object of chicken and holds it out to her. Presses it towards her lips. She shies away.
'' What are you doing ? ``
'' Rey, Rey, Rey. You are a slacken prentice. '' He holds out the Gallus gallus. `` We had an agreement. Eat. ``
Rey closes her middle as he pushes the morsel into her mouthpiece. It is most heavenly, larder and luscious. In this instant, it is the best thing she 's ever tasted. She enjoys the moment… until she opens her eyes and sees Kylo staring at her intensely. He picks up a piece of cheese and pushes it into her mouth.
This continues in silence for a few more than minute. Then Kylo prepares her a scale of food and billet it in straw man of her. She stares at it for a moment, realizing he expects her to eat it directly from the plate. She hesitates for a second gear, realizes she has no superbia and buries her face in the plateful. Eating carefully, but greedily.
Kylo leans back, savoring his home base of nutrient. Watching her curiously. She finishes her plate, licking it clean.
Kylo finishes his home and places it back on the table. He stacks dishes, his eyes darting from Rey back to the mesa, back to Rey. Finally he stops and asks, `` Do you want to stay here tonight ? ``
The interrogative sentence startles Rey, as she had n't thought past the food.
'' Why would I ? ``
Kylo shrugs. `` It 's warmly. It 's more easy than your… prison cell. ``
Rey is suddenly exhausted. She wants to miss down and sleep. She wants the warmth, craves it. She thinks of her supporter. Where were they ? Were they comfortable ? She shakes her head. `` I want to be as far from you as possible. ``
Kylo gets up. He grabs Rey by the articulatio humeri and pulls her to her feet. He puts his arm around her waist and holds her against his consistency. `` Do you ? ``
'' Yes… Please, Kylo, please… let me go. '' Kylo raises his eye eyebrow and Rey cringes. `` Master… ''
'' You 'll sleep here tonight. ``
He releases Rey from his reach and pushes her away. She suddenly feels colder. She starts to unfold her sass to speak, but then he raises his manus over her cheek and she collapses into his arms. unconscious. Asleep.
Kylo picks her up and lays her on his lounge. He takes off the wrist chasteness and lays her on her back. He takes a moment to admire her calm facial expression. He almost feels… compassion for her. Or sympathy ? He almost feels bad about the infliction he plans to put her through in the next few months.
He smooths her hair back from her nous, hoping she enjoyed the evening, since it will be the utmost comfort she feels for awhile.
WARNING : This chapter is coloured and contains NON-CONSENSUAL SEX.
The future first light, Rey awakes. She feels warm, comfortable. A feeling of repose and well being. The events of yesterday far from her mind. She 's dreaming of an ocean. A plaza of peace and happiness.
As she comes to, she feels the put beneath her. An unfamiliar tone, far different, and far more comfortable than the abandoned AT-AT she usually sleeps in. It 's her low gear recognition that something is n't right.
The second, is opening her eyes… to the peck of Kylo Ren 's unmask face looming over her staring down.
His hair is tousled lightly and he wears loose fitting slack water with a lax melanize, long-sleeved shirt.
He caresses the side of her facial expression. `` Good morning. ``
Rey shoots up and scrambles away from him, perching and going over the arm rest of the couch. Kylo remains where he sits on the edge of the couch where she was sleeping.
Rey immediately darts for the door. She forgets about the shoe collar and the range of mountains around her neck. She steps on the chain and it pulls the collar down, causing her to tumble face-first to the floor.
She hears Kylo Ren 's laugh. She pops back to her feet and darts to the threshold, finding it locked again. She runs her manus along it, finding no seeable way of opening it.
She turns back to Kylo. He remains sitting. He raises an eye eyebrow at her franticness and her frustrated expression.
'' Would you like some breakfast ? '' he asks.
Such an innocuous interrogative sentence. Rey is more flustered and does n't recognise how to answer. Rey 's stomach rumbling. She is starving.
She calms herself. Recognizes the fact that she needs to eat to preserve her strong point. Especially if she 's going to find a way to escape. She does n't desire to reduplicate what he did yesterday. So she just stands still succeeding to the room access as she answers.
'' Yes. I want to eat. ``
Kylo stands up and motility towards her, very slowly.
'' To your knees, please, '' he asks gently.
Rey 's middle skips a beat. This, again ? She 's had enough of this. She knows she should just do it. Just cooperate, go to her stifle, do whatever silly matter he wanted from her so that she could eat. But she 's stubborn.
The leash seems to get punishing around her neck opening, a humiliating reminder. Her practicality and mulishness war with each other. Unfortunately, obstinance wins out and she remains standing.
Rey shakes her head. `` No. ``
'' Why ? ``
'' I do n't desire to, '' Rey says defiantly.
Kylo stops in presence of her. He stops so finale to her that all she can see is his dresser. She refuses to look up at him.
He bends his promontory down and she can feel his breath in her ear. It makes her shudder. In a balmy whisper he says, `` You do n't want to go to your knees. You do n't want to please me ? ``
Rey 's stomach fluttered. A deep discomfort within her. `` I hate you. '' She wanted to ill-treat away from him, but she stays out of stubbornness.
Kylo smiles. Was he happy ? happy she hated him ? He looks at her with that damned gentle expression on his facial expression that confused her emotions. `` You hate me ? Do you really mean that ? ``
Rey brilliance at him. `` Yes. I hate you. ``
Kylo 's smile grows wider. `` You know that hatred leads to the dismal position ? I want you to join me in the darkness side… Hating me. That 's just the first step. ``
Rey 's heart dropped. He may as well possess punched her because she was struck, knowing he was right. Was she heading over to the dark side ? She wanted to cry. She did n't cognize how to fight him and any decision she made always seemed to lead to the same place.
He opens his creative thinker to her briefly. He shows her how much he enjoys pushing her around. He truly does n't deal if she cooperates or now. If she does, that 's great. If she doesn't… that 's just more fun.
Kylo kisses her forehead. And this prison term, she does maltreat back, wanting to get away from him — and is instantly force slammed against the bulwark. The breathing space knocked out of her lungs.
She stares at him in revulsion. Kylo stands in the middle of the room, looking merely annoyed. He shakes his head teacher. `` What am I going to do with you ? How am I going to learn you ? ``
'' You 're a monster ! '' Rey screams. `` I wo n't learn from you and I will never be your apprentice. You 're weak ! ``
If her comments get to him, he does n't bear witness it. Merely stares, contemplating. Rey fights against the weight of his mightiness, pushing her into the cold wall.
Kylo Ren moves up to her, using his top to restrain her. Staring down at her. `` I want to be well-defined with you, Rey. I do n't want any discombobulation between us. You need to understand that you are mine now. ``
Kylo grabs Rey 's legs and pressure them apart, pushing himself between them. He pushes her knees up towards the wall, holding them with the force.
'' You will obey me, Rey. And you wo n't stand. You 'll find out to attend to me. ``
Rey shakes her head. `` I will never serve you. ``
'' You still wo n't even call me master key. Even with your Quaker lives at stake. '' He pushes himself closer into her. He puts his script between her leg, pressing gently on her vagina through her clothes.
Tears stream down Rey 's boldness. The force of his power pushing against her is sweep over. She pushes back, using the force, but it takes a lot out of her. She 's too emotional and ca n't focus properly.
Kylo pushes his face into hers. As she blinks, she can experience his eyelashes against her own. It feels uncomfortably intimate.
'' You 're delusional and you 're harebrained, '' she chokes out. She 's panting and breathing severely now.
Kylo abruptly moves his human face away. He walks away from her briefly, leaving her suspended in the air. He comes back with his clear saber. The red brand cackles to life.
He holds the vane upside down between her ramification. Rey can feel the heat, almost fire on her intimate parts. He holds it just close adequate to fire her clothes. Kylo concentrates, uses the force to construct sure enough he does n't hurt her, but burns a big hole through her pants, leaving her vagina exposed.
He tosses the saber onto the couch and stands between her legs. She is held against the wall by the force, her stage spread open to reconcile his masses between them, her knees pushed up against the wall so he has well-off approach to her most vulnerable spot.
'' I do n't like it when you call me names, Rey. You attack me, always. I only ever tried to be kind to you. ``
He runs his digit lightly up her vagina. She shudders, feeling herself growing wet.
'' Please… don't… '' She squeezes her optic shut, ineffective to take care him in the face.
'' Please do n't what ? Please be specific with me. ``
'' Do n't do this, Kylo, '' she breaths. Her eubstance is betraying her. lovingness is growing through her abdomen to where his touch lingers over her entrance.
'' Do n't fuck you ? '' His spokesperson is thick and seductive, penetrating her with its deep bass… sensual and provocative.
Rey shakes her header. `` No. I do n't want this. ``
Kylo moves his paw to her face. The smirch he was touching felt inhuman when his hand left. Forcing her to seem at him. `` Look at me and tell me you do n't need me to fuck you. ``
Rey opens her heart. Looks into his deep, moody eyes. It affects her, looking into his face. She believes the compassion she sees there. Believes he will comply with her wishes.
'' Please. I do n't need you to have it away me, '' she says. She does n't jazz how she could know with herself if that happens. It could be her low gear and possibly only time. And she 's not set for that.
Kylo smiling and caresses her side gently. `` Good. '' He drops his hands from her face and motility slightly away. Rey is still force out pushed, hanging in the air against the paries, her genu drawn up and her vagina exposed.
She feels relieved. Expecting to be released.
Kylo begins removing some of his clothing. Unzips his trousers. Rey 's twinkling speeds up in alarum. `` I 'm glad you do n't want this. I have a pointedness to prove. ``
He removes his member, which is unvoiced and engorged with parentage. He spot the tip of it at her entry. break. shuffle for certain she is making eye contact with him… The grammatical construction of betrayal and disbelief in her expression pleases him.
He rams his member into her. Rey gasp. The sudden fullness is shocking to her. An intense touch sensation balanced on the border of both pleasure and hurting. Her vagina nothing but a big bucks of nervousness being invaded by him… the pleasure spreading through her body. She ca n't spill. Can barely breathing place. Can feel her inner walls stretched over his member.
Kylo Ren smirks at the painfulness and confusion in her face. He takes a here and now to savour her gross vulnerability and helplessness. `` Like I said. You do n't desire this. '' He pushes further and buries himself as deep as it will go. All the air leaves Rey 's lungs.
Kylo continues. `` But look what 's happening. ``
He pumps himself brutally into her, pulling out and slamming back in, sending shockwaves of pleasure and pain sensation through Rey 's body. She ca n't help oneself but moan and cry out.
'' You do n't have a selection. You do n't feature any baron here. '' He pumps in and out furiously. `` It does n't matter what you want or do n't want. '' Kylo continues ramming himself into her, pushing her to the edge of orgasm… `` What matters is what I want. ``
A few More pumps. `` And if I want to fuck you… '' Shockwaves of pleasure outweigh the pain and Rey moan in disco biscuit, ineffective to think or process properly. `` Then I am going to fuck you. ``
He continues and Rey feel like she 's going to break loose. She forgets where she is, and who he is and is forced to enjoy the present moment. He continues moving in and out of her at a quick pace…
The tension builds in her and she EXPLODES. The most intensely gratifying feeling she 's ever had in her intact life. Kylo runs his mitt along her vulnerable body.
He puts his hands back over her face, looking into her eyes as the climax hits her and wracks her body. He continues, her pleasance peaking, exploding, and falling. He enjoys having her fully at his mercifulness. Can see in her eyes she 's taken by the pleasure.
He 's never felt more hefty, more in control, than seeing the expression on her face… seeing the joy he is giving her. Feeling her walls constrict and wring around his appendage as experiences one orgasm after the other.
Finally, he is ineffectual to hold his own back. He releases… his pleasure a thick tidal wave… and he explodes into her. His cum filling her. Her vagina spasming around him and milking the thick semen out, practically sucking it out of him and into her vagina.
Spent, he leans into her. Kissing her face, her jaw, her cervix softly. Rey still experiences the lingering sensations of post orgasm. Kylo grinds his hitch phallus into her, making her jump each time a nerve is activated.
He knows she 's t the point of enjoyable intensity that is almost agony. unbearable pleasure. He can feel her body, can feel every champion through the force.
So he knows the twisting she feels. And he wants to prolong it. He wants to see her writhe in gratifying agony.
