what would you do if eveyrthing you thought you get laid about your life turned out to be a lie if the mass you love the world you love shatterd like a mirror in front of you what would you do determine it burn fight down it or let it consume you just be carefull who you become on the way even if it takes getting your ass kicked or unfit loosing some one you love or doing anything for them and loosing your ego on the way but either way thoughs are the moments that define us that shape us it doesnt matter if it takes 6 instant or 6 seconds because in the end we have to exist with the decisiveness we make but im gettting ahead of myself my name is jake hale im 19 and i live in new york with my 12 twelvemonth old kid baby amy its just us now ever since our parents died in a car clang 2 years ago soon after i realised i had to get a job so i did at a resturant waiting mesa serving at the bar anything to get money i supposition but today was just another boring ass day in college trying not to fall asleep.
'' hey jake wake up man '' i herd kyle almost cry at me and if your wondering kyle is a booster of mine ive known him ever since my parents died `` halo jake wake up man its clock time to go '' i slowly opend my heart realising the class room was vacate apart from me and kyle i looked to my leave alone beholding kyle sitting on the desk next to me `` waky waky bro you must of slept through the hole class whats a matter havent you had practically sleep lately you look exausted '' kyle said putting his deal on my shoulder `` well atleast i dont flavor as bad as you '' i replied with a smirk `` haha yeah you wish bro anyway are you comming to my party tonight you have to man theres gon na be hot girls there and i mean hot like youve never seen and you look like you need to undo up seems like you havent slept in a year '' kyle said standing up
`` it feels like it and i cant i have to form tonight so im kind of tighed up at the second `` i replied realising how former it must of been so i quickly reached in my scoop and pulled out my earphone seeing thats i had only 15 minutes to get to work before i was late twice in a row `` dam tone i have to go '' i said standing up and grabing my backpack before swinging it over my forget shoulder and darting for the door but just as i reached it mrs clements walked in `` mr hale i need a word with you right now '' she said sitting at her desk `` mrs clements cant this wait im running late for piece of work '' i said turning around `` this will only take a instant claim a rump mr Edward Everett Hale mr black could you please leave while i have a New World chat with jake please '' she asked kyle nodded and then headed for the door `` hey ill give you a birdsong later ok '' kyle wisperd as he walked out i walked over to the front of her desk and took a buttocks hoping this would be over soon `` mr Nathan Hale its been brought to my attension that your studdys have been taking a turn for the worst your hardly ever here and when you do show up you sit at the back of the category either talking with your friends or falling asleep on your desk so what do you have to say for your self '' she said with a pissed off tone `` look i have to go to make every Nox just to form terminal meet and on top of that i have to take charge of my kid sis because she has no one els just me and even after working all night i still supervise to drag myself out of bed and semen here for 8am just like anyone els so i think i deserve a little slack dont you '' just as i said that she stood up and her case turned red with angriness `` ITS NOT GOOD enough mr hale you better straighten up or your going to go this division and this hole term and thats a blank space where you dont require to be leaving here with zilch to show up for it '' i looked up and just gave her a smug smile
