This calendar week's industry movers and shakers is Dr Kiki Kennedy of Kiki Kennedy productions, one of the most successful production home to hail along recently.

AVN : So,"Dr"Kiki Kennedy ?

Kiki : Yes, I have a doctorate, in particle purgative no less. You can bet up the exact form of address if you want, but it's to do with saw-tooth imbalance in plasm wakefields. And, if that made any common sense to any of your reader, I invite them to join our"physics nerds"plane section of the discussion forum on my website.

When I founded the fellowship, I thought that having the title"Dr"would bring a certain gravitas to my being CEO. Before that I'd only been known as a performer, and I'd hid the unplayful position of my personality from my rooter, I didn't think it would heighten my reputation. But, there is a certain division of my fan stem who does find it very sexy, especially when I discuss something really technological and end the post with a verbal description of what I 'm wearing. ( Which seldom includes panties. )

AVN : How did you get into adult entertainment in the first seat ?

Kiki : In mellow schoolhouse, I had a much elderly fan ; he liked"barely sound"pornography. He had a big collection of it, and I was curious. So when I turned 18, I contacted one of the production home, and they snapped me up.

I must say, I was surprised at that, I didn't think I was attractive, but with a little hairsbreadth, makeup, and wardrobe, they worked wonders on me. That validated what my buff had told me and I'd never believed. You know the story of the ugly ducking ? That 's what I felt like, an ugly duckling, and I had n't noticed that all of a sudden I 'd suit a Swan. I never liked dressing sexily in high schooltime ; I always dressed for practicality.

The porn was also very empowering. I was not a popular girl in richly school ; the butch chicks would pick on me. most of it was probably resentment as I'd have a disposition to have off the leveling curve. ( In other Son, my being smartness, led to them having crushed grade, its bad use of statistics on the instructor's part. )

Now, I had production companies wanting to employ me for my feeling, and I had fans writing to me, wanting to fuck me. After I spent the summer before college being fucked, all day, unremarkable, I found myself sitting on a pile of money. It made college life history much more prosperous. I could yield a comely car, and the good accommodation, and little luxuries.

I carried on working while I was at school, though I separated my life into erotica and not smut. In the not porn world, I was much like my old ego, but now I had trust. In the erotica domain, I tried to make myself as desirable as possible. I'd do porn on the weekend, I'd fly down to the Valley to photograph, then fly back for the week. My personality sort of rip as well, I felt like two unlike people.

I earned enough from the porn, that I thought I could set my own production troupe and run it in my way. So just before I got the doctor's degree, I legally changed my name to Kiki Kennedy. Before that, Kennedy was my first name, and I made up Kiki for the alliteration when I got that get-go job. In my husband 's pro circle I'm Kennedy McAuliffe, but legally I'm Kiki Kennedy.

So after I became Dr Kiki Kennedy Interrnational, I set up the companionship with strumpet, a companion performing artist and one of my fan. I still act in some productions, but not so many these Clarence Day. I was doing so many output, I was worried about damaging my trade name, so I cut back on the acting.

AVN : That brings up the question of what is your sexual orientation ?

Kiki : I think I'm"lesbian with exclusion,"but my buff shouldn't panic as I love getting fucked by men, and giving blowjobs. I suppose that makes me bi-sexual really, but I'm not really attracted to men, with a few exclusion, I just like the sex. That should make me more attractive, I want the sex, but not the loyalty. My married man is one of the obvious exceptions.

AVN : You've mentioned your husband a distich of times now, tell apart us about him ?

Kiki : Matt is my husband, he's the most levelheaded soul I know, and also one of the dumbest. Do n't forget, I 'm comparing him to college staff and doctoral students, so that 's saying something. If you want to find oneself the eigen vectors of a complex wavefunction, he's your man. He even understands GR and can get interesting root to the stress-energy tensor, he's a total braniac, and that's so aphrodisiac. But, when it comes to masses, that's not his unattackable point.

