Chapter 1

My name is Dexter, I 'm 19, blonde haired and blue eyed.

I want to say `` toned '' but I 'm not there yet. I 'd go with `` clean '' or `` muscular ''. I mean, my all my brawn are showing pretty well, but I 'm not as pumped up as all of those gym addicts. There was a rationality for me to pop going to the gym.

When I was 17, I stopped playing football game. It was around that metre that I realised I was into guys. This, and a lack of meter for it, led me to quit playing and start working out, since I did n't want to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.

You see, being a 17 yr old gay guy it is n't well-heeled when you have to vary for football practice in a room full of sweaty teenage boys three times a hebdomad. Especially considering I have a slight matter for feet.

I thought that me quitting, would lick my `` problem '' and that way I could just be horny and gay all by myself, but I had n't considered that some of those Guy were actually my friends.

Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my first diaper, Luke and Leonardo. They were my two best ally. Then there was Jeremy, Aaron, Brian, Gary ... and Joshua. Oh, man.

Now Joshua, he was n't on my football game team, but he was in all of my classes in my end yr of high-pitched school. I had a major crush on him ever since I started to agnize I was worry in the guy wire on the squad. In class, we got along very well. We were n't best friends or anything, but we had common Friend so I got to know him pretty well. But after quitting the football team, joining the gym, graduating high gear school and going to college, I sorting of grew estranged of all of them. The cat from the squad, as well as Book of Joshua. I found other friends, and I hung out with the guy rope less and less. When we would meet at parties and such and we would speak and deliver a trade good meter together, but apart from that I did n't see them often. We were all headed our own seperate way in life. I missed them. I missed Book of Joshua. I missed how well-to-do it all used to be.

However, thanks to the seperation I did start to get a niggling bit more into the gay view during my first class of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and knickknackery. My coming out was rather easy, since I 'm not such a stereotypical gay guy, but just a normal sheik. I dress, act and talk like a straight guy, because that 's just the way I am, except I like to suck putz instead of eating kitty-cat, apparently. People did n't count at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the cushion of it all.

I was a horny stripling two years ago, and I still am. The guys frolic around in my illusion. Josue more so then the others. My feelings for the hombre from my footballteam are only sexual, but when I think about Book of Joshua I feel so much more than that. Yet, they 're just phantasy. I have to form do with the odd Grindr hookup from fourth dimension to clock time. At least, that was my lifespan before yesterday.

Yesterday was a boring day. schooltime sucked, work was even spoiled and all I wanted to do was go to bed and wake up after a hebdomad or so. But then I got a text, telling me that my bed had to wait a little farsighted.

Dwight, one of my classmates picked me up, and it was a 45 min. drive to the golf-club, since we had to pick up the relief of the gang on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became friends on the first of all day of college and went drinking that same night to get to fuck each other ameliorate. That was a hell of a night.

Dwight turned up some calming euphony, which was bang-up because I had to get a little bit of ease before we got there.

Plus, I had all the time to daydream about my retentive life history crush. God Joshua, gorgeous Joshua. Wavy blonde hair, sea-blue optic and not too fatten up, but very garden pink tasty-looking lips. Not to mention his athletic figure. He is everything a guy could ever want. Jocky football actor and all. I have been crushing on him for years, but like the early guy wire, he seems completely flat. You ca n't blame a guy for hoping right ? He 's just so sympathetic, and fun to be around. I can daydream all I want.

When we got to the guild it took me some time. But after a small while I had a really serious bombilation going on.

I had been dancing around with a few fille when I realised I had to go to the bathroom to take a piss. I slowly made my way over there, did my affair and was make to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a strong hand take hold of me around my upper arm, pulling me through the crowd into a less busy turning point of the way. When the guy loosened his hold, I turned around to face him, realising that it was none other than ...

'J-Joshua ? .. W-wha-what 's up man ? Is something wrong ?'Oh, awesome Dex, that was not obvious at all. You 're so smooth.

