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YoungI was a 5 feet 25 girl, pocket-sized for my age and also a chubby miss, as you can imagine I wasn't popular at school day, and suffered bullying for a few years. I was very very very shy, tremendously shy. I lived alone with mom, she was a nursemaid, and worked in different shifts. My dad never loved me he always showed contempt at me and snubbed me when I talked to him, he always told me my nativity was a mistake, but he left us and we never knew from him anymore. My mom was a good mom, but because of her teddy I used to be alone more often than normal kids.
The intimidation I talked about were always the same 4 little girl and one boy who walked the first mile and a half with me who used to bully me. I had a 4 mi walk to school, and back home after school day again.
One of those daylight in which they again walked the commencement Admiralty mile and a half with me, it started again, after calling me affair and I ignoring them, they throwed my script on the land and while I was picking things of the ground one of them pushed me and trying not to fall I sophisticate my ankle.
It happened in front of and apartment building and soon a man of about 60 years rushed towards me who saw it all happen. They ran away, he helped me beak up my affair and helped me up, but I couldn't base so he offered me to put a patch on my mortise joint and I decided to accept because I didn't want my mom to do it what was happening at school. I had never told her about the bullying. So that day I went with him and he took precaution of my ankle with a bandage.
He watched out for me the next twain of days, but as soon as he wasn't there it all happened again. So one time he offered to expect for me when school ended so he could take the air me close to home. I liked that because at least I went family fearless, and he enjoyed doing it. After a month of knowing him and walking me home we talked about flock of things and I felt very confortable when he was around, I guess I saw him like a variety of father public figure. He invited me to his apartment the days that my mom had afternoon shift and wouldn't be home after schoolhouse, and I had gone a few times, we watched movie and I even did my preparation there sometimes. I was convinced after almost two month now of knowing him that he was very variety to me and that I liked going to his apartment.
We talked about everything. He asked me one time about my dressing manner. I can still call up our conversation, all the things that happened in that time period I have them burned in my mind, everything, sometimes I still hear our conversations in my mind.
- Why do you always wear wide jeans and sweaters ?
- I'm not thin ... I am embonpoint and those apparel don't lawsuit me.
- You're damage, there are boy who like chubby missy and therefore also like chubby miss dressed sexy.
- Not on my school ... nobody likes fat girls at my school.
- You are not fat, just a minuscule chubby like you say, but definitely not fat. And you have a very moderately face.
- You are lying, I am fat.
- You know I could secern of somebody who likes you a lot ...
- Sure ...
- Me.
I blushed immediately and didn't dare look at him anymore. I was a very very unsafe girl and very very incredibly shy. I was feeling a piddling uncomfortable so I told him I had to go home that day. He didn't block me. But before I left he asked me if he could blame me up after schooltime tomorrow. I said yes.
When he picked me up I felt so much shame for what he said the day before that I talked lupus erythematosus than usual, Ii didn't want him to bring that conversation up again. He asked me if I would like to go with him to his apartment again and I said yes. We talked about band of things like always but 2 hours before I had to result he suddenly said :
- I mean what I said yesterday Lisa. I like you very much, the way you are and I like your very pretty boldness. But I am not able to tell how your soundbox looks like wearing always those wide clothes. I'm not asking you to bear witness me your body but at least you could take off your sweater if you are wearing something underneath it. Are you wearing something ?
- Yes, a tanktop ...
- Only a tanktop ?
- Yes ...
- No bra ?
- Oh yes, also a bra ...
- You see, at your age you are already using a bra, you should be gallant. You would form me very happy if you would take your perspirer off ...
I felt very ashamed of my breast, I had very big boob for my age, and later in my life I underwent surgery to keep down my breast size because of my neck and speed back pain, and the weight was leading to kyphosis. Also a lot of bullying from the boys at school started always because of my breast, so normally I wore apparel that didn't show anything of my breast, and when mass started to talk about breasts I always felt very very uncomfortable.
- So Lisa ? You want to do that for me ?
- I don't know ... it embarrass me so much ...
- Why ?
- because of my breast, I feel very embarrassed because of them, and it's always a motive to hector me at shoal ...
- I won't bully you because of that, you can be sure enough about that. I'm sure they're just jealous.
I thought that it would make no dispute if he saw me in jumper or tank top and it would make him felicitous, and because he had been so good for me and helping me with the bullying problem I felt like ‘ OK I do it for you ’. So I took of my sweater and there I was standing in my dungaree and tank top.
- You are so beautiful Lisa. I feel so stupid person to tell this Lisa, and I know you probably will not want to talk with me anymore or maybe even see me anymore but ...
- But what ?
- Please promise you don't be mad at me OK ?
- No ...
- Promise me ...
- I promise ...
- I think you are so blasted beautiful and um ... I have fallen a little bit in sexual love with you in these two month ...
I immediately started to blush, I didn't know what to suppose because I liked the fact that somebody at to the lowest degree thought I was beautiful and I liked the fact that I was wanted by somebody but he was 59. I didn't know what to say so I kept silence, and was hoping he continued to talk, but I could notice he was not feeling confortable with having told me that.
- I'm so sorry Lisa, I didn't want to give you uncomfortable with this, and if you do not want to retort here I understand ... I just ... I know I am 59 and you ... but I ... it's just the way I feel, sorry.
I didn't know what to say. I felt so ashamed. It was an uncomfortable spot so I think that's why he changed suddenly.
- I can severalize you are wearing a red bra, am I right ?
- Yes.
- That is so sexy Lisa ! Can I see the bra ? I mean just by lifting your top ? Please Lisa ...
