Men of all historic period are discovering new amativeness within adventures they once thought forbidden. The big surprise for them is this ... Sex with guys can be restive than with a woman. It can be more intense, more dangerously fun, Thomas More easily found, found without cost, and with no twine attached. In all of those categories ... well, girls are gunna find it backbreaking to compete. This is my tarradiddle and how the hell I ever crossed that billet.

Blame it on the internet. Not only has free access to telecasting stirred up interest, it has sexually educated men, and then given them an promiscuous meshing within nearly every city in almost every country. There are millions of men worldwide playing with each early that never would have dreamed they would be doing so a few years back. virtually of these guys do not moot themselves gay. I 'm not even sure they accept the Bible bisexual. They just like getting their turncock sucked sometimes and many like sucking one even more. My how thing change ... And why the blaze did that happen ?

This tarradiddle is how and why it happened to me. I 'll tell ya up front ... The tactile property of a putz in my backtalk is sometimes, not always, exquisite like nothing else ... including a vagina. Feeling a guy cum in my mouth is also more acute and more visceral than with a fair sex. How did it go on to me, a `` straight as an arrow '' kinda guy ? Well ... It 's all Ash 's fault. I also blame it on her. Here 's the story ...

You probably need to go back and read the low three stories. In them I go to some length describing how Ash and I developed our `` fireplay, '' our edgy fantasy talk while teetering on the brink of orgasms. Talking to each other in that aroused state really opened her to new mind and new desires. It affected me too and a married woman tends to notice things like that.

In my last story I recounted how Ash became Bi. Like so many other changes, I doubt it would 've happened without our regular fantasy talking in bed.

Remember my premise in the last story ? ...

'' Girls tend to think vaginas and cat tend to mean penises are ugly. Both wonder what the other sees in them. ``

Well ... That debate set up a banter between Ash and me, of course always while deeply into some orgasmic State Department. I would be telling her how beautiful vaginas are and she would be countering with how a great deal fun phallus are. Something like the following ...

'' Honey, a cock and lump just give you soooo much more to act with ! ``

'' There is no whizz that matches a soft penis expanding in your rima oris. cypher is like it ! ``

'' The musky smelling of an aroused man is simply addictive. I love it. I love savoring it. You will too ! ``

'' An tumid rooster is a arrant fit in your sassing. It is easygoing and operose at the same time and feels so practiced while twirling your natural language around it, especially the tip ! ``

'' Sucking testis into your oral fissure and tonguing them not only feels great, it gives you such a sense of power over a guy ! ``

'' Getting a guy right on the bound, feeling him tense up, and start to shake just before he comes is always such a kick ! ''

'' The salutary part is feeling his shaft pulsation in your mouth as he starts to cum. There 's nothing in sex better than that. Feeling his cum shoot into my mouth, tasting the saltiness is addictive. Every time I 'm with a new guy I always want him to do that. You know how I crave the gustation of cum ! ``

'' You 've got to taste cum ! If it was n't incredibly good, why would I want to suckle every guy off ? ``

'' dear ... You 've got to try this. I ca n't waitress until you 've had your first pecker. I ca n't wait until we can share that experience together ... both of us sucking on the Saami cock and balls together ! ``

'' Cum in my oral cavity and we will swap it back and Forth together ! ``

'' Ok. I 've let you cum inside me. Now get down there, suck it out and ca-ca me cum ! That is if you really care about your wife, if you really want me to cum too ... super hard ! ``

Get the idea how oblique her little head works ? I endured that kinda shit for several age before I started crossing those transmission line.

The offset was tasting cum.

I had to sweep over a deep horror. Hell, I did n't even like cumming in a woman 's sass because it just seemed so gross. I know most men think that is the ultimate thrill but for me it sure seemed like it might make her gag and wretch ! Maybe because I was convinced it would do that to me. Here 's how I overcame that little trouble ...

Within a year after she started raving about cum and wanting me to try it, I gradually started getting curious and eventually it became an erotic induction. Yup, contemplating tasting my own jiss inexplicably became an obsessive thing. The more I thought about it, the more it became something that got me very very hot.

Dozens, maybe hundreds of multiplication I fully intended on licking my script off after a self induced orgasm ... Fully intended. pit ... That was the induction that made me cum ... the prediction of eating my own cum. However ... Evvvvery ace time, after I came, that plan went flying out the window ! I just could n't do it.

Then one day, and I 'm still not for sure where I got the idea, I decided to ejaculate into a small jar and put it in the deep-freeze. I guess I thought maybe the next time I got all revved up with the idea of eating my own cum I 'd haul it out and pop it into my oral cavity before I experienced that Brobdingnagian let down, that switch from right field to left brain, that `` jerk back into realism '' matter guys go through just after they orgasm.

Well ... I jacked off several times in that cup before I finally worked up the nerve to try it. And then one day, a day I was super turned on, while I was right on the bound, and yet had n't cum ... I got that jar out and plopped it all into my oral fissure. It was one frickin big ice cube of cum !

