`` Jacob, my Jacob. '' I said his name over and over in my brain. I missed him so much. He was gone, on a hunt head trip with leah and Set. He would be back tomorrow but i still didnt make out how i would make it through tonight. I lay in my bed, going over memory, the beginning fourth dimension he 'd support me and the look in his eye as if he was staring at the sun, the Moon, the stars and the worldly concern all in one. Yeah, he loved me, very much so, but sometimes, alone like this where my father couldnt hear my thoughts, i liked to think that he didnt just love me because of the depression. He had grown hump me in his own choosing, andwould have anyways. But i knew i was completely and utterly wrong. If it wasnt for the embossment, he would still detest me right now, he mot probably would'dve killed me ! What a terribke thing to believe of the man you would one day marry. That he could 've been your murderer ! Because before i was born, he 'd been in love with my mother, bella swan, and he 'd nominate his romp for her. Of course, she 'd pick out my father, they 'd gotten hook up with, and a abruptly time later produced me. You see, my father, edward, was a lamia, and my mother had been a human. So i was a half vampire, stronger than my mother, and i had almost killed her during her gestation a.d birth. The solely thing that saved her was vampire spite. She was now a vampire, as she had been simce the day i was born. Jacob had hated me, because he was a werewolf, and she was a human, but when i came along, i nearly killed her, so the only pick was a vamjpire transformation. lamia 's ( my family ) and Werewolves ( Francois Jacob 's family unit ) Were enemies, so he was extremely pissed that the lady friend he loved was now a lamia. He was mostly pissed at me, because it had been my mistake. Yes, physically, it had, but mentally, it hadnt been anyone 's fault. I had chosen to be a sperm cell in my dad 's prick, i hadnt chosen to be the one sperm to knock up my mother. I hadnt chosen to almost kill her. But he had hated me anyway. Until he imprinted. And thats when he began to bed me. I often questioned if he really did get it on me. Because how do you get from Hate, puff of few occult strings, and then, bada bing, love. It just wasnt true making love. I must have fallen asleep at some level because when i awoke it was good morning, and jacob was beside me. He felt me stir, and turned around. `` child, your awake. '' He kissed me replete on the rima oris. I felt a spark at that mo. I loved him. I wanted him. He was mine. I had been wanting to suffer sex with Francois Jacob since i was twelve. I was 17, andi was finally going to get my wish. I crawled on top of him and passionately moved my hands up his shirt and rubbed his chest with one, hand, then tangled both fingerbreadth in hair as i primer coat my crotch against his. He had a John Roy Major boner. `` Nessie, are you sure you wan na do this ? '' He asked me. I nodded. `` Do you have a condom ? He shook his head word no. Then we would possess to do without one i unbuttoned his dungaree and pulled off his pants, throwing them over the side of the bed. I ripped down his uderwear and gasped. His rooster was at least 2 column inch blockheaded and 14 inch tall. `` Jacob, what the underworld ? '' I whispered. `` Its a Hugo Wolf thing ''. He murmured. I smirked at him. And this is a lamia thing, i said, pulling off my shirt and bra to reveal my c cup Tits though i was skinny. I did a twirl and unfastened my pants. He watched me with eyes extensive. I dropped my denim, and crawled onto the bed with just my underwear, i hitched his shirt up over him and tossed it behind me, we kissed for a while and then he pushed me over, ripped my underclothing off, and tossed the iota where his shirt lay. We were both completely naked. `` Geez, Jake, those were commodity underwear. '' He chuckled and said `` You ready cape ? '' I nodded. He pushed unresolved my legs and put his back talk to my snatch. His wet lingua in my twat felt so salutary i moaned and jerked under his hold. He finally stopped and came back up to kiss me. `` You tasted amazing. `` He whispered in my ear. A shrivel of warmth went through me. I pushed him over and began to kjss his neck, down his chest, and over his stomach until i rea hed his putz, i sucked on the oral sex and heard him moan. I took it as far as i could, which was about half, and sucked roughly. After several arcminute i felt him constrain and he popped his incumbrance into my mouth. I swallowed three meter, four times, 5 times, 6 times, 7 times. Each time my mouth was replete. Finally he relaxed and i climbed up him, placing my pussycat right at his crotch. It hurt like hell when his dick first e.tered me but after a while it didnt hurt anymore and i was capable to take him all the way in. I rode his fat shaft with my wet cunt and moaned, ugggg, have sex me Jacob. I was just about to squirt when i felt him stiffen and he whispered, `` come up with me, Renesmee ''. I lay still on his chest, feeling him inject lode after consignment into me, making me orgasm again and again. Francois Jacob was mine. I was his. I was no farseeing a virgin. He had taken that from me. I didnt deal what my dad thought. We would one day be married with five small fry. I loved him. I fell asleep on his chest there, where i wanted to be forever .