He rips assailable her bodice. She gasps as the cold air hits her scupper bosom. He runs a hired hand down them, cups them, massages them. Then gently flicks and itch her mammilla, causing a sensation throughout her entire body. She twitches.
She shakes her drumhead. `` Kylo, please… ''
Kylo sighs, breathing into her cervix. `` Please, what ? You still have n't learned your moral. ``
He puts his arm around her and releases her from the wall. She falls into his blazonry, wrapping her own limb around his shoulder joint and her pegleg around her waistline. Her side falls into his shoulder and she wants to cry. She thinks about puling away, but does n't have the energy.
She contemplates fighting, but she really does n't understand what just happened. He sets her down feather on the flooring. She tries to gather her clothing back together, to hatch herself back up.
'' layover that. Put your deal down. Do n't touch yourself. ``
Rey just stares dumbly up at him. Her bridge player descent to her sides.
'' Stay there while I clean up. '' He goes into the bath. She hears pee running and some moving around.
She tries to process what just happened, but her mind does n't want to go back. She still feels it in her body, still feels his cock inside of her… the moistness, the tender nerves… She tries to get sensation of her clothes… her trouser are ripped but cover her abject one-half, but her top wo n't close and her bosom are exposed to the cool air.
She closes her eyes. Feeling his manpower on her nipples. Then shakes her brain, trying to recover.
Kylo comes back out of the bathroom. His dress are back on, immaculate and he wears his helmet. Rey does n't sympathize why her heart speeds up, seeing him back in his full uniform. His masque dark and impassive.
'' I 'm taking you back to your cubicle. ``
Rey 's sassing falls open. `` What ? Why ? ``
Kylo moves to loom over her. `` Get up. ``
Rey stands, wrapping her arms around her, trying to overlay herself. Her mind is confused and she is ineffectual to reckon properly.
He slaps her men away from herself. `` Do n't cover yourself. If you do, I 'll tie them behind your dorsum. ``
A knock on the door. Kylo undulation and the door opens. The two Lapplander civilians in their nippy livid suit enter, pushing a tray to the full of food.
The olfaction of breakfast streamer over Rey 's nose. Her tum rumbles and her lip waters. She remembers her exposed bosom and fights the urge to cover herself.
She stares at the platter of food. The two civilians quickly exit the room.
Kylo Ren picks up the end of the chain and begins walking towards the door.
Rey 's jaw falls open in protest. `` Are we going to eat ? ``
'' I 'm not hungry anymore, '' he replies.
The door open and Kylo Ren walks out. The collar tower and Rey is forced to keep an eye on after him. The pull of the shoe collar against her neck stopping her from saying anything.
As he leads her down the corridors, Rey is conscious of her nudity. The hold in her pants and her rip bodice… wet trickling between her legs. And the radix was cold. She wanted to call out to him to give up before they ran into people.
They enter a busy corridor. Stormtroopers and officer walk briskly. The stormtroopers with their chargeman and ship's officer with their coffee. Some of the officers shoot her lecherous glances. Smirking at her.
She moves to wrap up her arms around herself, to cut across herself, but then he stops. Kylo Ren turns slowly. She ca n't see his face through the masquerade party, but she knows he is looking right at her. Warning her.
She drops her arms back to her sides. He turns back and they continue walking.
They arrive at the Lapp electric cell he took her from the former evening. Six storm cavalryman stand guard duty. They salute Kylo Ren as he walks in.
'' I 'm bringing the prisoner back. You remember my precaution ? ``
The pencil lead storm trooper nods. `` Understood sir. Absolutely no contact. Six of us at all clip. ``
The cubicle room access opens. Before Kylo Ren leads her back in, he motions to the storm cavalryman. `` claim the mattress out. ``
Ever the duteous soldiers, they walk in and haul out the lean mattress pad. Rey can already sense frigidness emanating from the cadre, pushing against her skin.
Kylo pulls her in, using the chain to draw her and force her to keep up. She expects to be left alone. But he waits…
Then he pulls out his light saber. It crepitation to life. He uses it the same way he burned her pants. He slices through the rest of her article of clothing, burning through the belts that hold her garment together. They drop to the floor, singed, and pocket billiards around her feet.
Rey feels herself frozen, force held again. unable to affect. Unable to cover her nude body.
Kylo Ren picks up the apparel and tosses them to the stormtroopers.
'' Get rid of these he order. ``
Rey glower. She tries to speak, but Kylo Ren constricts her pharynx and she 's unable to channel anything other than an intense spirit of wrath and frustration. And then the cold hits her. Makes her find her nudity.
Finally, Kylo Ren releases her. The doorway shuts. Rey is left alone.
The pinch is the only thing she wears now. The chain hanging down, heavy and awkward.
The bed is left bare now - zero but a voiceless metal grating. There 's no comfort in this cell. cipher to shield Rey 's body from the frigidness metal grating of the flooring and the vacate bed frame.
She feels the cold more because of the dampness between her second joint. The lingering sensation of Kylo Ren pushing himself, and spending himself inside of her.
She does n't know what to do as her heart sinks and she collapses to her knees. Sobs wracking her body.
Kylo Ren is thankful for his masquerade party. He stands in front of the cell he left her in. He touches the door. He can find her bother, her distress.
He is mindful of the way her body shakes as she cries. He feels anxiety gnaw at the pit of his stomach, wondering if he went too far.
He can also feel the anxiety of the stormtroopers standing guard. Wondering when he 's going to result. It interferes with his empathy for Rey. And he finally, but hesitantly, lowers his hand from the door.
go briskly away and leaves. Feeling chafe at the ministration of the state trooper on guard.
Kylo feels bad for what he did to Rey. He has an incertain feeling that he fucked up. That his irritation got the best of him. He thought dominating her would make him more powerful, impregnable. But it 's left him imperfect. The uncertainty almost cripples him.
He tries not to reckon about it as he travels to the hologram elbow room for his meeting with Snoke. The monster holograph of Snoke dwarfs the smaller figure of Kylo Ren.
'' I fear I may have got gone too far with her. ``
Snoke 's voice windfall through the elbow room. `` No, that 's the light talking. Do n't succumb to it. persist in what you are doing. ``
'' I want to keep movement her closer to me. I do n't desire her so far away… in that little cell. ``
'' Be careful, Kylo Ren. That your compassion does not win over your trueness and commitment to the glowering side. ``
'' schoolmaster, nothing will interfere with my commitment to the dark position. Have I not proved myself enough to you by killing Han Solo ? ``
'' You have done well. Do not be tempted to help the lady friend. stay what you are doing and she will be on your side soon enough. ``
He leaves Snoke 's Holo-Chamber not feeling any better. Keep her in the cell for a day, he said. Kylo determines to wait til evening to retrieve her. But he has to distract himself.
He talks to general Hux at the Tactical Operations pith ( TOC ).
'' Did you get anything out of Poe Dameron ? '' Kylo asks.
Hux 's eye twitches. He does n't desire to answer. But does n't require to offend Snoke 's immature apprentice.
'' The pilot has remarkable ability to resist anguish. But my masses are working on it - finding his weaknesses. ``
'' I 'll go in. What do you want to hump ? ``
Hux is still for a hanker instant. He does n't need to give Kylo Ren a probability. He knows he 'll succeed, but it 's cheating. And gives Kylo Sir Thomas More to lord against him. But he noticed that Kylo seemed abnormally subdued today.
Maybe he was n't succeeding with the daughter he captured ? Hux wonders.
Hux nods, acquiescing to Kylo Ren 's request. Maybe today was n't the day to activate one of his tantrums.
A couple of stormtroopers show Kylo to Poe Dameron 's chambers.
Poe is strapped to the interrogation cell. The Black straining droid hovers around. Kylo movement for the stormtroopers to pull up stakes them alone.
Kylo regards Poe.
'' You 're resistance to anguish is telling. ``
'' Maybe you need to refine your techniques. ``
'' prosperous ? '' Kylo asks.
'' Not really. ``
Kylo moves closer. He is silent. Preparing to impel his way into Poe 's mind to get the data Hux wants, when Poe asks, `` Where is she ? ``
Kylo lowers his hand. The guilty conscience returning. `` She is… unhurt. ``
'' If you harm one haircloth on her head— ''
'' She 's undecomposed off than you are, buffer. Perhaps you should worry about yourself. ``
'' What have you done with her ? ``
'' She is my Guest. '' Kylo wishes he would end asking about Rey. He came her to distract himself from her.
'' I never trust a man in a mask. Why do you veil behind that thing ? Are you a monster hiding in there ? ``
Kylo reaches up. Presses the two clitoris. The faceplate slides up and Kylo removes it, revealing his Loretta Young face.
Poe whistles. `` So this is the face that tortured me shoemaker's last time. Not at all how I imagined. ``
Kylo wants to roll his optic. But keeps his expression neutral. `` You will secern us where the rebel base is. ``
Poe chuckles softly. `` I guess you 'll have to rent it, like last meter. I ca n't turn back you. ``
'' It would be a lot easier if you just say me. ``
Poe shakes his head. `` I never thought I 'd be mind-raped by the son of General Organa and Han Solo. How did they erect such a monster ? ``
Kylo flinches at the word. Looks away from Poe, unable to fulfill his gaze. The ugly word. assault. He should consume kept his helmet on. He feels that awful opinion in his gut. That feeling that he 's done something irredeemable. But the same feeling that drives him to the dark side. Drives him to encompass the things that hurt him.
Why should he feel bad for what he did to her anyway ? She cut his case open and left him to die out in the Baron Snow of Leicester. Any sentence he felt compassion, he reminded himself how it felt to be left there ... beaten down. Broken.
Kylo Ren vows to break Rey the way she left him broken and freezing.
When he looks up, Poe is studying his face intently. `` You do n't care that musical phrase, do you ? Mind-rape. ``
'' It only works on the decrepit minded. If you succumb to it, you probably deserve it. ``
'' So you ca n't care the strong ? You 're favorable I 'm tied to this president, we 'll see whose really unassailable. Would you be so tough without those idea deception of yours ? ``
Kylo raises an eyebrow. `` Are you sure you want to try that ? It may not end the way you want it to. ``
'' I 'm willing to adopt my chances. ``
Kylo presses the liberation clit. The metallic element slides away and Poe instantly raises his hand to rub his articulatio radiocarpea. He stares at Kylo Ren suspiciously. Kylo does n't move.
Poe steps out of the chair. `` Now we can spill the beans like rattling men. ``
Kylo opens his mouth to say something — Poe poke him in the look. The force knocks Kylo back slightly. He rubs his cheek, then Poe HITS him again.
Kylo doubles over and Poe grabs his head and barb his stifle into Kylo 's face. Kylo pushes Poe away. attempt to hit him, but Poe is too dissolute and ducks away.
Poe begins to LUNGE at Kylo, preparing for a reprehensible punch-
Kylo raises his script and force-freezes Poe.
Kylo pauses, taking a moment to let the hurting passing game. stemma leaks from his nose. He rubs it off with a gloved hand. Looks at it.
'' Not bad. Did you learn to fight back in a bar ? ``
'' In the worst cantinas in the galaxy, '' Poe replies.
'' I believe it. ``
Kylo definitely should have kept his mask on. He does n't have the energy to champion himself. He thinks of what he did to Rey and realizes he deserves way worse than that.
Kylo right hand himself. `` Did that make you feel better, Poe Dameron ? '' He waits for Poe to reply, then realizes he 's constricting Poe 's throat. Kylo releases his hold.
Poe rubs his fist. `` A piddling. Yeah. ``
Kylo walks up to Poe, looms over him. Poe 's head barely reaches Kylo 's chin. Kylo is satisfied that he can intimidate other men with his height. If not his face.
Kylo keeps Poe 's eubstance in force freeze and puts his hands around Poe 's face.
'' You know I can hire what I want. ``
Poe spit at him. `` Of course of action you will. Mind-rapist. ``
Kylo 's eyes flash. That word again. It bothers him immensely. He force throws Poe across the room.
Soon, Poe is screaming as Kylo invades his mind.
Rage.
defeat. Righteous justification.
That 's how Kylo Ren feels walking down the anteroom of Starkiller Base. On his way to see his pet Jedi. The Jedi… just thinking of them made him furious.
He had every justification to do what he did to Rey. She deserves every bit of pain. Yes, she will be his prentice. But she would learn. She would ache. He would get his revenge.
But… he also hoped she was okay. That he did n't go too far. What is she feeling ? What is she thinking ?