Now the interesting thing about that is the initial sensation is just cold. You ca n't savour much. So I started playing with myself, getting back to being mightily on the edge and savoring the taste and especially the smell while it slowly melted. amusing thing about being all jacked up ... everything seems different ! Surprise surprise. I actually, kinda, liked it. Not bad at all. Ash was right. I could see myself doing this again. And when it was all melted and swallowed, I busted my bollock and came all over myself. Hellava climax. Could I eat that cum ? Nope. But did I do that freeze matter all over again ? Hell yes ! Lots of times until I was used to the taste, the tone, the look of it in my mouth and the gross out factor was pretty often gone. You might require to try it sometime if you 've been curious like me but also `` could n't do it. '' Eating your own cum is a vast frickin line to cross. Try it and recite me if this works for you too !

Ok. Here 's a new train of thought and another personal line of credit I crossed ...

The outlandishly pop comedian, Ron gabardine has this famous short bit about pornography and all of us being gay, the remainder is only by degree. Here it is ...

'' I have this crony of mine who 's a homophobe. That 's the most useless thing you could possibly be ... to be afraid of gay people. I was talking to him the former day and he says ...

'This domain be a better topographic point if there were n't so many queers !'

And I told him, 'you know ... the next clock time you have a thought ... just let it go ! Besides, we 're all gay. It 's just a thing to what extent. ``

He says, 'That 's bullshit man. I 'm not gay at all !'

'Oh yes you are and I can prove it .'

'Fine prove it !'

'All right. Do you like porn ?'

'Yea I love porn. You know that !'

'Do you only like porn with two woman making love together ?'

'No ! I like watching a man and woman making sexual love !'

'Do you like scenes with the guy having a belittled half flaccid penis ?'

'No ! I like guys with a big throbbing hammer !'''

( It 's a funny bit. Check it out on YouTube if you have n't heard it before. )

The distributor point is ... Most guy cable do n't really sympathize that a big dick in a porno scene is an crucial part of the turn on. The more you watch porn, the more than you 'll comment the fervor of a cock ramming into a pussy or down a pharynx. Ash just kept pointing that out to me. Cocks. Lotsa turncock until they started to become a real erotic trigger. I mean I started searching for telecasting with monster cocks. They were hot. They were fascinating. And over time they became at least as interesting, maybe more, than a pussy. Ash was veracious with at least one compass point ... There indisputable was a lot more there to play with than a vagina.

So here 's the item ... Ash would always always talk about cocks while we were playing together. It was genuinely hot talk and would make believe her and me cum fairly fast. After awhile it was the only way she would cum ... talking about damn cocks ! And do n't you for a moment believe she did n't know exactly what she was doing to me. Conniving short vixen !

She had plenty of experiences with cocks and she would tell me about each one in smashing detail. For illustration ...

I remember the time, early on, when the first gear disgraceful walked in our lodge. It was a crowded club. masses everywhere. mess of hot womanhood. He was big, slim, moderately tall. Arrived obviously as a pro wearing an expensive attire shirt and tie.

And who went right up to him, took his hand and started giving him the rounds ? Why yes ... My shy little peeress now turned tour of duty template.

After about 30 minutes I noticed I could n't see them anymore and started looking. Were they in the bar area or on the terpsichore floor ? Nope. Out in the hot tub ? Nope. In any of the sleeping accommodation ? Nope. Outside in the parking lot or in a car ? Nope. What the hell ?

When I came back in ... there they were. She with a big grinning on her face and he looking like he had been perspiring. How could I have missed them ?

I did n't know until the end of the night when she and I were making love and she 's going off about him. Turns out this frisky philly, kept holding his paw during the enlistment, that kinda got her revved up and when they finally arrived at the john, she uses those mesh handwriting to pull him into one. Once in there, she locks the door, and slowly pulls her hot lean black wearing apparel over her read/write head, she has no bra on, rubs her pap, gets on her knees, unzips his trousers, and pulls them with his underwear down to the floor ...

[ `` So I could get a material good look ! '' she said. ]

And fellates the poor guy ! Damn. I mean the guy has only been there a few mo and some crazy ashen bitch is one-half raping him in a woman 's whoremonger !

I could hardly believe it. That was SO NOT Ashley ! When I asked her what the inferno got into her ? She said ...

'' Well ... His cum of course of study. ``

'' You mean you let him cum in your back talk ? ``

'' Yes ! Why would n't I ? I was dying to see what his stopcock looked like. And it was big. Real big. You should 've seen it. Simply beautiful. You know, the rumors are true about inglorious bozo ! We NEED Sir Thomas More black cat around this position ! And I certainly wanted to know what he tasted like. Would n't you ? ``

Now ... It was shit like that, a habitue provision of stories about cocks, that Ash loved bathing me in. hellish !

It took about four age for for me, a `` connessouir of kitty-cat, '' to give suck the `` once unsuckable ! '' Here 's how I crossed that damn transmission line ...

I had this line of work friend. We would occasionally part a dinner party. We did one night and after a few drinks we started talking about sex for the 1st time. I mean, we are getting into it ! Maybe it was the alcohol.

I 'm telling him about the club, and all the sex weirdo women there, and then about Ash and how she now simply loves shaft, and `` believe it or not she 's trying her damnedest to get me to suck up one, '' and I 'm thinking this talk is getting to him. He just might need to come suss out out the guild, when he said ...