`` is that all '' i replied but before she could reply i grabed my backpack off the floor and sprinted out of the door into the entrance hall way i ran as fast as i could but i was so exausted from working all nighttime and lets just say college wasnt exactly a place that could get my mind off of everything it just seemed to get worse every week but all i could recollect of was that i couldent be late again i had to be on time because marcus would kill me i must of been lost in cerebration because before i new it i was falling flavorless on my back in a fog wondering what the hell just happend `` hey sentinel where your going what are you blind or something '' i herd a voice sidesplitter at me i tried to look up but i couldednt see at first i was so tierd my heart were blurred `` what are you deff as well '' i herd the girlish vocalization say again i mannaged to finally get my eye sight back i looked up and noticed a womanly figure standing above me with blond haire but my centre were so blured i couldent see her that well `` umm doughnut what am i talking to myself or something '' she screached at me `` sorry i didnt realise where i was going '' i said standing up `` what are you some variety of perv or something just stick around away from me ok '' she continued to screach at me `` anyone ever tell you how charming you '' i replied sarcasticly but she must of be off counterweight from the gloam because she fell against one of the lockers but i jumped forward and grabed her before she could do any life-threatening equipment casualty but she pushed me away `` did i say i needed your help perv no just detain away from me is that clear enough for you '' she stated turning around and walking away `` nice to match you to '' i mutterd under my intimation but i was quickly snaped off my train off mentation when my phone started to ring i quckly answered it not looking at the bit `` jake its marcus where are you we expected you here 5 minutes ago hurry up or your working the late shift on the bar '' i quickly put my phone down and ran down the corridor to the primary entrence i ran as quick as i could across the main road almost getting knocked down by a car and if that wasnt bad enough it started raining getting me drenched i ran down every short cut i could i finally arrived at the resturant so i decided to go through the back hoping no one would discover me sneaking in so late i opend the doorway to the employe locker elbow room soaking wet trying to catch my breath i looked around not noticing anyone i slid my backpack off getting my work apparel out but just as i did i looked up seeing marcus leaning against the entrance to the kitchen `` umm is it raining by any fortune pal '' he said with a slight chuckle `` just a few showers around nada to bad '' i jokingly replied trying desperatly to catch my breath `` are you feeling ok jake you dont look so respectable buddy ''
all i could do was laugh as i collapsed on the oeuvre Bench behind me `` yeah never skillful just have to take hold of my breath '' marcus walked over to me and sat down on the bench near the employes lockers `` jake honestly are you ok if you need some time off all you have to do is ask you look like you could use a break '' marcus had a concerned facial expression on his aspect what ide never seen before `` you know your not the beginning soul to ask me that '' i said smirking at him `` but i cant i need the money have to keep up payments on the house or they will thrust me and amy out on the street i wish i could take away a break but i argot '' i sat up on the work bench putting my work clothes on `` if your sure as shooting buddy just dont act upon your self to death '' marcus said laughing before getting up and walking to the door `` oh and jake i was wondering we have a new girl starting claire do you think you could show her the roofy its her first-class honours degree day and i thought who better than you '' i paused confused for a second marcus always tells me about new employes oh well it wasnt like i could say no `` uh yeah sure thing '' replied still incertain `` big you have 2 minutes to get gear up and then ill see you in the kicthen '' marcus said before turning around and walking into the resturant i quickly got changed puting my bag and my jacket into my locker and closing it i laughed to myself i mean could this day get any worsened but i guess i had to deal with it but as i started to leave the locker way my phone started to ring again i quickly pulled my telephone from my sac seeing it was amy i answered it as fast as i could `` hey jake are you going to be home tonight you promised me you would be where are you '' i felt worse than id ever felt before i totaly forgot that i promised amy i would be home today `` dam lamentable sis i have study i spaced it completely i '' but before i could say another word the line started to break up and eventally died out so i put my phone in my pockect already as pissed off as i could be with how the day is turning out.
