The following storey is about how my sprightliness turned upside down by the bad choices I 've made. Because of these pick I am now cursed with a meaningless marriage and a wasted life. Unfortunately it is only unfeigned for me. My beautiful wife, Alexis, is currently living her best liveliness as a beautiful woman should. However, I still ca n't help oneself but finger sad when I think back of the upshot that lead me to where I am today.

I married Alexis five eld ago when we were both in college. Ever since then we 'd been struggling to piddle ends meet. Ultimately we had to no choice but to get a loan. The problem was, we had to get it from a shady man of affairs, Mr. Oliver Stone. Dealing with him was scary but due to our financial state of affairs bank building were out of the question. We had no musical theme how to repay him and got more and more worried as the deadline was quickly approaching.

Finally, the date we dreaded arrived. It was a Friday and Mr. Stone called me around noon. I had no estimate what to tell him. I assured him that we will pay him back but told him that I was at employment so I could n't talk and that I will visit him back later. While I said this mainly to buy some time, it was also true. I tried to forge even more than before to take in a petty extra but it was still not enough. I kept thinking of a solution all the way home but I had no melodic theme what to do. I was way too tired and nervous to come in up with anything.

Once I was habitation I was make to call Mr. rock and ask for some more time when Alexis came out from the bedchamber to recognise me. I never even realized she was home.

'' love, I just got off the telephone set with Mr. Stone. He told me that you were disrespectful to him earlier but luckily I convinced him to consider every possible choice for us. And gauge what, he told me that he is willing to accept an alternative requital method. ``

'' What do you mean by that, babe ? ``

'' He told me we do n't have to pay him back if he can procure you out to some of his clients. Mostly black men with huge cocks and it would be filmed as well. ``

'' What variety of a sick joke is this, beloved ? Please take this seriously, we are in big trouble. ``

'' I am sober, sister. I actually agreed to do this. And I 'm afraid you do n't really have a pick. You have to let these men fuck you and you 'll suck up their tool like a full piffling whore. speechmaking of which, they will want to feminize you first. That 'll be the first thing they will do once they get here. ``

'' Are you insane, Alexis ? What are you even talking about ? ``

'' You will be castrated, love. That 's the alone way. They hate it when Edward Douglas White Jr. pantywaist have erection while being fucked, plus this will make you more obedient and submissive. ``

'' You really are mad. I 'm out of here. ``

'' Do n't bother, honey. They 'll find you. Why do n't you just get set up. They are already on their way here. Mr. Stone and his associates can be here in any minute now. ``

I was getting frighten away, but there was no safety valve. As soon as I decided to just leave there was a gaudy roast on the door. ``

'' Just get along in ! '' Alexis called out and Mr. Harlan F. Stone barged in along with three great black men and young ignominious cleaning woman who was dressed as a doctor. ``

I did n't even had time to oppose. The three men were much stronger than me. They easily grabbed me, ripped off my knickers and boxers, laid me on the tabular array and pinned me down. The doctor wasted no time. She walked over and sat between my legs which were forcibly held open up. I tried to struggle but it was clearly no use. She took out a scalpel, cut into my sack, took out my left wing ball and snipped it free with a scissor. She then repeated the procedure on the right one. In just a moment she was done and my balls were taken.

Mr. Stone and Alexis were casually chatting with each other but when I was finished they walked over to me.

'' It 's done, bitch, you 're not a man anymore. Now you 'll mold for me until your debt is repaid. ``

I looked at Alexis to get some comfort or sympathy but she had a distant feeling on her face.

'' He 's right, honey. I love you, but you are not a real man now. Actually, I think the never were. A tangible man could suffer provided for the both of us. Maybe from now on you can actually bring in decent money and we can set out living a fiddling more comfortably. ``

Over the next few weeks I was fully feminized. Once I was ready I started my new career in Mr. Lucy Stone 's porn clientele. I shoot mostly gangbang scenes with me sucking and fucking multiple huge black cocks. He then sells them and makes a lot of money. We quickly paid off our debt and now I 'm doing porn full-time. Mr. Oliver Stone was more than well-chosen to keep working with me. It 's not like I care whose rooster is in my ass or sass and at least I earn decorous money off of it.

The only bad thing really is that I do n't get to delight my new life-time as very much as I want to. I ca n't get hard or cum ever again. I still live with Alexis as I have nowhere else to go. She brings home lots of men who then fuck her with their big, hard cocks while all I can do is sit and watch. Sometimes she pegs me at the request of her lovers but I do n't savour it at all. I will be a neuter eunuch for the rest of my life-time .