This story was inspired by the 1946 film, `` It 's a wonderful Life ''. http : //www.imdb.com/title/tt0038650/
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Here it was almost a month before Yuletide and I had no purport at all. Christ, I had always had enceinte Yuletide feeling loved to fall in rather than receive. This twelvemonth I had nothing, all my children were scattered, me and the married woman had parted ways not in a good way, though we were still married. I figured what the hell, without them it just was n't Christmas or Hades for that matter a lifespan, I just wanted to end it, spirit to me did n't feel worth living anymore, admittedly I might be reading more into it than there was. I looked around the authority was I a Coward ? Was I really that weak ? Huh guess I was, walking out I still had n't decided how to end it. Laughing a present moment I really was a coward, not a gun, too aloud, car ? No too painful and might not go too many survived.

I had called all my children but of course they had their own lifespan so were far to busy to be bothered with their old man. Hell, I just wanted to bid them well, hoped they had a good vacation with their family line. The survive part I left, I apologized for bothering them as I knew that they were busy and I really did n't want to admit up all their clock time. Hell, I 'd even try on to see my grandson to no help. So I left the spot having already fallen into a oceanic abyss depression.

I walked maybe a air mile, had turned off the beaten way of life finally coming to bar on an old metal bridgework. I knew the urine would sweep my eubstance away as fast and backbreaking as it was flowing. Looking around I started to wax up the rail when there was a stir, looking down I saw a man flailing in the water.

'' assistance ! HELP ! '' The man shouted, jumping in I swam to him bringing him to the shore. A couple of police ship's officer appeared a few minutes later and took us to a local shelter. There they began to question the man, then just left as suddenly they just left slapping me on the back calling me a hero. Ok, that was odd they never left that fast without investigating a lot more than than they had.

looking for over at the 50-55 class old man stooped over the bed I had to ask, `` you ok there uh ... fellow ? ``

'' It 's Clarence, '' He replied. `` Yes, I am fine. '' I stared at the old really old underclothes that the man was putting back on his body.

'' You 're lucky he jumped in to save you after you fell in. '' Another shelter man who 'd heard the story said.

'' Oh, I did n't fall in I jumped in, to save George V here, stopping him from committing suicide '' Clarence said a vast smile on his face.

The shelter man stopped a moment shock on his face, then opened his lip to say, `` Oh but it 's against the law to charge self-annihilation here. ``

'' I know it 's against the law where I 'm from, '' Clarence said.

'' Oh ? Where 's that ? '' I said looking up, finally I was n't cold.

'' Oh, ah Eden ! I 'm his defender angel. '' Clarence said.

The shelter man fell out of his chairwoman a looking at of impact and mental rejection on his nerve as he quickly fled the scene.

'' Now wait, '' I said, `` you jumped in to lay aside me ? Seems like it 'd be loose to just step up and say hey do n't do it ! Do n't you think ? ``

'' True, true, '' Clarence replied, `` but then again would you really have listened ? Besides it saved you now did n't it ? ``

Laughing I said, `` say uh ... Clarence you got anywhere to go or stay ? ``

'' No George, I 'm fine. '' He chuckled.

'' That 's another thing how the nether region do you know my name ? '' I looked at him suspiciously. `` You some kind of prowler or something ? ``

'' No, I 'm nix like that, '' Clarence cheekily said, `` I 'm an angel specifically YOUR guardian holy man. ``

Nodding my head this was a bit a good deal to withdraw from a man I 'd just saved from drowning, `` Uh huh yeah, you sure you 're ok ? You did n't bump your head did you ? You need a medico ? ``

'' No, '' Clarence chuckled, `` I am Clarence Oleman, AS2 at you service. ``

'' AS2 ? Huh, '' I said. `` Just what exactly is an AS2 ? ``

'' Ah ! Angel s social class, I do n't suffer me fender yet, I have to realise them. You my good man, are going to help me. '' Clarence replied happily.

'' ME ? Oh no, no, no I think you got the wrong man. I 'm just a broken down, used up, old man, ai n't unspoilt for cypher much now a Clarence Day. If anything I 'd get you an express trip to the early spot. `` Bout the only when affair I 'm near for anymore is screwing up. Besides it might be embarrassing for you to be seen with me. '' I told Clarence believing every word.

'' Oh, you do n't believe that your married woman, your children or your Grandchild would be better off if you were absolutely do you ? '' Clarence said a spirit of revulsion on his face.

'' Ah ! '' I said, `` you 're right wing it 'd probably be good if I was never born. ``

'' Oh, you must n't say ... '' Clarence started, then looking up, `` say that 's not a bad idea what do you think ? Hmmm yeah alright, that ought to do it. Ok George, ya got your wish, you 've never been born. '' At those lyric a huge wind blew the room access capable stirring everything up creating a hole. `` appearance off ! '' Clarence shouted.

Getting up I helped Clarence pick up the mass, `` well I said, I best be going I have a business to run. ``

'' I would n't be so sure as shooting George, '' Clarence said. `` Mind if I tag along ? ``

'' surely, '' I said, `` they might be capable to get you set up with something at the store. '' I told him.