'Hey Dexy, zip 's improper, I just wanted to babble to you for a bit .'He said, as I stared into his sky-blue middle. When he started a little catch-up chatting I took that meter to look him up and down. He 's really gorgeous, to me at least. His blue eyes, styled light-haired hair, all-encompassing shoulder, strong muscleman, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His strong peg and large feet were clad in colored boney dungaree and calamitous sneakers. Everything about his spirit turned me on, and everything about his personality made me fall in love.

There was not actually that often unwieldiness between us though, we had been salutary friends. I mean everyone knew I was into guy by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at company and material, they did n't really acknowledge the obvious grounds for which I quit.

'... you here with ?'I heard Joshua 's voice, which slapped me into the here and now.

'Sorry, what did you say ?'I asked.

He smiled at me, a little strangely, as if there were some inside caper I did n't get. Did he detect me staring ? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to deform my head up a little since Book of Joshua was about an inch taller than me.

'I said, who are you here with ?'He repeated.

'I 'm with some Guy from college tonight, what about you ?'

Book of Joshua smiled wider.

'I 'm with the guy cable, come on let 's say hi .'He said. I wanted to go with him, but I could n't go without telling my friends.

'Wait, let me recite my Friend first .'

'No time ! Sorry Dexy !'Josue yelled over the speech sound of the music as he grabbed my arm again and deplumate me into another Radclyffe Hall where they played soft rock and roll medicine. Then he continued to sweep up me towards the toilets, he stopped before entering. The music was softly buzzing through the dormitory, there were a couple of wasted people and some guy rope and girl trying to swallow eachother 's tongue. This was the wellspring known smudge to start affair up before going home to hook up with individual. I 'd had my fairly portion of appetizers here. I looked around and threw Joshua a confound look, and that 's when I felt his hand on my cheek.

I nearly died as he turned my face towards his, I do n't recognise if it was the alcohol, the fatigue, the music or the ecumenical atmosphere alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his intrude smashing my lips against his. He grabbed my font with one hired hand and clutched my hair with the other as our backtalk moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my limb around his waist, pulling him sluice against me until I was sandwiched between the rampart, and the boy I 'd dreamt of for about two year. What the screwing was happening ?

I wanted to pull away, to ask him what was going on or to correspond if he was n't really drunk. I did n't want us to rue anything later. But god, he felt so in force leaning his entirely physical structure against me. Our hands had started travelling all over our torso 's as our tongues fought wildly for ascendancy. Normally I 'd have the guy flushed and whimpering against the wall by now, but it seemed I 'd met my match. nookie, this boy could arrive at out. My school principal was spinning as I squeezed a manus full of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could feel his little buddy pushing into my thigh, which did n't experience as small as the last time I saw it in the boy 's locker elbow room at school. He started to grate himself against my own turmoil and we moaned into each early 's mouths.

We did n't kibosh for what seemed like the whole even, we just stood there. Our lips never leaving each other. But just as that fiddling voice in the rear of my head started to marvel how the shtup it was possible that my first and only factual crush was making me see whizz right now, he pulled away.

Immediately I missed the feeling of his parsimoniousness. A fiddling groan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.

'You have no thought how long I 've waited to do that .'He said breathlessly.

Before I could answer, Joshua had pulled me into the bathroom. I thought one of my dingy fantasies was going to come through, but short did I know that a whole new one was going to found itself into my mind.

When we stepped inside the bathroom, I heard the ignition lock clink shut behind us, which caused me to front around at the door in affright. And let me tell you, I was no LE than surprised when I realised Josue had meant my Friend from the football squad when he 'd said : `` the guys ''. There stood Aaron, a smirk on his handsome look. He winked at me and gestured his head teacher to the other side of the bathroom, where the early guy rope were staring at me.

Leonardo, Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was unseasonable. And I was n't sure wether it was dear damage or bad wrong.

Leonardo had his mitt around Gary 's neck, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my blur brass. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian 's back, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Aaron came standing next to Luke, wrapping his arm around his impressive powerful waist and full-on kissed him on the mouth.

