Are N'T You Afraid ? P3 ( 2 )
Blowjob, Cheating, FantasyRey wakes up firmly wrapped in a substantial pair of arms. She feels equanimity, warm, and safety — wherever she is. Her back is up against a severely dresser. She stays in dreamland for a clip. Enjoying the moment. Enjoying the comfort.
Before the actualization, wakefulness, dawns on her. She is in the arms of Kylo Ren. She jumps, suddenly anxious. Heart pounding.
When he feels her stir, he wraps his arms tighter. `` Shhh… '' he whispers in her ear. `` You 're okay. ``
The fight in her is exhausted from the past times few sidereal day and she relaxes against him. tactile property him snog her neck opening softly. Her consistence responds as he runs his hand down her side. She feels him lead off to harden between her legs and feels her dead body respond instantly.
She inhales sharply as he thrusts into her, her body already slick with wetness. Kylo pulls her pegleg apart and pulls her on top of him. She is forced to arch her back as he thrusts himself between her pegleg. Her back is against his chest and he runs his hand up her stomach and up to her breasts.
Rey can not refuse. Can not fight. Her eyes are closed as she lays on him, her legs circularise all-encompassing, as he fucks her gently awake. He goes at a slow and easy pace.
'' I 'm sorry about yesterday, '' he says in a whisper.
'' Which theatrical role ? ``
'' Whichever role makes you the most disquieted. ``
'' That 's not… '' She groans as he moves his bridge player to massage her clit. `` An apology… ah… '' She moans in pleasure. `` Kylo ? ``
'' Yes, Rey ? ``
'' Are you going to keep seeing other charwoman ? ``
He pauses for a moment in his thrusting. Then continues vigorously. `` Yes. ``
His answer frustrates her. Indignant, Rey tries to buck off of him. But his arms wrap around and harbour her like a vice. She struggles against him. He pulls himself out of her and pushes her off him, onto her backrest on the bed, and flips himself around on top of her so that he is between her legs.
He pins her wrist joint and grin down at her. Enjoying the feeling of her struggling against him. The wrath in her face. The desperate confusion.
'' Rey… '' He laughs. `` You 're an leisurely aim. '' He moves his knees up towards her butt, forcing her legs apart wider and spot the tip of his member to inscribe her.
'' Why would you say that ? '' Rey asks. She 's frustrated with his constant taunting.
'' I 'm not going to break off seeing early women, '' Kylo tells her. Rey cries out as he thrusts into her, burying himself to the hilt. `` But I 'll think of you while I 'm fucking them. ``
He continues holding her weaponry down as he thrusts into her at a rapid pace — building the insistency inside her — until it EXPLODES — and Rey wants to cry out and rub herself against him — feeling him resign inside her. The cramp from her sexual climax practically milking the seminal fluid out of him.
When he finishes, he lays himself down on top of her. extend his hands along her breasts. Makes her pant in pleasure as he pinches and plays with her nipples.
'' Kylo… ''
'' Yeah ? ``
'' I hate you. ``
Kylo squeezes her nipples hard and she CRIES OUT in hurting. He sits up and gets off of her. `` Good. You 'll need that hatred today. ``
Rey sits up, covering herself with the mantle. She looks at him curiously. Apprehensively.
'' I have to need you to Snoke. ``
Rey 's fount falls. She spends the rest of the morning with a feeling of apprehension. She 's terrified of seeing Snoke. At least alone with Kylo, there were times she could almost bury she was a prisoner of the dark side. But Snoke was the real sprightliness histrionics of the benighted side.
She knew Kylo 's powers. She did n't want to experience Snoke 's. She wanted to quetch herself for having any hallucination that she would get out of here. That she just had to endure this trial by ordeal. But right now, her hope was crushed.
They make their way to the Snoke 's lofty holographical chamber.
Rey kneel in front line of the giant hologram of Supreme drawing card Snoke. Behind her are two of the most powerful men in the outset Order. General Hux and Kylo Ren.
'' Are you questioning his method acting, superior general Hux ? '' Snoke asks.
'' I think it inappropriate that he has the daughter sequestered in his apartment where she learns nothing— ''
'' She 's learning to obey. ``
'' And how is that going ? '' Hux asks Kylo Ren, raising a disbelieving eyebrow.
'' She is progressing. She was… quite compliant this first light, '' Kylo Ren says awkwardly. A deliquium blush in his cheeks.
Rey shifts, uncomfortable where the conversation is heading. Her boldness burns at the obviousness, of Kylo 's words. She wants to kick him.
Hux rolls his eyes and turns to Kylo Ren. `` Just because she has stopped resisting your rise, does n't mean anything— ''
Snoke raises his bridge player for quiet. `` sufficiency, General. ``
'' With all due obedience, Supreme leader. I am a leader of soldiers. I have thousands of nineteen class old daughter in my army. I know how to turn a civilian into a soldier— ''
'' You ca n't teach her in the shipway of the force, '' Kylo interjects.
'' I can instruct her field of study. Obedience. Which you are failing miserably at. '' Hux takes a step forward, looking up at Snoke 's hologram. `` Supreme Leader, even last Nox the lady friend tried to break away. ``
Kylo glowers in silence. His stares down at the ground, unable to refute Hux 's accusations. Hating the smugness in the full general 's voice.
Hux breaks the quiet in the way. `` I 'd propose handing her to me and allowing me to teach her the ways of the offset Order. I 'll not throw him training a muscular force user with questionable dedication. ``
Snoke thinks for a moment. `` Perhaps you are right, General Hux. You shall both go to Morabund, to the old Sith temple. trail her there, where she has no chance of escape. Kylo Ren will civilize her in the fashion of the effect. ``
Kylo Ren nods. Relieved.
Snoke continues. `` And general Hux, you shall select constituent in her training. learn her the bailiwick of the starting time Order. ``
full general Hux nods his oral sex. Emanating smugness. `` Thank you, Supreme leader. I shall not fail you. '' Hux clips his heels and turns around smartly. He leaves Rey kneeling alone with Kylo Ren.
Rey can sense Kylo 's rage construction. His frustration is tangible. She does n't bang if what just happened was a unspoilt thing or not.
Suddenly, the priming coat rumbling, the basis SHAKES.
'' Come immediately. '' Snoke looks around, right before his hologram spark and then disappears completely.
While the stem is attacked, Kylo Ren keeps Rey by his side on the leash. Rey looks determinedly for her acquaintance. Her heart beats, thrilled at the possibility of escape. Ending this madness.
They stay in the bidding room with General Hux. Until the announcement.
'' Sir, the electric resistance prisoners escaped ! ``
Kylo 's fury is let loose. He stalks down the hall, forcing Rey to trail behind him. The intel showed that Poe and Finn were outside the understructure, in the NW quadrant. The Lapplander place where Rey and Kylo fought.
When the two of them emerge from the floor out to the snowy wasteland, Rey immediately sees Poe and Finn racing towards the millennium Falcon.
The spate of the ship gives her promise and she determines to get on with them and fly away from this low temperature, brutal base.
'' Poe ! Finn ! '' she screams. Kylo attempts to hold her close to him— She claws at his cheek, viciously. Her teeth gritted, all her muscular tissue straining.
It takes every Panthera uncia of energy, strength, and cunning she has to wrest herself from his grasp.
She yells to them and begins racing towards them. Kylo Ren yanks her backbone with the chain. She turns around, grabs onto the chain, and attempts to deplumate it out of his hand.
His strength is keen than hers and she is take out towards him.
Suddenly, Kylo Ren doubles back, a small explosion in his abdomen— his face goes wide with surprise and his body falls limply into the snow. Rey 's heart stops.
She turns to see Poe standing fifty feet away with the bowcaster. Finn right behind him. Rey turns back to see Kylo Ren 's face contorted in agony.
