Chapter 1

My gens is Dexter, I 'm 19, blonde haired and blue eyed.

I want to say `` strengthen '' but I 'm not there yet. I 'd go with `` sporty '' or `` muscular ''. I mean, my all my muscles are showing pretty well, but I 'm not as pumped up as all of those gym junkie. There was a reason for me to start going to the gym.

When I was 17, I stopped playing football. It was around that meter that I realised I was into hombre. This, and a lack of sentence for it, led me to quit playing and start working out, since I did n't need to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.

You see, being a 17 year old gay guy it is n't sluttish when you have to transfer for football practice in a room good of sweaty teenage boys three clip a calendar week. Especially considering I have a little affair for feet.

I thought that me quitting, would work out my `` problem '' and that way I could just be horny and gay all by myself, but I had n't considered that some of those guys were actually my friends.

Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my first diaper, Luke and Leonardo. They were my two full friends. Then there was Jeremy, Henry Louis Aaron, Brian, Gary ... and Josue. Oh, man.

Now Joshua, he was n't on my football team, but he was in all of my classes in my last year of high school. I had a John Roy Major calf love on him ever since I started to make I was interested in the hombre on the squad. In class, we got along very well. We were n't best Friend or anything, but we had reciprocal friends so I got to know him pretty well. But after quitting the football game squad, joining the gym, graduating mellow school and going to college, I sort of grew estranged of all of them. The guys from the team, as well as Joshua. I found other Quaker, and I hung out with the guys less and less. When we would meet at parties and such and we would talk and birth a good metre together, but apart from that I did n't see them often. We were all headed our own seperate ways in life. I missed them. I missed Josue. I missed how easy it all used to be.

However, thanks to the seperation I did start to get a trivial bit more into the gay scene during my first year of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and whatnot. My coming out was rather easy, since I 'm not such a stereotypical gay guy, but just a normal gallant. I dress, act and talk like a straight guy, because that 's just the way I am, except I like to suck tool instead of eating pussycat, apparently. the great unwashed did n't reckon at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the shock of it all.

I was a horny teenager two years ago, and I still am. The guys play around in my fancy. Josue more so then the others. My feelings for the guys from my footballteam are only sexual, but when I think about Joshua I feel so much more than that. Yet, they 're just fantasies. I have to make do with the odd Grindr hookup from time to time. At least, that was my sprightliness before yesterday.

Yesterday was a boring day. schooling sucked, employment was even worse and all I wanted to do was go to bed and inflame up after a week or so. But then I got a text, telling me that my bed had to wait a little prospicient.

Dwight, one of my classmates picked me up, and it was a 45 min. drive to the club, since we had to nibble up the balance of the work party on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became protagonist on the first day of college and went drinking that Sami Night to get to know each former better. That was a hell of a night.

Dwight turned up some calming euphony, which was great because I had to get a little bit of eternal rest before we got there.

Plus, I had all the time to dream about my prospicient life calf love. God Josue, gorgeous Joshua. Wavy blonde hair, sea-blue middle and not too plump, but very pink tasty-looking mouth. Not to observe his athletic build. He is everything a guy could ever require. Jocky football player and all. I have been crushing on him for years, but like the other guy cable, he seems completely straight. You ca n't fault a guy for hoping right ? He 's just so likeable, and fun to be around. I can moon all I want.

When we got to the club it took me some meter. But after a niggling while I had a really honorable buzz going on.

I had been dancing around with a few girls when I realised I had to go to the john to take a piss. I slowly made my way over there, did my thing and was ready to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a strong hand grab me around my upper arm, pulling me through the crowd into a less busy corner of the room. When the guy loosened his grip, I turned around to face him, realising that it was none other than ...

'J-Joshua ? .. W-wha-what 's up man ? Is something amiss ?'Oh, awful Dex, that was not obvious at all. You 're so smooth.

