The Matter I Do For Erotic Love ...
GayChapter 1
My name is Dexter, I 'm 19, blonde haired and blue eyed.
I want to say `` modulate '' but I 'm not there yet. I 'd go with `` sporty '' or `` sinewy ''. I mean, my all my brawn are showing pretty well, but I 'm not as pumped up as all of those gym junky. There was a reason for me to start going to the gym.
When I was 17, I stopped playing football. It was around that clip that I realised I was into guys. This, and a lack of time for it, led me to depart playacting and get down working out, since I did n't want to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.
You see, being a 17 year old gay guy it is n't easy when you have to transfer for football practice in a elbow room wide of sweaty teenage boys three times a week. Especially considering I have a niggling thing for feet.
I thought that me quitting, would work my `` job '' and that way I could just be horny and gay all by myself, but I had n't considered that some of those guys were actually my friends.
Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my first napkin, Luke and da Vinci. They were my two near friends. Then there was Jeremy, Aaron, Brian, Gary ... and Joshua. Oh, man.
Now Book of Joshua, he was n't on my football team, but he was in all of my classes in my last year of gamy school. I had a John Roy Major puppy love on him ever since I started to realise I was interested in the guys on the team. In class, we got along very well. We were n't best ally or anything, but we had common friends so I got to know him pretty well. But after quitting the football team, joining the gym, graduating high school and going to college, I sort of grew estranged of all of them. The guys from the team, as well as Joshua. I found other admirer, and I hung out with the guys less and less. When we would meet at parties and such and we would babble and have a good time together, but apart from that I did n't see them often. We were all headed our own seperate ways in sprightliness. I missed them. I missed Joshua. I missed how gentle it all used to be.
However, thanks to the seperation I did pop out to get a trivial bit more into the gay scene during my first twelvemonth of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and whatnot. My coming out was rather slowly, since I 'm not such a unimaginative gay guy, but just a normal fop. I dress, act and talk like a unbowed guy, because that 's just the way I am, except I like to suck dick instead of eating puss, apparently. People did n't look at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the jounce of it all.
I was a steamy teen two eld ago, and I still am. The guy rope manoeuvre around in my fantasies. Josue more so then the others. My feelings for the guy wire from my footballteam are only intimate, but when I think about Josue I feel so much Sir Thomas More than that. Yet, they 're just phantasy. I have to make do with the odd Grindr hookup from metre to time. At least, that was my life before yesterday.
Yesterday was a drilling day. school sucked, oeuvre was even speculative and all I wanted to do was go to bed and wake up after a week or so. But then I got a school text, telling me that my bed had to wait a little longer.
Dwight, one of my classmate picked me up, and it was a 45 min. crusade to the cabaret, since we had to clean up the rest of the pack on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became friends on the first day of college and went drinking that same night to get to know each early better. That was a hell of a night.
Dwight turned up some calming music, which was great because I had to get a little bit of rest before we got there.
Plus, I had all the sentence to daydream about my long life crush. God Josue, gorgeous Book of Joshua. Wavy blond hair, sea-blue eyes and not too plump, but very pink tasty-looking lips. Not to mention his acrobatic build. He is everything a guy could ever want. Jocky football player and all. I have been crushing on him for old age, but like the former hombre, he seems completely square. You ca n't blame a guy for hoping right ? He 's just so likeable, and fun to be around. I can dream all I want.
When we got to the club it took me some sentence. But after a niggling while I had a really good buzz going on.
I had been dancing around with a few girls when I realised I had to go to the bathroom to take on a piss. I slowly made my way over there, did my thing and was cook to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a strong hand grab me around my upper arm, pulling me through the bunch into a less occupy corner of the elbow room. When the guy loosened his grip, I turned around to face him, realising that it was none former than ...
'J-Joshua ? .. W-wha-what 's up man ? Is something wrong ?'Oh, awesome Dex, that was not obvious at all. You 're so smooth.
