Once the kids were back, what happened that day became a retentiveness, at first.

For a calendar week or two, there were no more words spoken and only an odd wave from Gina.

I kept getting flashbacks.

These flashbacks weren't about Gina and her well maintained toned body or her platinum blonde lock, they were instead about Jordan.

All-day I felt guilt.

Whether it be at my parttime job at the spirits shop or at home, my mentation kept being interrupted with visions of his dick sliding into my mouth.

Up until that day I would never induce fathomed I would willingly do anything so daring.

I had never thought of sucking stopcock before nor did I want too.

Now when I closed my eyes I'd see rematch of his cock sliding inside my mouth.

I had to shake my head at times to try regain focus.

In my aspiration, I would live over that day, beginning with Gina's smile but quickly switching to Jordan's sliding pecker into my mouth.

Every detail of me sucking hammer was replayed vividly in my imagination.

The fervor was overwhelming me with guilt.

I'd wake up thinking I had a saw throat from him slamming his cock in to it.

It was so real that when I spat phlegm out, I thought it was his cum.

I was so taken out of my biz that I took a week off work.

The fact that both party haven't uttered a Good Book to me since was nerve-racking.

I felt depressed, guilt and humiliation, plus rapture all at differing times of the day.

It even put me off wanking.

Until on the third hebdomad after the event, I thought to myself"Fuck it."

I jacked off with look-alike of me sucking rooster re-playing in my head.

That's when the defeat ended and I started feeling a little more relaxed.

It was much later that night that the figure of speech started returning.

The adjacent day I started to edge-wank by stopping just before I'd cum.

It helped contain the images in my head.

For hours this went on to ikon of Gina's grinning and breast and then the cock swallowing.

I was starting to cogitate about visiting the doctor, but didn't know what to say.

"Hey Doctor can you help me, I sucked cock now all I see is cock,"Yeah I'm sure that will go down well.

I even got to the stage where I'd lay on my backrest, wriggle my legs over a lounge and let them fall flat past my shoulders.

From there I'd try in vain to take in my own cock.

I couldn't but instead I jerked my tool column inch away from my back talk, so I'd cum on my face and tongue.

All these picture would stop once I had cum.

I just lay there almost puffed and almost dozing off for minutes.

The mountain on my face and stench wasn't the like as when it was Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan shooting all over me.

Maybe it was because I didn't have my peter planted inside Gina at the Saami time.

Who knows ?

Eventually, I'd clean and jerk myself up and try relax.

As I cleaned myself up I felt confusion, disgust, and guilt again.

"What's going on, screwing ?"I growled at myself and head-butted the door frame.

I knocked myself out.

*

hour later after I had some sleep.

I started questioning myself again.

"Am I fag or something but I like girls ?"

I still fantasized about Gina and having my prick buried balls deep in her puss, but what about this former shit ?

"Fuck, fuck, I'm not a fag I like pussy,"I tried telling myself.

"Fuck this,"I ranted to myself and decided to leave the house.

I went for a drive.

*

This trumpery ended once I got back.

Gina came over for a visit.

She noticed I was staying at home a lot.

Then she told me that Jordan River and her were going through some dramas.

They may divorce or separate, the kids are they only reason they still together.

"That Nox when I/we all got together, I can't get the images out of my headspring,"I opened up.

"Was I that good ?"She said with a cheeky grin.

"No/yes, it's not you but Jordan who is stuck in my fountainhead,"I ashamedly said.

"Hmm, interesting,"She went all quiet.

"Seems like I'm making all the guys in my life cock chasers,"She said, with a aflutter smirk.

"Remember the first time we met, remember the offset time we spoke,"I began.

"It felt like ages, remember our flavour, and retrieve the fireworks of that night,"I kept talking.

"well there was an ending to the fireworks and that was Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan finishing in me,"I finished.

"Oh-kay,"she said, puzzled.

"I keep seeing Jordan sliding his cock in my mouth and splattering my nerve,"I hysterically said.

"It wo n't go away, that's what I am confused about,"I said, almost breaking down.

She gave me a hug, a long hug.

"There, there it'll go away once you make your choice,"She patted my back.

"choice ?"I almost broke her embrace.

"Yes honey, whether you're vanilla, bi or a gay faggot like Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan,"she softly said.

"looking at Jordan River craves the small fry, but every now and then he goes cock hunting at legal profession,"She said.

"He didn't really know until he went back for seconds what he wanted,"She finished.

She gave me a precious small smile and then a wink.

In a blinking of an eye, she was down on her knees and ripped my cock of my shorts.

Dam she has no off button.

She tugged at my cock gently and squeezed my foreskin.

Then she clutched her hand down the base of my diaphysis and cupped and tickled my balls.

Gina had her ovolo around the base of my shaft and was tickling or treating my ballock like she was about to wander two dice.

I let out a sigh when she circled around and around the prick of my cock.

She then put my prick in her backtalk deeper and deeper, while still juggling my balls.

Gina released my balls once she started sucking deep and hungrily.

She tickled my putz with her tongue and lovingly licking the tip.

There was drool all over my cock now as she kissed it and sucked it back into her mouth.

I had my manus cupping her juicy asscheeks as she sped up her sucking.

She had her backtalk firmly clamped tightly around my rooster driving me insane with lust.

I knew I couldn't hold in on much long and I think she knew too.

If my great breathing and groans weren't a sign then her eyes being shut and her steady cycle did.

"OOHH !"I moaned, as my cock starts feeling fatter.

She slowed a slight as my leg started to stiffen.

"GGUURRDD !"That was it, my balls started to empty in her mouth.

What I pumped out was workweek of frustration.

I don't think she expected so much but as the little shaft warrior, she was she held my cum in her mouth until I wasn't pumping anymore.

Then she gulped it down with a individual swallow.

She licked her lips and kissed me.

I could smell and taste my cum.

"Feeling adept ?"Gina asked.

"I feel baffle and yes,"I said.

"Flattery will get you Thomas More,"She said and kissed me again.

This time passionately.

I felt loath to kiss her after swallowing my cum but I went with the flow.

"Hmmm tangy,"I said.

After we cleaned up we kissed some more and then she left before the Thomas Kyd got home from school.

*