'' supporter me, Rey… '' he calls out, weakly.
Rey pauses in the snow. Finds herself ineffective to decide between Kylo Ren and her old friends.
But the decisiveness has been made for her.
She turns back towards the Falcon and sees Poe and Finn staring at her. There is a palpable sentience of treason on their faces and in their eubstance spoken communication. She senses them rick their dorsum on her.
The simpleton act of turning back to Kylo Ren… her fear when he was shot. It 's a treason to them, she realizes.
She springs towards them through the snow and the Sir Herbert Beerbohm Tree. `` Poe ! Finn ! Wait for me ! ``
They table the ship. It lights up. Rey keeps running.
The ship rises into the air. Rey runs beneath it, holding her blazonry in the air. `` postponement for me ! Do n't leave me… ''
The ship takes off and BLASTS into the atmosphere.
Rey falls to her knees in the snow. She is taken back to the memory of her category leaving her behind on Jakku. Taking off and never coming back… Poe and Finn were never coming back.
Her friends left without her. It hits her like a clout to the gut. They think she betrayed them. And maybe she did. They suffered… being tortured, languishing in prison house cubicle while she… While she fucked Kylo Ren. The man who caused all their suffering.
She shivers. Of line they left without her. They suffered and what did she do ? She allowed Kylo Ren to use her body for his own pleasure. How could this have happened ? Despair sets in her affectionateness as she watches the close speck of lighting that was the Millennium Falcon.
She lays down in the snow. Intending to die on Starkiller Base when it exploded.
A inglorious shuttlecock hovers in the air. Kylo Ren 's shuttle. It hovers in nominal head of her. The hatch opens and settles down into the snow.
General Hux emerges, heading straight for Rey.
Rey gets up debile and starts to run away. General Hux runs after her and tackles her to the ground. He grabs at the leash that still hangs from the catch around her cervix. He starts pulling her towards the shuttle.
'' Rey ! I 'm gloomy about this. We have to go. NOW. ``
Rey resists, digging her heels into the snow. `` No ! Let me die here ! ``
Hux grabs her arm and puts his shoulder into her torso and aerodynamic lift her off the priming coat. `` I do n't have meter for this ! '' He carries her over his shoulder and runs to the shuttle.
She kicks and punches at him, but he 's warm than he looks. He makes it onto the ship.
The hatch closes behind them. Hux throws her down following to where Kylo Ren lays unconscious on the flooring of the shuttle. Hux leaves, shouting orders to the bunch, and oral sex to the cockpit.
Captain Phasma hovers over an Kylo Ren. It is chaos on the small shuttle as a trefoil droid works frantically to stop Kylo Ren 's bleeding.
Kylo Ren opens his oculus to gaze at Rey. Rey looks back horrified. Kylo reaches out to her. `` Rey… check with me… '' He finds the end of the leash, which is draped over the birdie level. He wraps the trine around his fist.
As Rey despairs, Kylo Ren feels triumph. An unexpected success — separating her from her protagonist. Before Captain Phasma collected him, he saw them leave without her. Saw her stranded in the snowfall, despairing. He felt sad for the pain she was in… but he was please. Because now he could kill them without worrying about alienating her too much.
Then he passes out into unconsciousness.
The bird blast out of the ambience. As the shuttle hurtles through space, Starkiller infrastructure implodes in on itself, collapsing into a ball of fire.
'' Ren, you have to let the girl go. '' Hux grab at the chain in Kylo 's manus and begins prying it from his fingers. Rey tries to cower out of the way, as far as the string will allow. Kylo Ren lay on an operating table in the trefoil bay of the pocket-sized spaceship they traveled in. They switched from Kylo Ren 's modest shuttlecock to a swelled one as they traveled to Moraband.
'' Sedate him, '' Hux orders the droid.
'' No ! '' Kylo Ren smacks the droid away. `` I want to stay awake. ``
Exasperated, Hux says, `` Kylo Ren. Supreme Leader Snoke has entrusted me with your personal well being. I do n't destine to let him down. '' Hux succeeds in prying the Ernst Boris Chain out of Kylo Ren 's hand and throws it away from Kylo 's grasp.
Hux grabs the depressant phonograph needle from the droid. `` Hold him down, '' he orders the attendant stormtrooper. Kylo Ren protests and try to oppose as Hux holds his arm down and plunges the needle into his vein.
'' I hope you do n't realise a use of this, Ren, '' Hux says sharply. `` You 're a terrible patient. ``
'' Stay away from her, '' is the concluding thing Kylo Ren manages to say before the ataractic hits him and he passes out.
The medical elbow room goes dumb. A ignitor whirring begins as the medical droids begin their healing appendage on Kylo 's unconscious form.
Hux turns to Rey. Rey squats down against the wall, as far from Kylo Ren as the way will allow. She stands up, alarmed, as Hux moves towards her slowly. Hux puts his hands up in a surrender motion.
He moves towards her slowly— trying no to alarm her, but Rey thinks he moves like a piranha. `` Rey, I am going to dispatch the chain. Will you allow me to do this ? ``
Rey 's reflection is mistrustful, hold. Her dead body nomenclature defensive.
'' I just want to take it off, so you can be free of it. okay ? ``
Rey nods.
Hux steps forward. He stands too conclusion. Rey stiffens, but arrest still, staring at his pectus and his neck, a mere two in from her face.
'' He never should have put this on you… '' Hux mutters. `` Barbaric. ``
Rey can smell a very faint cologne, or something that smells very masculine. She closes her eyes to unstrain herself, but that only makes her more cognizant of his closeness. He reaches around her and handles the collar delicately. Rey inhales sharply when his fingers touch her neck.
Hux pulls away and looks down at her, his face questioning, rum. He unclips the chain and it drops to the ground. Then he continues moving the collar, investigating it. Rey tries not to shudder whenever he touches her neck, uncomfortable with his proximity.
Hux sighs and steps back. `` I ca n't demand it off. Kylo Ren has to do it. ``
Rey 's aspect falls. Disappointed.
'' He 's not going to be awake for a few hours. I 'm starving. Would you eat with me ? '' Hux asks politely.
Rey 's venter is growling. She had n't eaten since aurora. Kylo would n't let her out of his grasp while he was transported to the medical bay. She hesitates because this is General Hux. General of the kickoff ordination. The enemy of the resistance.
'' I do n't know… '' Rey says, desperately wanting food.
Hux nods. `` I understand your reluctance. I 'm your foeman. You 're a prisoner here. ``
Rey swallows nervously.
'' You 're a special case, Rey, '' Hux continues. `` You understand ? I ca n't impart you alone until Kylo Ren wakes up. I have lodge to pee-pee sure you arrive on Moraband. You understand ? '' He pauses, taking in her reaction.
Rey does n't experience what he wants her to say. She 's defensive.
Hux continues. `` I ca n't have you doing your Jedi mind legerdemain here, so it 's either with me or with Kylo Ren. And he 's unconscious. So the incommodiousness falls to me. ``
'' If I 'm such an inconvenience, why do n't you let me go ? ``
'' You 're a valuable troublesomeness. You 're worth it. So, dinner ? '' he asks, affably.
Rey wraps her arms around her trunk. At a loss for words.
'' I could put you in shackles if it would wee-wee you more comfortable. Or you can just total eat with me. No harm done. '' He holds his hand out to her. She stares at it suspiciously.
'' I 'll eat with you. '' She ignores his hand and relocation towards the door. anxiousness gnaws at her as she follows him, worried something bad will happen, worried that dinner wo n't just be dinner.
They head down the corridor and arrive at Hux 's residence on the starship. The doorway swishes open and Hux apparent movement for her to put down first.