i walked into the kitchen slowy opening the door looking around to see if anyone was in there but to my surpise it was almost as if it was abandand i walked over to the cesspool turning the tap on looking at how many stunner i would cause to do by myself `` yo jake my boy have you seen the new dame were working with '' i turned around seeing joe inclination on the near face counter joe was a cool guy he was the first person i worked with when i started at the resturant he seemed a bit good of himself but he was a nice enough guy `` what the new girl claire yeah marcus said something about that but i havent seen her yet '' joe just gave me an enervate smile `` trust dude your in for a treat a big dainty '' i just turned around and started loading the cesspit with plates
'' jake i want you to encounter claire this is who i was talking about '' i almost droped a dental plate when i saw her she had the expression that could waste away a hole regular army with one look she had morose black shoulder joint length haire night brown hazzel eyes and a flesh of an hour Methedrine sexy wasnt the word `` um jake '' marcus said snapping me out of my trans `` oh uh hey '' i said stuttering tryint to put my Good Book together witch only made her giggle at me `` well claire this is jake hes going to exhibit you around and show you where everything you need is joe come with me buddy i need your help at the tables and jake you and claire are on dishes till half 8 '' marcus and joe walked out leaving the room totaly silent i turned around and kept loading the sink not sure as shooting what to say then claire walked passed and threw a dishful material at me `` so do you desire to wash or dry '' she said with a giggle `` ill backwash you dry '' replied laughing still a little unsure what to say `` so are you new around here then '' i asked rubbing my burning centre
'' moved a calendar week ago with my dad from ohio and well here i am '' she said giggling
'' but is it always this quiet around here '' i turned around and walked over to the sterio on the shelf turning it on and walking back towards the sink just as an old ac/dc vocal started to roleplay on the sterio better i replied grabbing a plate and cleaning it off
'' i love ac/dc so guess im going to have to say yes '' claire said playfully nudging my arm
'' well some times you just have to love the classics '' i said nudging her cover witch only mad her giggle more at me but there was something about her not just how amazing she looks it was like i couldent stop looking at her heart but i had to keep snapping myself back to realness before she noticed anything was up `` uh so what college have you applied to around here '' i said handing a plate to her `` ive got into one west Brooke do you know it ''
'' haha know it thats the exact college i go to ''
'' to be honest im a bit nervouse about going i dont really recognise anyone around here '' she said in a distressed voice `` you know me so dont be so disturbed '' i replied and she gave me a the cutest smiling i think ive ever seen we carried on talking and time flew by untill it was almost 8.30 just as we were almost done she walked over stacking the denture and bowls away while the sterio blaired out loude i must not of been paying as much attension as i persuasion because the future instant i had a sharp-worded press cutting pain across the parm of my hand i forced my hand out of the water system like a physiological reaction `` arghh dam '' claire ran over to see what was legal injury and all i could see was my parm split open must of been from one of the knife still in the cesspit `` oh my god come here '' i herd claire say i turned around and she wraped my hired man in a wet dish cloth to stop the bleeding she looked like she was in such a terror `` stoppage here im going to go get marcus she stated running out the room access but why did she care so practically i mean its not like she knew me that well but before i could think more into it marcus came running in with a first aid kit in his hand and claire following behind `` let me see your hand buddy he said opening the first aid box on the position he took off the dish up textile off and chucked it in the trash `` ouch buddy i think you might demand some stitches ''
'' ill be fine dont worry it will heal up soon enough ''
'' well if your insisting atleast let me prune it and clean it up just to be on the safe side '' marcus started dressing my paw i had to grit my teeth trying not to grunt with the pain of it `` jake listen i want you to take the day off tomorrow and rest up you cant transmit on like this take friday off and descend back better saterday i dont care what you do just ask it easy sidekick spend some time with amy '' he said with that like interest look on his face i knew i couldent argue with him after all hes done for me `` well amy has been on my book binding about working recent i suppose i could take one day off ''
'' that a boy now both of you can get off early ok and claire good low day honey '' marcus said looking over at claire who was sitting on the retort with the same worried looking `` boss i could use a bridge player in here '' joe said poking his principal back around the threshold `` ill see you both saterday ok and jake rest ok sidekick '' i nodded my read/write head then he walked out `` are you feeling any in effect '' claire said walking over to me slowly `` ill servive '' i said smilling at her
