*So I 'm drained, Yeah that sucks* My first actor's line as a dead person and they 're what I choose, What form of lame idiot am I, I should of said something much better like sweetness i 'm drained time to have some fun

Yes I did just variety of accept the fact that I no longer had a spirit, There was one little niggle that did incommode me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The same question I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would like to get it on but we will lead it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the next few days that would get us to this present day, Well I know you will call me half-baked but I did the only thing that seemed natural to do at the time I chose to deport on with my rule life, That of course included going to schooling, Yes I know it seems pointless for a dead person to attend school but do n't judge me, I spent a lot of meter with Alice even though she had no cue I was there with her, I would walk her home then hang around her apartment money box she went to bed just so I could retain an eye on her even though I do n't know what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went menage and walked around the theatre I lived in with my mother and one-half Sister, Always seemed so quiet when I would walk in the family, Probably because my mother and half baby were usually just sat in the keep room comforting each other or they were in bed asleep, fountainhead that was pretty much all I did for the yesteryear few days which brings us back to the submit day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My epithet is Alex and this is where the story is about to get a little more occupy. This morning, well I as per normal just assume it 's sunrise began the same as the past few years since I have been drained, I was wondering around the house when I noticed my half sister walking out of her sleeping room all dressed for school which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of course I did what I always did at that moment, I ran. You see each morning I would hold back till my sis awoke and was make for school before I would go forth the house and would run towards Alice 's flat, I always walked with her to school and naught would stop me doing it on this day. Five minutes later, Could be longer I do n't have intercourse, Time 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however farsighted it took me I arrived on time as per normal, I walked into the apartment construction and straight up to Alice 's flat, I would pick apart but it 's a thriftlessness of meter, So much well-off when I just walk through the threshold so that 's what I did, Of course I found Alice in the Sami place I had left her the Nox before, Bed. I know my side by side conviction will fathom really creepy-crawly but I just love watching Alice sleep she is just so cunning, The way she sucks her ovolo, Forget I said that I am pretty sure she would kill me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be insufferable for her to do it, Well I stood there for I do n't recognise how recollective before I heard the common shouting coming from the bread and butter room, It of track been her mum shouting for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her bedroom just incase her nightwear was a niggling inappropriate, I do the same affair every morning to be honest, I walked through her door and went to sit on the living room sofa until Alice walked out of her bedroom in her school uniform and quickly rushed into the bathroom, She does it pretty a lot every morning, I waited for her to hail out and then I got up and walked to the forepart threshold only to give her espouse me a few instant later, I began walking with her towards shoal when she veered away and headed towards the park, Of course I had to fall out her, Ca n't take in her getting in any problem now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to overlook out the whole time part as we all know by now that I have no clew about clip or days, Well we walked for a while until we came to the cemetery, Now do n't get me wrong I have aught against them it 's just they give me the creeps, wellspring she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave she had stopped at, You know in the short affair of prison term I have been utter it never once occured to me that I might actually have a grave, I might actually be buried somewhere.

Okay I will be the maiden to admit that seeing my gravestone, The place my eubstance is buried for the first time is kind of Wyrd, It 's like been dead does n't really sink in until you realise you are truly gone, fountainhead anyway back to Alice been here, So yeah she was kneeling infront of my grave and I was just kind of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few import I was sort of paralyzed with shock I guess you could call it I think I might of missed Alice speaking, Did take hold of a few words though

*I misfire you* She said to my headstone although with me been here with her it 's sort of like she is speaking to me which feel 's variety of skillful

fountainhead I assume with all said and done she will get up and take the air to schoolhouse but she does n't appear to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow pick her up I could convey her to school, brand sure she is n't late..Nope I ca n't nibble her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the result, waiting what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my tombstone, Her voice does n't sound right field though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the words out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint adept, I ca n't handle it when she cry 's it just makes me require to do the same

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just secernate her not to cry, I know it 's pointless but I seriously do n't like it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can hear me

*Alice you can hear me* Yes I know it 's a stupid thing to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a little hurt by that because you think she would have it away her best ally voice

*Who do you believe it is* I know it sounds a piffling beggarly but I ca n't avail it, I mean it 's a trivial upsetting when the only person you care about former than syndicate of course does n't recognise your phonation

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't think she it, She can learn me and she know 's who is talking, guess I am two for two

*Who you expecting, Santa clause* Yeah I know another unusual alternative of word of honor, I know I probably do n't have long to blab out to her but it 's always fun to mess with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a little angrily, Now you think she would be glad to talk to me but she does n't seem it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess with her

*No ! * She pretty much just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't shut up then* I know I could of prefer some better word 's but meh who cares

*Good, Look Alex this is crazy weird that I can hear you and I do n't live if I am just imagining the completely affair or if this is just a screwball dream and any import I will wake up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you bed that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the tears streaming down her buttock, If only I could wipe them away

*I girl you too, It 's sort of lonely on this side of aliveness, I mean I have nobody which to be fair is n't much of a difference but atleast when I had a life I had you* I know it sounds like some sort of jocularity but it 's true
Well she does n't seem to be saying much, conjecture I said something improper, Would n't surprise me thats for sure, Wait she has this weird flavor on her face, I think i 'm in trouble

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my mistake you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me habitation you would still be here today* She said, For the low gear clock time I actually do n't know how to feel, I mean seriously how can she blame herself

*Alice I do n't accept your apology as you have zippo to excuse for, It was an honour for me to walk you home that day, Every moment I got to spend with you was a moment I chose to treasure* Okay a little maudlin but I seriously do have in mind every Holy Scripture, I loved every here and now I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't know why she just did what she did but yes I am going to follow her, till the end of the earth if I so must.

Okay I do n't seriously know how long it 's been but I lost her, I managed to stool it to the burial site gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can think she would be but well as you can estimate I did n't find her, I checked the school, library, Her home, The park and even came back to the necropolis but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to get her now .