Hux 's chamber is spacious and simple. Decorated in pitch-black, red and Edward D. White design. A elementary broad bed in the midriff of one side of meat of the room and a couch on the other side. An elegant board set in the corner and a small kitchenette.
Hux motions for her to sit. She looks around… hesitates a moment, then sits. Hux goes to the kitchen and takes out a decanter of water and some cup. He comes back and pours her water.
She immediately gulps it all down. Hux smiles and pours more. Sets the decanter future to her. They sit in silence as Rey stares down at the tabular array or into her water drinking glass, trying not to look at Hux.
The door buzz. Hux lets the food droids in. Rey 's mouth pee at the wonderful aroma. Her breadbasket is gnawing at her, her mouth watering. She wants to reach out for it, but she 's afraid. Suddenly afraid that Kylo Ren will come along behind her, strip her naked, tie her hands, and dangle a tempting morsel of solid food forever out of her reach.
She reminds herself that he 's not here. Hux notices her uncomfortableness but does n't say anything. He quietly prepares her a home of food for thought and solidifying it in front of her. She only stares at it.
He gets his own intellectual nourishment and sits down. He starts eating.
Rey looks at him, apprehensively. He smiles. She releases the breath she was holding and relaxes. For the first prison term since she was captured by Kylo Ren, she eats with her hands, without restraint. Without a display of chagrin. She begins shoving food for thought into her mouth.
Rey 's home base empties quickly. She looks up to see Hux glancing at her, his oculus moving from her photographic plate to her face. His plate still mostly broad. And she cringes as she notices the fork in his hand. She forgets… that 's how train mass eat.
'' Do you want More ? '' Hux asks, apparently unconcerned with her lack of shelve etiquette.
'' Can I feature more ? '' Rey asks suspiciously, paranoid that it 's going to be taken away, or she 's going to be punished in some way.
'' You can have whatever you want. ``
Rey stares at the remaining plates of nutrient. `` What if I eat it all ? ``
'' I 'll decree more. ``
Rey suppresses a grin. She is thrilled and digs in eagerly. She pauses to try and think of manners. She musters a tiny bit of restraint to smack the food. She picks up a fork and copies Hux.
He looks away politely, pretending to read something off a data pad.
After a metre, he sets down his fork and stares at her. `` Can I babble out to you, Rey ? ``
Rey pauses her feeding. She nods. Suddenly apprehensive.
'' Please loosen. I do n't want to be cruel to you. I am nada like Kylo Ren. I would never do what he did to you. I would never treat you the way he is treating you. ``
'' You 're the First guild. You 're all cruel. You all do terrible thing. '' Rey spats.
Hux shrugs. `` And you have a platform of cognition that provides a basis for that assumption ? The cruelty you 've experienced is from Kylo Ren. If it were me, I would let executed you and your booster. What Kylo Ren did… is savage. ``
'' But you did the same… you punished Finn. ``
Hux shakes his head. `` Finn was a deserter. A traitor. We have normal. subject. What would you do, Rey ? With someone who defected to your enemy ? ``
'' I would… let them go. ``
Hux raises an supercilium. `` Let them go. '' He nods. `` okeh. carnival enough. '' He eats a few more snack of food. Looks up at her occasionally. Contemplative. chewing. Thinking.
'' Do you swear Kylo Ren ? '' he asks.
'' Yes… '' Rey sputters out a bite of food. `` Um, no… I mean… No. '' Rey stumbles. `` I do n't mean so. ``
'' That 's concern. ``
Rey looks up from her food. Startled and uncomfortable. `` Why ? ``
He looks straight at her. `` You know why, '' he says in a low, even tone.
shiver go down Rey 's spine. She did say yes. Oh no, she worries. Why was her whim to say yes ? Did she trust him ? She stops eating, panicking, thinking about what happened on the groundwork. Why did her friends leave her ? She did ferment back, concerned for Kylo Ren… Because, in the moment, even though she was trying to get off him, she could n't imagine him dying… And Poe and Finn knew. She was damaged.
'' Am I making you uncomfortable ? ``
'' Oh, um, I 'm sorry… I 'm just… '' Rey intermission, rip starting to moisten her optic. Her throat constricts and she 's at a red for words.
'' You 're confused. About why you said yes. ``
'' My friends… '' she chokes out.
Hux nods sympathetically. `` They left without you. Left you with us… With me. And Kylo Ren. '' He watches the tears stream down her face. `` They thought you were going to die there. ``
Rey shakes her drumhead. `` But why ? '' Her spokesperson is vulnerable, shaky, coming out in a whisper.
'' Can you blame them ? Just that very morning… were you even resisting him ? ``
Rey sits in a stupefy silence. She did n't resist him that morning… She even enjoyed it. The pleasure he gave her… Rey shudders. Her dresser is fuddled with sorrow. She could n't blame Poe and Finn. They had written her off for dead… They saw what she did. Kneeling in front of Kylo Ren. His slave. His pet.
She squeezes her oculus shut. thinking of Kylo Ren even now makes her outpouring with warmheartedness, Heat and moisture grows between her wooden leg. A betrayal.
Hux reaches out and puts his hand over hers. She jumps slightly as she feels the warmth and system of weights of his hand over her own. `` I did n't mean to upset you… Your friends… They did n't know what you had been through. ``
They sit there in quiet as Rey tries to get her sobbing under control. She feels comforted by his hand on hers, despite herself.
Hux breaks the silence. `` Do you interpret top executive, Rey ? ``
The interrogative confuses her. Surprises her. She shakes her capitulum. She does n't understand what he 's getting at. `` Why do you ask me this ? ``
'' Because I do n't think you do. I think Kylo Ren is afraid of your power. He knows you 'll be stronger than him. So he 's trying to verify you. Brutalizing you. And yet… your first impulse is to confide him. Curious, is n't it ? ``
Rey pulls her hand away from Hux. She wraps her implements of war around her body, hugging herself. Trying to comfort the confusion and turmoil within her.
Hux watches her a moment before continuing softly. `` Do you require to understand what he did to you ? ``
Rey just sits there, rocking back and Forth River with bust in her center. She nods hesitantly.
'' Do you reckon what he 's doing is okay ? ``
Rey thinks about his inquiry and shakes her nous slowly. Feeling so naive… so out of her depth.
Hux stands up and begins putting the trays of intellectual nourishment away.
'' He 's awake, '' Hux says abruptly, breaking Rey 's gearing of thought. Rey 's gist pounds in her chest and tears burn her eyes as he says, `` I have to choose you back. ``
Rey stands at the door uncertainly. The room is dim. Similar to Hux 's, except where Hux had an elegant sense of color and design, Kylo 's room is just black upon Shirley Temple. A black tile trading floor and gloomy walls.
Rey sees his figure rise from the bed, a dark silhouette moving ominously towards her. Her bosom beat speeds up and her breath quickens.
As his case comes into prospect, Rey backs against the door, pressing herself against it. But Kylo comes gently, his face sympathetic.
He puts his mitt on her berm. A easygoing, visible light cutaneous senses. He lays a gentle candy kiss against her forehead. Rey thaw against his chest, comforted. Feeling for a import that maybe Hux was ill-timed about him ?
She does n't know why she begins to cry against his chest. He holds her point against his dresser, smoothing her hair back, kissing the top of her head teacher. Murmuring comforting Holy Writ into her ear. `` It 's hunky-dory, Rey… I 'm disconsolate. I saw what happened… Shhh… '' He rocks her gently, before pushing her away.
He takes her by the arm and begins leading her to the bed. Rey feels the weight unit of the silence in the dim way. feel his voice deeply when he speaks. `` I 'm gladiolus you 're with me… I 'm dark what happened to you… But I 'm gladiola you 're with me… ''
'' Are you hungry ? '' he asks.
Rey shakes her read/write head. Her belly is full from the dinner with General Hux.
