episode 3 :

'' Mmmmm '' i silently screamed into my pillow as i came for the 2nd meter since i laid down to sleep

My wet helping hand falling to my side vibration, it 's been so long since I 've been able to come i feel like i just unlock something mysterious inside of me

I ca n't end thinking about last night,

the way zac fucked that woman, the way he came all over her, and the fact that it was so wrong for me to get turned on by my own chum just makes it even hotter for some reason.

I closed my middle to log Z's, exhausted from coming i drifted to sleep, for about a second, before the mental image of my consistence coverd with his cum woke me up and i reached my now dry and sticky hand to my pussy again.

In the morning i cried. I felt disgusting for being attracted to my chum

I felt like I 'm the sickest somebody in the world, and while i was crying i started to get turned on again and it just made me cry Thomas More ! I 'm just a good deal ...

I guess i did n't hear the door outdoors but i did feel a hand on my back,

It was n't scary, it felt warm up and sort, i knew that hand

My mom 's soft voice asked me how I 'm feeling. At that moment i broke down, i covered my body with the blanket, worried she might see the big filth i left on the canvas or she might reek my juices dry on my mitt

I cried like a infant and she held me like a mother.

And for the offset meter in our relationship, we talked about sex.

I told her that i never came with anyone i slept with without taking tutelage if it myself, and lately even when i do it it 's harder to culminate, i told her how i felt this major release yesterday and she looked a fiddling happy about that.

It felt Wyrd talking to her about this, but i felt so good communion i wanted her to cognize more.

'' Do you cerebrate being back base has something to do with it ? '' She asked while my head was on her thigh

'' Mom ... i think there 's something wrong with me, i feel disgusted with myself ``

She started stroking my pilus

'' Why do you palpate that way ? ``

She sounded upset but tried to obscure it

'' Yesterday i had a sexual ambition ... about zac '' i told her the Truth ... well, a version of the truth.

'' Oh honey that 's convention, you 're probably just connecting being a little lonely sexually and being a piddling lonely at home, you guys have changed so much in Recent twelvemonth, you used to be friends ... ''

'' I ca n't discontinue thinking about it though ! I 'm a pervert ''. I almost did n't recognized my representative, i sound painful when i cry, like I 'm 3 and consume a insensate

Mom grabbed my forefront and turnd it to look straight at her

'' Listen to me, you are normal, you are wonderful. being sexual is fantastic, it 's fun. When i was your age i had cerebration like that too ''

What is she talking about ? Mom does n't suffer a brothe-oh my god did my mom quietus with her baby ? ?

'' Mom, what do you mean ? ``

She looked less confident all of a sudden

It took her a few minutes to come out talking but she eventually did.

'' when i was a fiddling new than you, i had a complicated relationship with someone in my family, it had a lot to do with power dynamics and dominance, and it was even opprobrious at fourth dimension i think. so please be careful, do n't let your persuasion carry you to start something unhealthy, hunky-dory dear ? I just, i do n't require to scare you from sex but i do n't need you to get hurt ''

I was stunned, to think that someone would suffer my gentel warm and sugariness mother, to reckon that angie had been a little squawk since she was little and that she did that to my mom. Now i was raging

'' Mom are you okay ? ``

My mom smiled and kissed my nerve, moving my tomentum aside and kissing the side of my head gently, i blushed a little and looked at her, she was so beautiful.

'' I promise i wo n't do anything mom, i just had a Wyrd twosome of days ... ''

I felt silly and dumb but at the Lapp fourth dimension i wanted to keep talking because i was worrird she might get up if i do n't.

But she stayed, and she touched my expression with her finger's breadth, i could finger her breasts touching the back of my headland

And Suddenly i realized i have been slowly touching myself under the blanket for a spell now.

WHAT IS wrongfulness WITH MY BRAIN ? !

it all felt so nice and chill out i did n't require to stop.

She combed my hairsbreadth with her fingerbreadth gently and i moved my finger on my once again soaked kitty-cat, she moved her hand on my spinal column slowly and then back to my hair, it felt good and loving.

then it happened, for a split second her mitt got tangled in my hair and it pulled on the dorsum of my heading just a trivial bit, just a piffling bit too much.

I lost ascendency for half a secondly and before i could stop over it i was coming. I was coming with my mom in the room.

I looked up at her in holy terror. i was biting on my bottom lip trying unvoiced to control my facial expression and falling miserably. It was all over, i felt the Wave lavation over me as i was staring at her eyes worried, but she did n't seem to notice, she was warm and kind. She nodded her head ever so slightly and said without sound `` it 's sanction ''.

That 's when i let go

'' Ahhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmahh '' i tried to lay off but it was too safe and too lately

It was a farseeing orgasam and it kept attacking me in waves after. i was shaking and ashamed, now i looked away and avoided her gaze.

I got up to sit on the bed next to her and I 'm sure i was as red as a wise tomato.

My mom put her hand on my shoulder and turned my face to her

She gave me a buss on the buttock and smiled at me

'' I hope our talk helped, we should do this more often honey, i missed you so much ''

I breathed in relief and smiled back awkwardly `` yeah..that was..nice ''

I was so relieved she did n't say anything but there was something else, maybe a little ... disappointment ? Did i want her to know me coming with her ?

Maybe my face gave me away because before she left she got closer to my still red face and with her hand on my cheek she kissed my mouth, not just a short peck, but a longer candy kiss with our mouths slightly heart-to-heart. I was stunned and quick-frozen. Her warm sassing felt amazing on mine and i closed my center as i got lost in the moment. She closed her lips without sounds and our candy kiss was over.

She got up and told me she needs to go take dinner, before she left she turned around and told me she loved me

'' I love you too mom, thank you ''

'' Anytime honey ''

She smiled and walked away

Anytime ? wellspring maybe my brain problem is genetic..