'Hey Dexy, nada 's wrong, I just wanted to peach to you for a bit .'He said, as I stared into his sky-blue eyes. When he started a piddling catch-up chatting I took that time to look him up and down. He 's really gorgeous, to me at to the lowest degree. His juicy middle, styled blond hair's-breadth, broad shoulders, strong musculus, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His potent legs and large understructure were clad in dark scraggy jean and black sneakers. Everything about his looks turned me on, and everything about his personality made me shine in love.
There was not actually that lots awkwardness between us though, we had been good friends. I mean everyone knew I was into guys by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at company and material, they did n't really recognize the obvious reason for which I quit.
'... you here with ?'I heard Joshua 's interpreter, which slapped me into the here and now.
'Sorry, what did you say ?'I asked.
He smiled at me, a little strangely, as if there were some inside antic I did n't get. Did he notice me staring ? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to bend my head up a small since Joshua was about an inch taller than me.
'I said, who are you here with ?'He repeated.
'I 'm with some guys from college tonight, what about you ?'
Joshua smiled wider.
'I 'm with the guy wire, hail on let 's say hi .'He said. I wanted to go with him, but I could n't go without telling my friends.
'Wait, let me say my supporter first .'
'No time ! Sorry Dexy !'Joshua yelled over the audio of the music as he grabbed my arm again and pulled me into another Charles Francis Hall where they played soft rock music. Then he continued to drag me towards the toilets, he stopped before entering. The music was softly buzzing through the G. Stanley Hall, there were a dyad of wasted people and some hombre and girls trying to accept eachother 's tongues. This was the well known spot to start things up before going home to solicit up with someone. I 'd had my fair share of appetizer here. I looked around and threw Joshua a fox look, and that 's when I felt his hired hand on my cheek.
I nearly died as he turned my brass towards his, I do n't sleep with if it was the alcohol, the tiredness, the medicine or the universal atmosphere alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his nose smashing my lips against his. He grabbed my nerve with one hand and clutched my hair with the former as our lips moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my arms around his shank, pulling him peak against me until I was sandwiched between the wall, and the boy I 'd dreamt of for about two years. What the fucking was happening ?
I wanted to perpetrate away, to ask him what was going on or to check over if he was n't really drunk. I did n't want us to regret anything later. But god, he felt so in effect leaning his completely body against me. Our hands had started travelling all over our trunk 's as our tongue fought wildly for dominance. Normally I 'd have the guy flushed and whimpering against the wall by now, but it seemed I 'd met my match. Fuck, this boy could stimulate out. My headway was spinning as I squeezed a hand full of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could sense his little chum pushing into my thigh, which did n't feel as diminished as the last time I saw it in the boy 's locker room at schoolhouse. He started to grind himself against my own exhilaration and we moaned into each other 's mouths.
We did n't hold on for what seemed like the whole evening, we just stood there. Our rim never leaving each other. But just as that slight voice in the back of my head started to wonder how the screwing it was possible that my first and only actual crushed leather was making me see stars right now, he pulled away.
Immediately I missed the feeling of his nearness. A little groan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.
'You have no melodic theme how tenacious I 've waited to do that .'He said breathlessly.
Before I could reply, Josue had pulled me into the bathroom. I thought one of my dingy phantasy was going to issue forth through, but niggling did I know that a whole new one was going to set up itself into my mind.
When we stepped inside the bathroom, I heard the whorl click shut behind us, which caused me to look around at the threshold in panic. And let me order you, I was no less than surprised when I realised Book of Joshua had meant my ally from the football team when he 'd said : `` the guys ''. There stand Henry Louis Aaron, a smirk on his handsome face. He winked at me and gestured his drumhead to the early side of the can, where the other guy cable were staring at me.
Leonardo, Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was faulty. And I was n't sure wether it was full wrongfulness or bad wrong.
Leonardo had his hand around Gary 's neck, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my confused face. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian 's rear, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Aaron came standing next to Saint Luke, wrapping his arm around his impressive muscular waist and full-on kissed him on the mouth.
