logic programing :
About once a month, sometimes twice a month I have a dream. I wake up in a cold fret from the dream and I have no melodic theme why I keep having the dream.

The aspiration :
For some reason which I can not recall we had been fighting about something. Gary asked me to put on a pair of jeans and a blouse. He tells me that it's such a beautiful evening were going to go for a ride in the car with the top pile and just let things cool down off. It's about 79 degrees as we drive out into the land I can lay my head back and look up at the whiz. It's a beautiful crystal unmortgaged night.

Gary slows down and turns into a gravel and grease driveway. There is an old farm house with a large barn. There are no luminosity on in the mansion but the barn doors are open up and there are visible light on inside the barn. Gary drives right into the barn and stops the car. I look at him and ask,"what are we doing here ?"

Gary response,"were going to hit a video."

"Of what ?"I ask.

"Of you and some new friends I found."

"What are you talki…"My car door is opened and a hand catch my arm. I turned around and there was a grandiloquent black man standing there.

"You must be Barbara."

He gently pulled me out of the car and told me to suffer up straight.

The black man said,"Hey Gary how ya doing, did you bring your camera, ya ready for tonight, you really wan na do this ?"

Gary replied,"Hey Cal, yeah, we're gon na do this, hold her there for a min, the tv camera is in the trunk."

The contraband man, replied,"we gon na do this just like we talked about ?"

Gary said,"for sure thing, just like the one you guys did a calendar month ago that I videoed for you."

At this level I was totally confused."Gary, what's going on ! ? ! ? You're scaring me."

Gary got the video recording camera out of the proboscis. I could see the little red illumination that blinks when the camera is running ; so, Gary was making a video and I was totally confused.

At that same second another taller disgraceful man walked out from a room in the barn. He is carrying something about 18"long, had a handgrip, was hook shaped, and had a chrome a testicle form of like a trailer hitch at the other end. He walked up to me with a big smiling on his side and said,"Hello Barbara, I'm Pete. We're going to do some material with you tonight and we'll let you know what it's going to be every footprint of the way. beginning thing we're going to strip you nude. Next this anal retentive ball is going to be inserted into your ass. This will hold open you from trying to get away from us. I'll have my hand at the other end and if required will steer you where I want to you go."

Both of the black men started removing all my clothes. Within a bit I was completely nude and I felt Pete insert the ball into my rectum. It hurt, and I let out a little riot. Pete said,"now Barbara, if your going to squall and make a fuss we're going to put a ball gag in your backtalk so just keep your mouth shut - you understand ?"

"Yes, but what are you going to do ?"

Pete, answered my interrogative my by saying,"to be right to the point, we understand you don't care much for sex with black guys, we're going to take in some fun with you then we're going to make you have a bit and there is nothing you can do about it.

So you have something to think about for the next few minutes before we start, here it is by the numbers.

1 ) The hook and nut is going to stay in your ass until we
get you into a particular room.

2 ) We're going to carry you into what we call the slaughter room.
You'll be placed on a wooden mesa. Your legs will be strapped
into place. Each leg destiny of the table can be individually moved
to the left and right wing and up and down so we'll be able to position
your legs exactly as we want. My two black friends and me are
going to take our time fucking you and satisfy your kitty with sperm,
then Gary may want to bat you puss houseclean - that's up to him, we
don't really care about that.

3 ) Cal is our pinnace. He's going to sneak in a Pisces the Fishes hook thru each of
your pap then tie the former end of the fishhooks to rod which
can be moved up or down to rive or stretch your pap up
gamey and higher. Once he has them where he wants them,
he's going to use his straight razor and cut a semi-circle
starting from the side of each bosom down to and around the
behind and up to the other slope. The cut won't be deep but
you will start to bleed.

4 ) Then Cal is going to jack up off into your mouth and as you'll see
he shoots a very large sum of money of nut.

5 ) After Cal fills you mouth with his nut, he's going to use his
Razor again a put a overnice small slit in the slope of your pharynx
by the jugular vein. That will cause you to start bleeding out
slowly. You be semiconscious but maybe after two or three
minutes then things will just fade out.

6 ) When the three of us are finished fucking you we're going to
lieu nub meat hooks down by your ankles thru the tendons so
that we can hoist you off the tabular array. You'll be hanging top side
down at which point one of us, probably Cal, will use an
electric automobile knife to cut off your chief. After the line of descent stops
running out of your neck.

At this point I wake up in a cold travail and try to get this all out of my mind. But I start to wonder if one day it might just fall out .