The Trucker 'S Load


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Walking along the road on a cold winter night in Wisconsin, railcar passed by honking their trumpet. Shivering moth-eaten, I didn't know how much tenacious I could go. I didn't know where I was going, didn't really birth a place to go. I just knew I couldn't halt there any longer. I had no money, no phone, just the clothes on my binding. My mitt and feet were beginning to feel numb as I trekked through the snow while it continues to fall down.

Cars continue to slip away by until finally a vauntingly semi-truck with an even gravid laggard pulls off to the side. Feeling skeptical, I was more than scared. What if this guy was some kind of rapist or something ? As the trucker opened the doorway and jumped out I noticed he was rather marvellous. I hesitated as he walked up to me."What are ya doing out this late on a dusty nighttime like this ?"

It's a adult female ! The sound of her voice was sweet like honey. Finally, she got close enough for me to make out her features. She was definitely taller than me, that's for certain. Her nerve was hidden underneath a ball cap. She was covered in a large winter jacket, which hid all of her upper body. She wore jeans that barely were able-bodied to elongate over her compact powerful peg. A large twain of lovesome boots covered her human foot."null,"was all I could say.

"Where ya heading ? Maybe I could leave ya a lift ?"

Hesitating, I don't know this woman, but I relent."I don't know.."She didn't seem like she was unsafe or anything.

"Oh.. I see… Who ya running from ?"

I swallow a big swig."I.. I just need to get out of here."

"fountainhead I'm drift Confederate States, you're welcome to join me."

"Are you sure ? I don't want to intrude."

"Oh don't concern about it. Now come on, it's dangerous out here. You could easily get hit by one of these gondola as grim as it is."

I followed her back to the truck. My eye couldn't avail but drib to her midst sculpted ass that barely fit in those jeans. She opened the passenger English door and I start to climb in. She placed her hand on my prat and gives me a shove helping me up, slamming the threshold behind me.

I finally got a in force look at her expression once she got in. Wow… She wasn't what I expected. She was gorgeous. She had shadow hot chocolate skin. Even though she had a strong jaw, her boldness was one of those faces that gave you butterfly. She had the most luscious lips I'd ever seen. Her flowing melanise fuzz was done up in a ponytail that came out of the backside of her lump cap.

She glanced over at me and gave me a smile."The name's Edna by the way, judgment giving me yours ?"

"Alex."

"Well Alex, it's nice to meet ya. Now let's get moving."

With that, she shifted into gear and we were off. We rode in silence giving me a chance to look around. There wasn't much. She had a giant thermos flask sitting between the seats next to the stick chemise. She had a monitor with GPS and a radio below it in the center of her fascia. Her telephone was mounted above it. It wasn't until I looked back that I saw a bed, a mini-fridge, a microwave and a few cupboard. sanctum whoreson, it's fairly nice in here. Like a mini motorhome. A really small, tightly compacted motorhome with barely enough room to act.

"So Alex, ya never answered my question."

I look up at her trying to remember what she asked.

"Who ya running from ?"

I guess it's not going to ache to recount her. I doubt she's going to judge.

"Home…"

"How come ? Can't be that bad."

I finally give in, what harm could hail from telling a stranger about my animation ?

"My mom… she has some problem. Mostly drugs, alcohol and her taste in men. She brings home guys that like to outfox her. I could only take it for so long. I finally made her choose between the matter that are destroying her."

"I see…"

After a long awkward silence, she finally spoke up."I can't really fault ya for that. What about your dad ?"

"Don't know, never met him."

"Oh… No other family ?"

I shook my head no.

"What was the plan ? Just gon na keep walking until ya freeze to end ?"

"I didn't really give a programme, to be dependable, I just couldn't take it anymore."

"I get that ... I really do. But you need to cerebrate this through. I don't rap ya for leaving and I'm certainly not telling ya to go back. I'm just saying it's dangerous out here."She gave me a retentive gaze before looking back at the road."You're prosperous I found you when I did. I know a few other trucker who would enjoy to take advantage of a kid like you, especially Big Joe."

"I appreciate it, I really do."

"I don't judgment at all. I could use the company. Being a trucker can get awfully lonely. How old are you anyway ?"

"I just turned 18 a few month back."

