*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn song"papa,"and this is just how I would view the events of the strain to go by, if you don't know the account of the song, face it up. I hope I've done the song Department of Justice, with a twirl of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the song, the melt down of Jon ( the Isaac Merrit Singer ) at the end of the track kind of inspired the last ledger entry. Enjoy. : ) *


Entry One- April 20th 20**

Had a safe day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their friends and their kids to the beach. I didn't play much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with nearly child. They sorta make fun of me well-nigh of the clock time anyway.

Something interest though, a new neighbor that moved in last hebdomad joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her name was Liz. She seemed kinda nice, she was pretty to, she kept most of the boy around her including me, she must have a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the form of matter we like, talking about game and stuff.

She had us talking about girls at some stop saying"Some can be strange, but sometimes mature is a sound itinerary to go."I don't really get it on what she meant but when she said it she gave me a picky look, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing attention to myself, but I really did revel talking to her, and when the others went to play on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.

No one has listened to me babble that long since I don't know when, I think we can be estimable friends.

Entry Two- April 27th 20**

I forgot to grab my key before heading to school and got locked out of the house for awhile. Mom and dad were still at work so I checked with the neighbors, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her phone to call my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could stay with her until they came home in an hour. She said it was ok.

We talked about school and matter. She showed me around her firm, but she wouldn't let me go in a certain elbow room, she said it was her"special property,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."

I'll have to pee sure and ask mom and dad about theirs…

Entry Three- May 5th 20**

I don't have many protagonist, really none to be honest, but Liz said she would be my friend.

I'm so happy, I've never had a admirer as just as her. She lets me stay over when I get home from school, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just happy that I finally have a booster.

Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really hard, I could feel every part of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda hinder, but then she let go and gave me some cookie and we talked about what she did before she moved.

She was a Doctor in Golden State, it made me marvel why she moved all the way to the other face of the US, she said she needed some rest away from the urban center, and she has family here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad look on her cheek, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me company Davey."And she stroked my face and I felt the blush pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt Wyrd, but, at the same time I did like it.

I like Liz.

entryway Four- May 25th 20**

I can't think of what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the hospital because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything faulty but they are keeping me all-night.

I was at Liz's like formula, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to move over me some chocolate poker chip cookies. I noticed the biscuit tasted a bit differently then usual, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, so I kept eating them.

Everything was fine, but after I ate a couple of biscuit I started to palpate a bit sleepy, and I started to sway in my chair and stumble in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really uncanny at me and put her hand on the upper part of my thigh at touched me…there, before everything went blank.

I didn't tell mom or dad, I don't want to get her trouble for something I imagined.

I can still feel that signature though…

Entry Five- June 3rd 20**

Everything has been formula with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any move towards me. But I can still feel that touch, and my common soldier still feel weird, really sensitive.

I saw this pretty young lady the other day and it stood straight up, I've never had it materialise and I got scared. I told mom and dad, and they said it was fine and natural and didn't do anything after.

Late that night, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would feel like to rival it. When I did it felt really good, and I continued, then I felt REALLY honorable, and then my penis exploded with this T. H. White muggy stuff, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.

I didn't recite mom or dad.

debut 6- June 11th 20**

Liz has gotten a bit unusual, she kissed me on the cheek today, and laid her bridge player on my thigh when we were watching a movie, I didn't move it though, it felt kinda dear and made my penis hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.

I hope she didn't, I don't want to go against her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets commove, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.

Entry 7- July 4th 20**

Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? pa, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't guardianship.

Liz, I thought you were my friend, and you hurt me.

I feel so alone, no one will trust me. She says she was going to love me, and she touched me, lead me to her"special seat"a red room with a big bed, she made me undress, then tied me to the bed and played with me.

She got naked…she made me feel safe, better than my hand.

NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me pop ! Pleeease…believe me !

Tied down…

That's a good boy…

No one heard my screams…

I feel…dirty…

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…

Entry 8- Aug 20**

She keeps doing it, she keeps pain me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me mommy, why ? Fuck you ! No, Fuck ! I don't want it…

I don't want to hurt anymore…why does it take in to hurt…

Entry 9- October 20**

TheY woNT believe me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?

Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…

Entry 10- Its covered in stock, found in Liz's home. Dated November 6th 20**

wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT belIEVE me ? I haD tooo closure itt, sHe kept bruise ME and YOU DIDN'T CARE ! shtup YOU !

It's OVER NOW isn't it DADDY ? I'M coVereD in her bloodline now, in a WHORE'S stock !

I feel dirty, help me…

Mother please forgive me, I just had to get out all my pain and agony. Now that I am done remember, I will always roll in the hay you. I'm your son…





Can I be your pappa ?

**Thanks for reading, this is one of my favorite Sung by KoRn, and I felt the urge to write a fic about it. This is my low fic as well, and I think I will get writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, charge per unit and ease up feedback. **