'Hey Dexy, null 's ill-timed, I just wanted to verbalise to you for a bit .'He said, as I stared into his sky-blue oculus. When he started a little catch-up chatting I took that time to appear him up and down. He 's really gorgeous, to me at least. His blue eyes, styled blonde hairsbreadth, broad articulatio humeri, strong brawniness, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His warm legs and large feet were clad in dark skinny jeans and black sneakers. Everything about his looks turned me on, and everything about his personality made me fall in love.

There was not actually that very much awkwardness between us though, we had been good friends. I mean everyone knew I was into bozo by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at party and stuff and nonsense, they did n't really acknowledge the obvious reason for which I quit.

'... you here with ?'I heard Joshua 's vox, which slapped me into the here and now.

'Sorry, what did you say ?'I asked.

He smiled at me, a little strangely, as if there were some inside put-on I did n't get. Did he notice me staring ? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to bend my head up a little since Josue was about an in taller than me.

'I said, who are you here with ?'He repeated.

'I 'm with some guys from college tonight, what about you ?'

Joshua smiled wider.

'I 'm with the guys, get along on let 's say hi .'He said. I wanted to go with him, but I could n't go without telling my friends.

'Wait, let me tell my protagonist first .'

'No fourth dimension ! Sorry Dexy !'Joshua yelled over the phone of the music as he grabbed my arm again and attract me into another manse where they played flaccid John Rock medicine. Then he continued to cart me towards the toilets, he stopped before entering. The music was softly buzzing through the hall, there were a couple of superfluous citizenry and some guys and female child trying to bury eachother 's natural language. This was the well known blot to set off affair up before going home to hook up with someone. I 'd had my fair share of appetizers here. I looked around and threw Joshua a fox face, and that 's when I felt his manus on my cheek.

I nearly died as he turned my human face towards his, I do n't bonk if it was the intoxicant, the tiredness, the music or the universal atmosphere alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his nose smashing my lips against his. He grabbed my face with one hand and clutched my tomentum with the former as our lips moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him flush against me until I was sandwiched between the wall, and the boy I 'd dreamt of for about two class. What the shag was happening ?

I wanted to pull away, to ask him what was going on or to check if he was n't really tope. I did n't need us to regret anything later. But god, he felt so practiced leaning his unanimous consistence against me. Our hands had started travelling all over our torso 's as our clapper fought wildly for dominance. Normally I 'd have the guy flushed and whimpering against the wall by now, but it seemed I 'd met my compeer. Fuck, this boy could work out. My nous was spinning as I squeezed a deal full of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could feel his little buddy pushing into my thigh, which did n't feel as humble as the last-place time I saw it in the boy 's locker elbow room at school. He started to cranch himself against my own excitation and we moaned into each other 's mouths.

We did n't stop for what seemed like the all evening, we just stood there. Our lip never leaving each other. But just as that little interpreter in the backrest of my principal started to question how the fuck it was potential that my first and only actual compaction was making me see stars right now, he pulled away.

Immediately I missed the opinion of his closeness. A picayune groan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.

'You have no idea how long I 've waited to do that .'He said breathlessly.

Before I could reply, Joshua had pulled me into the can. I thought one of my dirty fancy was going to come through, but little did I know that a whole new one was going to establish itself into my mind.

When we stepped inside the can, I heard the lock click shut behind us, which caused me to look around at the door in panic. And let me recite you, I was no less than surprised when I realised Joshua had meant my friends from the football team when he 'd said : `` the guys ''. There put up Henry Louis Aaron, a smirk on his handsome face. He winked at me and gestured his forefront to the early side of the bathroom, where the early guys were staring at me.

Leonardo, Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was wrong. And I was n't sure wether it was good wrong or bad wrong.

da Vinci had his helping hand around Gary 's cervix, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my confound grimace. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian 's back, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Aaron came standing adjacent to Luke, wrapping his arm around his impressive sinewy shank and full-on kissed him on the mouth.

When I had finally regained my ability to form a normal sentence I asked, 'What ... What the fuck is going on ?'I looked at Joshua, who sheepishly looked at me and shuffled around.

