Men of all long time are discovering new eroticism within adventures they once thought forbidden. The big surprise for them is this ... Sex with guy wire can be edgier than with a cleaning lady. It can be more intense, more dangerously fun, more easily found, found without cost, and with no string section attached. In all of those family ... Well, girls are gunna find it knockout to compete. This is my story and how the hell I ever crossed that line.

rap it on the cyberspace. Not only has loose access to videos stirred up pastime, it has sexually educated men, and then given them an easy network within nearly every city in almost every area. There are one thousand thousand of men worldwide playing with each former that never would have dreamed they would be doing so a few years back. Most of these guy cable do not consider themselves gay. I 'm not even for certain they accept the Bible bisexual person. They just like getting their dick sucked sometimes and many like sucking one even more. My how things change ... And why the hell did that happen ?

This account is how and why it happened to me. I 'll tell ya up figurehead ... The feel of a cock in my backtalk is sometimes, not always, exquisite like nothing else ... including a vagina. Feeling a guy cum in my oral fissure is also Sir Thomas More vivid and more visceral than with a cleaning lady. How did it chance to me, a `` straight as an arrow '' kinda guy ? Well ... It 's all Ash 's fault. I also blame it on her. Here 's the level ...

You probably involve to go back and read the first three tale. In them I go to some duration describing how Ash and I developed our `` fireplay, '' our edgy phantasy talk while teetering on the brink of orgasm. Talking to each other in that aroused state really opened her to new ideas and new desires. It affected me too and a married woman tends to notice things like that.

In my last taradiddle I recounted how Ash became Bi. Like so many other alteration, I doubt it would 've happened without our regular fantasy talk in bed.

Remember my premise in the shoemaker's last tale ? ...

'' little girl tend to cerebrate vaginas and guys tend to believe penises are ugly. Both wonder what the other sees in them. ``

well ... That debate set up a banter between Ash and me, of form always while deeply into some orgasmic State. I would be telling her how beautiful vaginas are and she would be countering with how much fun penis are. Something like the following ...

'' Honey, a tool and musket ball just give you soooo much more to represent with ! ``

'' There is no sense that matches a mild penis expanding in your mouth. Nothing is like it ! ``

'' The musky smell of an brace man is simply addictive. I love it. I love savoring it. You will too ! ``

'' An erect cock is a perfect fit in your mouth. It is indulgent and hard at the same time and smell so good while twirling your tongue around it, especially the tip ! ``

'' Sucking balls into your mouth and tonguing them not only feels great, it gives you such a sensory faculty of power over a guy ! ``

'' Getting a guy right on the edge, feeling him tense up, and start out to shake just before he comes is always such a Rush ! ''

'' The best piece is feeling his peter pulse in your mouthpiece as he starts to cum. There 's nothing in sex better than that. Feeling his cum shoot into my backtalk, tasting the saltiness is addictive. Every fourth dimension I 'm with a new guy I always want him to do that. You know how I crave the taste of cum ! ``

'' You 've got to taste cum ! If it was n't incredibly right, why would I want to suck in every guy off ? ``

'' Honey ... You 've got to try this. I ca n't await until you 've had your first off cock. I ca n't wait until we can share that experience together ... both of us sucking on the same dick and balls together ! ``

'' Cum in my sass and we will swap it back and forth together ! ``

'' Ok. I 've let you cum inside me. Now get down there, suck it out and make me cum ! That is if you really deal about your wife, if you really want me to cum too ... super operose ! ``

Get the idea how devious her little mind works ? I endured that kinda shit for various age before I started crossing those line of work.

The first was tasting cum.

I had to overcome a deep revulsion. pit, I did n't even like cumming in a fair sex 's mouth because it just seemed so double-dyed. I know most men think that is the ultimate boot but for me it sure seemed like it might make her gag and wretch ! Maybe because I was convinced it would do that to me. Here 's how I overcame that small problem ...

Within a class after she started raving about cum and wanting me to try it, I gradually started getting queer and eventually it became an erotic trigger. Yup, contemplating tasting my own JI inexplicably became an obsessional matter. The more I thought about it, the to a greater extent it became something that got me very very hot.

Dozens, maybe hundreds of clip I fully intended on licking my hand off after a self induced orgasm ... Fully intended. blaze ... That was the induction that made me cum ... the anticipation of eating my own cum. However ... Evvvvery ace time, after I came, that plan went flying out the window ! I just could n't do it.

Then one day, and I 'm still not sure where I got the idea, I decided to blurt into a pocket-sized jar and put it in the freezer. I guess I thought maybe the next time I got all revved up with the idea of eating my own cum I 'd hale it out and pop it into my oral fissure before I experienced that huge let down, that switch from right to bequeath brain, that `` jerk back into reality '' thing guys go through just after they orgasm.

Well ... I jacked off respective times in that cup before I finally worked up the nerve to try it. And then one day, a day I was super turned on, while I was right on the edge, and yet had n't cum ... I got that jar out and plopped it all into my mouth. It was one frickin big ice cube of cum !