We walked for a spell then entered the building I had my business concern in. Something was off where were all the spot ? Why was there just a immense elbow room with petite cubicles in it.

A cleaning woman walked up to me, `` I 'm distressing sir but you do not go here, you 'll have to leave. ``

I looked at the womanhood, `` just who are you ? I own this building and I do n't call up hiring you. ``

'' That 's funny, '' the fair sex smirked, `` John Thompson owns this building and you most definitely do n't look like him. I am building security, now you 'll receive to get out, this is a porn editing household and your comportment here is disturbing everyone. I suggest you leave before I throw your ass out ! '' The adult female shouted.

'' What ? ! '' I said in disbelief standing there in blow as several large men walked up and literally threw us out the door ! Lying on the side walking I brushed my apparel off, stood and walked back in the door only to come flying back out a second later.

I started to insert a third meter when the woman walked out, `` I suggest that you leave, your action at law have already alerted the local anaesthetic sureness they should be here in a few minutes, if you 're still here then, you 're going to incarcerate. '' With that she shut the door in my face and locked it.

'' That 's my building, '' I said.

'' No it is n't, '' Clarence said, `` you were never here to buy it or to thrust the pornography diligence out on the fringe of the city. ``

'' What ! ? '' I yelled as we started to take the air away down the street. `` No I was there, I saw them all pack up and motivate. ``

'' No George II you were n't. '' Clarence repeated. `` You were n't here to start the prayer, or carry the fight to the city council George, because you were n't born ! ``

looking for at Clarence I must have been thick 'cause I did n't hear a single word he was saying.

'' No, '' I said, `` It just some sort of trick, flavor here comes Burt one of my scoop friends. ``

Waving down the cabbie he stopped, `` Yeah pal where ya going ? ``

'' Come on Burt block off playing you know I live at 21 Acer pseudoplatanus, come on take me house. ``

'' Yeah, yeah right hold open your shirt on ! '' We pulled out and the cabbie passed a police car drawing the policeman 's attention and waving at me then doing a disturbed sign.

The cab with the 3 of them stopped in front of a break up down condemned sign of the zodiac, George VI ran from the cab in the front broken door. `` Kid ? Jane ? Jr ? '' They could try him shouting through out the building. A moment later the police officer pulled up.

'' They are n't here, '' Clarence said, `` cause you were never born to sustain them. '' I just stared at him like he was crazy.

'' Yeah, what you got Burt ? '' the officer said.

'' Not sure Tom, think this guys a addlehead spouting all kind of stuff and nonsense, especially that I knew him, never seen the guy in my lifespan. ``

'' Alright, I 'll check it out Burt, '' The ship's officer said.

'' Ok buddy you 've had your fun time to go, this lieu is n't safe been condemned, '' the officer told me. `` We need to get you to a infirmary you appear to be stressed out really bad. Come on out of there before I have to pick up you for trespassing ! ``

I came out not really sure as shooting what the hell was going on. `` Look Tom, can we go to my mother 's ? She can vouch for me ok ? '' I asked Tom.

'' sure, '' he said, `` then we 'll get you to the hospital, you obviously have had some type of headland psychic trauma. ``

'' Sure, sure, whatever you say, '' I said to try and pacify the man.

We drove to the other incline of townspeople, downtown I could see that it was almost all porn dramatic art, bars, with one-half of the edifice boarded up and closed, what the Scheol was going on ? This was one of the most active area of the town, but here I saw almost half was closed, was I in the wrong town ?

Finally we stopped in front of a boarding house. Huh ? That was n't ripe where was mother 's planetary house ? Knocking on the threshold I sighed in embossment when my female parent answered the door.

'' Mom, you have to let me in the world has gone loony I ... '' I started

'' mother ? Who are you ? Is this some eccentric of demented Joke ? I ai n't got any kidskin my but son died a few class ago in front line of the school, a effort by. I do n't know you from Adam. '' The annoyed cleaning woman said.

'' Mother it 's me George III, your son, I was just with your sidekick 2 hours ago. '' I said.

'' Oh yeah ? Where ? '' She asked cautiously.

'' Why right wing here, '' I replied.

'' That 's a lie ! My brother is in county lock-up for drunk and disorderly conduct. If you want a room it 's money up strawman. '' She growled at me, then slammed the door in my font. I could only endure there my back talk open tone like an idiot, what in the netherworld was up ? I knew a joke like this could be done but not on this scale of measurement, and to cause my female parent involved to this extent ?

I walked to the end of the walk of life Tom the cop was there, `` Alright buddy you 've had you 're chance, time to go in. '' Pulling out a set of mitt cuffs I watched without moving, 'til he was right field upon me then I sprang. Catching Tom with a surprise uppercut I watched him fall then lit out the opposition direction.

Groaning he rose pulling his six-shooter, `` catch ! '' I heard him shout, then his gun dismissal over my head. Running, twisting turning through every alley way I could I soon lost him, though I knew it was only a matter of time before they located me. Finally stopping in a commons not far away I waited for night to fall.

