So um little warning, this share of my uh taradiddle ? I guess tale is right on word, um is a little darker. Sorry but it's avowedly, not too dingy just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for Clarence Day. At first of all the night before with my mother felt like a dreaming, that was until I vastly became aware of my nakedness. I grinded my teeth as I do when I am trying to hide how nervous I am, so I guess I was trying to veil it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my back, feeling with my mitt the edges of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the slope of my brass, but the embarrassment quickly became overwhelming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this metre and making indisputable I was wrapped from feet to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my script, caressing my fingerbreadth with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to make sure as shooting I was real or something…

The dissonance of the ply water had long stopped, I had to lead off to wonder what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh right ! You should know she has her own bathroom connected to her bedchamber, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the phone of the can door opening made me jump. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back snag once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeves for work. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to cerebrate a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the John Major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly teach the deterrent example that life simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the typical child response, I had expected the entire humanity to terminate and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to work so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most devil face I could piddle. Eyes squinted hard and mouth closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glare at her, she huffed and her bridge player hit the side of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong apparent movement that I had became very use to ). And you should get laid I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this time she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's faulty ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the thoroughgoing thing I thought she should of said."Honey, do you need me to last out home ? We can peach about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her crack ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to abide ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my chest, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little laughable side note haha was actually hard shuffling with my feet over the cover ( im not magniloquent LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a good mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you need to just discontinue being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please speak to her. But being the refractory bratwurst that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern whole step"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"

My mom simply put her foreland down, I remember this action at law very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to grab her and…yes kiss her. But as you may tell, this day was just becoming a figure of matter I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to unfold the room access, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my hired man shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hair, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't sure what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the inhuman shoulder after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first multiplication, but my problem wasn't this, it was the face-to-face damn it. I was wild that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the integral time, and it was amazing, dare I say perfect for me ?

But It was with my mother and I was upset, raise up how much I had enjoyed myself.
Well feeling really Wyrd just being naked, I had decided to find some clothes. I walked to my cupboard, but stopped as I heard the front door unfold and close…I memory just, I dunno, snickering ? in letdown that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well call for a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the shower, hand against the wall, oculus closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just consecrate on the hot water running down my dead body, I had it so hot my skin was turning garden pink lol. Sadly, the magic of a skillful hot shower bath, did not work this time as I, well began once again playing back the events of shoemaker's last Nox, though this time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her body, how ….how amazing she looked, and I found myself starting to become very wrick on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my give breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a minute I think I just stood there massaging my breast, rubbing my stomach with my other hand, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's weird where our intellect go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I mentation of my buddy and I began to suppose of what they would think…then of how my acquaintance would gauge me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the energy to fight the grayback in my stomach or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the cascade, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not sure how long, but felt like 15 min+.
I guess just simply the high temperature had became too much, or just sitting on the grueling shower floor for so recollective my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured mortal wash on my hired hand and just gave myself a quick cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombi spirit, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jumping from the chilliness I felt as my skin touched the edge of the sink. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.
I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she potential see me in me that was so great ? I examined myself from head to waist. I thought, my heart are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my chest, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda nice, I developed early, but…never really saw them as objects of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how much my mom just seemed to…erm enjoy them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a little stupid, trying to intend of what my own mother found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say overplus quickly turned into dishonor *Sigh* and Shame quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the inculpation on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with fury, so lots rage it was like I woke up, my eubstance just got all this energy and ira and I just I didn't know where to localize it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast public treasury finally I just grabbed the hand soap pump, fully prepared to shed at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to fix it, and well it sounds speechless but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get upset when my comrade broke stuff when he got tempestuous and how chafe she gets even when we break stuff on stroke and I …I just SCREAMED I mean I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottle thingy ( it was a nice like drinking glass thingy my marvellous ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 monster cracks with a same immense gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my handy workplace, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my hair as close as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this sentence just wide blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the potty, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a tenacious black HBK t-shirt, and a distich of pink panties ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My headspring was killing me and I was tops freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my favorite pizza place ! Deep dish sausage paddy with surplus cheese..mmmmm : P Well while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to recall of last night, so I decided to rent a movie on demand ( Iron man in compositor's case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comic girl…so let's all hope man of sword rock candy ! Cuz I am tired of Marvel wtfpwnig the laughable book movie mankind ! I mean…ya batman is cool but really heath daybook's joker made that trilogy special, the kickoff one was ok, third gear one good, only the dark knight was a master musical composition.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya new justice dominion ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching atomic number 26 man, till finally I heard the room access knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay feeling at me being all fancy, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the people in the earth I really didn't want to see ( former than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the threshold UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my vocalisation even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering public treasury finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a quick looking at around. Becoming oddly nervous as if somehow he had physic abilities and knew what had happened here last Night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