Another prospicient awkward silence took over. Even though the cab was nice and warm up I couldn't helper but shake. I was still freezing common cold from the paseo. She turns the radio on.

‘ More scare in southern CA as the missing somebody's count rises. 29 multitude reported missing so far. Some of them child, most of them are teens. We 're going to quickly go over the names of our 29 missing multitude. If you have any information about these mortal that will help situate them please ring 1-213-334-3431 to report any vital information. The figure are in no particular society. Zachary Easley, Justin Walters, Eliza…'Edna flicks the permutation and turns the wireless off.

"It's always such doom and gloom on the receiving set these days. There's a mantle back there, go ahead and take on it, you must be freezing."

"I don't want to be a bother."

"Kid I'm not going to make ya catching a cold, now go on. By the way, if you're thirsty I got a thermos full moon of hot coffee, palpate complimentary to take in a drink."

I crawled back and grabbed the blanket off of her bed and wrapped myself in it as I climbed back in the passenger bum. Then I took a big gulp of her coffee. It was just black coffee, variety of bitter, but it was hot.

"Thanks ... For everything."

"Just gladiolus to assist. So do you have any other folk or Friend you can stay with ?"

"No…"

"Really ?"She looked at me with a puzzled expression.

"I'm not the most mixer soul. I've always just stayed in my room on my computer."

"That surprises me, I would have got thought a cute boy like you would have lots of friends."

"I wish… I was always picked on and bullied…"

"I see… I was bullied in schooling too."

"Really ? !"

"Yeah ! All the time ! I'll let you in on a little hidden ... I'm transgender."

"Oh ..."OH ! Wow, I didn't expect that ! And yet, I'm not all that phased by it."Was it tough growing up as a transgender ?"

"Like you wouldn't believe ! A bleak trans woman, you can bet I got a lot of crap !"

"Where you ever able-bodied to get them to halt ?"

"shortstop answer… No. But I learned to accept it and I also learned how to hold myself and accept who I am."

"It seems like you turned out alright."

"Why thank you !"

An uneasy silence took over, as we continued trucking through the snow.

"So… do you enjoy all of this ?"I ask, breaking the silence.

"trucking ?"

"Yeah."

"Well besides for the loneliness, it's not bad. Pays good."

"Doesn't it get boring ?"

"Ha, well it's definitely not the most commove job."

"What do you do to keep yourself sane ?"

"fountainhead, besides masturbate a lot ? I don't brain listening to the radio. Although I much prefer having someone to talk to."

I look away, feeling myself flush.

"You ?"

"I usually just scan or play TV games."

"What do you like to scan ?"

"Mostly sci-fi/fantasy."

As the conversation continued the small talking gradually deepened. Eventually, Edna started to open up more. I happily listened to some of her fib on the road. She had some unbalanced tarradiddle.

"You wouldn't believe how many times I've had to fight off some maniac with route rage. People sure as shooting are crazy. One time this fucker in a minivan pulled out in strawman of me and gave me the hoot. I rode his ass all the way to the succeeding stop."

"What an asshole."

"right field ! ?"

She continued to tell to a greater extent stories as we made our way. thing were getting high-risk out, snow started to come down hard.

"You look tired, how about you go lay down. I'm probably going to force off here soon. Getting pretty bad out."

"I can't nap there, that's your bed. Where are you going to sleep ?"

"There's sufficiency elbow room for the both of us. Don't worry."

"Are you sure ?"The thought of sharing a bed with Edna for some reason excited me.

"Yeah go right on in and get to yourself comfy. I'll join ya once I find a place to park this thing."

"Okay.. Once again thank you so often for all you've done. If there is anything I can do to come back ya, just let me know. I don't have much… fountainhead, I really don't have anything, but I'll do whatever I can to help you out."

"You mean that ?"

"Yeah absolutely !"

"I'm sure as shooting we can come to some sort of arrangement, now get some rest."With that being said I climbed into the spine and collapsed on her bed, quickly drifting off to catch some Z's.

Chapter

I woke up the next morning wrapped in Edna's arms. I could feel the rise and dusk of her chest as her breast are hard pressed against my back. Her hand tightly clasped around my abdomen, gently rubbing up and down against the shirt that covered my belly. And her large cock pressed tightly against my ass, the only thing between that monolithic python and my bottom is just a few layer of clothes. I don't know what to do… I'm somewhat terrified, but at the same time really aroused. I pressed my fundament back, rubbing it up and down her quill. I leaned over to look at her, realizing she was awake with a rather large smile."Morning sunshine. Sleep well ?"