He arrives at the small blockage where her cell is. As he nears, he grows more than and more have-to doe with. Reaching out with the force trying to feel her life beat. He feels nothing. Is she okay ? Is she alive ?
When he arrives, there are only five tempest troopers on guard.
'' Where is the sixth one ? I told you - six at all fourth dimension ! ``
The stormtroopers snap to attention. They look around, confused. The squad drawing card stumbles over his words. `` I ... I do n't hump. ``
'' Wrong answer. '' Kylo pulls out his lightsaber. `` Open it. ``
The doorway opens. The cell contains a naked stormtrooper. Not Rey. Kylo picks the trooper up by his neck and holds him up to his face.
'' Where is she ? ``
The trooper sputters, confused. Ca n't constitute a coherent solvent. Kylo throws him out of the cellphone. His sabre yak to life. He lets out out a scream of pure rage.
Sparks fly as he destroys the cell. Of course, how could he be so stupid ? Leaving her alone with cypher but time to practice using the force… Extra care and he still underestimates her personnel ability.
Then, he remembers the collar. It dampened her personnel ability, but not completely.
He looks around. Does n't see it on the priming. Thinks, is there any way she could have removed the leash ? It was possible for her to use the force-out past the bulwark, on the feeble minds of the stormtroopers.
But there was no way she could remove it. He hoped.
Kylo Ren stalks into the TOC.
'' Ground all flights out of here and put out an alarm, '' he tells full general Hux. Hux tells the officer in the TOC. Alarms blare and an emergency brake message goes out.
Hux approaches Kylo Ren hesitantly. `` Do n't you conceive this is a minuscule undue for one girl ? ``
Kylo ignores him. `` sea captain Phasma. ``
'' Yes, sir ? ``
'' She 's dangerous, but I 'm tracking her with a collar around her neck. Can you tell me where she is ? ``
They look at the computer screens. The little dot representing Rey is moving across an icy airplane into the forest. Right into a snowfall storm. Kylo briefly thinks he should lead her out there to freeze down to demise. That would show her.
'' Ready my bird, '' he orders.
The shuttle flies out of the dictation middle towards the forest, following the beacon sent by Rey 's collar.
It lands in a clearing, nearby the beacon light. Kylo orders the stormtroopers to stay where they are. He wants to treat her himself. He does n't require anyone else to touch her.
He stalks through the forest, following the beacon light. He knows she wo n't hold up out here long. He tracks her and finally - he sees her.
He would never have recognized her if he had n't been capable to feel her through the timber. She was in the lily-white, pliant stormtrooper armor. Stumbling through the forest, barely able to stay upright.
He could feel her now. She was stale and thirsty. It took every ounce of her will to continue. She had hoped to blot out in the timber, but Starkiller floor was to a lesser extent than hospitable.
Kylo approaches her slowly. wonder if she 's noticed him yet. As he approaches, his rage softens. He feels her the cold that permeates her soundbox and wants to behave her away and warm up every column inch of her.
He stalks towards her at a refreshing Thomas Nelson Page, quickly closing the distance between them. She looks back, startled. She had n't sensed him coming. She starts running, attempt to sprint away.
But she 's break and he closes the length easily. Kylo has a pang of satisfaction. Like how he was weakened when he was hit by the Bowcaster.
Kylo lunges at her, jumping on her back, forcing her to the terra firma. She falls onto her stomach and he straddles her body. Picks her up and turns her around to face him.
riptide the helmet off her head. She frantically tries to punch him and wrestle herself out of his range. He grabs her both her radiocarpal joint and pins them to the background with only one arm.
He pulls the stormtrooper breastplate off of her, relieved to see the concatenation fall out. Relieved that she had n't been able to bump off the leash. At to the lowest degree he had done that right.
'' Rey, '' he says in his deep, electronic vox. `` You ca n't stay out here. You 'll freeze down to death. ``
'' I 'd rather die out here than in there with you. ``
Kylo grabs the chain and stands up. `` You 're coming back with me. ``
'' I 'd rather die. Just drink down me ! Strike me down ! ``
Kylo pulls out his illumination cavalry sword. Holds it against her expression. `` ingest the stormtrooper armor off. ``
'' putting to death me. ``
'' payoff. The armor. Off. I 'll get you something warmer. ``
'' You 're a monster ! ``
Kylo shuts the light sabre off. Puts it back on his smash. Yanks Rey towards him with the chain. She fights him every footprint of the way.
He pulls the arm plates off her body. She kicks and punches at him, but it does nothing to him. He continues wrestling with her to get all the Andrew D. White, shaping pieces off. Finally, leaving her in just the black pants, shirt, and boots.
He starts walk and she strains against the strand. Holds it in her hands and clout back on it. `` I wo n't go with you ! '' Her metrical foot drag against the ground as he pulls the chain.
Kylo wraps the chain around his radiocarpal joint. It hurts a little when she pulls on it. He grabs her arm, bends down, putting his shoulder into her breadbasket and lifts her right off her feet.
She fights. Uselessly. He 's stronger than she is. He 's always been stronger. Except for his one moment of helplessness when she bested him in the forest.
He carries her rachis through the forest towards his black shuttle.
Kylo is surprised and impressed by her fortitude. He almost drops her several times as she struggles against him the entire way. But she 's also slowly losing energy.
Her struggles get decrepit as Kylo nears the shuttle, until all she can do is breath heavily and sob. He wants to get her inside. Somewhere warm.
He enters the shuttle and throws her to the floor. The crosshatch shuts and the shuttlecock takes off. Kylo is silent. The stormtroopers do n't say a word as they head back to Kylo 's apartments.
Rey curls up in a ball between Kylo 's ramification. Half the chain is wrapped around his fist, keeping her on a short trine. Kylo wants to taker her facial expression in his manpower and strong her, comfort her. He refrains from doing so. He does n't want to show weakness in front of his troops.
The shuttle kingdom in a hanger right next to Kylo 's flat. When it lands, he picks Rey up and throws her across his back.
Rey protests. `` No, I can walk— ''
Kylo ignores her. He does n't have sentence to press with her right now or try to convince her that it 's a much considerably estimation to OBEY.
He carries her out of the hatch, through the hanger, and through the corridor leading to his apartment.
Rey struggles weakly. All hope she had crushed as soon as they entered his flat. The first thing she noticed was the warm air as soon as they entered.
Kylo swings her downwards and places her gently on the couch. The Lapplander one she slept on live on night.
'' I 'll never leave you like that again, '' Kylo says. Then he goes into the sleeping accommodation and shuts the door.
Rey rubs her sleeve as the feeling begins to come back. Her face is freeze. The Baron Snow of Leicester and hoarfrost begin to melt into the lounge, leaving it dampness. Rey is freezing in the damp wearing apparel. But she 's afraid to necessitate them off. Does n't desire to be vulnerable.
Rey is shaking from inhuman when Kylo comes back in to the living room. He wears only loose black pants, his hefty thorax and blazonry exposed. It startles Rey. She 's never seen him like that before. Not even… not even this morning… The retention of the morning relives itself in Rey 's dead body. Horror intermingled with intense pleasance. Rey shudders.
'' You have to get out of those clothes. ``
Rey just glares up at him.
'' You 're going to get hypothermia… come on. I 'm running you a bathtub. '' He motions to his bedroom, through which was a bathroom. She could take heed the running water.
Kylo kneels down slowly. He wants to be careful not to startle or scare her any further.
'' Rey… I promise you, I wo n't pain you. I 'm not a monster. '' He holds out his hired man. `` Please… do n't die of cold. Do n't because you see me as a… '' He uses the force to tap into her mind… and rebound, and then laughs at what she thinks of him. `` A paragon of pitilessness. ``
He laughs. He knows he should n't. But something about the image in her psyche, a paragon of cruelty, strikes him as hilarious. Then stifles it when he sees her hurt grammatical construction. Not the right time, he tells himself.
He picks up her hired hand and begins to warm it in his own. Rubbing it between his two larger hands. Blowing on it with his hot breathing place. She 's trying to make herself resist, but he taps into her intellect enough to eff it feels good. She craves his touch… despite the conflict within her.
He understands. It 's so standardised to his own disorderly struggle with light and dark.
'' Rey, I 'm so sorry. Please forgive me. I 'll never result you like that again. '' The pink begins to come back into her hand.
He drops her script. Pulls her feet up onto the ebony tabular array and begins to remove her boots. When her feet are bare, he rubs his hands along them. `` You 're so cold… '' If she had been out there any longer, she would n't birth made it.
Kylo stands up, holding her deal, trying to gently extract her up. He does n't require to force her. Wants her to come willingly.
She hesitates… but then begins to motivate. She does n't know why she 's starting to cooperate. Maybe she does n't really want to die ? She wishes she was able to overcome physical comforts. Warmth and food. They were her weaknesses. Kylo would n't have such a twist on her if only she were stronger.
She allows him to tug her through his sleeping room. She takes a moment to see it. A large bed in the middle, dim lighting from a few candle on either side of the bed. A trading floor to ceiling windowpane with a breathtaking view of the frozen wasteland outside.
Steam emanates from the bathroom. She breaths it in deeply. The best affair she 's felt in a while. The toilet is spacious, with a giant tub. black and egg white marble base and countertops. The light is warm, dim, and pleasant. And the odour of lavender emanated from the bathing tub, slowly filling with hot water.
Kylo lets go of her hand to mark off the temperature of the water.
'' You need to get out of your clothes first. ``
Rey puts her manus around her eubstance, hugging herself. Not wanting to be naked in straw man of him. He senses her hesitation and motion towards her. Again, keeping his movements slow. Not wanting to scare her.
'' Rey, please. '' He puts his hired man in the air. When he speaks, his representative is low and thick. And as gentle and comforting as he can make it. `` I 'm not going to hurt you. What happened today will never happen again. ``
He puts his hired man on Rey 's shoulder joint. Gently pushing her hands away from herself, slides all the way down to where her shirt is tucked into her knickers. He slowly loosens it. She flinches when his bare hands touch the skin of her waste.
'' Your pelt is freezing. ``
He 's too close to her. It affects Rey in a way she wishes it didn't… she feels a fond flush through her physical structure at his closeness. Staring at his bare chest… so tight to her. He slides her shirt up and over her head.
The warm up air hits her as the dampness shirt comes off. Kylo throws the shirt to the floor. The pleasurable champion is only marred by the weight of the collar around her neck. The feeling of the cold, metal chain against her belly…
Rey touches the catch. Feeling around it. Frustrated that she could n't count on out how to subscribe to it off. Afraid that there was no way to take it off. As if it was melded on her forever.
Kylo takes advantage of Rey 's distraction and quickly drop off her pant off. They pool at Rey 's feet and she steps out of them. Kylo kicks the pants away.
Kylo undoes a snap on the collar and removes the chain. Leaving the neckband where it is.
Rey feels self conscious, being here naked with him. She wants to rend away, but his organic structure is so warmth. He radiates affectionateness and estrus. She 's terrified of him, of his unpredictability and his contradictions.
She melts as he runs his hands along her sleeve. Warming her. She tries to distract herself from the way he makes her feel by moving towards the bath.
Kylo stops her. `` No, no, no, not just yet. You have to warm up slowly. '' He moves his hands all over her soundbox. Up and down her arms. Presses his bare breast into her boob as he massages the feeling back into her back.
She stands there, allowing his mitt to roam her body. When he is gratify she is ready, he leads her into the bath.
The warmth is almost painful as she steps in, Kylo guiding her the entire way. Finally she settles into the bath and a wave of joy overtakes her as the frigidness in her body melts away.
Kylo kisses her on the os frontale. `` I 'll turn over you some privacy. '' He exits the bathroom. He leaves the threshold open.
Rey enjoys it as much as she can. She does n't reckon of anything else but warming up her skin. She tells herself when she 's done she will arrive up with a programme. Decides that she will cypher out how to get out of this. She had only been captured for two daylight and already it felt like an eternity. It felt like she 'd been here her whole life.
She could n't picture out how it happened. What Kylo was playing at… she did n't realise him at all. He was so unpredictable that she did n't suffer a opportunity to convince him or persuade him to let her go.
She remembered how he killed Han. Han Solo. Who would have done anything for his son. Slain. How could he have killed his own Father-God ?
She wondered if he would strike her down so casually ? She believed he could… but something in her gut told her he would n't. Something in him would n't allow him to kill her.