Well he saw my trouser on the trading floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to race like a thousand times faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inner script with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my oral sex saying it's not like it's not normal to just have my pants laying around he has no idea your being an idiot ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to get to things worse my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big suspiration of relief as he went in my pocket and grabbed out my phone, his face giving me that…tisk tisk tone hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrong ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your pant, and also keep your damn phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full gens when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was disquieted all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to name me to check up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been ineffectual to accomplish my mom. ( I found out twelvemonth later that she actually felt too awkward to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his dubiousness, but he was untrusting so he had begun to ruffle through my pant pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD full stop WTH. He just…typically laughed off my chemical reaction telling me to steady down, which just made it so much worse so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not tinct my matter. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way fathers do implying showing them regard, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mood.

You should know my dad has never been wonderful with the drama situations so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, zip against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo small to me now. wellspring anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the motion-picture show that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the sofa. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza pie, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint smile as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big snuff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A orotund pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the class of 2 or 3 daytime ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the true statement card ( half truth ).

I simply just, one-half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just need to be alone right now. I was hoping for a uncomplicated okay, maybe he takes a man or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simpleton. He just grabbed a musical composition and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to ingest a hindquarters. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my lips haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my arms as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough darn where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only conceive of how just, tight my head got as I tried not to burst out in anger, and at Lapplander time had to get fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed time I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the effective freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient that it's a phase it will evanesce. He was telling me how much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could intend was he should know what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my rent, but then again, what sane Church Father would see his daughter in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff to stimulate you finger bad, I just want you to get it on your mother loves you, I love you blah blah blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

Well needless to say lol tbh, my chemical reaction as ummm less then positive as I just told him to please contain, that he has no approximation what I am going through. My words where form, but my smell was totally, hey piss off lol. Well you know how nestling and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this grammatical case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not terminate him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been flip stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was comfortable on me speech - -. Honestly though the oddest thing happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dim as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P
So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing large till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty rule we talked about how big of a jerk Ruben is ( I lied a short ) And we both knew it was me who was the kick but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible baby : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a skilful laugh at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your backpack lol.

So ya the rest of the day more or less was easy, we restarted the picture, I got a mini talking to of how I only ate 1 objet d'art of pizza and how wasteful it was to purchase order a large haha, you know just pattern stuff..and god was it what I needed just some formula time with a parent. I think about half way through the final combat scene of branding iron man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well Nox of good sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to fallen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a close to hone as it could accept been considering. But then…she came home. I was woken up by the doorway shutting, and my mom going"Henry M. Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so hurl that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her cervix ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).

My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a moment longer, I loved the feel of his chest, his feel, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feeling for my father, just…I was that father feel, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my piddling attempt to hold onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my workforce back onto the couch.

There was a fast conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her earphone. I am not sure if my mom lied or just chance to induce a good cause, but the reason she gave was, she was in a encounter with a client and had her speech sound muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lips got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my complete effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's Weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nix keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, uncanny huh ? Too look trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a minute or two, not surely what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to add up in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the lounge and glided half dazed to my elbow room, locking the doorway and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the mansion, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a second of silence, the second she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the grip, unsuccessfully trying to enter my room.