When I had finally regained my ability to form a convention prison term I asked, 'What ... What the screwing is going on ?'I looked at Joshua, who sheepishly looked at me and shuffled around.

The early guy laughed at me loudly. They did n't stop before Aaron stepped in front of me.

'Oh Dex, you 're so Sweet and barren are n't you ?'He snickered. I looked at him confused. 'What the fuck do you think Aaron ?'

Aaron chuckled and looked at me like I was an ignorant toddler or something. 'Did you really think you were the only one ? When puberty started to hit all of us, and we saw each other naked almost every day, did you really think you were the only one to be `` rummy '' about hombre ? Do you even see how have it away horny teenage boy get ? And do you know how screwing frustrating it is to let to go through all this trouble to hit on young lady ?'

This could n't be real, I had to be dreaming. What the fuck was he talking about, did he mean that all of them.. ?

'You mean all of you hombre are ...'I almost whispered.

'Not necessarily ,'Aaron started. 'Let me explain .'A smirk formed on his face as he slid his deal up Luke 's shirt to feel his bulky and chiseled stomach.

'When I was around 12, I already started to get bloomer thinking about you guys .'And that honestly did n't surprise me as much. Henry Louis Aaron always was a little ... oversexed. He did n't seem embarrassed easily, and he would hump former bozo all the patch laughing at himself. If I suspected person being gay, it was Aaron.

'You know me, I get what I want ,'he continued. 'And I wanted Luke .'He put his hand down St. Luke 's pant and squeezed his bundle, making him moan out loud. Seriously, dafuq was going on ?

'I cornered him after practice one clock time, and showed him what I could do. And he enjoyed it .'Luke was now practically squirming under Aaron 's touch. Who smiled confidently. The other guys were just smirking at me. 'Do n't you get it ? Luke and I started to know each other. We 're boyfriends.

And that, I did n't expect. Aaron yes, but Luke ? My boy next door ? What the hell ?

Henry Louis Aaron saw my appalled saying and laughed. 'But as you know, I get bored easily. So I wanted to get former guys involved after a while, Luke and I had no trouble hiding it, so why not add someone, right ? Luke and I both wanted more than fun, and Thomas More to act with. So we chose the biggest one here, Leo ! And he was biz as well .'

I could n't conceive my ear. Big, strong, manly, my best Quaker Leonardo was gay ?

Leonardo is elder than us, he 's 24 and huge. It was a marvel he was in our team at all. And eventhough I 've known him the longest, and we 've been acquaintance for so long I had never thought he 'd be into guys.

'It became really hot ,'Aaron continued his small soliloquy as he practically raped St. Luke on the smear using only his deal, and one of his leg. He pushed Luke 's trousers down to his ankles The other hombre were pretty turned on by now, me included. Judging by our bulges at least.

'But after a while, Leo became kinda envious when me and my boyfriend-'he drew a loud, shameless groan from Luke 's mouth as he squeezed the now purple caput of his dick, while shoving two fingers up his ass.

'-wanted to have some lone time. So we found him a young man too .'Gary kissed Leo 's cheek. They actually seemed a salutary fit. Gary was shorter than me. I stood at a regular 6.2 ft. whereas Gary was about 5.6'but had less of an acrobatic physical body. He was on the skinny side, which made Leo look like a fucking giant next to him. Leo himself was a big strong lump of essence. wellspring defined and hard like marble. He was at to the lowest degree 6.5'. They looked cute together, but damn, Gary 's ass had to be sore.

Hank Aaron was now jerking Luke severe and fucking three fingers up his ass, which had him whining and screaming. It made me feel both unearthly and horny to see my early best friend being pleasured like this.

'And the Sami goes for Brian and Jeremy really .'Hank Aaron continued as if nothing strange was going on.

'They joined our little sex-hobby-club after we all tried them out .'Luke whimpered Aaron 's epithet as he came undone all over his own stomach, Aaron 's handwriting and the lav storey. And it was a considerable amount.