"Uhhhh yeah, actually I did."Her handwriting crept under my shirt, this time rubbing the bare skin of my stomach. The touch of her script on my skin sent shiver through me.

"I've been thinking… I could use a boy like you around. I haven't had decent company in only God knows how long. Or a good ass,"Her hand slid down my knickers, causing me to fidget."I've got an offer for ya."

Her hand wrapped around my already hard rotating shaft."WH.. what kind of offer ?"I stuttered.

"You can stay with me however long ya like, you'll have a courteous warm bed to kip in, free meals and what not. I'll treat ya real good…"Her hand started to stroke my rooster.

"That's awfully nice of you…"I had the feeling she wasn't doing this out of the kindness of her heart. She wanted something in return.

"Of course, you're going to have to do something in return…"I knew it. I started to quiver, her helping hand felt so good. What does she want with me ?

"I don't have any money…"

"Oh darlin, it's not your money I want…"I felt something imperativeness up against my butt."It's your ass I want."

"What ! ? !"Woah, She rammed her steely concentrated pecker against my rear. I reached back and brushed my hand up against a monolithic shaft straining the fabric of her underclothes. Her cock is at least 9 column inch.

I look up at her completely horrified."I've never had sex before…"I whimper, I'm completely terrified at the thought of losing my virginity something as large as her cock. I don't know if my ass can handle it.

"I figured as much. I'll be gentle."She whispers in my ear as her helping hand squeezes my turncock causing me to gasp.

"Relax ! I'm don't want to hurt ya. Although I'm not gon na lie, it's going to smart just a little, but once I break that ass in, it'll tone wonderful,"She gyrated her hips, rubbing that constrained cock up against my ass."Trust me, I want you to enjoy this just as very much as I'm going to."

"I don't know if I can do this. Your cock 's too big ! It will bust me apart !"I argue.

"Hmm, sister I'll make surely your ass will be nice and make. And you can get my prick slip with spitting,"she whispered in my ear."This will be your way of repaying me for my generous hospitality."

"What choice do I cause ?"I ask.

"You always have a choice. If you don't want to do it, I completely understand. I'll cliff you off wherever you want."

I roll on my rear and face into those glum brown eyes of hers."Really ! ?"

She nods. I don't know why, but I trust her. There is something about her… I want to remain with her.

I'm absolutely terrified of that giant stopcock of hers, though. But… The opinion of belonging to her, having her protect me… It doesn't sound all that bad. Having a seat to kip and unloosen meal. She is beautiful."Please… just go sluttish on me. I've never done this before."

A giant smiling crosses her boldness. Her hand slips out from under my shirt and apprehend the cover of my school principal pulling me into a kiss. Her tongue slips past my back talk and wrestles with my own tongue. I've never been kissed like this before. Well… I've never really been kissed before. I feel her early hand grab the clitoris of my bloomers, undoing them. She breaks away from the kiss and leans up, unzips my pants and yanks them off. There is a collapsible shelter in my pugilist and an even handsome smile appears on Edna's face."Looks like you want this just as bad as I do."

She pulls off her shirt revealing a big couple of boob, her ring of color are huge. She's got a rock operose set of abs too. She then takes off her panties, her behemoth stopcock springs costless.

"You're gon na want to come over here and get my shaft nice and wet, trust me ..."she reaches her hand down and starts to stroke that python."It'll pain a lot to a lesser extent if it's coated in spit."

I crawl over to the end of the bed where she eagerly delay. Just looking at that massive log makes me shiver. I look up into those dark John Brown oculus as she urges her rose hip forward, bringing her cock a petty closer to my face. It's only a few inch away. A musky scent striking my nostrils."Go on, give it a taste."

Reaching out, I can't even wrap my fingers around the girth of her terminal. I close my optic as I stick out my knife and angle forward. Pressing the tip of her cock against my wet tongue, it doesn't taste one-half bad. It's sorta spongey."That's it !"she moans.

I open my eyes as I bring my knife down her shaft. holy shit, it can practically get across my face."honorable job ! Now put it in your mouth !"she says.