I didn't say a piece of work I just sat up and looked at the doorway, my heart began to feel as if it was sinking down into my stomach. I was expecting her to say open the room access, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to sing, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a mere alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not sure how farsighted wasn't even sure what time it was I am guessing passport 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to pass on my room, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the Vampire slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the hell I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally give it a crack, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta lame b-day gift when you wanted so many other things, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not cluck with me at all the only reason I even got through 4 episodes was because I had NOTHING ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to leave my room, I really did want to be left alone at that instant. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly blanket awake, it was a Saturday night too so all my champion that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few times I will admit I almost just called one or two and told em to fall meet up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to enquire what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to think of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and Forth River in my way, I started to have an urge to go talk to her, to just speak to her but had no idea about what. And foolishly I walked back and Forth in my room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my friends I was going to slumber for the night I wasn't feeling sound which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too wake up, despite really wanting nothing more than to just close my eye and sopor. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply tedium, I was bored out of my head and nothing seemed to be able to keep my pastime, so I finally left my elbow room, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to make for certain I was fix for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my room that, my body had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting knots in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her elbow room at night, would she get the improper estimate ? Would she reckon I wanted a repetition of last Nox ? And then as I was outside her doorway, It was as if that walk from room to room was enough to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in social movement of her door, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like trivial finger were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in grayback. I ten asked myself in my brain, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the head teacher that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? Entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk of the town to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my shoulder were shaking and I literally no antic was so skittish also that I debated on if I should just take the air in or strike hard for like 3 minutes. I went with the little but quick smash on the door ( you know the loud ones you make that are light but fast and when you want to wake soul up or get them out of the bathroom like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a endorse went by without a reception lol, so I gave it another quick knock. Then I heard my mom going"Hold on ! 1 instant !"My hands clutched open and closed when I heard her voice, I was unquiet, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might have been a short excited. Anyways ! The door opened and my mom was wearing only a gown, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly numb as she was rubbing her optic, yawning a petty. I remember looking at her and smiling a slight, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not for sure why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to come in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a little, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't rest, gulping hard and scratching my head, annoyingly mindful of what I was doing and screaming at myself to halt being like such a freakin idiot lol.

well, as I raged at myself in my headway, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded unseasoned if that makes common sense."Kim, want to come in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jump so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulder, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.
I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just ill-chosen silence before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her mitt on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very earnest motherly smiling and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this peak of horizon. I had heard her, but I had yet to answer so my mom just again asked me
What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My regard quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my read/write head no…I nodded my no in reply to"What do you want"only issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little mass up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having way out forming words, and she just looked at me very business organisation and asked me what was wrongly. I finally stopped, and with a hard gulp that made my ears popped a little, I said I was very well. My mom asked if I was surely, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling weak in the knees, I sat on the edge of the bed opponent of my mom, but for some intellect I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a disturbed mean HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL joke just a little chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling dolt, I guess causing her to put her hand over her rima oris in a very VERY bad attempt in trying to kibosh herself from laughing.

Okay so this is probably where you are gon na think im a sum up child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't tactile property angry at all in that minute but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some ire and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not singular ! God what is amiss with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head tilted and her eyes wary. She just took a deep breath and said"baby please, let's not fight, let's just tattle okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my choler, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to lower my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the words that came out came out filled with rip as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking material its really one of her buttons, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta holler expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her pry flared open. But haha she let out a long whistle C ? Not certainly what to call it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not sure how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no idea what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bathroom where she entered first, I stood at the threshold as she was in the eye of the room, hands on her hip joint as she looked at the mirror and the tattered glass mitt pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm sorry"I said again. She, well-defined as day trying very hard to throttle herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my side of meat against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the individual who is sorta the job, but I just wanted my momma. *sigh*My mom I remember hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even care about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the floor with me, her hands again on my shoulders, rubbing them, trying to loose me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am dolt okay ? I put too much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her actor's line, and I could tell she mean it, but I just shook my head no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the truth. I response licking my tooth and biting my tongue, shaking my head in variance till finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those words, until my own shame became too outstanding and I covered my face with my deal, and just cry into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulders furiously, telling me to please stop, to please listen to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just burst forth in that here and now, I just wanted to kink up in a ball and became small, I felt torn and I just kept on crying, heaving now extremely bad into my workforce. I just kept on trough my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last night to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in ascendence, but the Truth is."Then she paused and her hands went on mine, pulling my manpower away from my face. I was shaking still from crying so hard, but I looked directly into her now tearful face, tears running down each side. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was faulty, you want to be mad sister, be mad at me I am a fiend. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her oculus to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her eye squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just require you glad to a greater extent than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over month now that she had fallen in love with the mortal I have grown into, but it's unlike, the great unwashed can say the run-in a 100 different slipway, but zero is like hearing somebody say they are IN passion WITH YOU, just 4 wrangle simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any former words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well fine, but if she had said Kim I am in honey with my daughter, or kim I am in honey with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my deal on the English of her face and kissed her. I was caught up in the osculation, her lips on mine again, still at this point it felt so wrong but so proficient. I now miss that feeling as I have grown use to my female parent's back talk on mine.