Kylo raises an eyebrow. `` You ate already ? ``
'' Yeah. With Hux. ``
'' You ate with Hux ? '' Kylo asks. He pauses and pulls away from her, suddenly going very still.
Rey nods— unaware of the soft frenzy in his voice.
'' You ate. With Hux, '' he repeats, stony. Rey realizes her mistake and is suddenly terrified. Kylo backs away from her, moving through the elbow room to piece something up. Something she does n't see.
'' good, '' he says. `` I 'm shopworn anyway. And very, very, disappointed in you… '' He walks back towards her and she backs away.
She tries to get away, but Kylo grabs onto her arm, so tightly that it 's painful. `` I suffer because of you again… You ran away from me. I thought we talked about this. I thought you understood. ``
Kylo twists her arm painfully and forces her to her knees. He pulls both her hands behind her back and binds them together. `` How can I find good when you are so unruly ? '' he says and his voice makes her mettle beat faster.
'' Kylo, stop it ! '' she cries out.
Kylo Ren grabs her cubital joint and hale her to her animal foot. pull her across the elbow room to the end of his bed. His bed frame extends up to Rey 's shoulders, a series of horizontal iron bars.
'' I ca n't fight you tonight, Rey. I 'm spite and I 'm too weak… '' he says sadly.
He turns her to face him so that her binding is to the bed. He lifts her weapon over the top bar of the bed frame. He puts a tie around her waist and fastens her carpus to it. So that her arms are behind her back, draped over the bed frame, and her waist held securely in place, and she 's forced to run forward, standardized to a mermaid at the tip of ship.
'' I would give you the existence and you would feed me zero but pain, '' he says sadly.
'' Kylo, what are you doing ? '' she asks, alarmed.
'' Shhh… it 's okay, '' he whispers in her ear. He pulls her shirt from her bang, pulls it up past her boob and over her head teacher. He positions it so it covers her eyes and only her back talk are exposed.
Rey shudders as his cold-blooded finger's breadth touch her bare knocker. He toys gently with her teat as he kisses her languorously. She moans softly and her tit harden in his clasp. She feels his smile against her lips. His evil smile, she thinks.
'' I love how antiphonal you are to my touch modality, '' he says.
She feels moisture and warmth between her legs… and an aching desire to be satisfied…
Kylo works his way down her English, running his hand along her abdomen, and begins unfastening her belt buckle. He pulls her knickers down around her ankle joint, all the way to her boot. She thinks he 's going to call for her drawers off, or at to the lowest degree unfasten her boots. But he leaves her boots on and refastens her belt around her mortise joint, pinning them together.
He runs his deal sensuously up her legs. He slips his digit between her second joint. She jerks and thrill as he caresses her vagina.
He whispers. `` You 're so wet… '' She gasps and writhes, wanting him to continue… `` I really am afraid of you, Rey. I almost died twice because of you. Twice. ``
The coldness air hits her as he moves away.
'' Kylo ? '' she asks, feeling suddenly vulnerable and exposed.
'' Goodnight, Rey. '' She listens in silence, struggling against her adhesiveness. Unable to move or get away. Blinded. She senses him move into the bed, crawl under the covers… Her heart beats in panic.
'' No… you ca n't leave me like this… '' she shouts and struggles, panicked. Her mettle throbbing and adrenaline coursing through her body.
'' Shhh… you 'll be okay. And now, so will I. ``
'' Kylo, let me go ! ``
'' Do n't force me to gag you. ``
'' No ! '' she shouts. Kylo frown. He extends out with his military unit powers and freezes her mouth shut.
He turns over and makes himself well-situated, heedful not to aggravate the lesion in his side. He smiles as he listens to Rey 's muted vociferation of mental rejection and desperation, her soft struggles against her bonds… He drifts off to kip, satisfied, comforted to deliver her back so shut down to him.
Kylo Ren wakes up refreshed the adjacent break of the day. He gets out of bed and reach. He feels a slight pang of guilt when he sees Rey still tied to the end of his bed.
She looks like a captive on her way to a end judgment of conviction, he thinks. Her foreland covered in her shirt, hanging down below her articulatio humeri. Her human knee slump and she hangs by her elbows. He enjoys the raft of her slim, naked vulnerability. The sight of her bloomers tangled around her ankles.
He turns on the hokey sun lights. His heart beats slightly faster as he sees Rey begin to stir. He wishes he had tied her differently so that he could fuck her more easily.
He moves to the bed and unties the restraint around her waist. He lifts her weapon system, freeing her from the bed frame. Her hands still tied behind her back, he sets her gently on the floor.
He undoes the belt around her ankles. Rey does n't say anything. Just waits patiently as he unties her. He undoes her kicking and drag them off her infantry, wrench of her socks, and slides her gasp off of her.
He takes a instant to revel the heap of her - her shirt still covering her face, her lips parted slightly, as she waits tensely. Completely naked and vulnerable.
The cold black roofing tile is frigidity on her butt. The spunk in her body are fired up as Kylo Ren takes her wearing apparel off. She feels vulnerable and helpless. Then suddenly he turns her over pushes her on the story. She gasps as her tummy and breasts are pressed up against the frigidness tile.
'' Relax, '' he says. `` I 'm just untying you so I can take your shirt off your head… ''
He straddles her and unties her manus. Rey experiences reliever when her blazon are destitute, her shoulder joint muscularity sore from hanging all night.
Kylo pulls her shirt off of her head. The luminosity blinds her and she squeezes her eyes shut. Then opens them, startled, when she feels Kylo pull her articulatio radiocarpea together behind her back and place a firm restraint on them.
She struggles underneath him. `` Why ? ``
Kylo laughs softly. `` Why not, Rey ? Why should n't I ? ``
Rey does n't know what to say. She lowers her head in defeat, her nerve press against the cold floor.
detrition saltiness in the wound, Kylo says, `` Are you not my enemy ? Are you still loyal to the supporter who abandoned you ? ``
'' You 're evil, '' she whispers.
This amuses Kylo. He smiles and gets off of her. He grabs her by the articulatio humeri and pulls her to her knees.
'' I never claimed not to be, '' he says smugly. He stands in front of her, between her leg, his breakwater in front end of her brass. Smoothes back her hair. Cradles her human face in his hands.
Rey 's boldness bloom red and her center dart around, flustered. Feeling heat flood her belly as her trice increases.
'' I 'm not doing anything to you. Why are you panting ? '' Kylo asks, amused. Pleased to see her in a state of such stimulation. `` It 's okay, Rey. I know what you want. ``
'' Get away from me, '' she demands.
His hold on her side becomes house and his optic become steel. `` You still do n't accept your place. '' He exhales a sigh as he feels himself growing hard. `` But you 're so adorable… ''
He releases her momentarily so he can pull his pants down, freeing his member. The gasps, startled— he force freezes her before she can struggle and move away.
'' You can conclude your eyes… '' Kylo Ren tells her. She squeezes her eyes shut as he shoves himself inside of her mouth. He force freezes her mouth spread out. Rey endures his thrusting - the tip of his penis hitting the back of her throat. She gasps in as much air as she can when he pulls out.
Kylo throws his head teacher back in pleasure as he pumps into her rima oris. As he nears his release, he pauses and looks down at her. He pulls out, leaving her mouth wide open.
He uses his hand to pump his seed into her. He shudders at his release. When he 's finished, he stares down at Rey 's open mouth, filled with his seed. It sends a shake of fervor up his backbone to see her like this. So delicate, so vulnerable, so completely under his control.
He pulls his pants back up, still staring at Rey, who sits like a statue. Almost like a water fountain, he thinks. Her head tilted up, a consortium inside her open mouth.
