I was 34 yrs old, just started a new job at a university. I was always a shy and timid women, never had alot of booster, grew up in a rigid catholic menage. Never been to the city, never rode a urban center transit bus. It just wasnt the new job that was exciting, i was also the environment. Brian and I met only a couple weeks of me starting my new job, Ive never dated, kissed or touched a black man. Of course ive heard the stories that pitch blackness men were larger than the average man, wasnt a total believer though. Within the first day of talking to Brian, he asked me to go back to his flat with him, of track I said no, walked away, had to intent of ever talking to him again. I was scared of being raped or worse. Everyday he 'd cease by, kept talking to me, finally convinced me just to go get something to eat with him. That kinda broke the ice alittle, I stayed after work for 60 minutes, just talking to him. After the maiden week, I went to his apartment. His bedroom was in the basement, since he had other roomates, we only had concealment in his way. He had posters of naked cleaning lady all over his walls, which made me inquire if he was a histrion or not. We sat on the edge of the bed, he leaned over kissed me. I was relucant, but I just shut my eyes an went with it. Within minutes, his pants was off, he layed on the bed, told me to suck his dick. When I first seen the size of it, I knew it would never fit in my sassing. I knew having sex with him was out of the interrogative, there was no way he would fit inside of me. He told me how to go down on him, to start at the forefront of his cock, licking, working my way down. to keep on my lip wet, to let the saliva run down his pecker. it took me awhile to get the knack of it, once I did I could tell he was enjoying it. After 20 minutes or so, he told me to take my dress off, I instantly refused. No man has ever seen me totally naked, he tried to persuade me, but I still refused. He finally let up alittle, an told me to take off my pants an pantie. I took them off, laid on the bed, he told me to open up my knees. I once again refused, I have never been exposed like that, even though I wanted him so bad. He started massaging my feet, slowly working up my calfskin, to my thigh. It was so relaxing, I havent been touched like that in long time. He pushed up my legs, opening me to his face. He inserted the tip of his finger's breadth inside of my snatch, moving it slowly. while using his other hired hand to spread my stifle farther apart. Then his question went down between my ramification, I thought I was in Heaven. He kissed my clit, then lifted my ass up and inserted his tounge inside of me. It only took a few minutes and i came, hard. Then he got on top of me, kissing me, told me he loved that I squirted all over him. I wasnt for sure what he meant by that, but I was to excited to ask any questions. I could find his dick at my opening, slowly pushing against me to get inside. I kept telling him he was to big, he said it would only hurt for a few, to relax and it would go in easier. I felt the head go in, I screamed in pain, telling him to claim it out. He stopped, pulled it back out. Told me to stay laying just like that, while he got a lubricant, asking me when was the net metre I had sex. I didnt answer him, I closed my knees while he was getting the lubricator. When he came back to the bed, he put his hands on my knees, spreading them candid. Using his fingers he opened my slit back talk, squirted the lubricant interior of me, while rubbing my clit. Telling me it will go in easier now, an it wont feel as painful. Once again we tried, him getting the headspring in, but he was to big. I couldnt handle the pain. I jumped out of bed, started putting on my pants, I dont know if I was embarrassed or mad, I know I just wanted out of there. He stopped me, looking at me, told me not to concern about it. We will calculate out a way for me to be able to cover him, that we have good deal of time. I still insisted on leaving, he walked me to my car. I thought that was the live time Id ever see him again.
The next day at work, Brian came to see me. I was surprise, he asked me to meet him after oeuvre to speak. I agreed, I kept wondering what he wanted to sing about. Was it to evidence me that since I wasnt able to meet him that he wanted nix to do with me, or that he wanted to try it again and put me through more painfulness. I was a nervous wreck the rest of the day. I met Brian in the shoal cafteria, he acted pattern, even though I think I was the one looking for anything out of the ordinary. He asked when was the go prison term Ive had sex, that he 's never been with anyone that tight before. I explained that I havent been with anyone for a pair of eld. He wanted to eff if Ive ever used dildos, that it might be a good way to stretch along my kitty-cat out alittle to accomidate him. I was so embarrass, Ive never used a dildo, or any kind of toy. I couldnt believe he was asking me these kind of interrogative sentence ! I gave him a werid expression an told him no. He must of picked up on the facial expression I gave him, he said he didnt want anything contrived up interior of me, that we will rule a different way. For right field now though, we can get oral sex to fill both our need. The next 6 months went by so fast, the sex was great ( what sex we could receive ). He gave me so much more than sex though, he gave me sureness, always telling me how pretty I was. I wanted him inside me so bad, I wanted the familiarity, the connection with him, but I knew the bother would be overwhelming. I searched online for different proffer on how prepare for his size, virtually of the resolution were obvious, dildos or having sex with soul else that was a low size. I finally decided I was going to bring the subject back up to him, and advise using dildos. We had a date this saturday, so it would be a perfect opportunity.
