*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn song"dad,"and this is just how I would view the outcome of the Song dynasty to go by, if you don't know the history of the strain, look it up. I hope I've done the birdcall justice, with a spin of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the strain, the melt down of Jon ( the singer ) at the end of the track variety of inspired the last debut. Enjoy. : ) *


Entry One- April 20th 20**

Had a good day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their supporter and their kids to the beach. I didn't play much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with most Kid. They sorta make fun of me to the highest degree of the time anyway.

Something occupy though, a new neighbor that moved in conclusion week joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her figure was Liz. She seemed kinda nice, she was pretty to, she kept most of the son around her including me, she must have a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the kind of things we like, talking about game and stuff.

She had us talking about female child at some point saying"Some can be strange, but sometimes mature is a better path to go."I don't really know what she meant but when she said it she gave me a particular proposition feeling, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing attention to myself, but I really did enjoy talking to her, and when the others went to play on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.

No one has listened to me babble out that long since I don't know when, I think we can be good friends.

Entry Two- Apr 27th 20**

I forgot to seize my key before heading to school and got locked out of the menage for awhile. Mom and dad were still at work so I checked with the neighbor, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her telephone set to call up my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could rest with her until they came home in an hour. She said it was ok.

We talked about school and things. She showed me around her house, but she wouldn't let me go in a certain room, she said it was her"special property,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."

I'll have to do indisputable and ask mom and dad about theirs…

entry Three- May 5th 20**

I don't have many friends, really none to be honest, but Liz said she would be my friend.

I'm so glad, I've never had a protagonist as expert as her. She lets me stay over when I get home from school, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just glad that I finally have a Friend.

Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really unvoiced, I could feel every role of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda abash, but then she let go and gave me some cookies and we talked about what she did before she moved.

She was a Doctor of the Church in CA, it made me wonder why she moved all the way to the former incline of the US, she said she needed some rest away from the city, and she has family here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad look on her face, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me ship's company Davey."And she stroked my face and I felt the blush pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt Wyrd, but, at the Same time I did wish it.

I like Liz.

entranceway Four- May 25th 20**

I can't remember what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the hospital because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything legal injury but they are keeping me overnight.

I was at Liz's like normal, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to make me some chocolate potato chip cookies. I noticed the biscuit tasted a bit differently then usual, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, so I kept eating them.

Everything was okay, but after I ate a couple of cookies I started to feel a bit sleepy, and I started to sway in my chairwoman and stumble in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really weird at me and put her helping hand on the speed persona of my thigh at touched me…there, before everything went blank.

I didn't tell mom or dad, I don't want to get her bother for something I imagined.

I can still feel that touch though…

Entry Five- June 3rd 20**

Everything has been normal with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any motion towards me. But I can still feel that touch, and my privates still feel weird, really sensitive.

I saw this passably girl the other day and it stood straight up, I've never had it happen and I got frighten off. I told mom and dad, and they said it was fine and natural and didn't do anything after.

Late that night, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would palpate like to touch it. When I did it felt really serious, and I continued, then I felt REALLY good, and then my member exploded with this whitened sticky poppycock, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.

I didn't say mom or dad.

debut 6- June 11th 20**

Liz has gotten a bit unusual, she kissed me on the impudence today, and laid her hired man on my second joint when we were watching a moving-picture show, I didn't move it though, it felt kinda good and made my penis hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.

I hope she didn't, I don't want to infract her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets excited, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.

Entry 7- July 4th 20**

Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? pop, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't care.

Liz, I thought you were my booster, and you hurt me.

I feel so alone, no one will believe me. She says she was going to be intimate me, and she touched me, lead me to her"especial place"a red room with a big bed, she made me undress, then tied me to the bed and played with me.

She got naked…she made me find good, better than my hand.

NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me dad ! Pleeease…believe me !

Tied down…

That's a expert boy…

No one heard my screams…

I feel…dirty…

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…

Entry 8- August 20**

She keeps doing it, she keeps huRTinG me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me mama, why ? Fuck you ! No, screw ! I don't want it…

I don't want to hurt anymore…why does it have to hurt…

entrance 9- October 20**

TheY woNT beliEve me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?

Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…

launching 10- Its covered in rakehell, found in Liz's home. Dated Nov 6th 20**

wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT trust me ? I haD tooo stOP itt, sHe kept hurTINg ME and YOU DIDN'T CARE ! ass YOU !

It's OVER NOW isn't it pappa ? I'M coVereD in her BLOOD now, in a WHORE'S BLOOD !

I feel dirty, help me…

mother please forgive me, I just had to get out all my annoyance and suffering. Now that I am done remember, I will always love you. I'm your son…





Can I be your Daddy ?

**Thanks for version, this is one of my favorite songs by KoRn, and I felt the urge to spell a fic about it. This is my first fic as well, and I think I will start writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, rate and return feedback. **