He caresses her face, enjoying the helpless look in her eyes, then pushes her jaw closed. He leans down to kiss her on the cheek. He wipes away any nimiety on her lips.
He kneels down between her branch to whisper into her ear. `` I 'm going to defecate you breakfast and you 're going to stay here and keep this in your oral cavity until I 'm finished. '' He kisses her lightly on the mouth.
He gets up. `` Do n't swallow until I tell you to. '' At the questioning look in her eyes, Kylo Ren shrugs. He moves towards the minuscule kitchenette in the corner. `` Do n't ask me why I do the things I do. It makes me feel special. '' Rey is n't sure if he meant that seriously or sarcastically and her cheeks burn in embarrassment.
Kylo Ren moves around the kitchen, getting out dishes and utensils.
Rey waits like a statue. Her backtalk filled with Kylo Ren 's seed. Her pulse is elevated and she jumps any prison term Kylo Ren makes noise in the kitchen, being careful not to bury the consignment in her mouth.
The threshold bombilation, swishes open, and in base on balls General Hux. If Hux is surprised at what he sees, he does n't express it.
Kylo Ren nearly drops the pan he was cooking with. He looks at Hux, outraged.
'' What are you doing, barging in here like that ? '' Kylo Ren gets good in Hux 's face. Rey knew he would have gone for his light saber had it been anyone else.
Hux says nonchalantly, `` Supreme drawing card has an urgent subject matter for you, Kylo Ren. '' His center dart quickly to Rey then back to the enraged man in front of him.
'' Never enter like that again, '' Kylo says, menacing.
Hux spreads his arms out and gives a slight, base bow. `` I am a mere servant following the gild of the Supreme Leader. '' Hux looks Kylo right in the eye, indifferent to the barely suppressed FURY in Kylo 's eyes.
Hux continues in a snip musical note. `` He was most insistent you come right away. Alone. '' Hux looks over at Rey. `` I 'll watch your pet while you 're gone. ``
Kylo does n't say anything. He 's enraged. He grabs his coat and headland to the door, glaring at Hux.
Kylo leaves. The door closes behind him. It makes Rey 's philia race.
The silence is oppressive. Rey stays still where she is. She is surprised to pick up Hux mutter, `` I 'm sorry, Rey. ``
Hux averts his gaze, turns his binding to her and stares at the door. Giving her some semblance of privacy in her vulnerable state of matter. Her case blushes red with shame and humiliation.
'' Do n't be embarrassed. '' Hux says in a gentle, understanding interpreter, keeping his gaze on the door. `` This is n't your shift. Kylo Ren is an uncivilized beast. ``
Rey does n't know whether to be thankful or not. Relieved that he 's not staring at her predicament. admiration if he knows what she holds in her mouth.
'' I am the commander of this ship. I know what goes on in my own domain. '' All Rey can do is listen and ponder his words.
A stretch of secretiveness passes before Hux continues. Rey almost wonderment if he 's talking to himself. `` Although some people like to believe they can hide things, zero is hidden from me. ``
Kylo Ren enters in a huff. surprised to see Hux so close to the room access and nearly collides into him. Hux suppresses a slight smile at Kylo Ren 's clumsiness.
Kylo is relieved to see Rey in the same home, same office. He stares at Hux coldly. `` You can leave behind now, General. ``
Hux nods and move towards the room access. He glances back at Rey.
'' I 'll see you for lunch, '' he says.
Kylo Ren glares at him as he leaves. Is relieved when the door closes behind him.
'' Do n't care about him, '' Kylo Ren tells Rey. He heads back into the kitchen. `` He does n't matter. ``
Kylo continues preparation and soon has a home base of intellectual nourishment prepared.
Kylo sets the collection plate on the level. Far from where Rey kneels. He leans against the kitchen rejoinder, crosses his arms, and looks pointedly at her. `` Come and get it. ``
Rey scoffs. Realizes he expects her to cringe across the floor for it. She glares at him, frustrated at the humiliation. But she obeys, ineffective to protest.
Her knees are sore when she arrives at the scale of food for thought. Kylo Ren insists she show him her mouth, to try her obedience. She opens her oral cavity to him and he smiles, pleased.
—-
Rey enters Hux 's way. He opens the room access with gusto. He smiles and motion her in. There is an total tray of food on the table and Rey eyes it.
She sits and Hux sits across from her. He does n't say anything. He starts eating and gesture for her to do the same.
They sit there eating in a easy silence.
Eventually, Rey breaks it. `` Why am I here ? ``
Hux looks at her, chewing a bite of food. `` To instruct. ``
'' I do n't want to learn from you. ``
'' Then do n't. Just sit there and eat. ``
'' The quiet does n't bother you ? '' Rey asks.
'' No, silence is good. It 's been a nerve-wracking couple of twenty-four hours, regrouping after your ally blew up our base. ``
Rey sputters, `` Oh, I 'm sorry… ''
Hux pauses the food he 's about to put in his mouth to take care at her in surprise.
She realizes what she 's just said. `` I did n't mean— ''
Hux bursts out laughing at her cumbersomeness. `` Relax… I know what you meant. ``
'' Why am I really here ? I do n't understand. ``
'' Because I think you have potential. Snoke thinks you have potential. I really wish you would comprehend this. I 'm giving you the opportunity to ask me anything. You have the leader of the first base monastic order willing to answer any of your questions. Do you have any ? ``
'' I have n't thought about it, '' Rey says, confused.
'' That 's the problem. If you 're still loyal to the opposition, how can you help them if you ca n't even take vantage of the opportunity you have now ? What do you desire to know ? hereafter plans ? enigma secret plan ? ``
Rey sits back in her chair, and weft at her food for thought. `` Future plans ? ``
'' Bring order to the galaxy, '' Hux says majestically. `` Imagine how much more effectively you would avail them if you were trained ? '' He leans forward. `` I 'm not asking you to deepen your dedication. I 'm just asking to let me teach you. ``
'' What do you really want from me ? '' Rey is suddenly suspicious.
'' I want your cooperation. If not, I 'll bear to send out you back to Kylo Ren. ``
Rey shudders, conflicted.
Hux raises an eyebrow. `` You do n't like that ? Or maybe you do ? Do you like what he does to you ? ``
'' I just want to be free. ``
Hux ignores her statement and continues. `` I would never tie you up the way he does. '' He leans forward and says in a hushed tone, `` I would make you beg first. ``
Rey nearly drops the ice of water she was about to drink. `` What ? ``
Hux leans back in his chair and laughs softly, sipping his chicken feed of wine.
'' I know how cruel Kylo Ren can be… You 're always welcome here, Rey. '' He motions to the sofa. `` You can sleep there if you 're ever afraid. Or you take the bed, I 'll lead the sofa. ``
Rey spends the eternal rest of the clip with him playing a game of cheat. She becomes engrossed in it, learning from his commentary and his motion. They do n't talk much. It ends when Hux has to leave.
Rey does n't have anywhere to go on the workmanship except back to Kylo Ren 's room. She is relieved to determine it empty. She ponders what Hux said to her. She does n't realize what biz he is playing. She 's frustrated, feeling like she 's out of her depth. Maybe she would take him up on his offering. If anything, she knew it bothered Kylo Ren.
Kylo Ren did n't repay until halfway through the dark. By then, Rey had changed into one of his shirts because she could n't find anything else, and was curled up in his bed, sleeping.
He enters and Rey can sense frustration within him. He tosses his stuff down carelessly and turns on the light. Rey cringes at the brightness.
'' Oh, am I disturbing you ? '' he says mockingly.
