What is sex ? Basically, I mean, people do try a lot of variations by using different location, using different mess for pleasance and toy dog. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro apparent motion of the dick in a vagina causing excitement, pleasance and finally cum. It's heavenly at first, but when you do the Lapplander thing again and again with the Lapp somebody. It starts to get boring. I was never a fan of plaything to be used as a substitute for joy. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the pleasure and expiation I got when I had sex for the starting time clock time. Oh ! The first time, I'll never forget the flavour of having sex the first time.

It happened 5 months ago during summer holiday. My untested Brother who is still in schooling had his holiday. My parents had planned a tripper for a hebdomad in the village, a distant place with not practically admittance to technology. Though I never liked that home, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be able to visit this clock time because of my college. I am doing engineering ; my vacation simply don't coincide with my comrade's. I was very stir to stay base, alone for a week. I'll telephone my friends over ; well have former night party, music, etc. While my parents were packing and getting make to leave, I was lost in my sentiment, planning the parties. I was really elevated with those view, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the threshold was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favour on us."Said my mother, as she approached the door from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the Lapp. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to stay here till the meter we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this level raising my vox. Just to clear things, Raj is my cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs older than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No matter how old you get, you will still be my short girl."My Church Father interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in firm voice.

My parents where gone and I was home with Raj. He was out-of-door watching TV while I lay in bed moping over my plans getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a crush on him while growing up. But over the class he got obsessed on pathetic childish affair like superhero comic, animated movies and some other stuff. His ‘ nerdy'chicken feed and these hobbies gave him a bit of obscene personality. No wonder he was still single even after crossing 30. I had this fixed thought about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that night Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter chicken and Roti among other fragility. I could enjoin with just the great smell what was cooked without looking. well, Raj is a chef by profession and is really honest at it, at least that's what I've heard. I will taste his intellectual nourishment for the first prison term. With the low bite, I realized how good he was at cooking."Tasty food bro."was the only words from my mouth and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter chicken. This cup of tea usually has a modest taste but Raj had done some variation to it since he knew I liked spicy food. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the taste of the awesome food for thought I ate, I was a bit draw in to Raj. It also seemed a bit weird that he didn't say a word while having dinner. Looking in the mirror made me realize the reason for his unearthly conduct. Eating that spicy food made me sweaty, also while drinking water I spilled a little on my T-shirt to further add on to that, it was Nox time so I didn't wear any bra. The slender Edward Douglas White Jr. material of the T-shirt, which was almost pellucid after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"SOB ! How didn't I realize this earliest, I was too much focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the palm hard on the mirror."No admiration Raj didn't talk or eat sufficiently. His attention was elsewhere. Well, the food was pleasant-tasting, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the next few clash got weirder. I have small-scale but my own elbow room where I can accept my privacy. Since I have a habit of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear loose clothes shirt-pant. Next morning, Raj came in my room to inflame me up. He had in his manus, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"aftermath up ! Sleepy headspring. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going late today."I told him in a soft sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll keep this here. You can have it when you get up."He said this with a smile and placed the tray on my study table. He had a giggly face while he said all this and gave me a aspect before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt push button were undone giving a canary of my white meat. My right tit was clearly seeable and he saw it. His expression were the validation of it.

"God ! miss, you need to be careful when other multitude are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too early, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his usual cookery shows while I went for a bathing tub. I was bathing under the shower bath when I heard a phone of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bath. Later while getting out I saw that the bathroom door was slightly open up, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."thing were going really fast."Maybe I am over thinking it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still time to spare before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to view TV. Same old cookery show was going on and his eyes were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not notice. After a couple of moment of secrecy,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very long time now. I have seen you grow up since the meter you were a little girl. Now you are a cleaning lady. You must be aware of certain itch that develop while growing older. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to relieve those urges properly. Just to throw it unclouded if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be wrong or base in the high society. But one needs to have sex at the right hand age for a hefty mind development. My question to you is, do you want to have sex ? If you decline its fine, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and tell me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His shabu were off and had a serious look on his aspect. I never saw his eye like that, they were hypnotic. Without a word I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very long meter from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the rightfulness person. Raj, is my first cousin. He is the but guy I have spent most of my childhood with. Considering his age, he was not like a friend to me. He is not a pal either, at to the lowest degree I don't think that way. There has always been a different association between us. The link where because of his experience he was my teacher and I was the student who learned new things from him. Maybe, sex is just another lesson I need to instruct from him. That's why he is the paragon mate to lose my virginity."These thoughts constantly hovered in my mind while I sat in the lecture pretending to listen. I didn't say anything about this to my Friend. Actually I didn't lecture at all. Having sex for the first-class honours degree time was a big stone's throw, a big conclusion to be taken. I was scared of the consequence still excited and couldn't wait for it to pass off. I left college a talking to early.

