Was It Rape ?
So I failed my test. AGAIN. I saw the resultant list and even though I sort of knew I had failed, the ratification of it was really painful. My best friend, rosiness, was out of Town for work so she tried the best she could to keep my hard drink up via text, but I cried myself to sleep anyway. Her husband, Frank, who was still in Town, texted me too and let me have sex that if I needed to just hang or drown my sorrow or whatever, he was there for me.
My history with Frank…we hadn't seen each other much for about four months before this all happened. That's when rosiness caught him cheating on her. They took a distich of calendar month apart and then she moved back in with him and I had avoided him. We had been friends before that ; we'd hung out when Rose was out of Town, like buds. I don't trust many people easily, so it meant a lot when he cheated on her. I felt like he betrayed our friendship too. So this was going to be the first clip since"the incident"that we were seeing each former on our own without Rose as a buffer.
We went out form of early for a Friday. We went bowling and had beefburger at the bowling skittle alley. It was a fairly fancy lieu for a bowling alley, with a club and a bar attached, and it was expensive. I felt bad asking to act as another game, so we left and sat outside for a bit. He was staring at his headphone the whole sentence so I thought,"yeah he's not comfortable around me anymore either"and I felt bad, but I was still pissed at him on some level so I said I should just go home. He said no and we walked to a nearby bar.
We drank a lot. I was trying to stride myself with non-alcoholic deglutition in between the other beverage, but then he ordered me a shaft, and then I ordered really expensive whisky and we started having very explicit discussions about his sex life with Rose. Before the incident, they were not having sex, like at all. rosebush had been very, very upset about that. For month. Now, they were tramp. I still think that makes no sense, that she never was a swinger or had had a threesome before but after her hubby cheats on her, she starts having threesomes and swapping collaborator like it's nothing…I digress. So there was a guy, Roger, that had been…guesting, I guess you'd call it. Frank told me he'd gone down on Roger and asked me if I thought that made him gay. I was drunk, so I can't think what I told him. Probably something like it doesn't matter what I think.
I know I told him about some guy, maybe the guy I was with at the meter, I don't know, but I felt like I had to not be boring and straitlaced and prove I had a sex life too. He told me that it made him hard to hear about that history. He showed me a photo he had on his phone of rosebush getting fucked by Roger. I know I tried a few multiplication to get the conversation off sex, but I was so sot I can't really remember what I said.
At some point he or we decided it was time to leave. I went outside to bum a smoke from the mass on the patio. wienerwurst settled the account and followed me outside. He took the coffin nail away from me and took a drag then tried to kiss me on the mouth. I pulled away and pushed him, laughing and telling him he was being a boozy idiot. It never occurred to me at all that he could be seriously trying to osculate me.
fountainhead then he said he was trying to let me inhale the locoweed from him. So I did that a couple of times with him still thinking that was ok because although our moths were touching, it wasn't a osculation. Then he started kissing me and I…I don't know I was aflutter and kind of worked up and very imbibe. I let him kiss me a bit and then I kissed him back a bit and I kept thinking the all time that it was just stupid, sottish, innocent fun. Innocent !
We had to take the air a few cylinder block to get to a place where we could beguile a cab. I was feeling drunk and well-chosen and having fun kissing here and there. I remember he said something to me like"you're so sang-froid because you know this doesn't bastardly anything."I just laughed and pushed him away and told him he was dolt about half the times he went in for a kiss, but when I did let him kiss me, I did kiss him back. I don't know how many times we kissed before we got to the cab stand.
We got a cab and I got in and slumped over. I must have been pretty toast because my brain started going in and out, like being half asleep where you're kind of aware of things going on, but not really able to speak or participate in anything. I felt my skirt get pushed up over my rear and Frank's custody on my ass. I might bear swatted his hands away or I may deliver just thought that I wanted to. I remember listening to him giving directions to the driver and thinking he was a lot more than sober than me. I remember thinking that I was in deep shit since I couldn't drive away from his billet for respective hours at least. I'm pretty for certain I felt or said"I'm screwed."I was right.