Rey jumps out of bed, angry. `` No. We need to talk. ``
'' About what ? The difficulties of scrubbing rust off spare part parts ? ``
'' What happens when we get to Moraband ? ``
Kylo Ren shrugs sadly. Losing his energy. `` We train you with the horse of Ren. ``
'' I train ? Then you should take this pick up off of me and commence treating me like a human being. You ca n't handle me without it ? ``
'' I 'll take it off when we get to Moraband. '' He pauses. `` How was your clip with Hux ? Did he teach you anything other than how to suck up to your superiors ? ``
'' Are you threatened ? ``
'' You 're joking. Hux is nothing but a gundark sucking on Snoke's— ''
Rey call, exasperated. `` I ca n't live with you ! ``
'' You do n't induce a choice. ``
'' I want freedom. I do n't require to be controlled by you. You are barbaric and sadistic, '' she spats.
'' I 'm barbaric ? '' Kylo almost sounds outraged, then he nods. `` That 's true. `` He shrugs. `` And ? Do you desire me to change ? Contort myself into your ideal man ? bend myself into something atrocious for your pleasure ? ``
'' Why do you say these things ? '' she says, disgusted.
'' causal agency you 'll never— '' He stops. On the verge of saying a word he might rue. A word that makes him vulnerable.
'' Never what ? ``
Kylo shakes his head. He unclips his faint cavalry sword and holds it up. Rey wince, thinking he is going to use it on her. She is surprised when he tosses it to her. `` ardor it up, '' he says.
Kylo gets down on his knees in front of Rey. `` Do your worst. Do whatever you want to me. I wo n't crusade you. I wo n't resist. ask your revenge. ``
She swings the saber at him and full stop at his neck, holding it there. He closes his eyes and lowers his head, fully expecting to experience the heat cut through his neck. Rey strains with the difference of opinion within her. She finally has the chance… and she ca n't do it…
She shuts the blade down. `` I did n't retrieve you could possibly GET more awful. Kylo Ren, '' she says his name with contempt. She steps away and starts moving towards the door. `` I 'm leaving. ``
He gets up. `` I wo n't block off you. I do n't want you here anymore. I do n't like if you sleep out in the common cold, on metallic element diffraction grating. ``
She THROWS the saber at him. He catches it easily.
As soon as the door closes behind her, Kylo wishes she were back. He does n't want to stop her, but he desperately hopes she will come back on her own. That she 's not really so upset she would rather sleep in a dusty, drafty corridor, than with him.
He enquiry why he is so vicious to her. And worries what will find when they arrive on planet. With a rebellious apprentice and a mortal wound, he would surely be challenged for leadership by the Knights of Ren. He knows he 's up to the challenge. But it frightens him. Especially that he might expect weak in front of Rey.
Rey grew up in a harsh climate and she had to be incredibly solid to survive. Kylo Ren does n't believe she could ever love someone weaker than her. Think she despises helplessness. Kylo Ren does n't delude himself— He is the strongest of the knight of Ren. For now. He lays down and waits.
—-
A knock on the door awakens Hux in the midriff of the night. He gets up, frowning at the usurpation and goes to the door. His mouth falls open in surprise when he sees who is at the door.
'' Rey, it 's the heart of the night… '' He sees her well-defined distress, her exposure as she looks up at him with the wide heart of a puppy. `` But, of grade, you can make out any time. '' He motions for her to enter.
Rey enters and lean against the wall and stares up at him shyly. `` I 'm no-count, I, he— ''
'' He hurt you ? '' Hux asks, concerned.
She looks away. `` Not quite… '' She sighs, frustrated. `` I ca n't look to ever speak clearly around you. ``
Hux steps forward and puts his hands on her shoulders. `` Oh, Rey… You 're distress is so… endearing, that it hurts me a little bit… '' Rey 's heart pounds as he moves closemouthed to her.
'' Do you postulate to peach ? '' he asks, cupping her face in his paw. He leans in close, his body pinning her against the wall.
'' I— I do n't recognise, '' she stumbles.
He whispers into her ear. `` Anything you need. ``
He looks into her eyes then. His face so close, so intimate. His centre aplomb and calm. She only has to actuate ever so slightly to plant life a gentle candy kiss on his lips.
He does n't propel, only continues to regard her with his cool regard. She immediately regrets kissing him. Feeling like she just made a big misapprehension. Thinking his impassive regard means he 's rejecting her.
'' I 'm good-for-nothing, '' she blurts out quickly. She tries to move away, go back through the doorway. He stops her by pinning his organic structure against hers.
He puts a hand on her cheek and pulls her face close. `` Do n't be. '' He kisses her then, his hands moving down to her waist, pulling her away from the door.
When he breaks the kiss, he picks her up and carries her to the bed. Rey is on a undulation of adrenaline.
Hux sets her down on the bed. He crawls in, but just lays down. Does n't touch her. Her heart dog pound and she feels uncertain.
'' I think I made a mistake— '' Rey starts to get off the bed. Hux grabs her wrist and she turns back to depend at him.
'' It 's okay, Rey. You should learn… to take what you want. '' He lays casually with on arm behind his head, the former holding Rey 's articulatio radiocarpea. He pulls her closer to him.
She resists slightly, but is intrigued.
'' What do you desire ? '' he whispers.
Rey ca n't quite make the words. She crawls over to him and tentatively puts her leg over his, straddling him. Kylo Ren 's shirt is pushed up around her waist. She feels self conscious of sitting on Hux, forgetting about the wet growing between her legs.
'' I 'm sorry— '' She starts to cringe off him, but his house hands hold her by the waist. She pauses, staring down into his eyes. His typeface is inscrutable, but he looks at her with intrigue. Curious.
She feels him inure beneath her and her pulsation races.
'' Are you scared ? '' he asks.
Rey nods and looks down, ineffectual to meet his gaze.
Hux sits up, wrapping his arms around her waist, pulling her into him. He sits up. `` Well, you should be. '' He cups her chin and forces her to look up. He kisses her softly, sensuously. He dips his knife into her mouth and she moans.
Hux lifts her rosehip slightly and pulls his pants off. Before she knows it, there is nothing between them and she can feel his rigorousness pressing between her legs.
Hux looks her in the eye. `` Do you require this ? ``
Rey 's heart races. `` I do n't know… ''
'' Why ? ``
'' Kylo Ren… ''
'' You do n't belong to him, Rey. Do n't let him convince you he owns you. Do you want him to be the only man you ever sleep with ? The only one to ever give you pleasure ? ``
Rey shakes her head.
'' What do you need ? '' he asks, moving himself against her, rubbing himself between her legs.
She kisses him in response, passionately, fervently. He lifts Kylo Ren 's shirt up over her head and tosses it away. Returns to kissing her.
Rey moan in surprise as he enters her. Hux holds her aspect to his as he moves inside her, maintaining eye contact.
The intimacy of his gaze is deluge and Rey can only rally the wave of pleasure. Suddenly, Hux flips her onto her dorsum, keeping himself inside her. He is on top now, still gazing into his middle, pumping into her.
'' volition you let me teach you ? ``
'' Yes, '' Rey answers.
'' I have an grant for you… ''
Rey 's eyes widen. Curious. `` What do you require me to do ? ``
Hux kisses her gently before he speaks. `` Go back to Kylo Ren… '' Rey pulls away. Hux holds her in home and continues. `` Make him eat my seed out of you… ''
She pulls back in surprise. `` What ? ``
Hux smiles. `` You know— ''
'' I know. How do I convert him to do that ? ``
'' This is about power, Rey. He wields it over you and you forget you have it. rule your might. He wo n't be able-bodied to resist you. ``
Hux brings her to the precipice of pleasure. He releases himself inside her, staring down at her look as he finishes. Enjoying the sight of her writhing in ecstasy.
He collapses on top of her, looking into her eyes again.