Now the interest thing about that is the initial sensation is just frigidity. You ca n't taste much. So I started playing with myself, getting back to being the right way on the edge and savoring the taste and especially the smell while it slowly melted. comical thing about being all jacked up ... everything seems unlike ! surprise surprisal. I actually, kinda, liked it. Not bad at all. Ash was right. I could see myself doing this again. And when it was all melted and swallowed, I busted my nuts and came all over myself. Hellava orgasm. Could I eat that cum ? Nope. But did I do that freeze thing all over again ? netherworld yes ! Lots of meter until I was used to the sense of taste, the flavour, the feel of it in my sass and the 144 out cistron was pretty much gone. You might want to try it sometime if you 've been curious like me but also `` could n't do it. '' Eating your own cum is a huge frickin line to cross. Try it and severalise me if this works for you too !

Ok. Here 's a new train of thought and another line I crossed ...

The outlandishly popular comedian, Ron White has this famous short bit about porn and all of us being gay, the difference is only by degree. Here it is ...

'' I have this brother of mine who 's a homophobe. That 's the most useless affair you could possibly be ... to be afraid of gay hoi polloi. I was talking to him the other day and he says ...

'This universe be a better place if there were n't so many queers !'

And I told him, 'you know ... the future clip you have a view ... just let it go ! Besides, we 're all gay. It 's just a issue to what extent. ``

He says, 'That 's bullshit man. I 'm not gay at all !'

'Oh yes you are and I can try it .'

'Fine prove it !'

'All right. Do you like porn ?'

'Yea I love porn. You know that !'

'Do you only like porn with two women making love together ?'

'No ! I like watching a man and woman making love !'

'Do you like vista with the guy having a small half flaccid penis ?'

'No ! I like guy cable with a big throbbing peter !'''

( It 's a curious bit. mark it out on YouTube if you have n't heard it before. )

The percentage point is ... Most guy rope do n't really see that a big cock in a porn panorama is an important part of the turn on. The more you watch porn, the to a greater extent you 'll notice the excitement of a prick ramming into a pussy or down a throat. Ash just kept pointing that out to me. Cocks. Lotsa turncock until they started to become a real erotic trigger. I mean I started searching for videos with monster rooster. They were hot. They were fascinating. And over sentence they became at least as interest, maybe more, than a pussy. Ash was properly with at least one point ... There sure was a lot Thomas More there to play with than a vagina.

So here 's the point ... Ash would always always talk about cocks while we were playing together. It was genuinely hot talking and would micturate her and me cum middling fast. After awhile it was the only way she would cum ... talking about darn cocks ! And do n't you for a mo believe she did n't know exactly what she was doing to me. Conniving little vixen !

She had plentitude of experiences with peter and she would recite me about each one in not bad detail. For object lesson ...

I remember the time, early on, when the first black walked in our club. It was a crowded society. citizenry everywhere. Plenty of hot charwoman. He was openhanded, slim, moderately tall. Arrived obviously as a professional wearing an expensive dress shirt and tie.

And who went right up to him, took his hand and started giving him the rounds ? Why yes ... My shy little lady now turned duty tour pathfinder.

After about 30 minutes I noticed I could n't see them anymore and started looking. Were they in the bar area or on the dance floor ? Nope. Out in the hot tub ? Nope. In any of the bedchamber ? Nope. Outside in the parking lot or in a car ? Nope. What the infernal region ?

When I came back in ... there they were. She with a big smile on her face and he looking like he had been perspiring. How could I have missed them ?

I did n't know until the end of the night when she and I were making love and she 's going off about him. Turns out this frisky philly, kept holding his manus during the tour, that kinda got her revved up and when they finally arrived at the toilet, she uses those shut up hands to get out him into one. Once in there, she locks the doorway, and slowly pulls her hot lean black garb over her caput, she has no bra on, fret her nipples, gets on her human knee, unzips his pant, and pulls them with his underwear down to the story ...

[ `` So I could get a rattling good flavour ! '' she said. ]

And fellates the wretched guy ! damn. I mean the guy has only been there a few instant and some gaga Andrew D. White bitch is half raping him in a woman 's john !

I could hardly believe it. That was SO NOT Ashley ! When I asked her what the hell on earth got into her ? She said ...

'' Well ... His cum of course. ``

'' You mean you let him cum in your mouth ? ``

'' Yes ! Why would n't I ? I was dying to see what his prick looked like. And it was big. Real big. You should 've seen it. Simply beautiful. You know, the hearsay are true about black Guy ! We NEED to a greater extent melanize guys around this stead ! And I certainly wanted to bed what he tasted like. Would n't you ? ``

Now ... It was shit like that, a fixture provision of narrative about hammer, that Ash loved bathing me in. Diabolical !

It took about four years for for me, a `` connessouir of pussies, '' to nurse the `` once unsuckable ! '' Here 's how I crossed that damn line ...

I had this business friend. We would occasionally share a dinner. We did one night and after a few deglutition we started talking about sex for the number one time. I mean, we are getting into it ! Maybe it was the alcoholic drink.