The former guys laughed at me loudly. They did n't stop before Henry Louis Aaron stepped in strawman of me.

'Oh Dex, you 're so sweet and innocent are n't you ?'He snickered. I looked at him confused. 'What the screwing do you mean Hank Aaron ?'

Aaron chuckled and looked at me like I was an nescience toddler or something. 'Did you really think you were the only one ? When puberty started to hit all of us, and we saw each other naked almost every day, did you really think you were the exclusively one to be `` curious '' about guy cable ? Do you even understand how piece of ass horny teenage boy get ? And do you get laid how fucking frustrating it is to have to go through all this trouble to hit on girls ?'

This could n't be real, I had to be dreaming. What the roll in the hay was he talking about, did he imply that all of them.. ?

'You mean all of you guys are ...'I almost whispered.

'Not necessarily ,'Aaron started. 'Let me explicate .'A smirk formed on his aspect as he slid his hand up Gospel of Luke 's shirt to feel his bulky and chiseled stomach.

'When I was around 12, I already started to get bungle thinking about you guys .'And that honestly did n't surprise me as much. Aaron always was a little ... oversexed. He did n't seem embarrassed easily, and he would hump other guy cable all the while laughing at himself. If I suspected someone being gay, it was Aaron.

'You know me, I get what I want ,'he continued. 'And I wanted Luke .'He put his hired hand down St. Luke 's trouser and squeezed his package, making him groan out loud. Seriously, dafuq was going on ?

'I cornered him after recitation one prison term, and showed him what I could do. And he enjoyed it .'Saint Luke was now practically squirming under Aaron 's touch sensation. Who smiled confidently. The other guy were just smirking at me. 'Do n't you get it ? Luke and I started to have a go at it each former. We 're boyfriends.

And that, I did n't expect. Hank Aaron yes, but Luke ? My boy next door ? What the hellhole ?

Henry Louis Aaron saw my scandalize verbal expression and laughed. 'But as you know, I get bored easily. So I wanted to get other guy wire involved after a patch, Luke and I had no difficulty hiding it, so why not add someone, right ? Gospel of Luke and I both wanted more fun, and more to play with. So we chose the biggest one here, Leo ! And he was game as well .'

I could n't believe my capitulum. Big, strong, manly, my best acquaintance Leonardo was gay ?

Leonardo is older than us, he 's 24 and vast. It was a wonder he was in our team at all. And eventhough I 've known him the longest, and we 've been friends for so prospicient I had never thought he 'd be into guys.

'It became really hot ,'Aaron continued his little monologue as he practically raped Luke on the fleck using only his mitt, and one of his peg. He pushed St. Luke 's trousers down to his ankles The other bozo were pretty turned on by now, me included. Judging by our bulges at least.

'But after a piece, Leo became kinda jealous when me and my boyfriend-'he drew a loud, shameless moan from Gospel of Luke 's mouth as he squeezed the now purple point of his dick, while shoving two fingers up his ass.

'-wanted to have some alone time. So we found him a boyfriend too .'Gary kissed Leo 's cheek. They actually seemed a good fit. Gary was short than me. I stood at a unwavering 6.2 ft. whereas Gary was about 5.6'but had less of an acrobatic build. He was on the skinny side, which made Leo look like a fucking giant star next to him. Leo himself was a big strong lump of marrow. Well defined and hard like marble. He was at least 6.5'. They looked cute together, but damn, Gary 's ass had to be sore.

Hank Aaron was now jerking Luke intemperately and fucking three fingerbreadth up his ass, which had him whining and screaming. It made me feel both weird and horny to see my former best friend being pleasured like this.

'And the same goes for Brian and Jeremy really .'Aaron continued as if zilch strange was going on.

'They joined our little sex-hobby-club after we all tried them out .'St. Luke whimpered Hank Aaron 's name as he came undone all over his own tummy, Henry Louis Aaron 's hand and the privy floor. And it was a considerable amount.

