logic programing :
About once a month, sometimes twice a month I have a dream. I wake up in a cold-blooded sweat from the dreaming and I have no theme why I keep having the dream.

The Dream :
For some rationality which I can not recall we had been fighting about something. Gary asked me to put on a pair of jeans and a blouse. He tells me that it's such a beautiful evening were going to go for a ride in the car with the top down and just let matter chill off. It's about 79 point as we drive out into the commonwealth I can lay my head back and wait up at the sensation. It's a beautiful crystallization percipient night.

Gary slows down and turns into a gravel and shit driveway. There is an old farm star sign with a enceinte barn. There are no lightness on in the business firm but the barn doors are open and there are lights on inside the barn. Gary drives right into the barn and stops the car. I look at him and ask,"what are we doing here ?"

Gary replies,"were going to nominate a video."

"Of what ?"I ask.

"Of you and some new friends I found."

"What are you talki…"My car door is opened and a hand grabs my arm. I turned around and there was a tall disastrous man standing there.

"You must be Barbara."

He gently pulled me out of the car and told me to stand up straight.

The blackamoor man said,"Hey Gary how ya doing, did you bring your photographic camera, ya ready for tonight, you really wan na do this ?"

Gary replied,"Hey Cal, yeah, we're gon na do this, hold her there for a mo, the camera is in the trunk."

The blackened man, replied,"we gon na do this just like we talked about ?"

Gary said,"sure thing, just like the one you guys did a month ago that I videoed for you."

At this point I was totally confused."Gary, what's going on ! ? ! ? You're scaring me."

Gary got the video television camera out of the luggage compartment. I could see the little red light that blinks when the camera is running ; so, Gary was making a video and I was totally confused.

At that Lapp bit another taller black man walked out from a way in the barn. He is carrying something about 18"long, had a handle, was hook shaped, and had a chrome a ball form of like a trailer hitch at the other end. He walked up to me with a big smile on his expression and said,"Hello Barbara, I'm Pete. We're going to do some stuff with you tonight and we'll let you know what it's going to be every tone of the way. First thing we're going to strip you nude. Next this anal ball is going to be inserted into your ass. This will keep you from trying to get away from us. I'll have my mitt at the other end and if required will manoeuver you where I want to you go."

Both of the melanise men started removing all my apparel. Within a minute I was completely nude and I felt Pete insert the globe into my rectum. It hurt, and I let out a fiddling scream. Pete said,"now Barbara, if your going to scream and stool a fuss we're going to put a ball gag in your mouth so just save your rima oris shut - you understand ?"

"Yes, but what are you going to do ?"

Pete, answered my interrogation my by saying,"to be right to the point, we understand you don't precaution much for sex with ignominious guys, we're going to possess some fun with you then we're going to make you suffer a bit and there is nothing you can do about it.

So you have something to think about for the succeeding few minutes before we start, here it is by the numbers.

1 ) The hook shot and clod is going to delay in your ass until we
get you into a limited room.

2 ) We're going to make you into what we call the slaughter room.
You'll be placed on a wooden table. Your branch will be strapped
into place. Each leg dower of the mesa can be individually moved
to the left and right hand and up and down so we'll be able to military position
your legs exactly as we want. My two black acquaintance and me are
going to take our time fucking you and meet your kitty-cat with sperm,
then Gary may desire to clobber you pussy clean-living - that's up to him, we
don't really care about that.

3 ) Cal is our cutter. He's going to insert a angle draw thru each of
your nipples then tie the former end of the fishhooks to rod which
can be moved up or down to pull or stretch your nipples up
higher and higher. Once he has them where he wants them,
he's going to use his straightaway razor and cut a semi-circle
starting from the incline of each white meat down to and around the
buttocks and up to the other side of meat. The cut won't be oceanic abyss but
you will start to bleed.

4 ) Then Cal is going to jacklight off into your mouth and as you'll see
he shoots a very large sum of money of nut.

5 ) After Cal fill you mouth with his nut, he's going to use his
Razor again a put a nice humble slit in the English of your pharynx
by the jugular vein. That will cause you to get down bleeding out
slowly. You be semiconscious but maybe after two or three
minutes then things will just fade out.

6 ) When the three of us are finished fucking you we're going to
position meat hooks down by your ankle thru the tendons so
that we can lift you off the table. You'll be hanging upside
down at which point one of us, probably Cal, will use an
galvanic tongue to cut off your capitulum. After the pedigree stops
running out of your neck.

At this point I wake up in a cold sweat and try to get this all out of my nous. But I start to marvel if one day it might just take place .