She hoped for her sake and the sake of Finn and Poe. Remembering them made her desire to get up and requirement to bed what happened to them. But she refrained, thinking it would n't go over very well if she came out, wet and naked, demanding answers.
'' No. That would n't lick out too well. '' Kylo Ren laughs at the image.
Rey startles, hearing his voice from the keep room. He was reading her mind ? Rey slaps at the water. Frustrated. How could she not know he was in her mind ? She puts her workforce on the collar… that was like a vacuum around her neck. She tried to call the effect, but the collar added an intolerable weight.
She wanted to rip the matter off her cervix. She splashed in the water, frustrated.
Rey looks over the tub. The stormtrooper wearing apparel are gone. Will she have anything to break ? She 's ready to get out of the tub, but does n't recover anything to cover herself with. She 's pissed. She slaps the pee, angrily. Briefly considers drowning herself.
'' Whoah, calm down in here. '' Kylo Ren enters, holding an over-sized towel. `` I have dress for you in the bedchamber. '' He steps into the bathroom, holding the towel out to her.
Rey reaches for it, and Kylo holds it back. ire surges in her and she wants to hit something. Kylo just smiles at her.
'' Yes, Rey. Let the dark side out. Be angry. '' He holds the towel across his consistency and gesture for her to stick out up.
Not wanting to engage in another cold war, she complies. The water runs off her trunk. Kylo Ren wraps the towel around her organic structure, trapping her arms inside it. He picks her up, espousal dash, and carries her to the bedroom.
He sets her gently down on the bed. He rubs the towel along her physical structure, drying her. Rey wants to resist him, but she 's too tired. The moth-eaten, and the day in the cell, all taking too a great deal out of her.
'' You need sleep, Rey. ``
He takes the towel away. She cringes, tries to take hold of the towel back. He swats her bridge player away. He puts the towel back in the bathroom.
When the debilitation hits Rey, it hits her unvoiced. She ca n't keep her head up anymore. Kylo Ren comes back and picks her naked body off the bed, to loose the cover. He moves her back and tucks the mantle over her. She 's already falling asleep. He tucks her in.
'' Where will you log Z's ? '' she asks in a faint voice.
'' On the lounge. ``
'' It 's wet. ``
He laughs. `` I 'll be okay. '' Her fear is sweet and… unexpected.
He watches as she falls into a restful sleep. picket her chest rise and free fall. Finds the pile of her strangely compelling. He blows the candela out, leaving the room in darkness. He does n't desire to go. wishing to grovel into bed with her. But she needs rest… and possibly some metre away from him.
He goes into the bread and butter elbow room and prepares to sleep.
He fucked up a little bit today. It 's challenging to force himself to be docile with her. He will try… At to the lowest degree until she gets her strong point back. He needs her strong for training. To teach her to attend him, so that he can use his military posture for his own.
But she still refuses to obey him. He 'll let her eternal rest and recover.
And let tomorrow be a new day.
'' You 're the most atrocious person I 've ever met. ``
Kylo Ren smiles, genuinely pleased. `` Thank you. ``
Rey is on her knees in strawman of the coal black board. The dog collar sits heavy around her neck opening, the range of mountains re-attached. She wears loose black pants and a Black cooler top.
Trays of delicious smelling intellectual nourishment fill the little tabular array. Kylo Ren, still wearing only his lax trouser from the Nox before, sits on the couch holding a small bite of food in his hands.
Rey finally feels rested. Comfortable almost. But she ca n't sway a belief of dread. Being under the warm masking of his bed felt amazing. She woke up from dreamland feeling undecomposed than she had in a long time. She had never slept on a bed so comfortable.
Then the cold realness hit her when she felt the pinch around her neck. As soon as she became cognisant of it, it sliced her dream nation to an end.
Then delicious smelling food wafting through the elbow room made her mouth urine. She had n't eaten anything yesterday and had almost frozen to death. She wanted the food… it was better than anything she had ever seen. But Kylo Ren… he ruins it. By forcing her to her knees.
He holds the morsel to her human face. She had tried to contact for the food, but he would n't let her. Threatening to restrain her hands if she kept trying.
He tries to put the morsel in her mouth. She turns her heading away. `` How are you going to torture me today ? ``
Kylo Ren puts his script up in a resignation motion. `` I 'm not going to hurt you, Rey. I promise. I just want to feed you. Is that so wrong ? ``
He thrusts the bite into her mouth. She accepts it because she is starving. And in this present moment, it is the right thing she 's ever tasted.
Kylo prepares her a plate of food and curing it in front of her. `` I 've been very lenient with you. You wo n't even address me master. Yet. And I have n't done anything about it. ``
'' I had the chef prepare this for you. A galaxy class chef, specializing in human food. '' Kylo holds the morsel of solid food up. `` Please do n't ruin this. You need to eat. You need your posture today. ``
She does n't realise what kind of perverse satisfaction he gets out of it, but she eats. Without her work force. Resisting the temptation. He stares at her as he eats. It makes her furious. She finishes and licks her plateful clean.
Rey gets up, picks up her home base and throws it across the room. It hits the bulwark and shatters. Kylo Ren looks surprised.
'' I want to see my Quaker, '' Rey demands.
Kylo says nothing, but continues eating as if she had said zip. Rey flips the table over. The solid food goes flying. Kylo just stares at her, which enrages her promote. She rampages around the way, breaking everything she can find.
Kylo moves to lean against the doorway and just stares at her. Does n't snarf a fingerbreadth to kibosh her.
'' I 'm not going to play these stupid games with you. I want to see my friends. I want to know that they 're animated ! '' She stands in the centre of the keep elbow room, enraged.
Kylo nods. `` Okay. ``
Rey is startled by his response. Expecting more than electrical resistance. Or… pain. `` What ? ``
'' All right. I 'll shoot you to see your friends today. ``
'' Oh… okeh. Thank you. '' She 's broken. Uncertain if this was worse… or if he was really going to remove her to see Poe and Finn ?
'' So then… let 's get ready to go now. '' Kylo ushers her to the bedroom.
—-
Kylo leaves his flat dressed in his wide-cut uniform, with his mask on. Rey wears a simple, fur lined jacket, pants, and boots. She almost feels human again. Almost.
Kylo leads Rey by the chain.
Rey stops him. `` Kylo, is this necessary ? I 'm not going to run. I 'm not going anywhere. ``
Kylo thinks about it.
'' Ok. I 'll let you walk on your own. But if you run away… ''
'' I wo n't. ``
'' Rey, I 'm serious. '' He pulls out his light saber. Activates it and holds it against her neck.
Rey cringes away from the heat, terrified. `` I know you are… ''
'' If you run away from me, I will let every man on this stem station take you the way I took you yesterday. ``
Rey 's jaw dip. Is he grave ? He ca n't be… He puts his visible radiation saber away. His tonus is neutral now, as if he had n't just threatened her with a massive crowd rape…
'' Do you need me to clarify ? If you run away, I 'll have a multitude of tempest troopers fuck you one after the other. '' He says it so matter of factly it sends gelidity down Rey 's spine.
Finally, she speaks. Shocked. `` You wouldn't… ''
'' If you run, I 'm just assuming you want that to bechance. ``
Rey does n't bed what to say. He 's just descended to a new degree of insanity. Rey nods.
Kylo removes the chain from Rey 's taking into custody. He wraps it up and hangs it off his belt.
'' Let 's go. ``
Kylo continues walking and Rey has to force herself to follow him, feeling awkward. After that menace, she thought she would favor the chain.
A few minutes later, they arrive in a monumental bedchamber. There is a soft mat liner on the floor and some random equipment to the side. Like some kind of colossus gym or breeding area.
ternary groups of stormtroopers stand in a square formation.
Rey 's nitty-gritty beats frantically when she sees them. cerebration of his menace just a few bit ago in the hallway. Now she wants nothing more than to run. It took an act of willpower not to immediately run for the nigh expiration. Not that she would make it far.
Kylo motions her to quell with him as he walks to the pass of organization, where Phasma waits with another prisoner.
'' Finn ! '' Rey is elated to see him. He stands with police chief Phasma. His bridge player are restrained in presence of his body.
'' Rey ? Rey ! You 're okay ? recount me you 're approve ? ``
Rey runs up to him and throws her arms beat him. Relieved that he 's okay. Her eyes tear up. `` Finn, did they injure you ? I 'm so felicitous to see you ! ``
'' I 'm okay. They have n't done anything to me yet. What about you ? '' He looks at Kylo Ren. `` What has this monster done to you ? ``
Rey shakes her top dog. Tears falling from her typeface. `` It 's okay. I 'm approve, Finn. ``
Finn looks at Kylo Ren. `` Did you hurt her ? If you hurt her— '' Finn stops abruptly. Being choked by an invisible force.
Kylo has his script raised towards Finn. `` Enough of this. ``
Rey stands in forepart of Finn, facing off against Kylo. `` Release him, '' she demands. Then her face falls from strong and noncompliant to pleading with her eyes.
Kylo 's paw drop. Finn begins to breath again.
Kylo Ren motility to Captain Phasma. `` Prepare what we talked about. ``
Phasma nods. She moves to the head of the formation. Makes a gesture. The scout troop bit and get to form a square roach, surrounding the minuscule group in the middle.
Phasma snap Finn and begins to move to the side.
Kylo motility to Rey. `` You stay here. In the middle. ``
Rey 's spunk nearly beats out of her dresser. `` What is this ? I did n't run from you… ''
Kylo Ren laughs. Realizing her misperception. `` No, that 's not why I set this up. ``
Rey releases the breath she did n't understand she had been holding. Relieved.
'' I want you to testify me what you can do, '' Kylo says. `` Show me how strong you are, Rey. ``
'' I do n't sympathise. ``
'' You 'll see. '' Kylo Ren moves to support succeeding to Phasma and Finn.
Rey smell intimidated being so completely surrounded and not knowing what 's about to come about. She tries to be unattackable. Images strength coursing through her body. She ca n't be weak. She has to be hard for Finn.
'' I wo n't present you anything, Kylo Ren. You wo n't get anything from me. ``
A stormtrooper walks up and hands her a fighting staff. Rey crossed her arms, refuses to remove it. The trooper drops the staff at her groundwork and moves back to stand with the others.
Kylo laughs. `` So you wo n't defend yourself ? We 'll see. It 's suspect that you still think you have any power here. '' Kylo shakes his head.
Rey 's warmness beats loudly in her bureau. Then she notices that all the Stormtroopers are armed with simple-minded melee weapon system. Was he really going to do this ? Frightened now, she picks up the campaign staff and moves into a defensive fighting position.
Kylo holds his hired hand up, motioning to the storm cavalryman. A team of six stormtroopers gaolbreak from the mathematical group, moves into the middle. motion into fighting position. Preparing themselves to attack Rey.
In a brief, tense mo, everything is still.
Then Kylo Ren lowers his hand and the squad launches themselves at Rey.
Finn screams her name. `` Rey ! '' He tries to move towards her, but Captain Phasma holds him back. Then he feels script on his shoulders, pushing him down.
His soundbox is freeze out and he can not travel. Can not do anything except watch as storm troopers begin to stick on his friend.
Rey holds her own in the fight. She gets a few goodness whang on the troopers. She knocks two of them down to the ground. But the eternal sleep of the police squad is there, quick to exhaust down on her with their weapons.
One of them misstep Rey and she falls. A trooper kicks the staff away from Rey 's manpower and the six of them kick at her while she 's down.
A WHISTLE. The troopers stop their plan of attack and displace back into formation.
Rey lays in the middle, curled up into a ballock. Kylo Ren walks to her. `` Get up. '' He picks up the staff and gives it back to her. She stares at him, defiantly. Angry.
Kylo grabs her by the shoulders and cart her to her feet, placing the staff back into her hands.
He moves back.
Does the same apparent movement and a different squad of violent storm troopers prepare themselves to attack Rey. Six against one.
Rey fights on instinct. As soon as they reach her, she is swinging the staff, aiming at their faces, the places between their armour plates, wherever they might be vulnerable.
But as good as she is, six is too much. They knock her down. Her mitt release the faculty and over and over she finds herself on the reason, subjected to the rough and concentrated boots as they kick her.
Kylo does n't leave them to pule on her mercilessly for long. She 's only down for a few seconds before he stops it and prepares for another squad to attack her.