When I had finally regained my ability to imprint a normal sentence I asked, 'What ... What the fuck is going on ?'I looked at Joshua, who sheepishly looked at me and shuffled around.
The former guys laughed at me loudly. They did n't intercept before Aaron stepped in front of me.
'Oh Dex, you 're so sweet and destitute are n't you ?'He snickered. I looked at him confused. 'What the fuck do you think Aaron ?'
Aaron chuckled and looked at me like I was an unknowing tot or something. 'Did you really think you were the only one ? When puberty started to hit all of us, and we saw each former naked almost every day, did you really think you were the only if one to be `` curious '' about guy cable ? Do you even realise how sleep with horny teenage male child get ? And do you know how screwing frustrating it is to have to go through all this bother to hit on girls ?'
This could n't be actual, I had to be dreaming. What the nooky was he talking about, did he mean that all of them.. ?
'You mean all of you guy rope are ...'I almost whispered.
'Not necessarily ,'Hank Aaron started. 'Let me excuse .'A smirk formed on his brass as he slid his hand up Gospel According to Luke 's shirt to feel his bulky and chiseled stomach.
'When I was around 12, I already started to get botch thinking about you guys .'And that honestly did n't storm me as much. Hank Aaron always was a little ... oversexed. He did n't seem embarrassed easily, and he would hump other hombre all the while laughing at himself. If I suspected individual being gay, it was Aaron.
'You know me, I get what I want ,'he continued. 'And I wanted Gospel of Luke .'He put his hand down Luke 's trouser and squeezed his software system, making him groan out loud. Seriously, dafuq was going on ?
'I cornered him after practice one sentence, and showed him what I could do. And he enjoyed it .'Gospel of Luke was now practically squirming under Aaron 's touch. Who smiled confidently. The former bozo were just smirking at me. 'Do n't you get it ? St. Luke and I started to bang each other. We 're boyfriends.
And that, I did n't require. Henry Louis Aaron yes, but Luke ? My boy next door ? What the hell ?
Aaron saw my shocked expression and laughed. 'But as you know, I get bored easily. So I wanted to get early Guy involved after a while, Saint Luke and I had no trouble hiding it, so why not add mortal, right ? Luke and I both wanted more fun, and more to play with. So we chose the biggest one here, Leo ! And he was game as well .'
I could n't consider my ears. Big, substantial, manly, my well friend Leonardo was gay ?
Leonardo is sure-enough than us, he 's 24 and huge. It was a admiration he was in our squad at all. And eventhough I 've known him the longest, and we 've been protagonist for so farsighted I had never thought he 'd be into guys.
'It became really hot ,'Aaron continued his niggling monologue as he practically raped Luke on the spot using only his paw, and one of his legs. He pushed Gospel According to Luke 's pant down to his ankles The other guy rope were pretty turned on by now, me included. Judging by our bulges at least.
'But after a piece, Leo became kinda covetous when me and my boyfriend-'he drew a loud, unblushing moan from Luke 's backtalk as he squeezed the now regal drumhead of his gumshoe, while shoving two fingers up his ass.
'-wanted to have some only sentence. So we found him a boyfriend too .'Gary kissed Leo 's cheek. They actually seemed a good fit. Gary was shorter than me. I stood at a steady 6.2 ft. whereas Gary was about 5.6'but had to a lesser extent of an gymnastic build. He was on the close side, which made Leo look like a fucking giant star next to him. Leo himself was a big solid hunk of meat. wellspring defined and tough like marble. He was at least 6.5'. They looked cute together, but damn, Gary 's ass had to be sore.
Aaron was now jerking Luke hard and fucking three finger's breadth up his ass, which had him whining and screaming. It made me feel both weird and horny to see my other best friend being pleasured like this.
'And the Saami goes for Brian and Jeremy really .'Aaron continued as if nix strange was going on.
'They joined our little sex-hobby-club after we all tried them out .'Gospel of Luke whimpered Aaron 's gens as he came undone all over his own belly, Aaron 's handwriting and the bathroom floor. And it was a considerable amount.