'' Hey ... I 've just completed some pretty expensive remodeling of my habitation. No one has seen it yet. Wan na come over and tell me what you think ? ``

fountainhead, of class I did. So we paid the check and left. The house was close by, maybe five transactions away. And when we get there, the grand duty tour was on. Beautiful house. Superb taste in purpose. So big, so nice it was a shame he lived there alone. The lastly elbow room he showed me was the master bedroom where he left me to go get some drinks. I look around at all the laurel wreath and sit down at the foot of his bed to look up to a particularly beautiful piece of work of art on the paries.

Then he comes in, sees me staring at his prized small-arm, comes over and viewpoint right in movement of me blocking the view, does n't say a word but has his zipper inches from my grimace and just leaves it there.

I do n't know what got into me but the outdo way to trace it is this ...

It was almost like being out of my body and watching myself slowly reach out, unbuckle his rap, unzip his trouser, pull them down, way down, then his underwear, and watching his huge erect cock spring out ... maybe a yoke inches from my face. It was simply beautiful. Seriously beautiful and then I feel this surge, this unbelievable rush, and it seemed so raw to just spread out my oral fissure and put the head of it inside. I felt my tongue go to work, swirl itself all over his velvety glans, like it had done it a hundred fourth dimension before. Was n't long and I was rapidly sucking it while he was pumping it in and out of my oral fissure. I remember thinking two thing while that is happening.

One, this might be the blistering matter I 've ever experienced.

And two ... Damn I ca n't wait to tell Ash !

It did n't lease farseeing until I feel this pulsation as his cock gets duplicate hard and then the surge in his gibe as he starts his release, shooting so a good deal cum, I had a hard time swallowing it all. And that sealed it. Ash was right again. Having a guy cum in my mouth rocketed to the top of my list of titillating experiences. And here 's the really interesting component part for me ... I really really like doing something that I knew felt so good for another guy. It was very dissimilar from feeling a cleaning lady cum where you are kinda guessing what that feels like to her. This was powerfully identifiable. This was like `` every fourth dimension I had ever cum. '' I ca n't really name it. You 'll just have to try it yourself.

So what happened side by side ? Well he asked if I wanted him to recip ? I said ...

'' Nope ! I just want to go home and tell Ash all about this ! She will go nuts ! ``

And I did. Rushed dwelling house. Found her cleaning the planetary house. Pulled her into the bedroom, tore her dress off, threw her on the waterbed and said ... `` wait till you hear what I just did ! ''

So I start sharing it, Ash senses where this was going, jumps on top of me, straddles my putz and slides it in her drip cunt, starts bouncing on it like she 's riding a galloping horse, and semen before I had hardly finished the story. It took all of maybe sixty arcsecond ! When she came down from it all ... guess what she says ?

'' You are going to do that again right ? TELL ME you are doing that AGAIN ! ! ``

I did say ya she was a bit diabolical.. right ? Could I even consider not do that again while living with a turncock crazed woman like Ash ?

Here 's the thing about being Bi ... at least from my distributor point of view.

The mood comes and goes. It 's the strangest thing. Most of the time, let 's say 90 % of the prison term I have only about 10 % interest in hammer. I never have interest in guys ... from a gay 's perspective anyway.

Then all of a sudden `` the moon and the stars align '' and bam ! I can hardly conceive of anything in a sexual way ... but pecker. In those moment cocks, pretty a good deal all cocks, are intensely erotic. So much so, if I 'm looking at porn all I see or want to see is cocks and while doing so I can literally find what it feels like having one in my backtalk. During those moments I 'm at to the lowest degree 90 % gay, maybe more. I have zero pastime in women. And then as quickly as it came, the feeling leaves me, for weeks or month. The old Jim comes back and vaginas are the nitty-gritty of beauty in this existence ... once again.

Now this dorsum and Forth River has been going on for about twenty twelvemonth. Never change much. I 've had several hundred experiences with cocks over the years. Ash and I would come to do a guy together, actually several. It was great for her, just adept for me. And another guy and I did `` d-play her. '' Same reaction. I 'll write about all that later.

Bottom personal line of credit ... I still love women. Still have sex cocks ! Well ... Some of the clip anyway !

Finally ... What might you fill away from this account ?

1. If you 're young, be damn heedful who you ultimately hook up with. She could be some iniquity devious, sexually deviant somebody like Ashley !

2. If you make that fatal fault, you now know how it 's going to end up. You are going to become a dotty ole cock patsy ! However, you 'll expend almost your life with a immense smile on your side !

3. And even if you do end up with someone as goofy as Ash, and letting her driving force you skitszoid walking both sides of the street ... it wo n't be so bad. Being Bi is kinda like pizza pie. When it 's practiced ... it 's really good. And when it 's bad ... well it ai n't that bad !

So ... try the `` ice cubes '' some time !

I 'll leave you with the divinity words of Woody Allen ...

'' bisexuality doubles your luck of a date on a Saturday night.

I believe that sex is a beautiful thing between two citizenry. Between five, it 's antic. ''