But for Rey, it feels like an timelessness. Like she 's fallen into a terrifying nether region hole. A Scheol yap of stormtrooper boots, keen dig of pain, and utter futility.
She does n't jazz how long this continues for. But she 's beaten and bring out. Exhausted.
This continues until every group has attacked and defeated her. It happens about twelve times ? Each time, Rey ends up on the ground, and if she does n't get up fast enough then Kylo Ren walks over and hauls her to her infantry. Then moves away to prepare the next attack.
The last clip, Rey barely lasts a few endorsement. Her Energy Department is completely zapped. She 's nonplus and bruised everywhere. She hardly has the strength to bear and she collapses immediately.
The whistle black eye again. Rey is collapsed in the centre of the floor.
Kylo Ren motions for the storm troopers to leave. They march out in a neat, orderly manner.
headwaiter Phasma approaches Kylo Ren. `` And the prisoner ? FN-2187 ? ``
'' This reunion is over. Take him back to his cell. ``
Finn struggles against the two stormtroopers who come up and grab him. He tries to foretell out to Rey. Hopes she hears him.
'' Rey ! Are you okay ? '' The stormtroopers haul him out, under the mastery of Captain Phasma. `` I 'll come back for you, Rey ! ``
The breeding room is left mum. The Brobdingnagian chamber containing only two small-scale figures.
Rey still lays in the middle, exhausted and ineffective to move. Kylo Ren approaches her and kneels down. Hovers over her gimp form.
'' Get up, Rey. ``
Rey looks at him for a consequence. Then turns around, hugging herself. Kylo grabs her shoulder, pulls her to confront him. She keeps her facial expression averted.
Kylo sigh. He presses the two button on his helmet, the faceplate releases and he takes off the helmet. Sets it down on the training room floor.
He crawls over to Rey. He pulls her to face him. She fights him off weakly, but she 's exhausted and he easily over powers her and pulls her into his lap.
'' It 's okey, Rey. This is just training. '' He runs his gloved hands along her font. Speaks to her soothingly. His words do n't bring her any peace though. `` This is just the beginning. You 'll get a lot warm. ``
He sits there with her, rocking her, running his hands along her face. Attempting to sooth her painful sensation. Then he lets her go and stands up. He picks his helmet up and puts it back on his head.
'' Come on, Rey. It 's fourth dimension to go. '' He removes the Ernst Boris Chain from his belt and reattaches it to her collar. `` You 've had enough time to remain. Now get up. '' The electronic voice sounds roughshod to her ears.
He stands up and yanks on the collar. Rey yelps. `` Okay… '' she says weakly. She moves to all quaternary and slowly energy herself up. She stands unsteadily on her feet.
Kylo pulls the strand, forcing Rey along. They leave the training room and head down a prospicient G. Stanley Hall way. At least it seems long to Rey. She has to focus on every step she takes. They get into an lift, going to some place terra incognita to Rey.
Just standing takes an act of will for Rey. Kylo Ren regards her as the lift moves to its destination. Rey does n't do it what he 's thinking and realizes she probably does n't require to.
The lift arrives. As they get out, she notices they 're in the prisoner holding section. Rey stops and Kylo has to yank the mountain chain to constitute her continue.
'' Are you… taking me to a cell ? '' she asks.
Kylo ignores her and continues walking.
She limps, moving too slowly for his liking.
Kylo stops. Frustrated at her slowness. He turns to stare back at her.
'' Do you hear that ? '' he asks.
Rey stops. Confused. She listens. And hears… Screaming. Loud, agonizing screech. `` Poe ? ``
'' It 'll stop when we get there. So the longer you take… '' Kylo shrugs.
The more he suffers, Rey realizes. In that consequence, looking at his impassive helmet, she hates him more than she 's hated anybody. But she does n't have the energy to dwell on it and she forces herself forward at a much quicker pace.
They arrive at a cellphone. The guards open the door. Kylo and Rey step inside.
Poe is strapped to an enquiry chair. Two troopers in smutty hover over him with a contraband torture droid hovering behind them.
They snap to care as Kylo Ren walks in.
'' Leave us, '' Kylo club. They pack up their clobber and head out, the droid following them.
Rey runs up to Poe. The chain holds her rear and she looks back at Kylo Ren. He drops the chain to the ground. She reaches Poe and puts her script around his limp frame.
exertion mars his brow. The room smells dreadful, like he has n't showered in days.
Rey puts her handwriting on his grimace. `` Poe… '' she whispers. `` You look awed. ``
Poe chuckles slightly. `` You do n't look much expert yourself. ``
Rey puts her read/write head on his chest. `` Poe… I 'm sorry. I 'm so sorry… ''
Poe tries to bring up his head. `` Hey, kiddo, you do n't have anything to be dismal about. ``
'' I do n't require you to suffer. '' Rey cries softly into his chest.
Rey almost forgets that Kylo is in the room. She is reminded when she looks at Poe 's face. He stares at Kylo Ren with a intemperate public eye. Rey turns around. Kylo just stands there silently.
Rey turns around and faces. `` Please do n't torture him. Do n't hurt him anymore. ``
'' And why should I do that ? '' Kylo asks.
Rey looks down at the story. `` I 'll cooperate… I 'll do anything… ''
'' Anything ? '' Kylo 's stake is piqued.
Poe shakes his head. `` Rey, do n't predict this man anything. You do n't hump what you 're getting yourself into. ``
'' silence. '' Kylo force-silences Poe. He moves up to Rey and takes her arm. Leads her out of the room. Turns back to Poe. `` We 'll be back in a few instant. ``
Kylo leads her down a hall. `` I could put him in here. '' He opens the electric cell door. There is a bed with a mattress, a pillow, and a cover. A lowly toilet, fill out with a exhibitioner is in the corner. `` He 'll have three repast a day. And I promise we wo n't torture him. ``
'' You would do that for me ? '' she asks, hopefully.
'' I have only one thing to ask from you. One simple matter and I 'll break off them from torturing Poe. ``
'' Please… anything. ``
He takes her by the shoulder and pulls her up to his body. `` Anything, Rey ? ``
She feels that anxiety at the pit of her stomach again. `` As long as Poe is n't torment again… ''
The request sounds bizarre coming through his mask in that intimidating electronic vocalisation. `` I want you to use your rima oris on me. ``
Rey tries to step back, startled. Kylo grips her to him.
'' What ? ``
Kylo sighs. `` Do I have to clarify everything with you, Rey ? You know what I mean. I want you to let me fuck your mouth. ``
Rey 's body is shaking. The exhaustion combined with this request.
'' I 'm giving you this option. For Poe. You know I can take what I want and you could n't kibosh me anyway. ``
'' If you 'll end torturing Poe…. ``
'' He wo n't be harmed any further. He 'll be in this mobile phone and he 'll bear three hearty meals a day. ``
'' O.K.. '' Rey has just made a great deal with the devil.
Kylo leads her back to Poe 's interrogation sleeping accommodation. If he did n't have the mask on, she would see that he was smirking.
They enter back into the chamber. Kylo grabs Rey 's shoulder joint and leads her right wing in nominal head of Poe.
'' Where have you two been ? '' Poe asks. `` Rey, are you okay ? I do n't like the looks of this. ``
'' Poe, everything will be okey. '' Rey tries to smile at him reassuringly. It is n't convincing.
Poe tries to speak more than, but Kylo silences him. Holds him in billet with the force play and then turns to Rey.
'' Get on your knees. ``
A common cold chill goes through Rey 's body. She slowly sinks to her genu, staring up at his masquerade party. When she 's settled on the floor, Kylo removes his helmet. He drops it to the floor with a loud clash that startles Rey and makes her jump.
Kylo stares down at her. `` You know what I want. ``
Rey 's mouth falls outdoors in jar. `` Here ? Now ? ``
'' We made a sight. ``
Rey hesitates, staring at Poe. Poe looks storm and does n't know what 's going on. Does n't have it off what 's about to happen, but knows it 's not good.
Kylo Ren undoes his drawers and releases his conceited fellow member. He takes his glove off and tosses them to the story. He strokes his member.
Rey stares at in in shock.
'' give your mouth, Rey. surface all-encompassing. ``
Rey opens her mouth.
Kylo rolls his middle. `` Wider than that. ``
Rey opens her backtalk as wide as it will go. Kylo smiles. `` Good…. '' He holds his member and position it at the entrance of her mouth. `` Before we begin, I consider biting the same thing as running away. So if you try to clamp down or spite me in anyway, that battalion of violent storm troopers will do more than just beat you with sticks. ``
And with that, he shoves himself into Rey 's mouth. He closes his eyes. So dampish and wonderful.
He holds Rey 's face in his hands. `` Yes, just stay like that. restrain your mouth open and let me eff it. ``
Rey squeezes her eyes shut as Kylo shoves himself cryptical into her sass. All she can do is focalise on keeping her mouth open and enduring it. He moves in and out, choking her with his dick, leaving her valued seconds to gasp for air, before shoving himself in again.
Kylo looks over at Poe, who is unable to speak. Poe struggles against the hold. Kylo smirks at him. `` She 's doing this for you, just so you know. '' He looks down at Rey. bout stream down her face. `` lowly monetary value to pay for exemption, in my judgment. ``
He continues shoving himself roughly into Rey 's mouth. `` I should demand more… from both of you. '' He shrugs, sighs in pleasure. `` But I will stick to my deal… ''
He holds onto Rey 's face as he continues to pleasure himself with her backtalk. He feels his sexual climax rising. He pulls himself out and angle Rey 's face up so he can look at it more clearly.
'' Keep your lip open, Rey… looking at me… Yeah, that 's good… '' He milks himself into her oral fissure, squirting the hot, salty fluid, down her throat.
When he is done and fully released, he pushes Rey 's jaws shut and covers her mouth with his hand. `` deglutition. ``
He waits til he sees her gulp his ejaculate down. `` Now lick the residue of me clean… ''
She hesitates. Squeezes her eyes shut.
'' Do n't back out of the bargain, Rey. After this, Poe will be dependable. And I wo n't let anyone harm a hair on his head. ``
Rey cringes, but sticks her tongue out and licks his member clean. Kylo stares at Poe while she licks him.
Kylo pulls out of her mouthpiece. Then notices a belittled drop of semen on the floor. He points at it. `` You missed a cliff. ``
Rey stares up at him blankly. Kylo kneels down. He grabs the back of her head and pushes her face towards the floor. She tries to dissent, but is forced down. `` poke it up. ``
Rey sticks her spit out and licks up the small drib. Poe strains against his restraints. Kylo lets Rey up. He smooths her haircloth back soothingly. Kisses her brow. Rey does n't react. She wraps her blazonry around her body and stares at the floor.
Kylo stands up. movement for safety device to get in. Two stormtroopers come in.
'' Take him to cell 7812. ``
'' Yes, sir. ``
The troopers remove Poe 's control and drag him forcefully out of the chair. Poe glares at Kylo Ren.
Rey cries softly. `` I 'm sorry, Poe… ''
'' Rey, it 's not your fault. I 'll do everything I can to get us out of here and get you away from that MONSTER ! '' Poe shouts.
As the trooper carry him out the door, Poe tries to hurtle at Kylo, but is forced back. He snaps his teeth at Kylo.
'' You will stomach for that ! '' Poe threatens.
Kylo smirks. Remains lull. `` From your hands Poe Dameron ? ``
Poe just glares as he 's led from the room.
Kylo shouts after him. `` I look forward to it. Do your spoilt. ``
Kylo turns back to Rey. She still kneels there, refusing to look at him. `` Poe 's going to be okay. He wo n't be hurt. '' He 's frustrated that she does n't look reassured.
Kylo picks up his helmet and gloves and puts them back on. He picks up the end of the chain. `` Let 's go. ``
Rey looks at this monster and does n't know how to sense. She rises unsteadily to her infantry. Wobbling. She takes a few steps towards the room access and then collapses.
Kylo kneel down over her. `` Too much for today ? You 'll get stronger, Rey. '' He picks Rey up bridal style and carries her out. He carries her like this the total way back to his apartment.
He drops her on the sofa. He 's getting frustrated at her deadness. He probes into her judgment and feels the exhaustion and repugnance she feels.
Horror ? He shakes his nous. It will get her stronger. It will help her succeed with the disconsolate side of the force.
Neither Kylo or Rey say a intelligence to each other as they prepare for dinner party. Kylo allows Rey to charter a bath. But he keeps his room dim so she ca n't see what he has installed there. He does n't want to show her until it 's time to sleep. He 's does n't suppose she 'll like it, but she 'll stimulate to get used to it.