This was a lot to take on in. My head was racing and connecting the point. intellection of all the sleepovers the cat have had without me. The way too recollective rain shower they always took after football practice.

There was one tiny matter missing though : Joshua.

What the fuck did he receive to do with this ? How did he even know these guys ?

Henry Louis Aaron saw me looking between him and Joshua who was glaring at him. 'And two weeks ago ,'Aaron said casually, 'Joshua joined in. And guess who he wanted to be his partner for life Dexy ?'Aaron said, before licking his own handwriting clean of Saint Luke 's cum.

Joshua came up behind me, and as much as my head was damaged in just about five bit, and everything I thought I knew about my childhood Friend was completely ill-timed, his lovesome limb around my waist did n't pass water me feel just horny. But also the happy guy alive as I turned around to osculate him. Still, it did n't explain this crazy sexclub and how Joshua even knows the guy rope. 'Okay but postponement, how do you guys know Joshua ?'I asked the room at large. I was genuinely confused by this.

'He 's in college with me .'said Aaron, smirking at Josue. I immediately got this jealous rush and flung my arm around Joshua 's waist, who was only looking at me.

'As soon as he told me he knew you from school, and started rambling about you like a madman, I started to realise Sir Thomas More and more that he had the hots for you. And I also immediately understood why you were acting so eldritch when you left the team .'Henry Louis Aaron said proudly, as he stuffed Luke 's dick back in his trousers.

'So I took my chance and told Book of Joshua I was gay, and I thought he was too. I told him that you might wish him back and that I would help him get to you. But only if he payed the price. And he agreed .'

I did n't know what the heck he meant, but as soon as I saw the guilty, pleading looking in Joshua 's eyes, I had a hunch.

'You joined their crazy sexclub ?'I asked him softly, not wanting him to call back I was raging. Because I was n't, in the end we did get together tonight. Which was my ultimate dream.

'I 'm sorry Dexter. I panicked ! We both went to college and I thought I 'd never see you again ! And then I meet Henry Louis Aaron and he tells me he knows you and can hold on us in sense of touch. And on top of it all he tells me that the guy of my piece of ass dreams has a crush on me ! I had to agree !'He exclaimed. His eyes were pleading as he wrapped his weaponry around my neck and kissed me.

I could only get lost in the feeling of his quick backtalk, carresing mine slowly.

We had n't been at it for three second and I felt an deal jerk me away from Joshua

'Ah, ah, ah ,'Brian said in my ear. 'Did n't you listen ? We get to try you out before you can enjoy your lovey-dovey stuff .'



I 'd hoped I did n't hitch that right, or I hoped that I could go jerk off right there.

Joshua came closer .'C'mon hombre. I 've been crushing on Dex since I first fucking saw him. You guys promised to help me get him if I slept with you. Just let it go, apparently Dex and I have both been waiting for two damn old age ! Just let us-'

'Nope ! We get to decide .'Jeremy cooed. Wohoho, what ?

'Wow wait ! What ? What do you mean ?'

Aaron sighed. 'You see Dexy, I always knew you were the same as us. The entirely difference was, you did n't ever act on it. And we did n't know why the hellhole you never made a move on any of us until just a few weeks ago when this guy ,'He pointed at Joshua, who was holding me from behind. 'Until he just, completely coincidentally started talking to me in category. He 'd seen Luke pick me up from class, and I started talking about liking guys and being gay. And he told me about his cloak-and-dagger high shoal crush that he 'd never dared to go about and regret it hugely. And after he told me a bit about the guy, I realised he was talking about you ! So I promised to tell him wether you were gay and had a crush on him in gamy shoal, in exchange for him participating in our little sexclub .'Henry Louis Aaron winked at Josue. Who blushed furiously and looked away from my eyes.

'Of course, the second Joshie said he had a compaction on you, all the patch of the puzzler started to fall into post and I knew that you must 've liked him too. So we helped Joshie there come up his balls and tell you he likes you, because neither of you were gon na do it otherwise. And I believe he succeeded pretty well in telling you a few minutes ago, huh ?'I could n't stop the across-the-board grin from spreading on my face.