I lick my way back up her cock and give up my mouth as all-encompassing as I can. Placing the head of her turncock at the entrance of my mouthpiece, it can barely fit inside. She urges her hips forward, pushing the tip of her tool completely inside. My mouth is utterly filled with her tip. Her hands grab a handful of my hair as she pulls my head in, promote forcing Thomas More of her turncock in my sass. The tip is at the entrance of my throat. I place a hired man on her hip and I try to crowd back, but her iron bag clout my mind in as she thrust that big dick down my pharynx. I can't breathe ! It's completely blocking my windpipe. The sad part is barely half of it will fit in my rima oris. I struggle and try to agitate myself rid. She relents and pulls back allowing me to pick up a lungful of air. But the reprieve is cut unretentive as she slams that fat log back down my throat.

I gag and squirm as split roll down my eyes. Finally, she lets go of my hair and I pull back as her cock pops out of my rima oris leaving a track of spitting."That was amazing ! Fuck !"she moans."Now let me get a piece of music of that ass !"

She forces me down on my stomach and I look back at her flooded with fear."You promised you would be blue-blooded !"

"Relax ! I'm going to maintain my word, I promise. It's just been too long since I've had a nice patch of ass like yours."She says as she pulls my underdrawers down revealing my bare cigarette.

"Oh my god, it's got ta be the best ass I've ever seen."She then pulls my ass cheeks apart and buries her case in between them. I can feel her clapper punch up and down my snap until it makes its way to my butthole.

big H !"AHhhhhh !"I yell as she gives my ass a good slap and a squeeze.

"This is too good to be true,"She mumbles as her tongue try to penetrate my arsehole, which oddly feels kind of goodness. I feel it press pass my rectum, it's the eldritch pleasure I've ever felt.

I let out a moan as she starts to tongue fuck my anus. She gives my ass another slap, causing a grunt to escape my sassing. Her tongue retreat from my asshole, but something else takes its position. She works her finger in my ass, pushing it down to the knuckle."Uhhhhh nookie !"I groan.

"Do you like that ?"She asks. Honestly, I don't jazz how I feel about it. It's oddly stimulating.

She pulls her finger out and then forces two fingers down my ass."Oh fuck !"I grunt in surprisal. This meter it's a minuscule painful. She starts to bed me with her fingers eliciting all kind of gasps and grunts to escape my mouth. Finally, she pulls out her fingers.

She then climbs on top of me and range my second joint. I lean up to look back at her, but she places a mitt on my back forcing me back down."Relax, the tenser you are the more it's going to hurt. assume a deep breath."

I do as she tells me to and inhale a lungful of air. As I do, I feel her cock rub up and down my asscrack. She spits on my asshole as her cock finally lands on its destination, my little rosebud. She rubs the tongue around my butthole with the tip of her peter."Remember just breathe."

I take another thick breath, but as I inhale she presses her massive cock against my arse."OOHHH FUCK !"I yell out. It hurts so bad ! Her peter look like it's tearing me apart. I could feel the head of her cock finally break through my rectum. She held her cock there for a few moments, allowing me to finally catch my breath as my ass tries to adjust to the monolithic intruder.

She doesn't hold it there long. Slowly she starts to force that fucking log further in my ass."AHHHHHHH !"I scream out."It's too big ! ! Please no Thomas More !"

"Baby, this is the worse component part ! It'll get better, intrust me !"She says as she continues to advertize that anaconda further in."God I can barely get middle inside of you ! You're just so nookie tight !"

At this point, I'm trousering for air as exertion starts to drop from my brow. She holds that beast inside of me and leans her weightiness on top of me. I can feel those bombastic white meat against my binding."Just relax, the infliction will decrease, I promise. It'll start to feel good,"she whispers in my ear.

I can feel the heat of her breathe against the back of my neck. She then slowly starts to pull her pelvis back, bringing that tree trunk out to the tip. Without warning, she urges it back in. I gasp as my ass is completely filled up with her putz."Ahhhhh shtup !"

Again she brings her hips back, this clip she forces it back in a piddling harder, pushing the air out of my lungs. She reaches out with both of her hand and seize my wrists, bringing them out in social movement of me. Once again she pulls out to the tip of her cock and this metre slams it back it. I cry out in pain."That's it, baby, let it all out."