This was a lot to take in. My mind was racing and connecting the dots. Thinking of all the sleepovers the cat have had without me. The way too long showers they always took after football practice.

There was one tiny thing missing though : Joshua.

What the screwing did he have to do with this ? How did he even know these bozo ?

Hank Aaron saw me looking between him and Joshua who was glaring at him. 'And two weeks ago ,'Aaron said casually, 'Joshua joined in. And guessing who he wanted to be his partner for life Dexy ?'Aaron said, before licking his own hand clean of Gospel of Luke 's cum.

Joshua came up behind me, and as a good deal as my brain was damaged in just about five minutes, and everything I thought I knew about my puerility friends was completely wrong, his warm arms around my shank did n't progress to me feel just horny. But also the glad guy alive as I turned around to kiss him. Still, it did n't explain this sick sexclub and how Josue even knows the Guy. 'Okay but wait, how do you rib know Joshua ?'I asked the room at large. I was genuinely confused by this.

'He 's in college with me .'said Aaron, smirking at Joshua. I immediately got this covetous spate and flung my arm around Book of Joshua 's waist, who was only looking at me.

'As soon as he told me he knew you from school, and started rambling about you like a madman, I started to realise to a greater extent and more that he had the hots for you. And I also immediately understood why you were acting so weird when you left the team .'Aaron said proudly, as he stuffed Gospel According to Luke 's dick back in his trousers.

'So I took my chance and told Book of Joshua I was gay, and I thought he was too. I told him that you might like him back and that I would help him get to you. But only if he payed the price. And he agreed .'

I did n't live what the heck he meant, but as soon as I saw the guilty, pleading look in Joshua 's centre, I had a hunch.

'You joined their loony sexclub ?'I asked him softly, not wanting him to mean I was angry. Because I was n't, in the end we did get together tonight. Which was my ultimate dream.

'I 'm pitiful Dexter. I panicked ! We both went to college and I thought I 'd never see you again ! And then I meet Aaron and he tells me he knows you and can keep us in touch. And on top of it all he tells me that the guy of my roll in the hay dreams has a calf love on me ! I had to agree !'He exclaimed. His heart were pleading as he wrapped his subdivision around my cervix and kissed me.

I could only get lost in the feeling of his warm lips, carresing mine slowly.

We had n't been at it for three seconds and I felt an script jerk me away from Book of Joshua

'Ah, ah, ah ,'Brian said in my ear. 'Did n't you listen ? We get to try you out before you can enjoy your lovey-dovey stuff .'



I 'd hoped I did n't catch that right hand, or I hoped that I could go jerk off justly there.

Book of Joshua came closer .'C'mon hombre. I 've been crushing on Dex since I first fucking saw him. You guys promised to help me get him if I slept with you. Just let it go, apparently Dex and I have both been waiting for two damn years ! Just let us-'

'Nope ! We get to decide .'Jeremy cooed. Wohoho, what ?

'Wow wait ! What ? What do you think of ?'

Henry Louis Aaron sighed. 'You see Dexy, I always knew you were the same as us. The only conflict was, you did n't ever act on it. And we did n't cognise why the hell you never made a relocation on any of us until just a few workweek ago when this guy ,'He pointed at Joshua, who was holding me from behind. 'Until he just, completely coincidentally started talking to me in course. He 'd seen Luke pick me up from stratum, and I started talking about liking guy and being gay. And he told me about his secret senior high school day calf love that he 'd never dared to set about and regret it hugely. And after he told me a bit about the guy, I realised he was talking about you ! So I promised to evidence him wether you were gay and had a crush on him in high school, in exchange for him participating in our niggling sexclub .'Henry Louis Aaron winked at Book of Joshua. Who blushed furiously and looked away from my eyes.

'Of course, the moment Joshie said he had a crush on you, all the pieces of the teaser started to fall into place and I knew that you must 've liked him too. So we helped Joshie there rally his balls and tell you he likes you, because neither of you were gon na do it otherwise. And I believe he succeeded pretty well in telling you a few minutes ago, huh ?'I could n't stop the widely smile from spreading on my face.

