This week's industry movers and shakers is Dr Kiki Kennedy of Kiki Kennedy output, one of the most successful production mansion to come along recently.

AVN : So,"Dr"Kiki Kennedy International Airport ?

Kiki : Yes, I have a doctorate, in particle physics no less. You can search up the precise deed if you want, but it's to do with saw-tooth instabilities in plasma wakefields. And, if that made any sentience to any of your subscriber, I invite them to conjoin our"physics grind"section of the discussion forum on my website.

When I founded the ship's company, I thought that having the deed"Dr"would impart a certain gravitas to my being CEO. Before that I'd only been known as a performer, and I'd hid the serious incline of my personality from my devotee, I didn't think it would enhance my reputation. But, there is a sealed part of my fan groundwork who does find it very sexy, especially when I discuss something really technical foul and end the post with a description of what I 'm wearing. ( Which seldom includes panty. )

AVN : How did you get into adult entertainment in the initiative place ?

Kiki : In senior high school, I had a much older devotee ; he liked"barely legal"porn. He had a large collection of it, and I was peculiar. So when I turned 18, I contacted one of the production houses, and they snapped me up.

I must say, I was surprised at that, I didn't think I was attractive, but with a petty hair, makeup, and wardrobe, they worked wonders on me. That validated what my lover had told me and I'd never believed. You know the narrative of the ugly ducking ? That 's what I felt like, an ugly duckling, and I had n't noticed that all of a sudden I 'd become a Swan. I never liked dressing sexily in in high spirits school ; I always dressed for practicality.

The porn was also very empowering. I was not a pop fille in luxuriously schooltime ; the dyke bird would pick on me. Most of it was probably gall as I'd have a tendency to fox off the scaling curve. ( In other row, my being smart, led to them having lowly gradation, its bad use of statistics on the instructor's share. )

Now, I had production party wanting to hire me for my looks, and I had rooter writing to me, wanting to fuck me. After I spent the summertime before college being fucked, all day, everyday, I found myself sitting on a voltaic pile of money. It made college life much more comfortable. I could open a decent car, and the practiced adjustment, and little luxuries.

I carried on working while I was at schooling, though I separated my life into smut and not porn. In the not smut world, I was much like my old ego, but now I had confidence. In the porn world, I tried to make myself as desirable as possible. I'd do porn on the weekend, I'd fly down to the vale to dash, then fly back for the week. My personality sort of split as well, I felt like two different people.

I earned enough from the smut, that I thought I could set my own production troupe and run it in my way. So just before I got the doctorate, I legally changed my name to Kiki JFK. Before that, President John F. Kennedy was my maiden gens, and I made up Kiki for the head rhyme when I got that first job. In my husband 's pro circles I'm Kennedy Interrnational McAuliffe, but legally I'm Kiki Kennedy.

So after I became Dr Kiki Kennedy International Airport, I set up the company with Jade, a buster performer and one of my lovers. I still act in some output, but not so many these twenty-four hours. I was doing so many productions, I was worried about damaging my trade name, so I cut back on the acting.

AVN : That brings up the interrogative of what is your sexual orientation ?

Kiki : I think I'm"lesbian with exceptions,"but my fans shouldn't panic as I love getting fucked by men, and giving cock sucking. I suppose that makes me bi-sexual really, but I'm not really attracted to men, with a few exception, I just like the sex. That should make me more attractive, I want the sex, but not the consignment. My married man is one of the obvious exceptions.

AVN : You've mentioned your husband a couple of times now, order us about him ?

Kiki : Matt is my husband, he's the most well-informed person I know, and also one of the dumbest. Do n't forget, I 'm comparing him to college faculty and doctoral student, so that 's saying something. If you want to retrieve the Eigen vectors of a complex wavefunction, he's your man. He even understands GR and can notice worry answer to the stress-energy tensor, he's a total braniac, and that's so sexy. But, when it comes to citizenry, that's not his stiff point.