This was a lot to carry in. My mind was racing and connecting the dose. Thinking of all the sleepovers the guys have had without me. The way too long exhibitor they always took after football game practice.
There was one tiny thing missing though : Joshua.
What the fuck did he make to do with this ? How did he even know these guys ?
Aaron saw me looking between him and Joshua who was glaring at him. 'And two calendar week ago ,'Aaron said casually, 'Joshua joined in. And shot who he wanted to be his mate for life Dexy ?'Aaron said, before licking his own hand clean of Luke 's cum.
Book of Joshua came up behind me, and as lots as my brain was damaged in just about five mo, and everything I thought I knew about my childhood friends was completely wrong, his warm arms around my waist did n't make me feel just horny. But also the happiest guy alive as I turned around to kiss him. Still, it did n't explain this crazy sexclub and how Joshua even knows the guy. 'Okay but wait, how do you guy recognise Joshua ?'I asked the room at large. I was genuinely confused by this.
'He 's in college with me .'said Hank Aaron, smirking at Joshua. I immediately got this envious rush and flung my arm around Book of Joshua 's waist, who was only looking at me.
'As soon as he told me he knew you from school, and started rambling about you like a maniac, I started to realise more and more that he had the hots for you. And I also immediately understood why you were acting so weird when you left the squad .'Hank Aaron said proudly, as he stuffed Luke 's gumshoe back in his trousers.
'So I took my chance and told Book of Joshua I was gay, and I thought he was too. I told him that you might like him back and that I would help him get to you. But only if he payed the Leontyne Price. And he agreed .'
I did n't acknowledge what the heck he meant, but as soon as I saw the guilty, pleading facial expression in Joshua 's oculus, I had a hunch.
'You joined their nutcase sexclub ?'I asked him softly, not wanting him to think I was angry. Because I was n't, in the end we did get together tonight. Which was my ultimate dream.
'I 'm sorry Dexter. I panicked ! We both went to college and I thought I 'd never see you again ! And then I meet Henry Louis Aaron and he tells me he knows you and can sustain us in mite. And on top of it all he tells me that the guy of my shag pipe dream has a crush on me ! I had to agree !'He exclaimed. His optic were pleading as he wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed me.
I could only get lost in the feeling of his tender backtalk, carresing mine slowly.
We had n't been at it for three seconds and I felt an bridge player jerk me away from Joshua
'Ah, ah, ah ,'Brian said in my ear. 'Did n't you listen ? We get to try you out before you can enjoy your lovey-dovey stuff .'
I 'd hoped I did n't catch that right wing, or I hoped that I could go yank off right there.
Joshua came closer .'C'mon Guy. I 've been crushing on Dex since I first fucking saw him. You guys promised to help me get him if I slept with you. Just let it go, apparently Dex and I have both been waiting for two tinker's dam class ! Just let us-'
'Nope ! We get to decide .'Jeremy cooed. Wohoho, what ?
'Wow wait ! What ? What do you mean ?'
Aaron sighed. 'You see Dexy, I always knew you were the same as us. The sole difference of opinion was, you did n't ever act on it. And we did n't recognize why the sin you never made a move on any of us until just a few hebdomad ago when this guy ,'He pointed at Joshua, who was holding me from behind. 'Until he just, completely coincidentally started talking to me in class. He 'd seen Saint Luke clean me up from class, and I started talking about liking guys and being gay. And he told me about his occult high school infatuation that he 'd never dared to go about and regretted it hugely. And after he told me a bit about the guy, I realised he was talking about you ! So I promised to say him wether you were gay and had a calf love on him in high school, in exchange for him participating in our little sexclub .'Aaron winked at Joshua. Who blushed furiously and looked away from my eyes.
'Of course, the second Joshie said he had a crush on you, all the pieces of the puzzler started to fall into billet and I knew that you must 've liked him too. So we helped Joshie there come up his balls and differentiate you he likes you, because neither of you were gon na do it otherwise. And I believe he succeeded pretty well in telling you a few minutes ago, huh ?'I could n't hold on the wide grin from spreading on my face.