We met at a little eating place, I could tell something was different with him, something was bothering him. Maybe tonite wasnt the night to bring up my proffer, maybe he was breaking it off with me. After dinner, we took a walk in the park, for a few minutes all I could concentrate on was the crunching sound the parting made as we walked on them. He started telling me that he has never met anyone like me, that the other adult female hes been with was just a screw. That he really cared for me, that it was more than just sex and that he wanted to claim it a step further. He stopped walking, stood in nominal head of me, got down on one knee, asked me to marry him ! I was shocked ! ! Here in battlefront of me was a guy I wasnt even able-bodied to accept sex with and he wanted to marry me ! A marriage would never act upon between us, he 'd surely get tired of just having viva voce sex. He 'd eventually go find somebody else, a union with him would be doomed from the first Nox. I couldnt, how do I excuse this to him without hurting his feelings or giving him the feeling that I didnt like him ? He sensed my hesitation, he knew something was wrong. He took my hand and directed me to a nearby workbench, looking at me with his deep Robert Brown eyes asking me what I was thinking. How do I evidence him ? ? I could never quantify up to other women hes been with, he was more experienced sexually than I would ever be. I couldnt go along him felicitous, what about having children ? It takes having sex to concieve, he was only 28, he wasnt going to stay with someone erstwhile than him. wedlock was a huge footfall, it never crossed my thinker, all these thoughts was going through my straits. I couldnt suppose straight, I didnt cognize what to say. `` Id only get married if I was meaning '', I didnt even realize I said that outloud. He looked at me, kissed me, said we can arrange that. I looked at him, how ? I cant even have sex with him, how are we going to have a baby together ? He took my hand, asked me if I trusted him, for some reason I did. I felt secure with him, I didnt imagine he would ever do anything to hurt me. He asked for me to accept the ring on my finger, showing that I was spoken for and everything else would flow into property. I did.
Over the future several months he closely monitored my periods, noticing when I would phlebotomise hard. Ive never exposed myself like this to anyone, blaze he would even take aim out my tampons, yes he still went down on me during my period. He knew everything about my body, besides of the feeling of being inside of me. I noticed he kept a chart, showing ovalation, period escort. I never questioned any of it, I was to embarrassed to speak about it. Once we got through Christmastide, I noticed Brian was more interest. He was always at a friends house, or online. I thought maybe he was cheating on me, I let it go for a couple workweek, Until I couldnt carry it anymore. I finally confronted him, demanding to know whats going on. If he was cheating, then he needed to get out of my life. He assured me he wasnt, that hes doing all this for me, to be patient.
The 3rd weekend in January he told me we had plans for Friday, to ready sure I got home from work as soon as I could. I didnt question to many things with him, he was the one that liked to contain the berth, Ive learned to just go along with it.
Friday finally came, not knowing what was going on, I went home directly after work.Soon as I walked in the threshold, he called me, telling me to jump in the shower bath, dress in something comfortable and to be at his home by 8. I asked if we were going out, he said neither of us would be going out. I thought it was going to be a dark to sit inside an Robert F. Curl up on the couch to watch a relocation. Boy, could I be more wrong !