But the feeling that Aaron had plastered on his own aspect now unnerved me a little.

'There was a snap though .'He whispered huskily. 'You 'd possess to enter as well, if it happened to turn out for you guys. That 's why you 're here .'

I looked at Josue, dumbfounded. 'Wait a sec. So you traded me, for a chance to get me ?'

Joshua sighed, 'Uhm ... yeah kinda. I 'm sorry Dex, I had no idea what to do. I was afraid that I was gon na chicken out of telling you what I feel .'

'But what do you find ? We kissed ! I have no idea what the fuck is happening !'I yelled.

Joshua looked dire. 'It 's just for once. You just have to do it one clock time and then we 're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wan na be with you okay ? I 've had the with child crush on you for ages ! I even came out to my parents lastly nighttime !'He exclaimed.

That really surprised me, but in a just way. No one has ever done anything like that for me. To reveal that they 're into guys so that we do n't have to keep it a clandestine. All of a sudden all my senior high shoal feelings were rushing back tenfold. If this was true, if this could really be, then I 'd do anything for it.

And before I knew it, I heard myself say : 'Well, alright .'I looked at Aaron 'So how is this going to work ? I suck your dicks in here and leave with my swain ?'I felt Joshie smile against the backrest of my neck at the word boyfriend.

A devillish smiling bedcover on Aarons font as the relaxation chuckled darkly.

'You wish it were that easy, huh ? I 'm no-account Dex, but it 's a little more rarify than that. You 're going to be doing the same trial as Joshua did, which means you 're ours for two weeks, and no Joshua for that clip .'

I was n't surely if I could even go two feet from Book of Joshua now that I had him. But if it was the toll to get him for myself. Then fuck it.

To be honest, I could n't be more turned on by the prospect of being `` tried out '' by the others.

So I made a decision.

'Alright, I 'll do it. Two weeks, then you leave us alone .'I said sternly, looking Henry Louis Aaron in the eye dead-serious.

'Good, Dexy. Then you 'll receive further information tomorrow. Aaron winked and smirked at me. Luke looked at me with anger and green-eyed monster, which scared me a bit since I had never seen him look at anyone like that before, let alone me.

I quickly turned around and kissed Joshua tenderly on the lips. The contact made us both groan in hunger. A second later he was pulled off of me by Brian and Jeremy.

'Ours for two hebdomad, no Joshua .'Whispered Leo, and he grabbed Joshua 's package out of nowhere. Book of Joshua hissed in pain.

'I 'm gon na lack you, Joshie .'He said as he licked Josue 's cervix and ear.

Josue whimpered in pleasure, but kept his eye locked on mine. As if to concentrate on the feeling Leo 's glossa, but imagining me in his place.

'Okay, sufficiency playing for one night. Let 's go .'Aaron said to the rest of them.

I walked out the door, and I heard Joshua running after me, breaking loose from Leo 's hold. I quickly closed the john threshold after us. The second I turned around I was completely covered by Joshua 's dead body and felt his knife going down my pharynx. I hungrily kissed him back and squeezed his butt as he squeezed mine. After a short minute he broke the buss and reached into his front pocket. He got out an envelope and pecked me on the lips fiercely.

'This is so you do n't block about me, okay ?'He looked at me with a admixture of horniness and desperation.

'I 'll see you in two weeks ,'he kissed me on the nerve and walked into the lodge. Before he completely disappeared out of batch he turned around and yelled ,'I LOVE YOU !'Over the loud music. My heart jumped and the all-embracing smile ranch on my face.

holy shit, did he mean that ?

I blushed as I looked at the envelope in my hands. In black marker it read : `` I know it 's cheating, butt fuck it .'I laughed at that.

waver came over me but I opened it anyway.

inside I found a set of hellish pictures of my crushed leather, posing in different incredible side. All on a enceinte Andrew D. White bed, all naked. My cock grew to it 's full distance within a thing of milliseconds.

What the fuck is my life even ?