He groped me under my bird the unharmed cab ride home ; unless the device driver started asking for more counsel, then my wench got flipped back down to cover me up. I was mindful of it, but I couldn't motility. I didn't say layover in the cab because I was afraid the number one wood would call the bull or something. As I have said several fourth dimension, I was very, very drunk. I probably should cause said something ; maybe it would take in scared him. Toward the end of the cab ride, he succeeded in getting his finger in between my labia from behind. I know I was wet, I'm always stupidly horny when I'm drunkard, even if I don't want sex, I get wet. I'm sure he took that as a sign of the zodiac I wanted it. I probably was turned on on some stratum, but I still didn't think…I just didn't think anything would really chance. Not four months after he cheated on Rose, not with her best friend, who told him off and called him every gens in the Scripture and then didn't speak to him in any meaningful way for four months.
I can't think getting in the business firm or how I got through the living room, past the kitchen to the breakfast nook, but I remember standing at the breakfast bar and looking across the house at him getting naked and then I really got horrify. I remember yelling at him to get his clothes back on, to stop it to quit being stupid person. He got some of his wearing apparel back on but not all of them. He ran over to me and hugged me and said it was ok, that we didn't have to do anything, but he had wanted me for a hanker meter, and that he was sorry. He kept asking me if I was ok and I said yes, but that we can't do anything, I can't betray my trump Friend, he can't do this to her again, blah blah blah etc. He kept saying that he knew, and then I was crying, or sort of rallying cry, it's pretty fuzzy.
He hugged me and buried his head in my neck. He started to nuzzle and piece the post that turns me on so much and I am for certain I moaned, I know I was turned on somewhat. His hands were all over me, under my shirt, my shirt was off, under my bra, then my bra was off and he was playing with my nipples and we were kissing. My breath was stuck, or else I was panting, or he was panting and I couldn't breathe, I was horny and terrified and angry and shocked. I pulled away and put my bra back on and he started to osculate me again and begged me to let him keep an eye on me get myself off. I said no and got my shirt back on and was begging him to stop touching me, to finish kissing me. I kept saying over and over"we can't do this, you can't do this to her again, you didn't see her, you don't know what it did to her."He kept agreeing with me, but somehow my shirt and bra came off again and I was losing the conflict with my legs to keep standing.
Finally I started bargaining with him. I told him to keep his clothes on and that he could check me get myself off but that was it. He said ok and took my skirt off. I had taken the scanty off earlier in the evening ( very sneakily I thought, too ), because they were riding up in a really uncomfortable way when I had been bowling. The skirt was below my knee, so I didn't even think it was that big a flock."No panty, you're such a good slut,"he said when he looked down. Being called gens for some ground just really turns me on. He reached down and slew a finger right into me and my knees gave way. He"helped"me upstairs to their bedroom so he could look out me get off. Yeah right.
I was on the bed and my head and the room and the universe of discourse was spinning. He was on the bed and he was naked. I remember telling him he had to stay dressed but his face was in my crotch and he was going down on me like it was his job before I could dissent much more. pink wine had told me several time how proficient he was at eating pussy and I just rolled my eye and didn't believe her. Well, he was pretty skilful. He knew just where my g-spot was and how to rub it, fast and hard while sucking my button. I came pretty quickly and I didn't realize it money box later but that was the for the first time clip I ever squirted.
"You taste amazing, kiss me and taste yourself."He kissed me and I kissed him back, still horny because I'm never satisfied after one orgasm. I tasted like Ananas comosus succus. I've never tasted that good since that night, although I never taste bad, but never that sweet and fruity again. He went back down on me some more, his clapper plunging into my cunt over and over again money box I came on his knife and he kept telling me how amazing I tasted. I kept saying no here and there but I didn't energy him away anymore ; I wanted to cum again. He was decently, I was a slut. Naked in my skillful ally's married bed, legs wide undefended with her married man's face in my slit eating it for all he was worth and I was moaning and grinding my pelvic arch into my mouth. I came on his fingers a few more times and I was honestly ready to catch some Z's but he wasn't done with me yet.
He pulled Rose's vibrator out of her nightstand draftsman and started fucking me with it. He plunged it cryptic inside me and then started moving it in and out fast and gruelling. I came, screaming and squirting again. The whole prison term he's telling me how much he wants me, hot fucking hot I am, that he's wanted to be intimate me since the first metre he met me four eld ago. It's not possible to not be affected by those things while you're drunk and cumming over and over and doing something very forbidden. Even though I kept saying we shouldn't, I had stopped saying"no"and I kept cumming.
Finally, he put my left field leg over his shoulder and lined his gruelling dick up to my cunt. With no rubber.