He has very simplistic humankind view when it comes to women,"sex good"probably just about sums it up. It makes him very easy to deal with, you know you're always getting the real mat, he just doesn't have any guile to hide anything. He's shy, he used to be painfully shy ; it took him about a week before he could actually talk to me in a sane fashion. He's a lot better now, but I do my best to protect him from harsh realities.

He also has no construct of self-control or green-eyed monster when it comes to sex, as I said,"Sex good."nub him up. There was one time I orgasmed on set, thinking of him, he asked for the outtake and said I was `` cute, '' coming like that on mortal else 's tool. When we first worked on the doctorates together, I didn't want a family relationship, and then I discovered he was a fan, at to the lowest degree a fan of Kiki's. So I, as Kennedy, showed him I was Kiki as well. I didn't want him getting into something he couldn't handle. Most swain outside the industry can't handle you being fucked for a job, so I took him to a shoot to show him what it was about.

He didn't mind me performing on set, he said the shooting was somewhat boring really, so that pointed to the right material. Then, I arranged for a few of my friends in the industry to fuck him ; he was a Virgin at the time. It's not unusual to set a boyfriend up with another performer, they treat it kind of like a job. I expected them to fuck him and post him back to me, instead he fucked them to a dead end, and they stayed the night. I was left alone and horny.

That did show he's an absolute dynamite fan, the best I, or any of my friends, know. And the intimately persona is he doesn't even know it himself. You'll be straight on you back after being knocked out by the sex, and he asks you if that was any good. He is catching on a bit now, even he couldn't be that unmindful, but it doesn't affect him. He's still just thinking,"Sex good, More sex better."

That backfired on me somewhat, as I fell in love life with him. I never meant to, and I'd made it quite clear to him that I didn't want anything like that. So I never realized he did experience feelings for me, he was just hiding them because that's what I'd told him I wanted. That 's about the only when fourth dimension he 's ever been anything to a lesser extent than totally guileless about his feelings, he thought it was the way to impart on having the sex. Like I said, he thinks, `` Sex trade good. ``

That 's how he acted when I tried to be more loving towards him, I set up a romantic weekend away, and he was `` disappointed '' we did n't bestow any of my friends with us for once. He did a skilful job of acting like he wanted just sex from me, and being used like that does turn me on, doubly so because I loved him. So I gave him what I thought he wanted, just sex.

He also liked there were two of me. Kennedy would be dominant, and I, as Kiki, would be subservient to him and do anything he wanted. God, both of those are such a spell on. I kind of proposed to him as Jack Kennedy, and he said he'd prefer Kiki, but would like Kennedy as his schoolma'am. I'm more integrated with my personalities these twenty-four hours, some of the unvoiced edge of Kennedy is needed to be successful in this biz, but there is still some of her I only bring out for Matt. I, as Kennedy, am his mistress, both in the cheating sense and the dominant sense. I suppose you could call it role play, but that 's not how he sees it. Though, I think it 's about time Kennedy retired, I as Kiki, should be able to satisfy all his desires.

He's really sugared, and a submissive really. I'm more naturally a subservient myself, which is probably why I can enjoy sex with men so a great deal. I really savour it when Matt takes me, I love doing anything he wants. But, I channel my intimate bitch as Kennedy for matte, and he really gets off on that. I don't think he likes it as such, but that's not the point. He really likes me claiming him as my property, I have that inscribed on his wedding ring. He loved it when I said I was marrying him so I could keep him for myself. I 've occasionally just kept him at home, naked, as my personal sex hard worker, that 's his favorite.

When I fell in love with him, I tried to make myself Sir Thomas More myself, and he basically begged me to abuse him. To do things I thought he only agreed to because I, as President John F. Kennedy, was taking my thwarting out on him. So I carried on as the rather heartless Kennedy International Airport for his benefit. It's probably very healing to possess person you can misuse like that, and not be arrested. I 'd `` take my employment home '' as he calls it. That 's the other sentence he 's not transparent, he 'll very clearly communicate why he does n't like something, but send former signaling that he wants you to do it, like buying me a present and begging me not to use it on him. Really the more he protests about something, the more he wants it. If he really does n't want something, he 's more muted on that point.