But the look that Aaron had plastered on his own face now unnerved me a little.

'There was a catch though .'He whispered huskily. 'You 'd have to take part as well, if it happened to mould out for you guys. That 's why you 're here .'

I looked at Joshua, dumbfounded. 'Wait a sec. So you traded me, for a prospect to get me ?'

Book of Joshua sighed, 'Uhm ... yeah kinda. I 'm sorry Dex, I had no idea what to do. I was afraid that I was gon na chicken out of telling you what I feel .'

'But what do you find ? We kissed ! I have no idea what the fuck is happening !'I yelled.

Josue looked desperate. 'It 's just for once. You just own to do it one clip and then we 're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wan na be with you okay ? I 've had the braggart crush on you for historic period ! I even came out to my parents lowest night !'He exclaimed.

That really surprised me, but in a in force way. No one has ever done anything like that for me. To reveal that they 're into cat so that we do n't bear to preserve it a secret. All of a sudden all my high school feelings were rushing back tenfold. If this was true, if this could really be, then I 'd do anything for it.

And before I knew it, I heard myself say : 'Well, alright .'I looked at Aaron 'So how is this going to work ? I suck your cock in here and leave with my young man ?'I felt Joshie grin against the back of my neck opening at the word boyfriend.

A devillish grin spread on Aarons human face as the rest chuckled darkly.

'You wish it were that easy, huh ? I 'm lamentable Dex, but it 's a little more perplex than that. You 're going to be doing the same trial as Joshua did, which means you 're ours for two weeks, and no Joshua for that time .'

I was n't indisputable if I could even go two human foot from Josue now that I had him. But if it was the Mary Leontyne Price to suffer him for myself. Then fuck it.

To be honest, I could n't be more turned on by the outlook of being `` tried out '' by the others.

So I made a decision.

'Alright, I 'll do it. Two workweek, then you leave us alone .'I said sternly, looking Aaron in the eye dead-serious.

'Good, Dexy. Then you 'll pick up encourage information tomorrow. Aaron winked and smirked at me. Gospel of Luke looked at me with anger and jealousy, which scared me a bit since I had never seen him search at anyone like that before, let alone me.

I quickly turned around and kissed Joshua tenderly on the lips. The contact made us both moan in hunger. A second gear later he was pulled off of me by Brian and Jeremy.

'Ours for two weeks, no Joshua .'Whispered Leo, and he grabbed Book of Joshua 's package out of nowhere. Josue hissed in pain.

'I 'm gon na miss you, Joshie .'He said as he licked Book of Joshua 's neck and ear.

Joshua whimpered in pleasure, but kept his optic locked on mine. As if to digest on the tactile sensation Leo 's tongue, but imagining me in his place.

'Okay, enough playing for one night. Let 's go .'Aaron said to the rest of them.

I walked out the threshold, and I heard Joshua run after me, breaking justify from Leo 's clench. I quickly closed the bathroom door after us. The indorse I turned around I was completely covered by Joshua 's body and felt his natural language going down my throat. I hungrily kissed him back and squeezed his butt as he squeezed mine. After a light minute he broke the candy kiss and reached into his presence scoop. He got out an envelope and pecked me on the lips fiercely.

'This is so you do n't leave about me, okay ?'He looked at me with a mixture of horniness and desperation.

'I 'll see you in two weeks ,'he kissed me on the cheek and walked into the club. Before he completely disappeared out of passel he turned around and yelled ,'I LOVE YOU !'Over the loud music. My spunk jumped and the wide-cut smile spread head on my face.

Holy shit, did he think of that ?

I blushed as I looked at the envelope in my hands. In black marker it read : `` I know it 's cheat, butt end fuck it .'I laughed at that.

hesitancy came over me but I opened it anyway.

interior I found a set of satanic pictures of my crush, posing in different incredible positions. All on a large white bed, all naked. My cock grew to it 's good length within a matter of milliseconds.

What the fuck is my life story even ?