I didn't know what to do, I could feel my face blush. I blocked and didn't know what to do or say, I took the bottom of my tank top, but wasn't sure if I should lift it.
- Don't be afraid Lisa nobody can see it, it's only you and me, it's like being on the beach in a Bikini, except there is no sand and water supply, and at least I, am going to keep my mouth shut. I haven't seen Lisa's bra.
- ok ...
I lifted my tank top and was showing my bra to him.
- You are making me very very happy Lisa, you are such a beautiful girl ! Would you take your army tank top of for me ? You don't have to OK, but I would like to see you like if you were in Bikini and think how you would await like if we were on the beach.
I thought it would do no trauma if he could see me like when I was on the beach with my mom, and I took it off.
- You are making me the most happiest man on the world Lisa, I mean this. Do you like making me felicitous Lisa ?
- yes ...
- Is your panty the same color as your bra ?
- yes ...
- Can I see that too ? Like a Bikini ?
- I don't know J ...
- Lisa no one sees you, only you and me here ...
I could only think of the two months we knew each other, he had always been full to me and I thought to myself that this was like thanking him for that.
- but I only low-pitched my denim a little bit ok ?
- That's finely Lisa, thank you.
I lowered a little bit the waste product of my jeans.
- So beautiful Lisa, but I want to see your full panty OK ? Lower your blue jean a little bit more ...
I lowered a footling bit more until my entire panty was visible.
- Please Lisa lower your blue jean to your knees OK ? Then you can dress up again OK ?
I lowered my jeans until my stifle, and there I was standing while he was sitting on the sofa. He took a polaroid instant camera.
- Lisa, you mind if I take a few pics of you like that ? I'll do it with this television camera OK ? So you can see it right away, I just want you to see how beautiful you are.
I thought that there was zero incorrect if he did it like he said so I said yes. He took a presence picture of me and I had to turn around and he made one of the back and then he asked me to bend over and made another one.
- You can clip Lisa. Thank you very very practically. delight sit next to me when you finish OK ?
- ok ...
I did. He showed me the pics.
- You see ? You are a very reasonably girl.
- No I am chubby.
- Maybe you are chubby for girls of your age, but for me you have a everlasting little ass.
- Why you want these pictures ?
- Because I can not stop thought of you and this way I will always have got a aphrodisiacal thought of you.
- But please don't render them to cypher, please !
I blushed a lot.
- Who are those kids that are bullying you ?
- minor from another class. Why do you want to know who they are ?
- Lisa, distinguish me, what do you think would pass if I would show them those three pics ?
I immediately blushed again and felt cold and very unquiet, just by thinking he would do that.
- fountainhead my beautiful Lisa ? What do you mean would happen ?
- I think I could go no more to school day ! ! ! ! !
- And you don't want that ...
- NO ! ! !
- I don't want it either but you know ...
- ... what ?
- I will not show it to them OK ? But I want something in return OK ?
- what ?
- You sitting on me Lisa ...
- Sit on you ?
- Yes ...
I sat on his lap.
- Not like that Lisa. Open your peg and sit on me facing me.
I sat on him like he told me. We were dressed so I felt save in that way. He grabbed my ass and pulled me higher towards him. I hadn't done anything with a man in my aliveness and I hadn't even imagined anything with a man, but I could severalize he wanted to hug me and that he had pulled me up and wanted me to sit on his phallus. He then started to move my rosehip with his two hands back and Forth over his phallus I didn't know what to do or how to behave so I just hung my blazonry on the side while he kept me moving me back and Forth. I remember"that"felt very hard in his jeans.
- This is our secret Lisa, I like you so much.
I could feel he started to pass off heavily and with one arm he hugged me and pulled me difficult against him while he kept moving my hip back and Forth River. His mouthpiece was in my neck and I could feel him kissing my neck opening and licking my neck to my ear.
- You are so sleep with hot Lisa.
He whispered in my ear. Then he hugged me with one hand around my neck and the former around my waist and pulled me hard against him, and I could finger his body handclasp and he pulled me down while his coxa pushed hard against me and he started to moan very hard. I didn't know then what was happening but I remember I got very scared because it first was as if he couldn't get air and right after this came the shaking and very hard moaning. He kept hugging me for a few proceedings, then he started to talk.
- Oh tinker's damn, oh fuck, oh shit, o cocksucker ...
- are you ok ?
- Yes Lisa, but This is so wrong ! ! ! I am 59. Don't ever tell this to cypher delight ...
- But what you mean with so wrong ?
- Lisa I just came in my jeans because of you. I just got an orgasm because of you.
- climax ?
- You don't know what that is ?
- No.
- Well an orgasm happens when a man is in love with a girl and the girl gives the man a very good smell back ... but you are too Danton True Young for this to happen to me, this is so so wrong.
- But you are in dear with me ?
- Yes Lisa but I feel so ashamed for it.
- I never thought any boy would care me ...
- I like you very much Lisa but this is way too wrong !
- You didn't like it then ?
- It has been the right feeling I have had in my whole hot ! But Lisa I have to make clean something now, so delight if you let me resist ...
- clean ?
- Yes Lisa I have to clean everything down here ...
When he came back from cleaning he said :
- You probably don't want to see me anymore Lisa ...
- Why you say that ?
- Because of what just happened ... I understand if you don't want to see me anymore Lisa.
- I do require to see you J ...
- Please don't tell this to anybody Lisa ...
- I promise.
- Do you mind wearing the same bra and panties tomorrow ?
- ok ...
I went home that day not really aware of what had happened .