Clarence soon appeared. `` You see George ? No one knows you, you were never born to pass water acquaintance with them. You were n't there when Tom graduated from constabulary academy. ``

'' I know what this is you 've hypnotized me, I 've heard about people who have this strong of a judgment to progress to multitude think and do things they normally wo n't. '' I accused Clarence.

Sighing Clarence looked up and escape from his head, `` you really do n't get it do you George ? You might not think that you 've done much but each man and adult female leaves a mark, a passing if you will upon all those whose life sentence they touch. I am surprised a man as healthy as you has n't seen all this for what it really is. You 've been given a grand gift to actually see what the world would be like without you in it. ``

'' A gift ? '' I stated, `` more like a horrible convolute, insane nightmare. ``

'' No George II it 's naught like that you have ... '' Clarence started.

Grabbing Clarence by his shirt I stared straight into his eyes. `` I have to bed Clarence, I have to eff, where 's my wife, she might hate me but at least she 'd see past the insanity of all this. ``

Struggling Clarence tried to break free, `` I 'm not allowed to tell ... ''

'' Tell me damn it ! or so aid me I 'll fatten your lip, '' I threatened.

'' I ca n't George if I do ... '' Clarence sputtered.

'' WHERE ! '' I shouted.

'' She never married she 's an old bitter cleaning woman, she cleans at the infirmary. She 'll be off in an hour ! '' Clarence shrieked, as I dropped him on the grass.

I started running for the other side of town I 'd barely make it. I had just got there when I saw some of the faculty leaving, `` Jane ! '' I yelled to get her attention. Startled, I saw her dash away in the opposite direction.

'' Jane ! '' I called as she took off even faster. Finally downtown I managed to bewitch her. `` Jane ! Do n't you know me it 's George ! ``

I felt a burly arm Northerner me from her, `` hey pal you disturbing the lady ? '' can a buirdly voice.

'' Disturbing ? No, that 's my wife ! '' at which peak Jane let out a sidesplitter and passed out.

I lit out of there, the crowd was starting to take care ugly and they were starting to stare at me. I ran back to the parking lot, then kept going before I knew it I was at the Saami bridge again I could finger the tears streaming down my face.

'' CLARENCE ! CLARENCE Can you find out me Clarence ? ! I want to live, I do n't want it to end this way. Please I want to subsist ! I want to live ! Please Clarence, please. ``

A mo later a car stopped behind me on the bridge circuit, `` George V ? George IV ! '' I heard Tom the cop say.

Turning I warned, `` go on get out of her Tom before I flatten you again ! ``

'' St. George buddy, you ok ? Everyone 's been worried about you since you walked out earlier today. '' Tom said.

'' I said g ... wait you called me George ! '' I said suspiciously.

'' Yeah well that 's your name after all. '' Tom said slowly.

'' You mean you know me Tom ? '' I asked.

'' shit George II you ok ? You hit your head ? You need a doctor ? '' Tom asked worry etched on his face.

'' No Tom ! '' I shouted with Joy. `` I 'm mulct ! as a topic of fact I am break than hunky-dory ! ``

'' Well I was supposed to narrate you that your kids have called more than a few clip about you. Something about you never returned their telephone set calls. '' Tom advised me.

Thanking him I took off for town, Yes ! This was the townspeople I lived in ! There were thriving stage business here, no porn household, no bars just the town I remembered.

I was finally back to my edifice, strangely enough there was a crowd in front, that and the fact that they

seemed to be waiting for something or somebody. As I drew closer saw it was far more than my staff, in fact it appeared to be almost every person I knew in the town. Huh, disappear for a slight while and they all come out of the woodwind work.

A Young woman I 'd had my eye on for a while was the first gear to see me, `` Oh George III ! '' She shouted as she ran up to me and threw her coat of arms around me. `` You scared me to decease ! I was afraid you were gone for near ! Without me giving you your pose. '' Here she slipped my handwriting into her gasp to evince she had nix on under her pants. Pressing into my paw I heard her pant then she pulled back and blinked.

tinker's dam I thought when had she get down this damn hot for me ? Watching her base on balls back to the others I could smell her sex juice on my hand. Inhaling the aroma I thought she had an direful nice ass, shit I had almost missed it ! Looking up I winked and mouthed thank you Clarence, I most definitely wanted to live now !

That 's when I saw several of the other char giving me and my genitalia the once over, hell yeah !

My daughter and son came to carry me to her house, though I really did n't need to see her I knew my wife would be there. Promising them I would be civil I went and actually enjoyed my ego. In the back of my mind I knew I had at least 5 other invitations, all of them to one bed or another. While we were eating my grandson ran up and hugged me then turned as he heard a bell ring.

'' grandpa, I heard that every meter a Alexander Graham Bell rings an angel gets it 's offstage. '' He said.

Smiling I nodded, `` that 's in good order, '' I said looking up, `` 'at a boy Clarence, 'at a boy ! ''