He has very simplistic world view when it comes to women,"sex unspoilt"probably just about substance it up. It makes him very easy to deal with, you know you're always getting the real Matt, he just doesn't have any chicane to hide anything. He's shy, he used to be painfully shy ; it took him about a week before he could actually talk to me in a reasonable way. He's a lot better now, but I do my honorable to protect him from harsh realities.

He also has no concept of self-possession or jealousy when it comes to sex, as I said,"Sex good."Sums him up. There was one time I orgasmed on set, thinking of him, he asked for the outtake and said I was `` cute, '' coming like that on individual else 's cock. When we first worked on the doctorates together, I didn't want a relationship, and then I discovered he was a fan, at least a fan of Kiki's. So I, as Kennedy, showed him I was Kiki as well. I didn't want him getting into something he couldn't handle. well-nigh boyfriends outside the industry can't handle you being fucked for a job, so I took him to a shoot to show him what it was about.

He didn't mind me performing on set, he said the shooting was somewhat boring really, so that pointed to the correctly clobber. Then, I arranged for a few of my friends in the industry to fuck him ; he was a virgin at the time. It's not unusual to set a boyfriend up with another performer, they treat it variety of like a job. I expected them to screw him and send him back to me, instead he fucked them to a standstill, and they stayed the dark. I was left alone and horny.

That did record he's an sheer dynamite lover, the best I, or any of my supporter, know. And the safe office is he doesn't even know it himself. You'll be flat on you back after being knocked out by the sex, and he asks you if that was any good. He is catching on a bit now, even he couldn't be that oblivious, but it doesn't affect him. He's still just thinking,"Sex good, more sex better."

That backfired on me somewhat, as I fell in sexual love with him. I never meant to, and I'd made it quite clear to him that I didn't want anything like that. So I never realized he did have feelings for me, he was just hiding them because that's what I'd told him I wanted. That 's about the but time he 's ever been anything less than totally sheer about his feelings, he thought it was the way to carry on having the sex. Like I said, he thinks, `` Sex good. ``

That 's how he acted when I tried to be more sleep together towards him, I set up a amatory weekend away, and he was `` defeated '' we did n't bring any of my champion with us for once. He did a dependable job of acting like he wanted just sex from me, and being used like that does turn me on, doubly so because I loved him. So I gave him what I thought he wanted, just sex.

He also liked there were two of me. Kennedy would be dominant, and I, as Kiki, would be submissive to him and do anything he wanted. God, both of those are such a bit on. I kind of proposed to him as Kennedy, and he said he'd prefer Kiki, but would like President John F. Kennedy as his schoolma'am. I'm more integrate with my personalities these days, some of the heavy edge of JFK is needed to be successful in this biz, but there is still some of her I only bring out for matt. I, as Kennedy International Airport, am his fancy woman, both in the cheating sense and the rife sentience. I suppose you could call it role play, but that 's not how he sees it. Though, I think it 's about metre Kennedy retired, I as Kiki, should be capable to satisfy all his desires.

He's really sweet, and a submissive really. I'm more naturally a submissive myself, which is probably why I can enjoy sex with men so much. I really enjoy it when lustrelessness takes me, I love doing anything he wants. But, I channel my intimate squawk as Kennedy for Matt, and he really gets off on that. I don't think he likes it as such, but that's not the point. He really likes me claiming him as my place, I have that inscribed on his nuptials ring. He loved it when I said I was marrying him so I could keep him for myself. I 've occasionally just kept him at home, naked, as my personal sex striver, that 's his favorite.

When I fell in love with him, I tried to make myself more myself, and he basically begged me to abuse him. To do things I thought he only agreed to because I, as Kennedy Interrnational, was taking my frustrations out on him. So I carried on as the rather heartless Kennedy for his benefit. It's probably very therapeutic to have soul you can abuse like that, and not be arrested. I 'd `` take my workplace house '' as he calls it. That 's the other time he 's not transparent, he 'll very clearly communicate why he does n't care something, but send other sign that he wants you to do it, like buying me a present and begging me not to use it on him. Really the more he protests about something, the more he wants it. If he really does n't need something, he 's Sir Thomas More muted on that point.

