So there Alex laid, Broken by a single hit, His eubstance twisted in ways no body should, Too late did Lily agnise why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she agnize the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what fate was about to have she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her back plate, He had just saved her life at the cost of another, His very own..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a speeding car, He laid broken in the center of the road, Lily was kneeling by him while multitude flocked around to see the devastating stroke. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big hint 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His breathing had become shallow, He was fading into nothingness yet he was still smiling, Lily on the other manus could do nothing but cry, She was watching the one someone in her life who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her error

*Do n't cry, split do n't do anything for your beauty* Alex whispered, He was using his last few breathing time to try to make her feel better

*But..* Lily sobbed, The tears were flowing freely, She could n't help crying

*No but 's, I want you to always recall that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the scoop friend I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one hand to her cheek to wipe away a deplumate

*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed ineffectual to say anything else, The impact of what had happened seemed to be taking over

*Lily if this be my close breath then may I ask for one stopping point thing, Come closer* Alex asked in a breathless tint

Lily did as she was asked, She could tell Alex 's time was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the world if he had asked her to at that very moment

*I have a go at it you* Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three little words that he wanted to say for so yearn

Lily was a little taken back by what Alex had just said but deep in her heart she felt the same way, Since the day they had met Alex had always regale her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no matter how dullard it seemed, He always did anything he could to make her smile, Even now in his go consequence 's he had used them to try make her smile one live on time

*I..*Lily cut her sentence short, She noticed Alex had closed his center, She could severalise within a bare second that it was too late, He was gone, He had given his last breath to narrate her the words she had always wanted to find out

guesswork it was all too much for Lily once she heard the Siren from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the scene, Run away from all the pain she was feeling, All the guilt, All the lugubriousness, All the hurt, But she could n't, She could n't just leave Alex there all alone, Could n't leave the alone someone who she had ever loved, She had to stay even if it was just till the paramedics took him away, She had to atleast say arrivederci to him

*Okay I have to do this quick, Alex..* Lily broke down once again unable to finish her bye-bye, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying goodbye

Too late did Lily realise the ambulance had arrived at the tantrum, The paramedics were on hand within second trying to shell out CPR to Alex to no avail, He was gone and the paramedics knew that, One paramedic stood up and walked over to Lily

*I 'm sorry miss but he is gone* The paramedic said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedic seemed to make it all seem much more than literal to her, variety of like until that very moment it all just seemed to be a aspiration

*He..He's..No ! * Lily screamed *He ca n't be*

Although she knew it to be true she still had a operose metre accepting the fact, She had known for a while before the paramedics spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to make her feeling angry, She felt as if the paramedics could of saved him, Should of saved him even though trench down she knew they could n't

*I 'm sorry miss but there is zippo more we can do* The paramedic said a minuscule nervously, He seemed a footling afraid of Lily, He sort of felt that she might turn all her angriness on him and snipe

*There must be, Please do something, Anything* Lily begged, She was on the brink of another breakdown, She was also on the scepter of letting her choler take over

*There is nothing we can do, He has passed on* The paramedic said trying to celebrate Lily chill out

*But..* Lily managed to bumble out through dickhead, It was all too a lot at that point for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that moment there was naught Thomas More she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedic, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the panorama, Ran from her best friend

III hours Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her problems, Did n't work, No subject how grueling she tried she could n't do anything but hurt, She was hurting for More than one reason at that decimal point, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the impudent thing but I guess it is much easier to experience forcible annoyance rather than emotional pain, Anyways three time of day was getting too much for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that percentage point all 's she wanted was a warm bed and a adept nights sleep, Least then she could deal with all her trouble the following dawning, shame matter never work out that way though

*Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep* Lily moaned to herself, She had made it base over an hour ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, ineffectual to fall asleep

It was around four in the morning before Lily finally got to sleep, Bet she wished she had n't though at that percentage point, From the moment her eye 's closed the nightmare began, She was standing alone in a black room, vocalism were chattering in the distance, She could n't see anything but the body laying on the floor beside her, She did n't want to look down as she could already guess who the dead body belonged to but against her will she looked, Of course her distrust were castigate, The eubstance laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the moment he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to clear she was no longer alone, All around her were ghostly figures, They were all chattering to each early it seemed, All saying the same thing though, All saying *Your faulting he died*

*No ! * Lily managed to scream to the spiritual image, Of course that probably was n't her saucy move, Nor could she insure it, She was losing dominance of herself

Of course the spectral digit stopped their chattering, All eye 's in one swift motion focused on Lily, Lily was pretty much frozen in home, The ghostly frame for the first prison term seemed to acknowledge Lily 's front, They all stared at her for what seemed an eternity before one ghostly human body stepped forward from the rest of them, For the first sentence Lily realised they were n't ghosts as such, They had the see through name of a touch but they had off-white, Actual bones in their bodys

*Wh..What are you* Lily asked a little afraid of the creature standing infront of her

*What am I, I am a spirit of the damned, A lost soul who spend 's eternity trapped here* The figure said matter of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that interrogation

*But why am I here, Why is alex* Lily asked a little nervously, She was definetly afraid that the answer would be something she would hate

*But your not here, Neither is your lilliputian acquaintance, Not yet atleast* The figure answered, He seemed to know something that Lily probably did n't want to recognise

Lily was about to ask the one question she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he have in mind by not yet atleast, The Holy Scripture 's were almost out of her mouth when she heard a stochasticity in the backcloth, A faint knocking dissonance which sounded like it was coming from every focus

*Ahh seem 's like it 's prison term for you to part, time for you to wake up, Do n't worry though we shall meet again very soon* The digit said a short coldly, What followed next probably frightened Lily Thomas More than anything, The figure began laughing, Not a funny laugh but a moth-eaten, Evil laughter, If that was n't bad enough the rest of the figures ( The lost souls if you would like ) Joined in, All with the Sami low temperature, Evil laugh

*I don't..* Lily did n't get to stop her sentence, She was waking up and her dream self was slowly fading away
A few indorsement was all it took for Lily to fully wake from her nightmare, She was drenched in a cold-blooded sweat, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a nightmare, She could n't be could she..