Sadly the smell did not stay as choler, actually did form again in me, I broke the kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was furious at the thinking and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just give you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her hand on my knees and shook her top dog no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I avow to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will quit being in dearest with you. Okay ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and venture that I am not hopeful that you may return my love."

I sat there, taking in every Good Book but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parting where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the theatrical role where she said she loved me, the portion of returning her love. So I just sat there mentation, my mom patiently staying silent just rubbing my knees gently, not rushing me at all, it was overnice.

Heh to be honest I knew my solvent to the dubiousness she hadn't technically asked, the bit she was done speaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to see a way to be unattackable and resist, but I was washy lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cunning sorta kiddy vox I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a little chortle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my reward and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an moron but her reaction still so see me off guard. She just went"Na you will realise up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so pudding head I was like"Mom..that isn't queer don't say that."My mom just curled her back talk and nodded, walking to me and putting her branch on my articulatio humeri, her bridge player resting well pass my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none serious tonicity, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our first kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this time but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her back with everything I had….I even for first clock time was bold a little and put both my workforce on her waist ...

She was the one to let out the buss as she took a step back, slipping her gown off and letting it come to the flooring. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my body and my lip wouldn't motion correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old shawn a break."( okay for you hoi polloi who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the gallant on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help oneself me take my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I think she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a little giggle like..okay then that works kind of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a quick pinch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a 2nd to get what she meant as I grabbed my pantie to bring em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"engage them off dense sister, please."So…remembering the Night before I, leaned forward and baffle my bum out, and began to slip them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha airstrip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.

My mom rolled her eyes and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did succeeding made me feel so stupid she, leaned down and seize my panties, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her human face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to type this section, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the edge of my panties, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her mouth. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the Sami spot as I did the night before. She laughed at me, making me sense stupidly and for some reason I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dull that I didn't even rage I was just care"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my tactile sensation but she seemed to feature a heavily time stopping she just said"infant I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so blue just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my babe lady friend, only you would just get into emplacement like that."I…ugh I felt like my boldness was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please hold on laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was wish awww child you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick buss. Raising her brows though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did terminal night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more check in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the second the words left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her finger's breadth and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just flip embarrassed so I was just like"Can we delight just run on."My mom just smile, biting her sassing and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"take your positioning !"I was like MOM ! She was like"OK OK, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the office and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that unharmed ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my brain, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her paw on my stomach and rubbed it over my stomach playfully telling me to come on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her FINE and I got up just to discontinue her from doing the hired man affair on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to bar throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my abdomen, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course laid my face monotonous and turned it, to wait at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my sides and pushed down semi voiceless on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy place shite that feels fucking awesome ! She was corresponding"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my face forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my back and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my back it feels great, I have tried to have others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guy cable do it former than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really good that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really commodity, all tot up probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me decompress hehe, my mom gave me a quick kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a petty better…I …I just honestly felt so much more slack up but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half serious"5 more minutes and I'll be keen ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just feel relaxed, cuz she said okay steady and kissed my rachis again and rubbed my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN nirvana, honestly I never had anyone give me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so felicitous she did that cuz it did completely unstrain me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my Quaker Lisa, work, and my dad's dotty compulsion with Genoz pizza pie. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really relax now babe ?"…God after the massage and hooey I dunno I just loved when she called me infant now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a small hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to revolve over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just unbend halt down."I just…I was like erm okey, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my legs ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !

Little interruption for a present moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hell is this cleaning lady unity, she is only 18 years older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the hell someone else didn't kidnapping her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

Okay back to the near persona : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more book binding rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor baby female child, please lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head but she playfully pushed my promontory back down and went"seminal fluid on, check playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to make you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk of the town like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just postulate time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her lecture a sure way it's looney to get wind her public lecture like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, grabbed my buttock and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my preparation and she simply said"Kimberly dummy Blank ( no discourtesy don't want to get my midsection and last name ) Lift your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not sure if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my face and clobber so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would make been stupid to establish off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my knee sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hands on my waistline, assist me in raising my tail end in introduction for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, frontal bone resting on them with my stifle up on the bed, my stern up in the air, breast exclusively nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the airs I was in as she just got behind me and dove redress in…
It caught me so off guard that I jumped a fiddling yip"wait time lag hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her hands up and down my cheeks while she licked my slit in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more spicy being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on video display I suppose. Which may not make sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a component part of me truly displeased the stance I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would get away my lips was the word mom between the moans I could not help but release.

After about if I had to guess 5 second, I had my 1st orgasm of the Night, but as my body tightened and my head just exploded, my mom did not retard at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a finger inside me…It was…too a good deal never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a part of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how much my trunk my entire organic structure just focused on this 1 little finger's breadth in me that seemed to see my total body with every motion it did.

My mom now removing her mouth from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the face of me…keeping her middle finger inside me, the sleep of her hand squeezing my butt. With her other hand she glidded over my back, calling me a in force girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could feel my torso tighten its grip on her digit as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to have something in me moving around so a great deal I somehow wanted to hide my inside from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so much more.
As she continued to just finger me…her finger rubbing me inside, with her free hand she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third gear fourth dimension, and with my 3rd orgasm she seemed to almost leap out by how it felt back behind her, diving her cheek back in, and making…very very loud slurping racket which just….made me feel so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how a lot my mind could take as I nearly caused my back talk to phlebotomise I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 major coming and many lilliputian 1 that followed after, she stopped, but only for briefest of moments as she placed her hired hand on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a indorsement before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grin, this smile like she….she was having the metre of her life, I just…what could I do but smile back. My ramification I kept wide as I was so exhausted, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her custody on the face of me, I shivered though as I looked at her white meat, and felt her thighs touch my own.
My eyes were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the buss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a little, but my eyes also looked down as I saw and felt her hand find its way to my slit again…inserting it's self back in, her quarter round rubbing my clit as her centre finger twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My head jerked back as I had a wavelet of petty coming shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm get-up-and-go up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the head ! ) And she lowered herself taking my white meat into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god moment, where I just came screaming the Word oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my button, and her digit picked up much speed, and she just kept on and go on on forcing my body to develop. She took her mouth off my boob as my dead body rised, she just wouldn't stop her digit jabbing its ego in and out of me so firm and I just it was too much I was so sensitive all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom sufficiency plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most right by far climax ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to joggle now, the champion becoming unendurable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my knocker, sucking and making popping audio as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I entail finally she slowed down, I am guessing her paw got tired….lol. She didn't get rid of her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her torso just loosen on top of me.

My breathing was so fast it was actually hurting a picayune haha. My hired hand where now on my mother's back, just feeling her backrest and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's normal to just be thankful when someone makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the elbow room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond intelligence.

After just laying there for many moment, my extremely sensitive body jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the night before where I got a great orgasm this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a huge ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt the like just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom great job."And she just laughed like a quick laugh and then made a very endearing typeface, her brows up as she said"Well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more thing. And..her response brought bout to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't mind and restrain in judgement I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds superfluous to get the discussion out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her eyes and she said"Kim I am sorry about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just shake off my promontory and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her read/write head down and said"I promise, I will never leave you."She then got up and went and got a cover again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the self-aggrandising grin on my case, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so tempestuous. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my head up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the blanket over me. She then proceeded to mistake under the cover and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my brass and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really ball over look cuz I used her name and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um taradiddle of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would love feedback, this was very much harder to return seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid ira and affront towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smartest or the wises person out there, but I have learned this in my biography clip. erotic love is watery and tenuous. have it off conquers nothing. beloved is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life sentence that's what we did, we fought for love and happiness, can you say the Sami ?