First BJ in Decades

One 's situation in life-time can and will alter with time. I find myself at one of those turning breaker point. Now, what to make of it ?

After a farsighted time in a distressing family relationship, including rafts of paid counsel and some pretty drastic ups and downs, I finally decided that it was n't going to get just. I told the GF that I was moving out. Well, we had some articulate assets and family issues, so getting that all squared away and actually preparing to move took some time. Fortunately, we are being basically civil about it all. The last two months of my life, most of my discretionary fourth dimension has been spent sorting out all my Irish bull, getting rid of what I wo n't use, and packing. Moving day is coming and we 're both happy to see it happen.

One side benefit that I 'm going to pursue is broadening my view, regarding friendships and specifically sex. I had a few male-male experiences when I was much younger, and lately I 've been getting concern in that approach again. I still love sex with cleaning woman, but I have decided it 's metre to try MM sex again. I 'm not sure how to proceed, but I 'll certainly be keeping my eyes open.

I 'm ok being by myself. I do n't get lonely, as I 've been spending clock time with protagonist and syndicate, but that old sexual urge is coming back. You ca n't really say that I 'm odd, since I 've had fun with male person before. Sir Thomas More like wondering if I still like it.

My history is getting with a few guys for jerkoffs, handjobs and cock sucking. We had plenty of fun, getting naked and playing with ourselves and each other. I remember how it felt to look down and see a man on my heavy cock, and how it felt to take a hard cock in my own rima oris. I 've got a pretty big mouth and I could get a 6 '' dick all the way in, without gagging. My best suction crony was about 5.5 '' long, moderate thickness and cut, and he had a very attractive, aphrodisiacal cock. I loved licking and kissing his nut, then working my way up his tool until I opened up and took him into my mouth. Just thought of it now gives me an erection. He had trouble getting practically of my 7+ '' cock in his backtalk, but he did a fine job on me nonetheless. We would suck each other, but he did n't like taking it in our rima oris, so we would land up off with a hired man job.

I also got with a guy who was my size. Maybe a piffling shorter, maybe a lilliputian thicker. But he had a very aphrodisiac rooster and nice hanging ballock. ( I love playing with ball, and having mine played with. ) Now I understood how the other guy had to work at taking in a big peter, but once I learned to relax, it was amazing fun. I especially remember how it looked up cheeseparing before I went down on him, that big cut cock point ... hot. We took act on each early and tried unlike positions, and I loved them all. When it was time to finish up him off, I got between his human knee and bobbed on and off, adding a lot of tongue natural process, until I would palpate him throb and let loose a load of creamy jism in my oral fissure. I did n't care for the gustation, but the act was a literal tour on.

*** 1 month Later ***

well, I 'm in my own blank space now. It 's dainty not having to endure the mumbling and tense discussions. And it 's quiet - unless I have some Genesis or Twisted Sister on ( lol ). I 've been enjoying just closing the shades and taking out my cock, whenever I want. When it 's warm, I get totally nude and stroke myself. The first sentence I jerked myself here, I just let it fly all over the level. It was worth the trouble to make clean it up.

I have started joining in some local anaesthetic activities, to extend my roundabout of friends. I 'm not necessarily looking for a lay or BJ from folks, but the companionship is nice. I wo n't deny I 'm keeping my eyes open for opportunities.

I have a small telephone number of friends that have been that for some days. None of them were candidates for FWB. A couple of them mentioned getting hit on and having to distance themselves, as they were n't interested. Another was the eccentric that was quite protective of his maleness. Another was outright disgusted by the idea of M-M sex. No chances there.

I invited Tim, the masculine fellow, over for some dinner and confabulation. I grilled a duad of steaks and we sipped on a bit of whiskey. I was enjoying the evening out on the patio, it was perfect and the hemipteron had n't come out yet. He was telling me about his married woman 's Holocene visit to her child, and I was telling him that I was surprise how well I got on with living alone. He variety of surprised me with a remark : `` When I was plate alone, I wished I had a friend there. And it gave me a chance to think about being alone, and kinda about intimacy. You know, I can see people of the Lapp sex developing a sexual family relationship. ``

I thought for a second, then said, `` Has it happened to you ? ``

'' I do n't cerebrate so, but the idea certainly does n't disgust me. ``

'' Me neither, '' I replied. `` Actually, I fooled around with boys, and remember it being a lot of fun. Then girls came along. ''

Now he said something I did n't gestate. `` I 've had similar experiences, and I 'm beginning to recollect I might go there again. Half wonder, half excitement. ``

The clump was in my motor hotel now. I thought for a few seconds, looked him in the eye, and said `` So birth I. In fact, I 've gotten to the point where I think I 'm ready to search. ``

Tim said, `` Maybe we should research that together. '' I smiled, and said, `` I 'd love to. '' Then he said, `` You 'll have to teach me, there are affair I have n't done before. '' My response was, `` We 'll go slow. Remember, it 's been a long meter for me too. I might not care it as much. ``

Without anything said, we picked up our plates and put them by the sink. I made a gesture toward the livelihood way, and as he passed I put my hand on his shoulder joint. I left it there as we walked to the lounge. Tim turned to me and said, `` Can I have a hug ? ``

I reached around and brought him to me. We stood there for a bit, embracing, then I started to move one arm slowly up and down, and slowly slid the other down towards his articulatio coxae. He hugged tighter, and now I could feel a lump in his pants. It was happening to me, too. It felt so skillful to be touching another person !