Like well-nigh talent in porn, I 'd really wish to have loving vanilla sex in my time off, but lusterlessness has former interests. Like, the more impersonal I made the sex, the more he seemed to like it, so I 'd set up random encounters between us just for his benefit. I must say, both of us liked the idea of the `` drive by fuck. '' I pop over to his post on the way to the lab, just to get one, or both of us off and leave without saying anything.

I'm not the jealous type either, which is handy so lustrelessness can savour himself ; I send girls his way. He's my clandestine weapon, his report as a buff draws in performers who want to try him out. He gets tidy sum of opportunities around here. When we were setting up the troupe, nag made a caper that he should be the"fluffer,"at least for the woman. So we actually did officially afford him that job, at to the lowest degree when he's around the yield home. He has a broad clock time job as a research worker, but does find sentence to occur down here to figure out part time. I think he'd do it full time if I let him, but I couldn't let that gorgeous mind of his go to wasteland. His 1st job as fluffer was my bachelorette party, he was the entertainment, and got raffled off at the end of the night.

AVN : My brain is boggling at what presents he buys you.

Kiki : Just some BDSM gear, like a whiplash, a strap on dildo, or a threesome with a apprehension which goes around his balls. He 'll protest that using them is too horrible an idea, and I believe that 's what he believes, but there 's a part of him which wants me to use them. A part that he does n't like admitting to. He certainly gets turned on when I do that kind of matter. He also bought me some bondage gear, but he 's enthusiastic about me using that on him.

That was when I first realized how transparent he was, we had a scene and he really played up how much he hated everything I was doing to him. It gave me such a power trip. Then at the end of it I found he was n't playing, and just had n't thought to use his safeword. He just does n't think like that. lecture about a downer, I had to schoolhouse him in the use of the safeword so we could do it properly.

AVN : And you have a baby by him as well. How does that do work ?

Pretty much the Same way it's worked for millions of years, but I 'm not a biologist, so I wo n't excuse the inside information. [ Kiki bursts out laughing at this point. ] Sorry, a little nerd humor. We left it to chance, on our honeymoon. We had a month of honeymoon when we were scoop, and we agreed if we got pregnant, then so be it, if not then back to normal. I 'm not sure I 'm mother material, but he liked the mind. I did get pregnant, so we had scar as the answer. That gave me the chance to do pregnancy and lactation porn productions, a rather niche market.

Once the baby was born, I realized it was the substantially affair that ever happened to me ; I would n't be the same person without being a female parent. Now I 'm the milfiest MILF there is. We have a replete time nanny to facilitate, but I 'm always there to get him up in the morning, and put him to sleep in the eve. I 'm the honcho, so I can earn my own regulation and hours.

AVN : You said you had a split personality, what do you think of ?

Kiki : When I was in college, getting my degree, and then my doctorate, I was working as a porn performer, that was paying my way. The two globe I inhabited were so different, academe and erotica, I had to keep them come apart. I did n't suppose that being a college educatee, and then a doctoral bookman, was sexy for my rooter. I may throw been wrong about that, there are a lot of my fans find it sexy, who knew ? On the former hand, in academia, being in porn would throw ruined my credibility, or at least made it very difficult to work with men.

The field I was in, mote physics, is very male person dominated, so I was enough of an anomalousness just being female. Being female and seen as usable ( as a porn actress ) would ingest made it difficult for a lot of men to interrelate to me seriously. So I disguised myself in both places, as the air headed nymphette in porn, and as the dangerous pedantic nerd in academia. In reality, I 'm both intelligent and horny at the Saame time. I may love fucking slightly Thomas More than using my brain, but I would n't want my brain to atrophy from want of use.