I arrived at Brians picayune after 8, walking in the back door I heard people talking, didnt think to much into it, since Brian had roomates. When Brian noticed I was there, he introduced me to his admirer. Paul was melanize, about 5'6, slender build but with arm muscles, very attractive, Id conjecture in his early 30 's. I had to be measured with the way I looked at him when I was introduced, Brian was very jealous, always had his eye on me. Brian 's size was alittle intimidating, 6'4, 260 lbs, all brawniness. There was also 2 females there, both were pitch-black, probably Same age as Brian, very attractive. I never felt out of place around Brian 's friends, even though I was always the only Andrew Dickson White someone he was ever around. So by no mean did I think anything by his protagonist being there. After our brief intro, they left and Brian and I went in the living room to find out tv. I found this alittle odd since we 've always went in his room to take in tv, but he said his roomates was gone for the evening. He put a flick in, and disappeared into the kitchen, coming back with a distich beers. Im not one to drink, especially just sitting at home, I asked if he had anything else, but he told me just to try it tonite, that it would help me relax. I really didnt think I was stressed, but I knew near than to argue. He really didnt say to much, just sat and watched the movie. He noticed I was slowly sipping on my beer, so he took it into the kitchen and poured it into a cup. As he sat it in front man of me, he told me I had 15 minutes to finish drinking it. I rudely hurried up and guzzled it, then got up to go to the bathroom. He asked me if I was okay, I ignored him and continued walking. I didnt know if he was just having a bad day, or what the problem was, but his attitude was really getting to me. While I was in the bathrrom, he knocked on the door, once again asking if I was okay. I told him yes, then he opens the room access and walks in. he asked me if I had peed yet, I gave him a werid feeling an said no, but if he left the elbow room I could stop my commercial enterprise. I started getting alittle dizzy, he must of mark and told me he would help me. He unbuttoned my jean and pulled them down with my panty, sitting me on the toilet. Then he got a box out from under the cesspit, told me I needed to pee in the cup. I asked him what it was for, he told me not to worry about it, an call for if I trusted him. Of path I trusted him, just found his behavior strange. He told me to fan out my pegleg, he put the cup up to my kitty-cat an told me to pee. After filling the little cup, he put a charge card reefer in it, then wipped me dry and helped me up. When I stood up, I almost fell over. I told him I didnt feel dear an that I should go home. He told me I needed to lay down for a bit before considering that. He picked me up, put me over his shoulder joint and carried me downstairs. He laid me on the bed, started taking my clothes off, I told him no, that I just needed to go to sleep for a bit. He told me to go to slumber, finished taking my wearing apparel and kissed me on the forehead. He put a sheet over me, I could hear other people in the room talking, but couldnt make out what they were saying.
I must of blacked out for a bit, when I opened my eyes I seen others in the room. Couldnt make out who they were, as the spark was shinning from behind them. Brian seen my eyes unfold, came over to the bed, putting his fingers through my hair asking me if I was alright. I said I was really dizzy and didnt feel right. He told me he added alitle something to my drink to withdraw the border off, that he knew Id be neural and he wanted me to bask this. I didnt understand what he was talking about, I repeately asked him why ? He told me that he loved me very much, he wanted to ca-ca me his wife, that he couldnt hurt me. But he needed to be capable to industrial plant his semen inside my uterus, an with him being so big, he needed someone to facilitate him prepare my Pus for him. I was so confused, I couldnt infer what he was telling me. He sat on the edge of the bed, looking at me, smiling, holding my hand. Then I felt soul lift the weather sheet off me from the bottom of the bed, hands on my thighs, Brian told me to lay still and let them do it, that it will stool thing well-fixed for me. I looked over and seen each of the females I met earlier on both sides of the bed, pulling my legs apart, picking up my ramification and pulling me to the edge of the bed. I was terrified, I looked at Brian asking what was going on. He told me he wont let them hurt me, to relax, that it will all be over in awhile. I could hardly go, not alone try and get out of the bed. Once the lady friend got my bottom to the edge of the bed, I felt a tender oil being squirted on my pussy, I felt them rubbing it in, inserting their fingers inside me, trench inside of me. The former girls hand started moving the oil to my hindquarters, using the tip of her fingerbreadth to inclose it inside my bum. I gasped, whispering to Brian to progress to them discontinue. Just to please make it block off He just kept telling me to decompress, he told me if he didnt love me, he would never let another man take me before he did. That he wont bruise me, and if this is what my puss needs before he can go inside of it, hes bequeath to do it. I heared a rib voice say he was set up, then Brian leaned over and started kissing me passionally on the lips, I felt the fille open my legs as wide-eyed as they could go. I felt something pushing at my opening, I tried to talk but Brians back talk was on mine still kissing me. I felt something go in me, only an in or so then stop. Brian stopped kissing me, looked between my branch and told me the principal of his boyz dick was in, just for me to relax and shut my centre. I heard the guy say that it was smashed, Brian telling him to shhh. Brian told me hes gon na go in alittle each time so my pus can adjust to the size of it, that it wont trauma. I felt someones bridge player starting to represent with my clit, then I felt a mouth on each of my nipple. Massaging and kneeding each breast while they sucked lightly at my nipples. I felt the guy dick go in alittle more, then stopping, pulling back out and forward again, each time going deeper. Not trusted how much time had passed, but Brian came back and looked me in the eyes and told me his boyz dick was all the way in. I was so close to cumming, but whoever was playing with my clit knew how to keep me from finishing. Brian came up to my face, told me to look at him, and asked if I was gear up. I thought he meant for me to be able to take him, I said yes. He grabbed my hired hand and told me to constrict hard, I was so close to cumming, I kept telling him I was going to cum, he told me to eject all over his boy, to give him that nut. As soon as I started cumming, I felt the piercing pain in my depress adbomen. I passed out.
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