She starts to pump that dick inside of me. I grunt with every thrust. I feel each and every mineral vein as her cock cesspit deeper down into my ass. The pain is still there, but I also start to palpate a tinge of pleasure. I feel her lips against the rachis of my neck opening as she starts to get into a rhythm method, pumping in and out of me. A moan escapes my lip.

"Now you're starting to like it ! I can tell."

The pleasure is quickly starting to climb up with every thrusting. I moan and moan as her cock milks my prostate gland."Ooooh, fuuuck !"

My shaft is harder than blade as it rubs up against the bed sheet."That's it, child, moan for me."

She pushes her hips forward, lodging that fat cock down my ass."Uuuuuuhhhh !"I moan.

"Tell me how much you love my big fat dick inside you ?"She groans as she continues to hump my can.

"OOOoooooh fuuuck ! I ... I Love ... uuuuh I love your fat dick inside me !"I gasp as she picks up the past tense, thrusting and pumping that monster cock into me at an increasingly fast rate."Oh fucking !"

"That 's a goodness boy !"she moans into my ear."Now take that dick."

She really unleashes hell on my ass, fucking me like an animal at this percentage point."Oh Fuck babe, your ass flavour so fucking dependable !"

My own cock starts to throb as I unload a big rope of cum all over the piece of paper."Uuuuuuuhhhhhhh fuuuuuckkkk !"I gasp.

"Tell me you want to be mine, tell me you're ready to be my butt slut."She moans into my ear, slamming that massive appendage into me.

"Yes, I'm yours ! Oh, fuck me ! My ass is yours !"I shout as I can feel that dick start to grow harder.

"Oh fuck ! I'm gon na cum !"She shouts. She pulls back one last clip before sinking that fat cock as recondite as it'll go. I feel a hot liquid fulfill my inside as her cock starts to throb spewing out a load of cum. She paints the inside of me with her semen as she collapses on top of me."Oh fuck ! That was the scoop piece of tail I've ever had !"she pants as she kisses my neck. We're both covered in sweat. Her hands let go of my wrist joint and just lay there on top of mine. She slowly gyrates her hips back in Forth River as she dumps the endure bit of cum inside me.

Her cock slowly goes soft. I'm exhausted and desperately trying to catch my hint. She industrial plant a few to a greater extent kisses on the back of my neck as she interlocks her fingers with mine."I want you to last out with me ! I promise I'll take good care of you !"she whispers in my ear."Just please don't leave."

I lean back and plough my nous towards her. Our eyes connect as she looks down at me."I've never experienced anything like that !"I say to her. Even though it was so painful at first of all, the pleasure overtook all my senses.

She leans in and plants those delicious brim against mine. We kiss so deeply, a spark shoots through me. She breaks off the kiss and finally pulls her flaccid pecker out of my ass."come on, what do ya say we go get something to eat for breakfast ?"

"I'm starving !"I say. I haven't had anything to eat in a really long time.

"I figured as much, good matter I parked outside a roadside buffet car, ripe one for miles."she smiles at me."You'll love the food here."

We both get dressed and spring out of her motortruck. As soon as I get out, the frigidness air sends a shiver down my spine. There are several other hand truck parked alongside hers. Charles Percy Snow has completely covered the ground. For November, we sure have a lot of Snow. We head into the diner and make a nates in one of the empty booths.

I wince a little as my rear hits the shock. My ass is a niggling sore from the constant pound of her big black tool. A petite waitress stops on over and asks if we want some deep brown. Edna nods and I figure I might as well suffer a cup too. She fills up our cupful and Tell us to let her live when we're ready to club.

I start browsing through the carte. The biggest burliest man I've ever seen walks over to us."Edna, see you got yourself a nice boy to keep ya warm…"He says."When you 're done with him, experience free to pass him my way. I would love to sink my cock in a Milquetoast boy like that."

"Not a chance Joe. This one's mine,"she replies. I let out a suspiration of relief. It doesn't surprise me that this is Big Joe. I should 've guessed just by the size of him. He's at least 6'5'’ or taller. His gut is hanging out from his shirt and his pants barely stay on. On top of that, he smells kind of funny. Like he hasn't showered in days. I shudder at the thought of what could own happened he picked me up instead of Edna.