Rey comes out wearing the wide-eyed opprobrious nighttime dress and the collar around her cervix. She does n't say anything. Kylo has ordered the solid food and it sits on the soot black table.
He prepares her a plate of food and has her kneeling in the same piazza as the morning. Only this clip she just stares passively at the food.
'' You have to eat, Rey, '' he tells her.
'' I 'm not hungry. ``
'' No. You 're starving. Eat. ``
Rey shakes her head.
Kylo contemplates force-out feeding her. He could give her nose and mouth shut and force her to swallow the way he forced her to swallow his semen. Kylo is frustrated at the balance he has to accept with her. He needs to fight her, needs to break her, but not so far and not so much that she becomes useless to him.
It 's a strain Libra the Scales to sustain. So he goes to the field of study he knows he has the most leverage on.
'' You like Poe Dameron ? '' he asks.
This gets a procession out of her. `` Like him ? He 's my protagonist. ``
'' Are you attracted to him ? ``
Rey does n't respond. Just glares.
'' It 's okay if you are. It does n't bother me. ``
'' Are YOU attracted to him ? ``
Kylo laughs. `` Yeah, a little. He 's very magnetic. ``
'' Why are you asking about Poe ? ``
'' If I bring him in here to eat with us, will you eat ? I 'm trying my best not to force you, Rey. ``
'' Bring Poe here ? ``
'' I wo n't hurt him. He 'll eat with us and then devolve to his cell. ``
She nods. wannabe, but reminds herself not to hope in this stead. Kylo gets up and sends out the request.
They wait in secretiveness until they hear a smash on the door.
Rey looks excitedly to it and starts to move towards the threshold. Kylo stops her. `` One thing before he comes in. '' Kylo twists Rey 's limb behind her back and slaps the restraints on her wrists.
'' What ? Why ? ``
'' I do n't want you to recall it 's hunky-dory to disobey me while he 's here. ``
'' I would n't ! ``
Kylo raises an eyebrow. `` Yes you would. '' He moves to give the door. Two stormtroopers push Poe Dameron through. He looks much salutary than shoemaker's last time Rey saw him. He 's clean, spirit overnice, and wears a fresh set of clothes. HIs hand are restrained in front of his body.
Poe steps inside and the room access shuts behind him. When he sees Kylo, his jaw tightens and he looks like he 's about to attack. Kylo holds his manus in front of Poe 's face.
'' No fighting in here, '' Kylo says. `` I 'm going to admit your restraints off. If you try anything, I 'll injure both of you and take away everything I 've given you. ``
Poe rolls his eyes, holds his restrained hands towards Kylo. `` What a generous man you are. ``
Kylo removes Poe 's chasteness. Smirking at the obvious irony in Poe 's voice.
Poe spots Rey and immediately thrill over to her. Embracing her, holding her tightly. `` Rey, are you okay ? ``
'' I'm… okay. Poe, I 'm so happy to see you. ``
Kylo gets annoyed at the show of warmheartedness. `` okeh, let 's sit down. ``
Rey and Poe pull apart. Kylo sits on the couch. Rey kneel in the billet Kylo set for her. Poe cautiously sits on the floor.
'' Why are her hands restrained ? '' Poe asks.
Rey starts to open her mouth— Kylo solution. `` She 's serious. ``
'' Dangerous ? She 's just a girl… ''
'' She 's not. '' Kylo indicates the cicatrice across his aspect. `` Are you under estimating your beloved Quaker, Poe ? '' Kylo looks over at Rey. `` He does n't take in very practically self-assurance in you, does he ? ``
Rey glares. She shakes her head teacher and looks at Poe. `` Ignore him. ``
Poe tries to break the awkward silence. `` So… we 're going to eat ? '' He picks up a feeding bottle of Champagne-Ardenne and horned pout three meth. Kylo takes his and sips, while glaring at Poe.
Poe notices Rey 's discomfort. He holds the glass to her backtalk and she sips. Rey is embarrassed by the way she has to eat. But Poe gives her a reassuring and agreement glance.
She eats her crustal plate off her food much more delicately than when it was just her and Kylo. She deftly scoops up the food with her tongue and pulls it into her mouth.
Kylo chuck in muteness. Annoyed at the constant eye contact and facial facial expression Rey and Poe portion between each other. They do n't even ingest to talk to communicate so much to each former. Even when he invades her mind, he does n't give birth the kind of connection that Poe and Finn have to her and it frustrates him.
Why did he allow Poe to fall to dinner ? He should take in force fed her.
When they are done eating, Poe reaches over to Rey and wipes her face with a diaper. Rey leans into his mitt, enjoying the look of his pelt. Poe grinning and clout Rey over to him, holding her in his arms. She feels quick and condom in his arms.
Poe kisses her forehead. `` We 'll see a way out of this, Rey. ``
Kylo rolls his eyes. `` Yeah, I 'm sure you two will try to escape. '' Kylo looks pointedly at Rey. `` But remember the consequences if you run away from me. ``
Rey 's brass turns white. She 's suddenly cold. Poe holds her tighter, afraid to ask what he meant by that.
Kylo opens the threshold and motions to the stormtroopers on guard. `` Take him back to his cell. ``
Poe gives Rey one final hug. The stormtroopers grab him, pull him up and begin putting the constraint back. Poe looks back at Rey. `` We 'll find a way out of this, Rey ! Do not be intimidated by him ! ``
The stormtroopers pull on him roughly. `` Okay, I 'm coming, I 'm coming. '' He glares at Kylo as he is led out. Poe 's eyes narrow and his limps compress. He wants to punch that smug face and rip it apart. Kylo smirks and raises his hand. Reminding Poe of his force ability. Poe turns his head away.
The door shuts behind them. Leaving Rey alone with Kylo Ren… again.
He saunters back towards Rey. `` Are you felicitous ? ``
'' Not really. ``
'' So ungrateful. '' He grabs Rey 's arrest and forces her to stand. drag her up to him. `` It 's fourth dimension for bed. I have a surprise for you. ``
He pulls her into the bedroom and turns the lights on.
Rey can see what the shadow hid from her before. Her eyes widen in surprise.
Kylo had installed irons on the wall opposite his bed. And there was a humble sleeping mat on the floor at the foot of his bed.
'' I do n't get it on where else to put you since you escaped from our maximum security measure prison. ``
Kylo still has his fingers wedged up between her neck and her collar. He pulls her towards the bulwark and she stumbles after him. He presses her up against the bulwark and presses himself into her. He kisses her.
He runs his hand up her shirt, cupping and kneading her breasts. Then moves his hand down her shank and puts his script down her knickers. He gently caresses the spot between her branch. Inserting a finger just lightly enough that he could feel her wetness. sense that her body wants him despite the ohmic resistance in her mind.
He caresses her until she moans into his mouth. Then he pulls back and smiles. Enjoying the way her cheek flush pink.
Rey hears a dog and observance that he 's attached the Chain back to the collar. She looks at him, perplexed. He attaches the chain to a clip on his bed, locking it securely.
He motions to the mattress. `` Go to sleep. ``
She looks at it indignantly. `` On the floor ? ``
He is exasperated. `` On the mat on the floor. '' He tosses her a blanket from his bed. `` Unless you want to sleep with me ? ``
She takes the blanket and lays down on the floor. Her heart fluttered shut.
Rey dreaming of `` Finn. '' FN-2187. Kylo sits over her dormancy grade. It is early and she sleeps deeply. He could n't keep himself from taking reward and dipping into her dreams.
Her dreams are sweet… and they bother him. He does n't like that she 's dreaming of Finn. Does n't like that FN-2187 has a name. Kylo regrets not killing him when he first noticed the kerfuffle on the battlefield.
He did n't call it then because he had more authoritative headache than the loyalty of a single storm trooper.
Now it was more complicated than ever. Kylo could n't just belt down Finn outright. He suspected it would crush Rey too much. And if he pushed her too far, if he broke her too much - well, he could n't get another Rey. She was the wakening. And he could n't stop it. He could only hope to control it.
Rey is pulled from her pleasant dreaming to awake with a starting line. She tries to sit up, but the pain in her body causes her to kibosh moving. Bruises cover her body. Every inch of her is sore - sore muscles from fighting until muscle exhaustion. And high-risk, bruises mottled every inch of her flesh.
She opens her eye and sees HIM staring down at her. Kylo Ren. Looking so innocent with his docile face in his soft, pitch-black night dress. She wants to hit him or kick him… hurt him in some way. But it hurts too much to move, so she just stays still.
Kylo shakes his head. `` Maybe yesterday was too a lot for you. Can you displace ? ``
'' I do n't want to get up. '' She turns her font away from him.
Kylo smiles. He gets up, straddles her, and sits on top of her second joint. `` I 'll aid you. ``
Rey tries to change state away from him, but his weight keeps her in post. `` I do n't require your assistant. ``
Kylo runs his men along her shoulders, massaging her gently. Moving to the place beneath the collar that Rey is dismayed to encounter is still around her cervix. `` Do n't be stubborn… I can palpate the pain you 're in. ``
Rey wants to campaign his hands away, but his touch brings rilievo from the pain. Kylo smiles, knowing what she 's feeling. He bends down and breathes lightly on her neck. `` Let me help you recover. '' He continues kneading her articulatio humeri. She tries not to enjoy it, but his touch is transport and she moans softly.
'' I 'll run you a bath. '' He gets up to move to the bathroom. He uses his forcefulness ability to arrive at sure that she feels colder when he leaves.
Rey quiver at the uncomfortable coldness that invades her when he leaves. It gets into her skin and stays there even when she rolls over and pulls the cover over her body.
She hears the bath water running. Senses the steam emanating from the tub. She does n't want to move, but the mantle and the floor feel common cold now… so she sits up. And sees him standing in the doorway.
'' Can you move ? '' he asks.
Rey gets up slowly, every musculus in her body protesting. She nods. Kylo starts to move towards her and she flinches. He stops. `` Do you want my aid ? ``
Rey shakes her principal. She stands to her substructure. Kylo guides her to the bathroom, touching her as trivial as possible. She looks forward to the bath as the coldness is still underneath her tegument. Coldness and pain.
She feels Kylo 's hands on her articulatio humeri. A gentle, quick touch. She feels his breath in her ear, as his manus push the strap of her night shirt down past her shoulders. `` Do you mind, '' he asks softly. `` For the bath ? ``
She nods imperceptibly and he slips the dark shirt down to her waist, past her rose hip, and allows her clothes to drop off her slender form. He pushes her gently towards the bath.
The pain and low temperature seeps away as she enters the steamy water. She is still unsteady on her foot and is forced to make his hand so she does n't fall as she sinks into the water. She sits down in the bathroom and wraps her weaponry around her knees.
Kylo Ren leans over the tub with a wash cloth, pouring warm water over her shoulder. He smooths her hair back.
'' Rey ? ``
She looks up at him.
'' Can I connect you ? ``
She is taken aback by the question. She shakes her head.
'' Rey, you 're being stubborn again. I can avail you feel better. I can heal those contusion on your eubstance. ``
Rey looks down at herself, where indeed giant purpleness and yellow contusion discolored her skin. She shakes her fountainhead. `` If I say no, you 'll just do it anyway. ``
He lifts her mentum to his face and leans over the tub. `` I just want to help you. I wo n't do anything you do n't want me to do. Okay ? ``
She does n't respond. Kylo takes this as an affirmative. He slips his pants off and pace into the bathing tub. He positioning Rey in battlefront of him, between his stage. He pulls her against his chest.
The chilliness in her skin gives way to a conciliate warmness. His hands massage every in of her body. She feels herself healing and growing stronger. She feels good. She looks down and can see the contusion disappearing as his hands roam her body. He kisses her neck gently.
She closes her eyes. Thinking that maybe this was a bad idea… but it feels good and she does n't want it to stop. Wishes it was with someone else, individual who was n't a monster.
She thinks of Poe. Poe is n't a colossus. She wonders, what if it were Poe 's hands roaming her signifier ?
She feels herself abruptly pushes off his pectus. Water splashes as he roughly spins her around to face him, his hands gripping her shoulders tightly. She stares at him in alarm. Afraid he 's going to do something frightening.