Like near talent in porn, I 'd really like to have loving vanilla sex in my time off, but matte has early interests. Like, the to a greater extent impersonal I made the sex, the more he seemed to like it, so I 'd set up random encounters between us just for his benefit. I must say, both of us liked the idea of the `` drive by piece of ass. '' I pop over to his station on the way to the lab, just to get one, or both of us off and leave without saying anything.

I'm not the jealous type either, which is handy so Matt can love himself ; I send girls his way. He's my secret weapon, his reputation as a lover standoff in performing artist who want to try him out. He gets plenitude of opportunity around here. When we were setting up the party, Jade made a put-on that he should be the"fluffer,"at to the lowest degree for the women. So we actually did officially give him that job, at least when he's around the production family. He has a wax sentence job as a research worker, but does find time to come down here to work function time. I think he'd do it full time if I let him, but I couldn't let that gorgeous mind of his go to wastefulness. His beginning job as fluffer was my bachelorette political party, he was the entertainment, and got raffled off at the end of the night.

AVN : My mind is boggling at what presents he buys you.

Kiki : Just some BDSM gear, like a lash, a strap on dildo, or a leash with a collar which goes around his ball. He 'll protest that using them is too horrible an idea, and I believe that 's what he believes, but there 's a character of him which wants me to use them. A character that he does n't like admitting to. He certainly gets turned on when I do that sort of thing. He also bought me some bondage gear, but he 's enthusiastic about me using that on him.

That was when I first realized how transparent he was, we had a scene and he really played up how much he hated everything I was doing to him. It gave me such a power trip-up. Then at the end of it I found he was n't playing, and just had n't thought to use his safeword. He just does n't think like that. talk about a downer, I had to shoal him in the use of the safeword so we could do it properly.

AVN : And you have a infant by him as well. How does that work ?

Pretty much the same way it's worked for meg of years, but I 'm not a biologist, so I wo n't explain the details. [ Kiki bursts out laughing at this point. ] Sorry, a small nerd humor. We left it to hazard, on our honeymoon. We had a month of honeymoon when we were exclusive, and we agreed if we got pregnant, then so be it, if not then back to rule. I 'm not for sure I 'm mother stuff, but he liked the melodic theme. I did get pregnant, so we had Mark as the solution. That gave me the chance to do pregnancy and suckling porn production, a rather niche market.

Once the baby was born, I realized it was the trump matter that ever happened to me ; I would n't be the Saami person without being a female parent. Now I 'm the milfiest MILF there is. We have a full time nanny to help, but I 'm always there to get him up in the morning, and put him to sleep in the eventide. I 'm the knob, so I can make my own ruler and hours.

AVN : You said you had a stock split personality, what do you mean ?

Kiki : When I was in college, getting my degree, and then my doctorate, I was working as a porn performer, that was paying my way. The two Earth I inhabited were so different, academe and porn, I had to go on them secern. I did n't call back that being a college student, and then a doctorial bookman, was sexy for my fans. I may have been faulty about that, there are a lot of my rooter find it aphrodisiacal, who knew ? On the other hired hand, in academe, being in pornography would make ruined my credibility, or at least made it very difficult to knead with men.

The battlefield I was in, subatomic particle physics, is very male dominated, so I was enough of an anomaly just being female person. Being female and seen as available ( as a porn actress ) would have made it difficult for a lot of men to relate to me seriously. So I disguised myself in both places, as the air headed nymphette in porn, and as the serious faculty member nerd in academia. In reality, I 'm both intelligent and horny at the same time. I may have intercourse fucking slightly more than using my psyche, but I would n't want my brain to atrophy from lack of use.