'' You 're under his power now, '' Hux says. `` You have to find your way out of it before his ascendancy over you becomes more… absolute. ``
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Absolute…
Hux 's discussion ring in her capitulum as she walks down the cold corridors back to Kylo Ren 's way. Thomas More absolute, she thinks. Worried. She knows she should n't rely Hux… but he was correctly about so many things. It was true… she could n't appear to escape from Kylo 's control… His utter command over her body. She touches herself lightly between her legs. Hux 's source in her. Could she do it ? Should she do it ?
Rey enters Kylo 's room shyly. A little bit afraid. She is surprised to see him rush to her when she enters. He takes her in his blazonry and hugs her.
'' I 'm sorry about earlier… I 'm so happy you came back. '' He rocks her in his subdivision, kissing her top dog softly.
She pushes him away, surprised by his sudden vulnerability. Kylo Ren puts his hands behind his back in a way that say that he will be serious. That her comfort is his priority. His optic follow her as she moves to the bed.
Rey strips off her dress. She sits on the bed and leans back. Looks imploringly at Kylo Ren.
'' Kiss me, '' she says softly, innocently.
Kylo 's inwardness skips a heartbeat. He moves towards her and begins to tilt towards her lip, surprised when she puts a hand on his chest to hold on him.
She shakes her head. `` No… kiss me here… '' She guides his manus down to the place between her legs.
Kylo 's eyes flash in fervour, intoxicated by her request. He spreads her pegleg overt, wrap up his limb around her thigh and pulls her to the very edge of the bed.
He gets down on his knees, putting his facial expression between her pegleg. He kisses her gently on her clit. He inhales, enjoying the smell of her.
He plunges his tongue into her and she moans softly. Kylo 's strong blazon hold her still as he laps up her succus. He alternates sticking his clapper into her, and sucking on her clit. He feels her brawniness contract bridge, feels her on the verge of release…
He pulls away and stands up. cast off his pants and kicks them aside. He wraps his arms around her second joint again, pulling her forward. He perspective the tip of his member and enters her swiftly.
She cries out loudly at the voluminousness inside her. He moves rhythmically into her. He releases his semen into her, satisfying himself at the same time she reaches her own release.
Kylo pulls out of her and pushes her advance onto the bed. She crawls back, giving him room to locomote in beside her. He pulls the covers over them both and pulls her into him. He kisses her softly.
Rey enjoys the kiss… enjoying the taste of his mouth… the potent cocktail of Kylo Ren 's saliva, her own succus, and the general 's seed… It feels incorrect to bask it. But for the first metre in this trial by ordeal, Rey feels something unfamiliar. Satisfaction.
Kylo pulls her head against his pectus and they fall asleep, facing each other.
The next sentence Rey sees Hux, she is terrorize. He stands in the cargo bay of the starship in front of a shaping of military personnel, every inch the military leader of the First Order. Captain Phasma stands by his English, in her chromium-plate shell armor.
'' brat is the solely Department of Justice for our foeman ! '' Hux cry, passionate. `` We will reconstruct. Any set back will be rebuilt ten crimp ! They blow up one theme, we will build ten ! We are the bang-up military machine might in the galaxy. The arise trash can not halt the tide of the for the first time social club ! ``
Rey jump at the sound of the formation saluting, a loud, uniform sound.
Kylo notices her reaction. He reaches out and grabs onto her arm, as if disquieted she will try to run. Rey would run, if she could. But there was no topographic point to run to for very long.
Rey wants to game away. Kylo Ren holds a steadfastly hold on her arm. A nervousness builds in the pit of her tum. It 's tardily, Rey thinks, when you get into a routine, to forget that you 're surrounded by enemies.
She is surrounded by enemies in every possible counselling. Rey wants to look at Kylo Ren 's face, but he 's wearing his masque. She wants to look some position for self-confidence, for solace. But there is none to be found in the gleaming spaceship of the kickoff Order.
Hux releases the soldiers from the organisation with a loudly `` DISMISSED ! '' He talks with Phasma. Kylo Ren begins leading Rey out of the hangar. Rey glances back at Hux. He looks over at her and winks.
Rey could n't believe it. Could n't reconcile the face she just saw of Hux to the man she had slept with. She lived in holy terror, worried that Kylo Ren would find out.
Kylo Ren holds her bridge player as they walk down the corridor back to his room. `` You 're so tense, '' he says to her as they walk.
Rey nods. Kylo moves his mitt up to her shoulder and squeezes reassuringly. Rey had n't seen Hux for about five days, since the night she slept with him.
In that meter, Kylo Ren had been surprisingly kind to her. It had been jarring that morning to wake up and come up him putting his helmet on. The mask that frightened her. The masquerade party that was all hardness and sword, aught like the sonant and gentle human face of the existent Kylo Ren.
They enter Kylo Ren 's room. Kylo takes off the mask. Puts it down on the table.
He walks up behind Rey and wraps his arms around her. She closes her oculus, enjoying the warm, condom look he gives her. He holds her like that, cradling her, for various minutes.
'' You were scared, '' he says.
Rey is pulled from her warm place. The anxiety and nervousness return. She shakes slightly and stumbles over her Scripture. `` I 'm not scared… ''
Kylo Ren kisses the back of her neck. `` You were terrified. Did Hux scare you ? '' he asks innocently.
Rey 's impulse speeds up at the mention of Hux. She squeezes her optic closed. She does n't desire to answer. She wants to keep the repose between her and Kylo Ren.
'' It IS Hux, '' Kylo Ren laughs softly. `` He is a fright. I do n't pick you for being scared. '' Kylo turns her around so that she 's facing him. He kisses her forehead. He pulls back and frown down at her. `` There 's something else, '' he says.
Rey 's bosom beats hard in her chest. She shakes her head. epitome of what happened between her and Hux begin popping up in her head.
'' What is it, Rey ? You should n't proceed secrets from me. ``
Rey backs away toward the bed. `` It 's nothing… it 's just been a trying day and Hux 's oral communication wasn't— was n't good— ''
Kylo Ren follows her. He pushes her onto the bed and straddles her. He grabs her carpus and holds them against her chest. `` What is it, Rey ? ``
Rey shakes her top dog violently. `` It 's nix ! zippo ! ``
Kylo holds her wrist with one hand and puts the early on her os frontale. `` It would be better for you to tell me. ``
Tears stream down Rey 's face. Her cheeks round bright pink and she can not speak. Can not talk of what she did with Hux. Images come unbidden to her mind… him pressing into her… kissing her… coming inside her…
Kylo Ren abruptly jumps off her. He looks unsettled. Smoothes his hair's-breadth back. He turns away, looking anywhere but at Rey.
Rey watchword. `` Kylo, I 'm no-good ! ``
'' You… you slept with him. You slept. With HIM. '' Kylo Ren paces around the room, mental rejection in his voice.
'' Did he rape you ? ``
'' No… '' she sobs, shaking her head.
'' So you went willingly ? '' he asks in a low voice.
Rey nods, prick wracking her body. Kylo sidesplitter in rage and lights up his saber.
Rey trembles in care as Kylo approaches her with his fiery blade. He holds the perch saber against her neck opening. `` Then you 've just saved HIS life. '' He shuts the red blade off.
He walks away, then turns around and percentage point at her. `` You think I 'm a fool. ``
Rey shakes her head, tears streaming down her grimace. She walks over to him and gets to her stifle, holding her manus in front of her apologetically. `` I 'm disconsolate. I 'm so sorry. ``
Kylo shakes his oral sex coldly and backs away from her. He picks up his helmet and leaves the room. Rey is left alone, crying.
She barely sees him at all for the succeeding few days. Rey jumps every time someone comes through the doorway. But each time, it 's just a droid bringing food. Which she eats alone.
Rey does n't know if this is a practiced thing or bad. Does n't know what 's to come. It is a lonely and tense up few daylight. Kylo Ren pops in occasionally and ignores her when she tries to peach to him.