"You want me to fuck you ?"he asked. I wanted to keep cumming, but I shook my head.
"We shouldn't do this, we can't do this."I said as he slid is rock laborious cock all the way into me. It felt good.
He kept my leg pressed between our bodies as he pumped in and out of me, relentlessly, for probably a one-half hour. He kept reaching down to pinch my tit and pressure his hired hand around my throat, which I hated but couldn't speak to recount him. He kept calling me a good slut, and telling me I had a good slit, that I was such a in effect shag, that my titty were perplex, that I was so fucking hot. I kept saying he was just inebriate and he was going to regret it in the morning, that I would, that when we were sober we were going to hate ourselves, but that didn't establish his prick soft, he just kept pumping and pumping. I made him stop because I had to pee and threatened to pee on the bed.
While I was sitting on the toilet peeing, he followed me in and grabbed the back of my head and shoved it down on his prick. I pulled off him and started blowing him so he wouldn't choke me. I took him till he hit the back of my throat, licking and getting him wet all over, tasting how sweet my pussy was on his cock. I reached down and gently played with his balls while I swirled my tongue around the head and then started bobbing my head up and down on his cock while massaging his balls…I mentation if I could get him to cum that he'd blockage fucking me and fall asleep and we could put this behind us, affect it never happened.
He wouldn't cum, or couldn't cum, he had incredible staying power for some cause. He pulled me off the toilet and let me launder my work force before pulling me back into the bedchamber and pushing me on the bed.
He fucked me till I was dry, till I was raw and still he didn't cum, He made me cleave a finger up his ass while he poured lube all over my pussy and kept fucking me. I felt like it had been going on for hours and hours, but I have no idea how long it actually lasted. I don't even think I was awake for all of it. I just remember the touch sensation of my pegleg going numb, of my pussy being sore and his travail dripping in low temperature drops onto my face and chest.
Finally, he was ready. He pulled out and came everywhere. It hit the headboard, my fuzz, my face, my tits, my stomach, and then he spread open my pussy and came all over it. I was so tired, and still so drunk that I didn't even move, not to strip up or anything. He went and got a towel or something and wiped me off a bit and then told me I better stay in his bed with him instead of going down the Granville Stanley Hall to the Edgar Albert Guest room. I didn't argue. I just closed my eyes.
Next matter I knew it was daylight, but that frigidness, thin daylight of betimes dayspring. He was stroking my pilus, then he was kissing the back of my neck opening, then he was pulling the cover version down…I pretended to be asleep, but he kept fondling and kissing and groping. He rolled me on my back and stuck his fingers right in my dry pussy. I opened my centre and cried out in pain.
He told me he'd probably never have this fortune again so he intended to enjoy me as much as possible. He pulled out the bottle of lube and squirted it all over me and him. He asked me if I'd ever seen a peter mob and I said I hadn't. He showed me this clear, stretchable, silicone polymer roofy, and then he but it over hid cock and over and around his egg and hammer. He told me it makes it bigger and keeps him laborious for yearner. I told him I was sore and that last Nox was enough and he was sober so he didn't have any excuse. He said something like"you're a hot slut, you're naked in my bed, and I'm going to screw you."
He got on top of me and started pumping away. I was too tired, sore and had the beginnings of a hangover to agitate or to enjoy it or to do anything but just try to string up onto the cognitive content of my abdomen. He got frustrated I wasn't responding and started fucking me harder, making it hurt more. Finally, hoping to get it over with sooner rather than later, I started fucking him back and making moaning disturbance that I hoped were convincing. It worked because he pulled out and came all over me again. I got up out of the bed and almost fell to the floor, my wooden leg were so shaky. I hobbled to the bath and rinsed off in the rain shower, then looking at the muddy bed plane and Frank sitting there looking totally engrossed in his iPad, I turned and shuffled down the hall to the guestroom and fell asleep.
A few hour later, I woke up, found all my clothes all over the mansion and drove Frank back to his car. I didn't say anything for a retentive sentence until he finally broke the muteness."That was a lot of fun, I hope you're not offended, but you're a cracking lay."I smiled a tight-lipped smiling and held back the impulse to cry. We got close to the parking lot where he'd left his car and he tried talking again."The solely thing I regret is that I didn't get to get it on you more."I felt a wave of sickness and unhappiness and disgust and shame. He got out of my car and took off toward the parking garage and I went dwelling and took a long rain shower .