"mulct, I'll call back that.."He mumbles as he heads for the exit.

"That's Big Joe ?"I ask.

"Yep ! See, things could have been really bad if I hadn't picked you up,"she says.

"No kidding, I can't believe anyone would stick around a night in his truck,"I say.

"No one does so willingly,"she adds."Do you know what you want to eat ?"

"Not really, what are you getting ?"I ask her.

"Pigs in a cover ! It's the best breakfast ever ! They take a sausage, wrap it in a flapjack and drown in gravy."

"Wow, that sounds good to me !"

Edna waves the waitress over here and orders us both pig in a mantle. It doesn't take long before she brings out our meals and we dig in.

"Oh wow, that was absolutely delicious !"I say as I pat my belly. I'm completely stuffed, although, not, in the like way, I was earlier.

"What do you say we get in a round of drinks 2 in before we hit the route ?"Edna asks with a big smirk. The waitress leaves the invoice as she grabs our empty dental plate.

"My ass is still sore from earlier…"I sigh.

"Sorry about that, I couldn't hold back after I had that taut ass of yours wrapped around my cock,"she says. I look around to see if anyone is listening to our conversation, but no one seems to be paying us any attention."Maybe just a BJ then ?"

I let out a little laugh."Is this how thing are going to be from now on ?"I ask.

"I hope so, I like you Alex. If you decide to stay with me, I'll try to take it comfortable on that ass of yours,"she says."But I understand if you don't want to stay."

I look into those dark chocolate-brown center."Edna, I've never felt so good in my entire life. I mean, it hurt like hell at kickoff, but it felt big at the end. Besides… I did say that I was yours. Didn't I ?"

A big smile appeared on that beautiful cheek of hers. She reached down and grabbed my mitt."I never thought I would get a handsome young guy like you who wants to be in my bed."

"I never thought I would savour getting my ass filled by a big black cock."She let out a giggle and then she got up left some John Cash on the table as she gets up and puts her jacket crown back on.

She looks back at me as she makes her way to the door,"You coming, babe ?"

I nodded as I got up and followed her out to the big rig. Once we got inside she grabbed me, dragged me to the bed and pulled me into a deeply and passionate kiss. I started to unbuckle her pants. As soon as I got them undone, I pulled them down along with her undies freeing that monolithic python once again. I pushed her on her back and took that demon cock in my sassing. I suck the tip as if it were a popsicle. Then I pop it out of my mouth and give it a few kisses. I lick up and down the 9-inch ogre before plunging it back in my mouthpiece. I try to go as deep as possible.

"Oh fuck, you're getting sound at this !"she moans. I pull out and stroke it as I look up into those gorgeous Brown eyes. She grabs the dorsum of my head and pulls me into another passionate buss. Our tongues duel as I continue to origin that fat dick of hers. I pull back from the buss and go back down on her putz. Shoving it as far as I can pour down my throat."Oh fuck ! That's it, baby. Just like that !"

I start to bob up and down on her turncock, every now and then pulling it out and planting a few osculation on the tip. I suck it back in between my lips and slurp it back down my throat once more. Her hand brushes through my hair's-breadth."Baby I'm going to cum real soon !"

I can feel her peter tense up and I know it's about to erupt. I brace myself as I slowly suck it, bobbing back up and down that fat black putz."OOoooh shag !"she screams as her cock starts to pulse spewing out a heavy load of cum. It instantly fills up my lip. I try to swallow it all, but there is too practically of it. Some of it escapes my lips and drip mold down her beautiful shaft. The salty, musky perceptiveness overtakes my senses. Just as I finish swallowing that delicious cum, another load erupts into my sassing. This time I manage to withdraw all of it. Her script grips my hair holding my head in place as yet again she unleashes More of that embarrassing white liquid in my sassing. I slurp it down as she finally releases my psyche. Some cum leaks out as I pull barren of her cock. I make certainly to clean up her sticky cum covered peter with my tongue. I look up at her as I make straightaway work of it. Her script skirmish against my impudence and she pulls me up for another yearn kiss.

"That was amazing ! You sure learn quickly,"She pant."I think it's prison term we get going, I still have to drop off my other load."

"phone estimable to me !"I reply. With that, we get dressed and hit the road .
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