The amazing affair is it worked. I did the Kennedy as Mark Wayne Clark Kent number and took of my trash, and suddenly I was first-rate porno actress Kiki. No one realized I was the same person, until I told them. None of my Quaker in the occupation suspected I was a genius, and I used that word of honor technically, a genius is classified as someone with 140 or large IQ. The last metre my IQ was measured it was 147. ( And flatness 's 165 by the way. ) I play an airhead really well it seems. In this line of work you 're going to get screwed one way or the other, so why invest any brainpower in it.

In academe, no one suspected either. I did my best to be frumpy and unlikable, so no one guessed I was a sex goddess. I did n't have much of a social life at college, I was working too difficult, both academically and on my back. That made it well-off to keep the secret. I worked with Matt, as Kennedy, for respective months before I found out he was a fan of Kiki 's, I had to do the trick with the glasses to show him I was Kiki as well. He was really storm to find that out.

He was even more storm, but really pleased when I suggested that we would n't just be admirer, but friends with benefit. But, no one else in the department guessed, or at to the lowest degree everyone expressed surprise, in the last few workweek when I became Kiki. I started dressing more like a typical educatee, LE frumpily, in the department, not like a porn adept, but I was now much more attractive, both physically and emotionally to a lot of the men. I got a lot of attending those last-place few hebdomad, not all of it welcome.

AVN : You mentioned running a company your way ?

Kiki : Yes, I got really frustrated as a performer, no one ever listened to the girls or valued their opinion. I wanted to produce an standard atmosphere where everyone 's opinion are heard and respected. Of course, now I 'm running a company, I appreciate that you ca n't always act on everyone 's persuasion, but I wanted them at least considered.

I also have special course of study for college student, they have to keep up a B average to get on the political program. The `` College swot '' series is so popular now, I can be really selective about the talent I use, they 'd own to be a very exceptional soul to get on with only a B average these Day. We also have the `` nude preeminence '' series, we make good instructional videos, except that we use the College swot talent, and they try to be as distracting as possible. They 're some of our most pop lines. I 'm not for certain if anyone ever learns anything from them.

AVN : Why did you start your company, rather than continuing your academic career ?

It pays better. Seriously, the fortune of even getting a postdoc position are slim, LE than 10 % of new doctors are belike to get a postdoc. Less than 1 % will turn tenured. I could hold gone into industry, but if I 'm going to prostitute myself, I might as well do it my way. [ Kiki grins saying this. ] porn is one of the few line of work where females are paid more than men, maybe ten times as much as the men. Men are actually lucky to get paid in porn.

In my life, I 've had a incessant chorus of `` little girl do n't do bow subjects. '' [ theme means : `` science engineering applied science maths. '' ] All the way from high school on, I was basically told that girls do n't do the things I wanted to do, and after fifteen years, I just got sick of it, particularly when the alternative was so promiscuous, that is porn. My parents had been nothing but supportive of me in purgative, and Matt may be my biggest cheerleader, but he is a bit biased. Everyone else did n't cogitate I belonged, my section had three cleaning woman in it ; I was the only American language woman.

If I 'd known then what I know now, I 'd accept come out as a geek earlier, the fans they 're so supportive. They might have given me the motive to impart on, but blending a vocation in porn and academia would be difficult. I also wanted to be myself. To get ahead in academia, I had to be hard headed and strong-growing ; I had to be Kennedy. I wanted to be Kiki ; I wanted to be feminine. In the US, that 's just the buss of death. If you go to conferences, you 'll see women scientists from say, Italy or France dressing sexily, it 's accepted there. But, the American women all dress dowdily.

AVN : You mentioned your fan site a few times.

Kiki : Yes, I set that up myself, I did a lot of software program development during my enquiry, setting up a internet site was easygoing. Again, there 's a certain set of fans who find that very hot. I have exclusive contentedness there, and it's a way to keep in contact with my fan. There 's a rattling give-and-take forum there and I 'll join in some discussions, particularly in the `` physic nerd '' section I mentioned earlier. If they can yarn-dye me with their minds, they might notice themselves being invited down here to watch a output. Who know 's what else might bump, obviously I find a in force mind very sexy .