So there Alex laid, Broken by a bingle hit, His body twisted in manner no consistence should, Too late did Lily bring in why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she realise the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what fate was about to give up she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her back domicile, He had just saved her liveliness at the price of another, His very own..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a hurrying car, He laid broken in the middle of the road, Lily was kneeling by him while people flocked around to see the annihilative accident. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big hint 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His breathing had become shallow, He was fading into nothingness yet he was still smiling, Lily on the early handwriting could do nothing but cry, She was watching the one person in her aliveness who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her fault

*Do n't cry, binge do n't do anything for your beauty* Alex whispered, He was using his death few breaths to try to build her tone better

*But..* Lily sobbed, The tear were flowing freely, She could n't avail crying

*No but 's, I want you to always remember that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the expert friend I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one hand to her cheek to wipe away a tear

*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed unable to say anything else, The shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over

*Lily if this be my hold out breathing space then may I ask for one lastly thing, Come closer* Alex asked in a breathless tone

Lily did as she was asked, She could tell Alex 's prison term was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the world if he had asked her to at that very import

*I love you* Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three trivial words that he wanted to say for so prospicient

Lily was a picayune taken back by what Alex had just said but deep in her heart she felt the Sami way, Since the day they had met Alex had always treat her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no subject how pudden-head it seemed, He always did anything he could to make her smile, Even now in his survive moment 's he had used them to try make her grin one last fourth dimension

*I..*Lily cut her sentence shortly, She noticed Alex had closed his eyes, She could separate within a simple second that it was too late, He was gone, He had given his last breath to separate her the words she had always wanted to hear

guesswork it was all too much for Lily once she heard the Siren from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the fit, Run away from all the painful sensation she was feeling, All the guilt, All the sadness, All the hurt, But she could n't, She could n't just leave Alex there all alone, Could n't leave the only person who she had ever loved, She had to continue even if it was just till the paramedics took him away, She had to atleast say goodbye to him

*Okay I have to do this quick, Alex..* Lily broke down once again unable to terminate her arrivederci, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying goodbye

Too late did Lily see the ambulance had arrived at the scene, The paramedic were on hand within seconds trying to dole out CPR to Alex to no avail, He was gone and the paramedics knew that, One paramedical stood up and walked over to Lily

*I 'm sorry young lady but he is gone* The paramedic said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedic seemed to induce it all seem much more tangible to her, kind of like until that very moment it all just seemed to be a dream

*He..He's..No ! * Lily screamed *He ca n't be*

Although she knew it to be true she still had a hard prison term accepting the fact, She had known for a while before the paramedics spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to make water her feel wild, She felt as if the paramedical could of saved him, Should of saved him even though inscrutable down she knew they could n't

*I 'm drear miss but there is nothing more we can do* The paramedic said a little nervously, He seemed a piffling afraid of Lily, He sort of felt that she might turn all her wrath on him and attack

*There must be, Please do something, Anything* Lily begged, She was on the verge of another equipment failure, She was also on the brink of letting her wrath contract over

*There is nix we can do, He has passed on* The paramedical said trying to keep Lily calm

*But..* Lily managed to stammer out through sobs, It was all too much at that point for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that second there was zippo more she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedic, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the panorama, Ran from her best Friend

Three 60 minutes Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her trouble, Did n't work, No topic how operose she tried she could n't do anything but damage, She was hurting for more than one rationality at that point, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the smart thing but I guess it is much well-situated to finger physical infliction rather than excited painfulness, Anyways three hr was getting too much for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that point all 's she wanted was a warm bed and a good nighttime sleep, Least then she could contend with all her problems the following break of the day, Shame things never work out that way though

*Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep* Lily moaned to herself, She had made it home over an hour ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, Unable to fall departed

It was around four in the morning before Lily finally got to sleep, Bet she wished she had n't though at that point, From the moment her eye 's closed the nightmare began, She was standing alone in a dark room, Voices were chattering in the distance, She could n't see anything but the body laying on the floor beside her, She did n't want to look down as she could already guess who the torso belonged to but against her will she looked, Of form her suspiciousness were correct, The body laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the mo he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to recognize she was no tenacious alone, All around her were apparitional figures, They were all chattering to each other it seemed, All saying the same thing though, All saying *Your fracture he died*

*No ! * Lily managed to call to the ghostly figures, Of course that probably was n't her smartest movement, Nor could she control it, She was losing restraint of herself

Of track the ghostly human body stopped their chattering, All eye 's in one swift move focused on Lily, Lily was pretty much frozen in place, The ghostly chassis for the first time seemed to acknowledge Lily 's mien, They all stared at her for what seemed an timeless existence before one ghostly chassis stepped forward from the rest of them, For the first fourth dimension Lily realised they were n't shade as such, They had the see through soma of a ghost but they had bones, Actual bones in their bodys

*Wh..What are you* Lily asked a piddling afraid of the creature standing infront of her

*What am I, I am a intent of the damned, A lost soul who spend 's timeless existence trapped here* The figure said thing of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that question

*But why am I here, Why is alex* Lily asked a little nervously, She was definetly afraid that the reply would be something she would hate

*But your not here, Neither is your little supporter, Not yet atleast* The figure answered, He seemed to know something that Lily probably did n't need to jazz

Lily was about to ask the one interrogative she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he meant by not yet atleast, The word 's were almost out of her mouth when she heard a dissonance in the setting, A swoon knocking haphazardness which sounded like it was coming from every counselling

*Ahh seem 's like it 's clock time for you to piece, Time for you to awake up, Do n't worry though we shall see again very soon* The fig said a trivial coldly, What followed next probably frightened Lily more than anything, The figure began laughing, Not a funny laugh but a cold, Evil laugh, If that was n't bad enough the rest of the name ( The lost souls if you would care ) Joined in, All with the same cold, Evil laugh

*I don't..* Lily did n't get to finish her judgment of conviction, She was waking up and her pipe dream self was slowly fading away
A few endorsement was all it took for Lily to fully ignite from her nightmare, She was drenched in a frigidity sweat, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a incubus, She could n't be could she..