The amazing affair is it worked. I did the Kennedy as Clark Kent routine and took of my glasses, and suddenly I was super porn actress Kiki. No one realized I was the same soul, until I told them. None of my friends in the business suspected I was a genius, and I used that word technically, a brainiac is classified as somebody with 140 or greater IQ. The death fourth dimension my IQ was measured it was 147. ( And matte 's 165 by the way. ) I play an airhead really well it seems. In this clientele you 're going to get screwed one way or the former, so why invest any brainpower in it.

In academia, no one suspected either. I did my best to be frumpy and unlikable, so no one guessed I was a sex goddess. I did n't consume much of a mixer life at college, I was working too heavily, both academically and on my back. That made it well-off to keep the secluded. I worked with Matt, as Kennedy, for several calendar month before I found out he was a fan of Kiki 's, I had to do the trick with the trash to show him I was Kiki as well. He was really storm to find that out.

He was even more surprise, but really pleased when I suggested that we would n't just be friends, but friends with benefit. But, no one else in the section guessed, or at to the lowest degree everyone expressed surprise, in the last few workweek when I became Kiki. I started dressing more like a distinctive pupil, less frumpily, in the department, not like a porn star, but I was now much more attractive, both physically and emotionally to a lot of the men. I got a lot of care those stopping point few week, not all of it welcome.

AVN : You mentioned running a company your way ?

Kiki : Yes, I got really frustrated as a performing artist, no one ever listened to the female child or valued their impression. I wanted to create an atmosphere where everyone 's opinions are heard and respected. Of course, now I 'm running a caller, I appreciate that you ca n't always act on everyone 's vox populi, but I wanted them at least considered.

I also have especial programs for college educatee, they have to keep up a B average to get on the program. The `` College Nerds '' series is so democratic now, I can be really selective about the gift I use, they 'd have to be a very special someone to get on with only a B average these years. We also have the `` Naked Notes '' serial, we make serious instructional videos, except that we use the College Nerd talent, and they try to be as distracting as potential. They 're some of our most popular agate line. I 'm not for certain if anyone ever learns anything from them.

AVN : Why did you start your fellowship, rather than continuing your academician career ?

It pays better. Seriously, the chances of even getting a postdoc position are melt off, less than 10 % of new doctors are likely to get a postdoc. lupus erythematosus than 1 % will go tenured. I could have gone into industry, but if I 'm going to prostitute myself, I might as well do it my way. [ Kiki grins saying this. ] smut is one of the few job where females are paid more than men, maybe ten times as much as the men. Men are actually favorable to get paid in porn.

In my animation, I 've had a constant refrain of `` young woman do n't do root case. '' [ STEM means : `` Science applied science engine room Math. '' ] All the way from gamy schooltime on, I was basically told that girls do n't do the things I wanted to do, and after fifteen days, I just got nauseous of it, particularly when the alternative was so well-off, that is porn. My parents had been nothing but supportive of me in physical science, and flatness may be my biggest cheerleader, but he is a bit one-sided. Everyone else did n't think I belonged, my department had three adult female in it ; I was the only if American woman.

If I 'd known then what I know now, I 'd have got come out as a geek earlier, the fans they 're so supportive. They might stimulate given me the motivation to carry on, but blending a career in pornography and academia would be difficult. I also wanted to be myself. To get ahead in academe, I had to be hard headed and aggressive ; I had to be Kennedy. I wanted to be Kiki ; I wanted to be feminine. In the US, that 's just the candy kiss of Death. If you go to conferences, you 'll see womanhood scientists from say, Italy or French Republic dressing sexily, it 's accepted there. But, the American language cleaning woman all apparel dowdily.

AVN : You mentioned your fan internet site a few times.

Kiki : Yes, I set that up myself, I did a lot of software evolution during my research, setting up a website was loose. Again, there 's a sure set of fan who find that very hot. I have single content there, and it's a way to keep in contact with my lover. There 's a bouncy discourse assembly there and I 'll connect in some word, particularly in the `` physics nerds '' incision I mentioned earlier. If they can impress me with their minds, they might find themselves being invited down here to keep an eye on a production. Who know 's what else might happen, obviously I find a secure mind very sexy .