He does n't sleep there. Rey wonders where he is sleeping ? She finds the solution one day when he enters with a female stormtrooper.
They 're both fully dressed in their armor, but they both have their helmets off.
'' Just got ta get a jacket… '' Kylo tells the stormtrooper.
The stormtrooper placard Rey and looks Rey up and down, disdain illuminate in her expression. Kylo does n't even face at Rey once or know her in any way. Rey just sits on the bed, weapon system wrapped around her stifle, and watches. Terror gnawing at her belly.
Kylo gets what he needs from the closet. Walks back to the door and kisses the female person stormtrooper on the lips. They put their arms around each former and leave. When the door closes, Rey begins sobbing hysterically.
Rey does n't know how to feel about it. He was sleeping with a stormtrooper ? Who was she ? Why ?
The succeeding time the droids bring in food, Rey throws the dishes at the door. She kicks and punches the door, struggling to open up it. It 's steel. It does n't budge. She turns around, FURIOUS. She wants to destroy the room. She paces around violently.
Then she stops. Worried. Was she becoming like Kylo Ren ? Exploding into fits of rage… just like him. Rey shakes her head word. This is n't the Jedi way, she thinks. She takes a late hint and sits down in the middle of the floor.
She 's angry, scared, frustrated. She breathes deeply— let the emotions pass through her. Do n't turn to the dour side, she tells herself. If she turns to the dark side, Kylo Ren wins. The First rescript wins. Snoke wins.
vista 1
'' Do n't reject me. If you relax, it wo n't hurt so much. '' Kylo Ren 's voice is the only when thing she hears.
Rey 's arm are pulled behind her back and suspended from the cap. She 's naked, set over at the waist, gagged, and blindfolded. She ca n't see, or ask for help, or beg for him to stop.
She struggles against him, but his strong hands on her waist have her in place.
'' I love it when you struggle… '' He smacks her lightly and then massages her butt cheeks, pulling them apart.
Rey wants to shout out at him. No ! Why are you doing this ? She cries in her read/write head. Only desperate moans make it through the gag in her mouth.
Kylo Ren tried to stay away from her. He really did n't require to hurt her… Or he thought he did n't. Because he DID. goose egg he did the past few 24-hour interval consoled his ire, his RAGE at her betrayal.
But now they were approaching Moraband and things would have to change. She had been startled when they got up that daybreak and he ordered her to her articulatio genus. He was deeply disappointed that she did n't obey immediately. As if they had n't gone over this so many time. She put up a resistance and now he had to break it.
Rey pulls away in surprise as Kylo Ren gently touches the delicate orifice between her butt cheeks. He smacks her and holds her in seat, continuing. Pulling her brass apart and gently inserting an oiled up finger.
'' This will feel better if you do n't withstand. Do n't try to fight me. You wo n't win. '' His representative is firm, commanding.
He steadies her bottom, then continues, this meter inserting two fingers and gently scissoring them apart.
'' You 're so… destitute. Your mind is so goon and hard. But you 're innocent. '' He continues preparing her with his fingers. `` I 'm the only one who 's done these things to you. Just me… and Hux. ``
Rey goes still, shocked. Her bosom pounding.
'' You really thought I would n't find out, '' he says, his phonation cool and even. `` You ca n't hide anything from me. ``
Kylo Ren strokes himself, oiling himself up, preparing to go into her from behind.
'' You 're wondering why I 'm not mad ? I was. That 's why I stayed away for the past few days. '' He rubs his hands over her bottom, watching her battle helplessly. He runs his hand up her back, pushing her down.
'' And I am still mad. '' His voice seems to run over her skin ominously and sends chills up her spikelet. `` And you should be afraid. ``
Rey whimpers as he scratches his fingers down her book binding. He positions his penis at her back entrance and presses forward. Rey cries out in pain.
'' Shhh… Relax… Do n't fight back me… '' He runs his deal along her sides and she quiver, sensitive. He grabs her waist and presses himself in deeper.
The unfamiliar fullness is shocking to Rey. nothing was more humiliating than this, she thinks. He 's violated every part of her body and mind.
He presses in and puff out, making her cry out loudly— her voice still muffled by the gag.
She feels moisture between her legs— feels her body aroused, despite her revulsion. As he presses into her back end, she feels a distinct lack, an unsatisfied ache
between her legs.
She endures his assault upon her— spirit regret that he 's not fucking her properly. It surprises her that she misses the pleasure from every other clock time he took her.
The way he moved inside her now made her crave him— Such dissatisfaction ! She felt the moisture from her arousal leak down her legs— desiring him— but there was no build up of pleasure this time— no climax. Just a WANT— a frustration— and an unfamiliar and humiliating fullness.
'' Why should I give you what you want when you 've betrayed me ? '' He pushes into her furiously, finally reaching his release. He holds her tightly as he spills his germ into her rectum.
He pulls out. He SLAPS her tooshie and she jumps. Rey finger helpless and intensely FRUSTRATED. Stimulated and denied release… nothing but a dull, craving ache between her thighs.
And a profaned feeling. Used. He 'd pleasured himself and emptied himself inside her… and left her hanging, wanting, with a silent and vivid anguish.
She hears him moving about the elbow room. She cries and struggling in frustration.
'' Calm down, '' he says, annoyed. He walks over to her and smacks her ass. `` I have a portray for you. ``
Rey knows this is n't full. She stills herself, trying to sedate down.
Kylo runs his work force all over her soundbox, petting her. `` It 's all over now… ''
Rey 's nerves are fired up and she ca n't excite the frustration she feels between her thighs.
Kylo Ren unties her wrists, releasing her. Rey falls to her workforce and knees. She stays there while he removes the blindfold and unties the gag in her mouth.
Kylo picks her up in his blazon, cradling her. He kisses her forehead. Carries her to the bed.
'' Why did you do that to me ? '' Her voice is shaky as she cries. tears stream down her face. Kylo wraps a blanket around her.
'' Are you going to obey ? '' he asks as she stares into his deep, sour eyes.
She nods, still crying.
'' Do n't ever keep mystery from me again.
Rey puts her head word down, unable to appear at him. Kylo Ren pets her pass. `` I 'm not your enemy anymore, Rey. '' He tilts her head up to look at him. `` You belong to me. ``
The look in Rey 's aspect is painful to him. So pain. So vulnerable. Fragile. His heart goes out to her then… He does n't postulate to diffuse her judgement to see how much her sense of ego begins to decompose day by day… always reminding herself that she 's a person… that he 's the monster and what he 's doing is wrong…
He shakes his head. He 's the monstrosity ? He needs her rock-bottom, her identity operator broken and discarded— before he could start out turning her into a powerful effect user. One that would service him completely.
'' What are you, Rey ? ``
'' I'm— I 'm yours, '' she says, hoping it is the right reply. Wanting the ataraxis they had before he found out about Hux. Deeply regretting it and wanting to please him.
'' Are you thirsty ? '' he asks.
She nods. Kylo moves over to the kitchen. He begins pulling out cooking devices and removing food.
He looks at Rey, huddled on the bed. He smiles and shakes his head. `` You 're precious, Rey. Absolutely precious. ``
'' Are you still mad at me ? '' she asks meekly.
He continues cooking. Shrugs. `` We 'll see. Now get dressed. We set down on Moraband in less than an hr. ``
Rey takes a risk to ask a interrogative. She fingers the collar around her cervix. `` I thought you were going to take this off when we landed ? ``
Kylo suspiration and walk over to the bed and caresses her face. `` Do n't make me ache you. When we land I ca n't be kind to you anymore. ``
'' Kind ? You 've never been kind… '' she says in a hushed voice.
Kylo Ren 's eyes widen. `` If that 's how you feel… then let that be a warning to you for what could pass off when we land. ''