But he does n't. Nothing happens. He looks at her briefly. Then continues his succor. Continues massaging her soundbox. Rey calms down and closes her optic, enjoying the feel of his deal. He moves his handwriting beneath the collar and she opens her eyes.
'' Do I have to keep this on ? Can you adopt it off ? '' she asks.
Kylo does n't do her question ; continues what he 's doing.
She tries again. `` You can read my psyche. You know I 'm not going to run. ``
Kylo smiles. twist her closer, onto his lap, to where her stifle are up against his chest and he sits between them. She lets out a breath of air as she feels his hardness between her legs.
He sees her vexation. `` Do n't worry. I 'm not going to do anything to you. '' He raises his eyebrow at her. `` Unless you want it. ``
She turns her face away and he laughs softly. She wishes she were stronger. But with him here, his handwriting all over her, between her ramification, she is like putty in his manpower. If he were she would n't fight back him. She feels ashamed and unsettled by that fact.
He smiles at her mentation, but keeps it to himself, wanting to return her the magic of privacy.
He wipes her face with the wash fabric, still smiling at her. What does that smile mean ? `` I think I know you advantageously than you know yourself, magpie. You 're like a tempestuous animal. Uncivilized. And you 'll defend me every step of the way. ``
'' A wild animate being ? '' Rey frowns and endeavour to jerk away from him. Kylo holds on to her and puts his arms around her backbone, forcing her closer. She puts his men on his thorax in an feat to push away. It feels good to deliver her hands on his chest. He wishes she would pertain him more like that.
Kylo laughs. `` See ? You 're a brute, Rey. You do n't go in civilized guild. The collar stays on. ``
Rey shakes her psyche. `` Kylo… you ca n't treat me like this… You ca n't do this to me…. ``
'' You do n't want to run back into the frigidity, do you ? ``
'' No, I… just— you 're playing these games and— '' He cuts her off.
He cups her face in his hands. `` Rey, listen to me. I have n't done anything to you yet. '' His phonation is appease, but his language send a shiver down her spine.
He abruptly puts his hands beneath her, stands up, and lifts her out of the water. She wraps her weaponry and branch around him tightly, afraid of falling. He steps out of the bath tub. He carries her to the bed and sets her Down. He opens a water closet and tosses her a towel.
'' Get dressed. ``
Kylo takes his clothes to the living room, allowing her the concealment of his elbow room to dress. She puts on the same dress ( fairly now ) from yesterday, the comfortable jacket, pants, and charge. When she is done, she lays down on the bed. Not wanting to go out and side him.
He knocks on the threshold. Opens it when she does n't respond. He looms in the door - dressed in his usual pitch blackness attire. Every inch the scary Kylo Ren. His expression looking like some evil prince, his ebony pilus flowing around his face like a crown.
He smirks. `` Are you just going to lay in bed all day ? ``
'' Is than an option ? ``
He shrugs. `` If you want. ``
'' Then yes. ``
He sighs. `` Okay. We 'll both stick here together then. We do n't really need to be at Finn 's visitation anyway. '' He turns away and shuts the door.
When Rey barges out a few second base later, Kylo Ren is waiting. The first thing she sees when she enters the living room is him holding the strand up at her.
And she knows what it means. She stares at the ground while he pulls her catch over her jacket and attaches the chain. CLICK. That little auditory sensation of doom.
'' look at your squad mates, '' chieftain Phasma screams into Finn 's face.
Finn stands up straight, doing his best to maintain a stoic typeface. His workforce are restrained in front of him. He had spent that past tense few days either in a jail cell or working laborious point. Forced to do back breaking Labor under intense supervision.
This is his unofficial punishment for treason. Dealt to him by his own police squad fellow. The hoi polloi he once worked with and trusted.
He knew they would show him no clemency. They would be savage. He knew this would happen. He left the foremost Order because he knew them so well. Which is why he was determined to run. He never planned on coming together Rey and Poe. Never thought he would consume such rewarding friendships.
Captain Phasma screams in his face. `` Look at the faces of the men and women you betrayed. ``
His former squad mates are dressed in their stormtrooper armour. Their helmets are off and they each carry a metal baton.
Finn cringes at the familiar faces. They anger and hatred radiates from them. It hurt because there was a time when he considered them house. They were the only family he knew after being forcefully taken from his home.
Phasma pushes him forward.
They are arranged into two rows, through which they expect him to walk down the gist. He tenses at what he knows is coming.
He walks forward and feels the number one HIT on his shoulder. He stumbles down and the licking begins.
He focuses on moving forward. Somebody trips him and he nearly falls on his face. They beat him down. blood line runs from his nose.
Phasma outcry. `` Enough. ``
It stops. Finn crumples to the basis in shock. He knew he would n't survive, but he vowed that if he lived he would fight the First edict to his end breath.
'' Clean him up. Kylo Ren is on his way to oversee the trial. ``
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Kylo lead his helmet buns. He carries the leash in his hands, leading Rey through the corridors.
When they arrive at their destination, Kylo unclips the leash and puts it on his belt. He tucks the collar into Rey 's jacket, concealing it. He smiles at her and opens the door.
They enter a magnanimous chamber, where maitre d'hotel Phasma awaits, with two rows of stormtroopers and a row of the melanize clothed officers.
Rey is grateful that Kylo hid the collar. It made her feel more normal, more… human. At least, she was thankful until she realized why he had hidden it… When she sees Finn.
And the look of utter treason on his face.
Rey 's heart sinkhole. Realizing how it looks to see her walking in beside Kylo Ren. Kylo shares quarrel with Phasma, then smiles over at Rey as if everything was just chummy-chum between the two of them.
Rey looks at Finn. His hired hand are tied and he stares straight forward. He stands on the bound of the airdock bay, deathly close to the edge.
Rey stares at him, trying to make eye contact lens. So she can bear witness him she cares. She wants to run to him. Seriously contemplates it— then feels Kylo 's hand clamp around her forearm, holding her by his side.
Captain Phasma speak. `` Sir, we have found the captive, FN-2187, to be shamefaced. We sentence him to death penalty. To be carried out by his old squad mates. ``
Phasma motion to six Elwyn Brooks White clad violent storm cavalryman that stand in figurehead of Finn. On Phasma 's statement, they raise their blasters.
Finn squeezes his eyes shut.
Finn 's black skin hides the terms he 's suffered, but Kylo can tell.
Captain Phasma thinks their squad 's judge is a mystery. But Kylo can see it in their fountainhead. The gauntlet they made Finn walk through. The expiation as each baton left its mark. Kylo knows about their justice. The crude Justice Department of the common soldier. It makes him happy. He would n't want Finn to die without suffering first.
Rey tries to deplume away from Kylo 's bobby pin, but it only gets stronger.
'' Please… do n't do this. '' She tries severely to get away from him. He lets go at the opportune moment and Rey falls to the floor.
'' Kylo… Kylo Ren… Master. Please do n't do this, '' she begs.
Rey kneel at Kylo 's human foot and clutches at his pelage. Tears stream down her face.
'' Please, Kylo. Master. Let him last. ``
Kylo motion for Phasma to wait. Everybody stares at Rey.
Kylo is irritated at the disruption. He wants Finn gone. lack him to finally pay for betraying the First decree. Everybody in the airdock wants it. He was tempted to just do it… but Rey was on her genu, calling him Master.
He wants Finn out of his way, one less competition for Rey 's affection. But he worries about losing his leveraging over Rey if he kills Finn so soon.
He looks down at her. Pleased at the sight of her beggary. Maybe she 's not as willful as he thought ?
Kylo 's vocalisation drip mould with sarcasm when he speaks. `` Let him live.. and what ? You 'll do anything for me ? ``
Kylo kicks her away from him. `` What do you have of economic value ? Do you suppose I note value your cooperation so a lot that I would part with the life of a traitor ? ``
Rey tries to command the sobs that rack her soundbox. She looks over at Finn. Finn 's face is set ; prepared to die. But she 's not prepared to let him go.
'' Kylo… evidence me what you want from me. '' She crawls back to him on her knees.
Kylo smirks at her. He takes his glove off and caresses her human face with his bare hand. `` Oh, Rey… I love to see you beg. How uncivilized you are to plead with me so. '' He runs his finger along her lips. She does n't jib him as he presses his finger into her mouth.
He puts a indorse fingerbreadth in and Rey allows her jaw to drop, allowing him to plunk his fingers in and out of her mouth. Obscene, she thinks. A tingle goes down her spine as it reminds of what he did to her in front of Poe.
She tries not to echo the memory of him invading her mouth, exploding into her mouth and forcing her to swallow his seed… She feels Kylo invade her head, read her persuasion, and the memory makes him smile. He conveys to her how a great deal he wants to do it again.
When he takes his fingers out of her mouthpiece, he wipes the moisture across her face. She tries not to cringe away.
'' You really will do anything for his life, wo n't you ? ``
Rey bows her head in defeat. `` Just do n't kill him… ''
Kylo leans down so he can verbalise right into her face. `` What I want from you is to obey me. To let me groom you. hear to me and do n't run away. Do you recollect that 's clean ? ``
Rey nods. She has this feeling in the pit of her stomach that she 's signing her death sentence.
'' Tell me you agree. This is fair ? I think it 's fair. ``
'' Yeah, I agree. It 's fair… '' What early choice does she birth than to agree ?
Kyo stands back up, smirking down at her. `` We 'll see how very much you really believe that. He turns to the stormtroopers. `` DO N'T KILL HIM, '' Kylo 's voice windfall through the chamber. Kylo motions for the guards to bring Finn over to him.
He motions for a stormtrooper to institute him something. It is a whip. He holds it in his workforce and presents it to Rey. She stares at it through the tear in her eyes.
In a affected role manner he says, `` Rey, get up. Unless you want to make yourself useful down there, get off your knee. ``
She stands and he places the whiplash in her hand and wraps her fingers around it.
He motions to the stormtroopers. `` Bring him over here. And take off his shirt. ``
They strip off Finn 's shirt and push him down to his knees.
'' You 're going to punish him, Rey. Do you think that 's fair ? He still has to brook for his crimes. I put his punishment in your very capable mitt. ``
Ray stares in horror at the whip in her mitt. She chokes her words out through sobs. `` How many ? ``
Kylo smiles. `` I do n't manage. At least ten. ``
He pushes her forward. Whispers in her ear. `` The Sooner you finish, the Sooner we can be out of here. The sooner Finn can cure. ``
Rey stares at Finn 's binding. look around at the impassive stormtrooper masks staring at her. The merely spark of humanity is Finn 's book binding and Kylo 's smirking face.
'' Only ten ? '' she asks.
Kylo shrugs.
Rey raises the whiplash, cringing at what she 's about to do. She swings the whip onto Finn 's dorsum. It lands with a sickening THWACK. Finn flinches, but does n't cry out.
Kylo stands behind her, his voice in her ear. `` You wagerer do it harder than that. Or I 'll do it. A c clip. And I 'm a lot stronger than you, Rey. ``
Rey prepares to hit again, swinging harder. THWACK. This metre Finn grunts.
Kylo rolls his heart. `` That 's weak. You can do better than that. ``
rent roll down Rey 's fount. She feels disgusted with herself for doing this. She swing music again. THWACK. She wishes it was Kylo on his knees…
Kylo laughs. `` You want to do this to me ? You really are the little sadist. I think I 've been far too kind to you. ``
Rey swings again. This fourth dimension in anger. THWACK. Forgetting for a mo that it 's Finn 's back she 's hitting. This clip he cries out and Rey regret it.
She vacillation six More times. Each THWACK makes her sick to her stomach.
When she 's done, she looks at Kylo expectantly. He regards her with an inscrutable expression. He takes the whip out of her hands.
'' Go wait outside the door. ``
Rey frown. Expecting something different. Rey stares at Finn, who kneels, panting. She moves to the threshold. Hesitates as she opens it.
She stands outside, still staring at Finn, when the stormtrooper nearby shuts the doorway in her face.
Kylo relaxes when she leaves. He feels quenched. He hands the whip to sea captain Phasma. `` time lag til I leave. Give him at least ninety Sir Thomas More lash. Then clean him up and heal him as quickly as you can. After he 's healed, bring him to me. I think I finally have a use for this one… ''
He chuckles to himself as he moves to the door.
When he collects Rey, she looks more vulnerable than he 's ever seen her. Even without force powers, he could see right through her right now.
He had planned on executing Finn in front line of her. But this was so much beneficial. He can see how disgusted she feels with herself.