But the aspect that Hank Aaron had plastered on his own face now unnerved me a little.
'There was a catch though .'He whispered huskily. 'You 'd have to participate as well, if it happened to knead out for you guys. That 's why you 're here .'
I looked at Joshua, dumbfounded. 'Wait a sec. So you traded me, for a chance to get me ?'
Joshua sighed, 'Uhm ... yeah kinda. I 'm sorry Dex, I had no idea what to do. I was afraid that I was gon na chicken out of telling you what I feel .'
'But what do you find ? We kissed ! I have no musical theme what the fuck is happening !'I yelled.
Joshua looked dire. 'It 's just for once. You just have to do it one time and then we 're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wan na be with you okay ? I 've had the adult puppy love on you for ages ! I even came out to my parents last night !'He exclaimed.
That really surprise me, but in a good way. No one has ever done anything like that for me. To reveal that they 're into bozo so that we do n't birth to restrain it a secret. All of a sudden all my gamy school feelings were rushing back tenfold. If this was rightful, if this could really be, then I 'd do anything for it.
And before I knew it, I heard myself say : 'Well, alright .'I looked at Hank Aaron 'So how is this going to crop ? I suck your peter in here and leave with my boyfriend ?'I felt Joshie smile against the back of my neck at the Scripture boyfriend.
A devillish grin bed cover on Hank Aaron face as the rest period chuckled darkly.
'You wishing it were that loose, huh ? I 'm sorry Dex, but it 's a little more complicated than that. You 're going to be doing the same trial as Joshua did, which means you 're ours for two weeks, and no Joshua for that prison term .'
I was n't sure if I could even go two feet from Joshua now that I had him. But if it was the Price to stimulate him for myself. Then fuck it.
To be reliable, I could n't be more turned on by the prospect of being `` tried out '' by the others.
So I made a decision.
'Alright, I 'll do it. Two weeks, then you leave us alone .'I said sternly, looking Hank Aaron in the eye dead-serious.
'Good, Dexy. Then you 'll receive further information tomorrow. Aaron winked and smirked at me. St. Luke looked at me with anger and jealousy, which scared me a bit since I had never seen him look at anyone like that before, let alone me.
I quickly turned around and kissed Joshua tenderly on the lips. The contact made us both moan in thirst. A instant later he was pulled off of me by Brian and Jeremy.
'Ours for two weeks, no Book of Joshua .'Whispered Leo, and he grabbed Joshua 's package out of nowhere. Joshua hissed in pain.
'I 'm gon na miss you, Joshie .'He said as he licked Joshua 's cervix and ear.
Josue whimpered in pleasure, but kept his eyes locked on mine. As if to contract on the feeling Leo 's natural language, but imagining me in his place.
'Okay, sufficiency playing for one night. Let 's go .'Hank Aaron said to the rest of them.
I walked out the door, and I heard Joshua track after me, breaking liberate from Leo 's hold. I quickly closed the bathroom door after us. The second I turned around I was completely covered by Josue 's body and felt his tongue going down my throat. I hungrily kissed him back and squeezed his butt as he squeezed mine. After a light moment he broke the kiss and reached into his forepart scoop. He got out an envelope and pecked me on the lips fiercely.
'This is so you do n't draw a blank about me, okay ?'He looked at me with a commixture of horniness and desperation.
'I 'll see you in two weeks ,'he kissed me on the impertinence and walked into the baseball club. Before he completely disappeared out of pile he turned around and yelled ,'I LOVE YOU !'Over the loud music. My substance jumped and the blanket smile spread on my face.
holy place shit, did he mean that ?
I blushed as I looked at the envelope in my paw. In blackened mark it read : `` I know it 's cheating, butt fuck it .'I laughed at that.
Hesitation came over me but I opened it anyway.
Inside I found a set of unholy ikon of my crush, posing in different unbelievable attitude. All on a large white bed, all naked. My pecker grew to it 's full duration within a matter of milliseconds.
What the screw is my biography even ?