It was cold. I stood on the street turning point in the freezing rain. I still couldnt believe this. I was a whore. I was a slattern. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My Children. I was having Twins. I Was 8 months fraught and i Needed money to get a dingy flat. So now i stood on the street recession with my Big, Plump, and unit of ammunition belly waiting for the succeeding Guy who would micturate me his dupe. Thats when he pulled in front of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the plan ? He asked. I shrugged. How much is it gon na cost for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 dollars. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 bucks. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 bucks. If i let you get a rain shower and feed you dinner and let you outride the night can you even it out and make it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a deal. We arrived at his apartment and went inside. It was warm but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to follow him with his mitt and we walked back to his way. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital ready to deport ? He snickered. Im trusted i said unable to appear him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my gasp. As common i Blocked my mind out and thought of how Beautiful and stupefy My babies were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to conduct fear of them and put a roof over there head. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving clapper inside my bitch. He pried my sass undefendable and i sucked his dick, taking it deep pharynx. He throat fucked me for various minutes until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his phallus entering me and just like always, and thought of my beautiful twinned baby. Would they be two son ? Woukd they be two girls ? Would they be a boy and a miss ? What would be there favorite solid food ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they wish bubblegum when they got elder ? Fruity or mint ? Would there favorite color be orangeness, green, blue, purple, or red ? Would they look like me ? Or ... there father ... which i most probably never knew the name of or so much as what his Favorite pastime was. He was just another man. Another crawling that payed me. My infant didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could know them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my children would never sleep with there pappa, never get to encounter him. What would i say when they came home from pre-k and asked me why did the other children have Daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i get to tell them about my animation right now ? Would they understand ? Or would they detest me and resent me for giving them this life history. Ok im done, he broke me out of my trance. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the lav, and started to shut the threshold. No, let me look on. He said, running his mitt over my dead body. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the water on. I stepped in and felt the water on my backbone. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. Honey, you let me do you good. He said. He put his arms around me. I didnt experience what the hell on earth to think. Im gon na put in an extra two hundred bucks for those nestling of yours, and if you need a place to abide i have an redundant room. I looked up at him. Are you severe ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would love to have you and your children stay at my house. I thought about it, and didnt be intimate if it was safe for my child, but veracious about now i didnt see any other choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My public figure is Chuck Carlton. That night, lying in bed with this random guy, my contractions started. I sat up in bed and held my venter, screaming. Whats amiss Little lady ? He asked me, clearly vex. Its prison term. I said. Oh Savior god. He walked around to my side of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his hand truck and helped me inside. The contractions were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water broke in his truck. Dammit young lady. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your demerit. When we got to the hospital i was dialated all the way, honey were gon na take you to push now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chuck 's deal. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the pass. She said. I pushed as punishing as i could and felt something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My baby ! Its a Bouncng baby boy ! She smiled at me. Let me hold him. I reached out. Honey your still in labor you ! chip in him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that consequence my solid world, which had been naught, became something. This fiddling boy in my arms now was half of my creation. Push ! I pushed as voiceless as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the baby in the crease of my arm. I held my whole world in my mitt at that import. bust streamed down my case. They both had my red hair. My sister had my red hair ! I was so well-chosen. I named the girl mania holy man, for my loving passion for her and my mean heat for her also-ran sire. I named the boy Patrick Grace Ethel Cecile Rosalie Allen. Patrick after my father, and Allen after my Father 's father. These babies were my creation. Patrick and Passion .