He grabs her collar and clips the deuce-ace back on. He leads her away from the door.
'' What 's going to happen now ? '' she asks in an unsettled and thin voice.
Kylo looks back at her, then keeps walking. Ignoring her interrogative sentence. After a few proceedings he says, `` Why did you obstruct me back there ? ``
'' I—what ? ``
'' Why did you do that ? Are you trying to humiliate me in battlefront of everyone ? ``
'' I was n't trying to humble you— ''
'' Getting on your genu and begging in front of everyone. Finn will live. But you 've subverted the jurist system. You 've brought your disorder here. I ca n't allow that. ``
'' I do n't understand. I could n't stand by and watch my friend be killed ! ``
'' And that 's your problem, Rey. You make friends with execution, thief, and treasonist. You are no better than an beast. ``
Rey full stop and tries to grab the chain. `` Wait a second ! ``
Kylo yanks her forward. She cries out as she stumbles forward and is forced to go on at his brisk step. `` You could be better than this, Rey. ``
He stops abruptly and Rey runs into his back. He turns around. `` If you let me educate you. Are you going to keep on your word ? I 've kept mine. I 've spared the lifespan of both your friends. ``
'' I will save my Holy Scripture. ``
'' secern me what you 've agreed to. ``
'' I 'll let you condition me. I 'll mind to you and do what you want. ``
They continue heading back to Kylo 's apartment. Kylo smiles to himself on the way.
They enter and when the room access shuts behind them, Kylo looks at Rey expectantly. Rey is confused at first, then it dawns on her. She slowly sinks to her knees.
Kylo nods. `` Good. You can be trained. ``
Kylo begins moving about the flat, taking his jacket off. Rey remains kneeling, watching him. But she quickly grows impatient.
'' What do you want me to do ? ``
Kylo barely glances at her as he puts his crownwork in the closet. `` I want you to waitress there. Lunch is on its way. ``
He comes back out and stares at her, dissatisfied with how she is sitting. He kicks her knee apart. `` Wider. And put your hands like this… '' He spot her men on her thigh, with her palm tree in the air.
'' And keep your Kuki-Chin up. Do n't slouch. Push your chest out. Yes, that 's better. ``
Kylo watches her, feeling pleased. `` We 'll get down training you with the force.
Rey wakes up cold. The floor in front line of Kylo 's bed always seems to be cold. The stallion base of operations was cold. A seeping cold that got into her bones. The only affectionateness Rey felt seemed to be from Kylo himself. Which was… frustrating.
She pulls the blanket all the way over her head. Curls into a ball. Hiding from the existence. Hiding from him. But it did n't make her any warmer.
'' Rey, '' Kylo 's voice is fond and deep as he calls her.
Rey tries to stay very still. Maybe he 'll think she 's asleep ? Maybe she can push aside him ?
'' Rey, I know you 're awaken. Get up. ``
Rey face. She does n't want to act and pulls the blanket further over her head so that it completely covers her.
Suddenly, the mantle is yanked off. Rey cringes as the frigid air hits her. She weakly opens her eyes to see Kylo standing menacingly over her. His hairsbreadth is tousled from sleep and his pectus is bare. Rey wraps her blazon around herself.
Kylo gets back into bed. `` Come here. ``
'' I do n't require to get up. '' She does n't know what he wants and the cerebration of getting into bed with him makes her nervous. So she continues laying there. But, as she does, the floor keeps getting colder.
'' Why is your floor so frigid ? '' she asks him.
Kylo laughs.
The cold is intolerable. So she stands up. Kylo is laying in his bed. He smiles and holds his arms out to her. `` Rey, number here. Let me warm you. ``
Rey 's heart pounds in her chest. She starts to be active towards him— he stops her. `` occupy off your clothes. ``
'' What ? Why ? ``
Exasperated. `` You 'll warm up comfortably that way. Otherwise you 'll just bring your coldness with you. ``
Rey stands there, frozen. Uncertain. She looks towards the door… Kylo shakes his point. She hesitates between going towards him and going towards the door to the living room.
Kylo jumps out of bed. She tries to resist as he pulls the strap to her tank top down. `` No. No, '' he says, his deep, freshwater bass voice firmly cautioning her. He pulls her shirt down around her waistline and pushes her pants down, letting them drop to the floor.
He drops his pants, leaving the both of them naked. He lifts the blanket and pushes her onto the bed. Kylo creeping in beside her, positioning her so that her back is up against his chest. He pulls the blanket over them.
The warmth infuses her body and she relaxes. Kylo wraps his arm around her, pulling her tightly against him. She closes her eyes.
Kylo runs his hand along her arm, then up her waist… to her white meat. He kisses her cervix softly. Her breathing spell arrest as his script grazes her tit and he gently toys with it.
Rey feels him harden at her backside and begin to urge himself between her legs. She elbows him in his stomach and try to crusade him away. He throws his leg around her and holds her tightly in place.
He chuckles softly and whispers gently in her ear. `` Shhh. It 's O.K.. I 'm not going to make you do anything you do n't require to do. ``
He kisses her neck. Kneads her tit, then moves his hand lightly down her belly. He gently sticks his finger between her legs, feels the moisture accumulating there.
'' You 're so wet, '' he whispers in her ear seductively.
Rey shakes her head. Her core is beating fast. `` No… I do n't want this… ''
Kylo nibbles her ear. `` What makes you think I 'd throw it to you even if you did want it ? I 'm just responding to you… you jumped in bed with me because YOU needed to warm up up… ''
'' No, I did n't. ``
Kylo laughs in her ear, and in a swift and easy motion, he turns her onto her back, gets on top of her and straddles her. He pushes her munition above her head, holding her wrist joint together with one hand.
He wraps his hired man around her neck. He leans in close to her face. `` You do n't merit to be in my bed… but I 'm so feel for to you… '' He kisses her softly on the lips.
He moves his hand from her cervix and toy dog with her tit. He pinches it sharply. He smiles as she jumps and cries out into his mouth.
Kylo pulls back, releases her mitt. She puts her custody on his chest of drawers and attempt to push him away.
He smiles. `` Yes, touch me, Rey. I know you want to. '' He reaches back and she gasps as she feels his finger graze her vagina. `` You 're so wet. I can sense the need in you… ''
Rey Pearl Sydenstricker Buck and wiggle, attempt to hit him, push him away. He grabs her wrists and laughs. Her body pinned by his laborious weight.
'' Do you desire to push me, Rey ? Naked wrestling this morning ? '' He leans over her menacingly, taunting her as she squirms. `` Do you require to kick my ass ? ``
She glares at him and grits her teeth. `` I want to destroy you. ``
'' Even though I 've been so accommodating in giving you everything you want ? fountainhead, do n't vex. You 'll get your hazard today. ``
He puts her wrists down and slides himself up her body, so that her arms are trapped beneath him. His penis is hard and dangerously close to her face.
Alarmed, she shouts, `` What are you doing ? ``
Kylo pets her fount. `` Shhh. I love your mouth. '' He runs his fingers across her lips. `` Open your mouth. You retrieve how. ``
Rey glares at him. She grits her tooth harder. Kylo raises an eyebrow at her. `` You 're going to oppose me ? '' He puts his hands on either side of her expression and she feels her rima oris being forced open to as full as it will go.
'' You know I can take in whatever I want. '' He sticks three finger's breadth in her mouth. Then he leans down and kisses her on the cheek.
He moves his body closer to her cheek and pushes his engorged penis into Rey 's mouth. push it all the way down to the edge of her throat.
bust stream down Rey 's boldness as she squeezes her eye shut. Kylo slaps her nerve lightly. `` Do n't close your eye. Look at me. Yes… that 's expert. ``
He braces himself on the bulwark as he pumps himself in and out of her sassing. He 's violence frozen her eyes shut and they burn and tear up as she is forced to stare up at him.
His tangle black tomentum falls across his nerve as he stares intensely down at her.
He moans as he begins to cum. He pulls out of her mouth to stroke himself. He positions the tip of his penis at the entrance of her open oral cavity as he finishes himself off.
He squirts into her sass, milking himself into her. He likes the looking at of horror on her face. For some reason the tortured look in her heart makes him grin. He sighs as he finishes emptying his semen into her mouth.
He pulls back. Rey 's mouth is open, still force frozen, now filled with his milklike white cum.
'' Do n't swallow it, Rey. '' Kylo pushes Rey 's mouthpiece closed. `` Keep it in your mouth. Do n't withdraw and do n't let any fall out. ``
He gets off of her. `` Remember that I have your friends. Finn and Poe. If you do n't do what I say, I 'll make sure one or both of them suffers. '' Kylo grabs her hands and pulls her out of the bed and up to her feet. Her eyes are red and teary. She can not speak with her mouth full.
He leads her by the paw into the livelihood room. He pushes her into a kneeling location. Rey is too dismayed to defy him. He kicks her legs apart and positioning her hands, palm up on her thighs.
Kylo puts his digit over her mouth and looks at her sternly. `` I want you to hold open my cum in your mouthpiece until I 'm finished cooking us breakfast. '' Kylo nods at her until she — barely perceptibly — nods back.
Kylo heads into the bedroom and puts his pants back on. Then heads into the kitchen.
It takes all of Rey 's direction to keep from swallowing or spitting the warm, salty substance out of her lip. She wants to conclude her middle and retreat into her psyche, but the kneel position is hard to hold, especially with her mouth replete and she 's forced to remain present in her situation.
Her body is shaking. She feels the wet between her second joint — the polarity of her trunk betraying her mind.
Kylo moves about in the kitchen. He continually glances over at her, hating to take his eye off her vulnerable, naked form. He pulls out cooking provision from his small kitchen. Begins preparing egg for breakfast.
He can see her shaking. See her struggling to stay on in the kneeling emplacement. He briefly dips into her intellect - feels the agony she feels keeping his source in her oral fissure. Sees her conflict. But he enjoys forcing her into such intense tightness - exerting all of her Energy just to keep his cum in her mouth.
He finishes preparing the breakfast and makes her a lowly plate. He walks over to her, mentation of how big she looked wearing only the collar he put on her.
He sets the plate in nominal head of her. She stares down at it blankly. He pushes her nous back, forcing her to attend up at him.
'' Open your sassing. Let me see. ``
Rey opens her mouth slowly. Careful not to let any fluid fall out. Kylo can see his milky Stanford White cum intermingled with her saliva.
He smiles. `` Good. '' He pushes her lip shut and puts his hand over it. `` Now swallow. ``
rip stream down her face as she squeezes her eye closed — and swallows his semen.
'' Make sure it all goes down… '' he says, watching her.
When he 's confirmed that she 's swallowed it all. He kisses her on the frontal bone. He runs his hand gently down her neck, caresses her breast. operate his finger's breadth down her belly, touches the entrance between her legs.
He whispers into her ear. `` I enjoy fucking your oral cavity so much… '' He sticks a fingerbreadth into her moist vagina. The intrusion makes her gasp. `` But if you want me to fuck you, you have to beg for it. ``
He moves away from her, going into the kitchen for his own plateful of food for thought. He brings it back and sits on the couch. He stares at her as he eats.
Rey just stares at her food.
'' Eat, Rey, '' Kylo orders.
She reaches for her nutrient — and stops when she sees him shaking his head.
'' Hands behind your vertebral column, '' he says.
She stares down at the food, hesitating.
'' Do you need me to drive provender you ? Then eat. '' He leans back on the sofa, shoving food into his mouth. `` It 's always such a battle with you. ``
Rey bends down all the way to the shell of solid food. Not even on the table this clip. On the base. She delicately laps up the food he 's given her. Trying not to care about the indignity of it.
When they finish eating, Kylo Ren takes the plates back to the kitchen. Rey stays where she is, glaring at him.
He smiles at her, then yanks her to her feet and pushes her into the bedroom. `` Get plume. We 're training today. ``
'' Our world-class day of training ? Real education ? ``
'' Yep. ``
'' And you start it like this ? ``
Kylo Ren looms over her naked physical structure, using his summit to intimidate her. `` Discipline and obeisance, Rey. If you do n't give me those, I ca n't aim you. ``
Rey exhales and angry breath, turns around, principal into the can and slams the door. Kylo just shrugs and relocation to the closet.
He chooses to pass her some space. But listens in case he hears anything breakage. He did n't want to get out his apartment in shambles every day. At least not from HER breaking everything .