At base, I opened the door with my key. There was no one in the Charles Martin Hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my elbow room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me bare just a towel around his waist. Probably he just came out of bathtub. I had a skillful look at him with the expression of being electrical shock. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected things were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped sinewy body but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unneeded. One cause for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of pattern. That is very light up as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my expressions he tried to get me square up with a smiled."I didn't expect you to come so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a lecture to fall home early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the signs. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't for sure I want to say it. But then I took a thick hint, repeated the motto in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smile widened."So, do you need me to undress ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just refreshen up and go get comfortable on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward smile and went to the washroom. Ten minute of arc later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to encounter. I was wearing the pinko boxers and a matching shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to jade when no one was around. I had seen a few adult picture but doing it practically is different."Will he make me do that kinky poppycock done it porn ?"was the persuasion that bothered me the most. I had a mental debate in my mind whether to agree to it or decline. If no, then how am I supposed to stop him ? My thoughts were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue robe, something he brought specially for this occasion I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the short pants. His eyes were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every second. Meanwhile I was just sitting with pegleg stretched on the bed. I thought he would guide me through the process by giving step by stride teaching. But he didn't, not one Good Book he spoke since he entered the room and till all was over. His actions were more than sufficient to guide me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a wild hunter, keeping his heart fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the quarry that has no way out. He was steady and confident but I wasn't. I was unable to look directly at him ; I rolled my middle left-right up-down, tried to focus anywhere but his face. Then he got really close so that I couldn't look elsewhere and my visual sensation got blurry. There was no former option but to shut my eye. I didn't understand what was happening but I could feel his breathing time on my face. My centre was beating faster and meter felt like it slowed down. I was literally in shadow until I had the sensation of tactile sensation on my lip. My first-class honours degree kiss. I know that a kiss is not a big thing.

But even today in India not all get to get their for the first time kiss at a very Cy Young age. The first one was just a svelte signature after which he took a break and followed with lots more intense and farsighted kiss pulling me secretive. A candy kiss, the way I would describe it is like eating a mango. sugariness and juicy and gives you satisfaction no matter how many fourth dimension you eat it. He then gently unbuttoned my shirt and took off my bra, so smooth that I didn't look anything. But then again I was lost in the magical kiss.

Then with his left hand grabbed on to my right wing dummy. Touching softly, getting the feel of it, using his thumb he played with my nipple, getting them laborious. He kept on kissing my neck while getting lower until he put his backtalk on my left nipple, sucking on it. Raj had bit rocky man-hands but the way he handled my boobs, I understood that he appreciated my chest which were of size bigger than average girls my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the moment. I didn't know this feeling was so awesome and we have not even started the sex office yet. He then turned to the side and slipped his hand in my shorts fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my whole body. My pussy was getting Thomas More wet every moment with excitement. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his underdrawers. Seeing a real dick for the first meter was a stack to commend. I have seen in videos but seeing it in reality is a different feeling. His penis was of average size not as big as I have seen in the porn movies, but that didn't affair. He had shaved the nether part as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would accord to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping position to the edge of the bed. Lifting my wooden leg he widened them. He inserted his dick in my pussy slowly, knowing it was my first sentence. It was a dissimilar touch to get something inside the consistence from the opening down there. I felt the warmth of his putz inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was comfortable with taking his thing inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The slow built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden surge in pleasance made me part moaning. After a couple of instant he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in different side, ‘ doggy style'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's skilful to face each early while having sex the first off time.

"But then why did you break off ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of urge, slight nuisance so he stopped to utilise lubricant.

It's my first time and I was so lots aroused at that moment that I knew I wasn't going to last farsighted. He then put his dick back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this sentence. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that here and now I couldn't discontinue myself. I grabbed on to the bed sail while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the tip of flood tide I screamed at the top of my interpreter. Thankfully no one was there in the next room and the euphony being played on the TV outside, covered the residual. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his dick out and stroked it with bridge player till he cum on my belly.

For that moment I was really satisfied. Sex made me forget any early return that were bothering me those years. I was fulfill speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That metre I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot improve since then with every experience. Still, the first clip I had sex was the best I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one more thing. Virginity is like a ignition lock on the door of a room. The room is full of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception people have. Actually, the room is full of knowledge. Unless you open it, you won't be able to watch some really authoritative things in aliveness .