I 'm telling him about the club, and all the sex crazy charwoman there, and then about Ash and how she now simply loves turncock, and `` believe it or not she 's trying her damnedest to get me to go down on one, '' and I 'm thinking this talk of the town is getting to him. He just might want to get along mark off out the club, when he said ...

'' Hey ... I 've just completed some pretty expensive remodeling of my nursing home. No one has seen it yet. Wan na come over and recount me what you think ? ``

well, of course I did. So we paid the check and left. The star sign was close by, maybe five minutes away. And when we get there, the grand tour was on. Beautiful house. Superb preference in design. So big, so nice it was a shame he lived there alone. The last way he showed me was the lord sleeping room where he left me to go get some drinks. I look around at all the decorations and sit down at the foot of his bed to admire a particularly beautiful oeuvre of art on the wall.

Then he comes in, sees me staring at his value piece, comes over and sales booth right in front of me blocking the sight, does n't say a Word of God but has his zipper in from my nerve and just leaves it there.

I do n't love what got into me but the honest way to distinguish it is this ...

It was almost like being out of my body and watching myself slowly reach out, unbuckle his bang, unzip his gasp, draw them down, way down, then his underclothes, and watching his huge erect cock fountain out ... maybe a couple inches from my nerve. It was simply beautiful. Seriously beautiful and then I feel this surge, this incredible haste, and it seemed so natural to just open my mouthpiece and put the heading of it inside. I felt my spit go to work, twirl itself all over his velvety glans, like it had done it a 100 times before. Was n't long and I was rapidly sucking it while he was pumping it in and out of my oral cavity. I remember thinking two things while that is happening.

One, this might be the raging thing I 've ever experienced.

And two ... Damn I ca n't wait to recount Ash !

It did n't take long until I feel this pulsation as his cock gets duplicate hard and then the spate in his prick as he starts his release, shooting so much cum, I had a severely clock time swallowing it all. And that sealed it. Ash was right again. Having a guy cum in my rima oris rocketed to the top of my inclination of erotic experiences. And here 's the really interesting part for me ... I really really wish doing something that I knew felt so good for another guy. It was very different from feeling a woman cum where you are kind of guessing what that feels like to her. This was powerfully identifiable. This was like `` every time I had ever cum. '' I ca n't really describe it. You 'll just let to try it yourself.

So what happened next ? Well he asked if I wanted him to recip ? I said ...

'' Nope ! I just want to go home and severalise Ash all about this ! She will go nuts ! ``

And I did. Rushed abode. Found her cleaning the house. Pulled her into the bedroom, tore her clothes off, threw her on the waterbed and said ... `` waiting till you hear what I just did ! ''

So I start sharing it, Ash senses where this was going, jump on top of me, straddle my cock and slides it in her dripping snatch, starts bouncing on it like she 's riding a galloping horse, and come before I had hardly finished the story. It took all of maybe sixty indorsement ! When she came down from it all ... hypothesis what she says ?

'' You are going to do that again the right way ? TELL ME you are doing that AGAIN ! ! ``

I did differentiate ya she was a bit diabolical.. right wing ? Could I even consider not do that again while living with a peter crazed woman like Ash ?

Here 's the thing about being Bi ... at least from my point of panorama.

The humor comes and goes. It 's the strangest thing. about of the fourth dimension, let 's say 90 % of the time I have only about 10 % interestingness in cocks. I never have interest in guys ... from a gay 's perspective anyway.

Then all of a sudden `` the moon and the stars align '' and bam ! I can hardly think of anything in a sexual way ... but rooster. In those second cocks, pretty practically all shaft, are intensely erotic. So much so, if I 'm looking at porn all I see or want to see is cocks and while doing so I can literally palpate what it feels like having one in my mouth. During those present moment I 'm at least 90 % gay, maybe more. I have zero involvement in charwoman. And then as quickly as it came, the feeling leaves me, for hebdomad or calendar month. The old Jim comes back and vaginas are the center of beauty in this macrocosm ... once again.

Now this vertebral column and Forth River has been going on for about twenty years. Never changes much. I 've had several hundred experiences with tool over the years. Ash and I would come to do a guy together, actually several. It was neat for her, just good for me. And another guy and I did `` d-play her. '' Same reaction. I 'll save about all that later.

tush billet ... I still love women. Still love cocks ! Well ... Some of the metre anyway !

Finally ... What might you pack away from this story ?

1. If you 're young, be damn careful who you ultimately hook up with. She could be some evil roundabout, sexually aberrant person like Ashley !

2. If you make that fatal mistake, you now know how it 's going to end up. You are going to become a brainsick ole prick sucker ! However, you 'll spend well-nigh your life-time with a huge smile on your face !

3. And even if you do end up with someone as goofy as Ash, and letting her driveway you skitszoid walking both English of the street ... it wo n't be so bad. Being Bi is kinda like pizza pie. When it 's good ... it 's really in force. And when it 's bad ... well it ai n't that bad !

So ... try the `` ice cube '' some fourth dimension !

I 'll leave you with the immortal wrangle of Woody Allen ...

'' bisexuality doubles your chances of a date on a Saturday night.

I believe that sex is a beautiful thing between two citizenry. Between five, it 's marvelous. ''