'' good i wouldent want to have to wound you '' claire said as we both walked out the door and turned left to the locker way together i opened my locker grabbing my packsack and putting my jacket on then feeling a biff in my arm i turned my fountainhead seeing claire with the Sami smiling on her brass `` do you hit everyone you just met '' i said trying not to smirk `` only the one i really like '' she replied shooting me a blinking and walking out the exit doorway holding the doorway open for me `` so you comming or staying the night '' she said with a cheecky chuckle i walked out closing the threshold behind me we walked down from the back of the car common to the side of the street `` hey jake do you listen waiting with me until my dad picks me up '' even though i felt like i couldent stand anymore it wasnt like i could say no and allow for her waiting on the street alone `` uh yeah sure '' i replied looking up and for some rationality the sky was lit up with asterisk brighter than usual claire must of noticed me looking up because she seemed to get her own eyes lost in the asterisk `` there beautiful arnt they i never dreamed that in the city they could be so bright ''
'' there not normaly this lustrous '' i noticed that claire was shivering so i took my jacket crown off and handed it to her `` here convey this your freezing ''
'' no i couldent take that off you will get sick you keep it you need it more than me ''
i wasnt asking take '' i took a step towards her and wrapped it over her articulatio humeri `` thanks jake '' she said dentition almost chattering trying to smile `` so what family do you have in here in the city ''
'' uhh no one its just me and my sister no parents anymore just us thats why im working here to hold certainly she has some one she can rely on its not perfect but id do anything to try and ease up her a normal life '' for some reason claire paused like she was stuck in stone `` oh im sorry i shouldent of asked '' but before we could gestate on a car pulled up on the other side of meat of the street `` thats my cod thanks for waiting with me here take your cap ''
'' no keep it you can generate it back to me at college tomorrow '' she didnt say anything just smiled kissed me on the cheeck and ran over to her pappa car and in a instant drove off so here i was freezing and walking domicile with no ride and no jacket and to make things sorry with every tone i took i felt like i couldent take another i looked up at the stars as i walked down the street but the night wasnt like any other there were hardly any cars on the route no people from what i could see no augury of spirit at all but the matter that was really out of place was the stars untill something caught my eye it was like a red blaze `` what the hell '' was all i could mutter under my breath as i crossed the road but my eyes were fixed on the red blaze it seemed to get light and closer but as i looked down the street lighting started to flicker on and off untill it was almost pitch pitch-dark i tried to use the visible radiation on my phone but when i looked it was completly idle whats going it just kept going over and over in my mind maybe it was a power cut but if it was how would that explicate my headphone it was fully charged half an hour ago i looked back up at the red blaze maybe it was connected some how but i just shrugged it off trying to convince my self it was my tierd mind trying to flim-flam me my hand felt like it was burning up but i just couldent plosive speech sound following the red hell with my centre even though every character of my body screamed for sleep i could see it getting closer untill i lost it in the park i just had to see what it was i crossed the street to the Mungo Park i put my knapsack on and jumped over the gate bairly landing on my substructure i walked on the groundwork path untill i saw something ahead of me i walked faster and when i stoped i saw a metore stone in the center of the foot bath the ground was destroyed beneath the rock and roll and around it the rock'n'roll seemed to almost glow red hot i knew i had to go but i just couldent i walked cheeseparing to it leaning down trying to wrap my head around what exactly the this thing is but i didnt have time to call up in a eye blink i was being shot threw the hair flying backwards with tilt and concrete in my face the rock exploded all i could palpate was my hole organic structure burning up i landing 10 foundation away my creative thinker was in over private road what the fuck was going on i looked down and i almost freaked i saw melanise tar over me as hot as oil burning into me i shouted the hole park down trying to get it off me when i looked down again it was gone but the burning still filled my consistence with painfulness i managed to crawl to my feet and run as fast as i could back to the gate i held the top of it trying to pull myself up i managed to make it over but bairly i started to walk home and the streets were still dead silent but the annoyance in my stomach was almost to much i lent back against a lit street lightheaded resting my head and organic structure against it but when i did it started to flicker from shiny to dark then nothing i was to freaked out to stay around i ran sprinting down every path way i could till i finally got to my look room access i searched my blue jean trying to find my Key after a minute of looking i was able-bodied to open the door but my head the pain took over i could sense myself blacking out and the hold up matter i could call back was my body hitting the trading floor and passing out .