*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn song"pa,"and this is just how I would view the issue of the song to go by, if you don't know the history of the vocal, look it up. I hope I've done the song justice, with a tailspin of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the song, the melt down of Jon ( the singer ) at the end of the data track kind of inspired the last entry. Enjoy. : ) *


introduction One- April 20th 20**

Had a good day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their friends and their kids to the beach. I didn't play much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with about tyke. They sorta make fun of me most of the time anyway.

Something concern though, a new neighbor that moved in in conclusion calendar week joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her epithet was Liz. She seemed kind of nice, she was pretty to, she kept most of the male child around her including me, she must take in a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the kind of things we like, talking about plot and stuff.

She had us talking about girls at some gunpoint saying"Some can be strange, but sometimes mature is a honest road to go."I don't really know what she meant but when she said it she gave me a particular look, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing attention to myself, but I really did delight talking to her, and when the others went to play on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.

No one has listened to me let the cat out of the bag that long since I don't know when, I think we can be dependable friends.

entryway Two- Apr 27th 20**

I forgot to seize my key before heading to school and got locked out of the firm for awhile. Mom and dad were still at work so I checked with the neighbor, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her phone to phone my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could stay with her until they came home in an hour. She said it was ok.

We talked about schooling and affair. She showed me around her home, but she wouldn't let me go in a sure elbow room, she said it was her"special place,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."

I'll have to make sure and ask mom and dad about theirs…

Entry Three- May 5th 20**

I don't have many friend, really none to be true, but Liz said she would be my friend.

I'm so happy, I've never had a friend as good as her. She lets me bide over when I get home from school, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just happy that I finally have a friend.

Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really operose, I could feel every percentage of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda embarrassed, but then she let go and gave me some cooky and we talked about what she did before she moved.

She was a doc in Calif., it made me question why she moved all the way to the early position of the US, she said she needed some rest period away from the urban center, and she has menage here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad look on her face, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me company Davey."And she stroked my face and I felt the flush pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt weird, but, at the Saami time I did like it.

I like Liz.

ingress Four- May 25th 20**

I can't recall what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the hospital because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything damage but they are keeping me overnight.

I was at Liz's like pattern, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to founder me some chocolate chip cookies. I noticed the cooky tasted a bit differently then usual, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, so I kept eating them.

Everything was hunky-dory, but after I ate a couple of cooky I started to sense a bit sleepy, and I started to sway in my professorship and lurch in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really weird at me and put her bridge player on the upper berth part of my thigh at touched me…there, before everything went blank.

I didn't separate mom or dad, I don't want to get her trouble for something I imagined.

I can still feel that touching though…

Entry Five- June 3rd 20**

Everything has been normal with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any move towards me. But I can still feel that touch modality, and my privates still feel weird, really sensitive.

I saw this jolly girl the other day and it stood straight up, I've never had it hap and I got affright. I told mom and dad, and they said it was OK and natural and didn't do anything after.

Late that night, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would find like to touch it. When I did it felt really unspoiled, and I continued, then I felt REALLY good, and then my phallus exploded with this white viscid material, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.

I didn't tell mom or dad.

unveiling 6- June 11th 20**

Liz has gotten a bit foreign, she kissed me on the boldness today, and laid her hand on my thigh when we were watching a movie, I didn't move it though, it felt kinda good and made my penis hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.

I hope she didn't, I don't want to go against her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets aroused, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.

Entry 7- July 4th 20**

Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? Daddy, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't care.

Liz, I thought you were my champion, and you hurt me.

I feel so alone, no one will believe me. She says she was going to screw me, and she touched me, result me to her"special blank space"a red way with a big bed, she made me strip, then tied me to the bed and played with me.

She got naked…she made me find good, punter than my hand.

NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me pappa ! Pleeease…believe me !

Tied down…

That's a good boy…

No one heard my screams…

I feel…dirty…

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…

Entry 8- August 20**

She keeps doing it, she keeps pain me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me mommy, why ? nooky you ! No, screw ! I don't want it…

I don't want to hurt anymore…why does it make to hurt…

entree 9- October 20**

TheY woNT beliEve me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?

Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…

ingress 10- Its covered in blood, found in Liz's place. Dated Nov 6th 20**

wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT belIEVE me ? I haD tooo stOP itt, sHe kept wound ME and YOU DIDN'T guardianship ! fUck YOU !

It's OVER NOW isn't it DADDY ? I'M coVereD in her BLOOD now, in a WHORE'S BLOOD !

I feel dirty, help me…

mother please forgive me, I just had to get out all my pain and woe. Now that I am done remember, I will always love you. I'm your son…





Can I be your Daddy ?

**Thanks for indication, this is one of my front-runner Song dynasty by KoRn, and I felt the itch to drop a line a fic about it. This is my first fic as well, and I think I will startle writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, rate and generate feedback. **