I broke the bosom but kept my sleeve on his shoulder joint, and asked, `` What are you most odd about ? ''

'' My first question was whether I 'd like just touching a man. Got that answered, it was nice. ``

'' I was surprised how nice it felt. How about touching skin ? '' I reached for his shirt buttons and started opening them. Then I reached in and felt the light hair on his pectus. It was having an effect on me and I said so. `` I do n't live a bout you, but I 'm getting hard. '' He looked down and saw an obvioius bulge in my shorts. `` I guess so, and me too. '' I reached down to his crotch and slither my script across, and there it was, a hard hunk pointing to the side. I ran my manus over it, and Tim closed his eyes and moaned.

After touching him, I finished opening his shirt took it off him. Then he pulled my T-shirt up and over my head. Without thinking, we again embraced, and I said, `` Oh yes, much better without clothes. '' We rubbed across each other, then I moved in closer so my leg was between his. This pressed our cock lumps against each other. We rubbed a bit, then Tim said, `` Let 's lose these clothes. '' I stepped back and took off my pants, underwear and wind cone ; my cock was almost fully erect. He did the same, and his very handsome member was now in champaign sight. His dick was just perfect, a handsome six incher. We just stood still and looked at each other. My eyes were going up and down his lop torso and looking at his cock, which finished growing.

I pressed his shoulders and he sat down on the couch. I spread his legs and reached for his cock with one hand and his balls with the former, then started stroking and fondling. With one pounding, he was fully erect in my hand. And my cock was pointing straight out too. He reached for it, and we spent a moment stroking each other.

As good as that felt, I was cook for more. But I wanted to make sure he was too, so I asked, `` Are you in force, Tim ? Is this working for you ? ``

'' more than than workings, it feels sooo salutary. '' A throbbing from his shaft punctuated the compass point. I was still stroking him and he could finger a throbbing from my organ too.

I looked at him and asked, `` Can I select this farther ? '' He smiled, and I went to my knees in front of him. I moved in and thought how I was about to feel a man in my mouth for the commencement metre in decades. I was so severe and my putz was pointing up. I moved my hand down to his Base then studied his prick for a minute. It was hot, with venous blood vessel running up and down it, and a big fountainhead. And his balls were hanging very seductively. I moved in closer and brought my lips to his dickhead. I kissed it, then began to lick all around. I really, really wanted this organ in my mouth. So I opened my mouth and took in his cockhead. He moaned. I moved slowly down on him, and he moaned again. My oral cavity was being filled by his hard dick and I loved it. I started going on and off him, and kept that up for a while.

I pulled off his cock and asked him, `` Are you set up to try it too ? '' He gave me a glassy-eyed look and said, `` Yes, yes. Please. '' I sat on the couch succeeding to him, and he got down on his knee. `` You 're so big, how do I do this ? ``

I answered, `` Just go slow, and try to maintain your teeth off it. '' He stroked me then brought his side down and took in my cockhead. It was so aphrodisiac seeing person 's sass on my cock, I throbbed and moaned. Then he started moving down on me. I could feel his wet mouth and it was amazing, so wet and warm.

Tim did a good job with his tooth, and now was bobbing on and off me. I must have been really aroused because I was ready to cum. But I took my mind off it so I 'd last a spell. Eventually I needed release, and told him I was ready ; he came off me only to say, `` Let me have it, I 'm ready. In my mouth ! '' With that, he went back on me and slid on and off. I lost it. With a grunt and a pang at his face, I came and pumped his sassing full of my seeded player. So just, so uh, uh ...

Tim slowed down but kept sucking on me as I cummed in his lip. Not a fall escaped, soon I saw him withdraw. Then I noticed that he was stroking himself. Well that wo n't do. I gently pulled his head off me and my turncock flopped back on my belly. Then I stood him up, and leaned forward to ask his hard pecker back in my mouth. I went right to work on him, and he started a pumping move into my sass. He was fucking my brass and I loved it. Before long, he began to grunt like I had done, then took wait of my head and buried his cock in my mouth. I felt him throb, then felt my sassing filling with jism. Damn he had a lot ! I swallowed a duet of times, then let the relaxation fill my oral cavity while I sucked on him and moved on and off. After a instant, I swallowed the rest, licked off his dick and had him sit by me. We both were spent, physically, sexually and emotionally.

After a min, I asked, `` Well ? Was it what you expected ? ``

'' That and Thomas More. I think I wan na do this again. '' He reached over to hold my deflating cock and I did the Saami with his.

'' Me too. And maybe some other stuff. I want to frot too, cumming on each other 's cocks. By the way, I loved sucking your cock. It 's just perfect for my mouth. ``

Tim answered, `` Yours is big but I loved it. How long is that matter ? ``

'' Seven inches. Shit man, you had almost all of it in your mouth ! ``

'' I 'll have to practice. Will you help ? ``

'' certain thing ! ``

Then he thought a moment and said, `` The wierd matter is, I do n't feel like any less a man. And I still love snatch. That 's a pleasant surprise. ``

*** The adjacent day ***

I woke up with a smiling on my face. Last night, Tim hung out for a bit then went dwelling, but we were both unplayful about doing it again. I was back in the cocksucking commercial enterprise and I was glad it turned out well. In fact, thinking about last-place night was making me hard again. I think I 'll think Tim 's lip on me and rub one out. Good way to start the day .