what would you do if eveyrthing you thought you screw about your life turned out to be a lie if the the great unwashed you love the world you love shatterd like a mirror in front man of you what would you do follow it burn oppose it or let it go through you just be carefull who you become on the way even if it takes getting your ass kicked or regretful loosing some one you love or doing anything for them and loosing your self on the way but either way thoughs are the consequence that define us that shape us it doesnt matter if it takes 6 minutes or 6 seconds because in the end we have to live with the decisions we make but im gettting ahead of myself my name is jake whole im 19 and i live in new House of York with my 12 year old kid sis amy its just us now ever since our parents died in a car wreck 2 long time ago soon after i realised i had to get a job so i did at a resturant waiting tables serving at the bar anything to get money i dead reckoning but today was just another boring ass day in college trying not to fall asleep.
'' hey jake wake up man '' i herd kyle almost shout at me and if your wondering kyle is a admirer of mine ive known him ever since my parents died `` aureole jake wake up man its sentence to go '' i slowly opend my middle realising the class room was empty apart from me and kyle i looked to my left visual perception kyle sitting on the desk next to me `` waky waky bro you must of slept through the pickle class whats a matter havent you had much sleep lately you look exausted '' kyle said putting his hand on my shoulder `` well atleast i dont face as bad as you '' i replied with a smirk `` haha yeah you wish bro anyway are you comming to my party tonight you have to man theres gon na be hot young woman there and i mean hot like youve never seen and you look like you need to loosen up seems like you havent slept in a year '' kyle said standing up
`` it feels like it and i patois i have to work tonight so im sort of tighed up at the minute `` i replied realising how late it must of been so i quickly reached in my pocket and pulled out my phone seeing thats i had only 15 hour to get to make before i was late twice in a row `` dam look i have to go '' i said standing up and grabing my backpack before swinging it over my unexpended shoulder joint and darting for the doorway but just as i reached it mrs clements walked in `` mr Nathan Hale i need a word with you right now '' she said sitting at her desk `` mrs clements cant this wait im running late for work '' i said turning around `` this will only acquire a moment take a fundament mr hale mr black could you please leave while i have a chat with jake please '' she asked kyle nodded and then headed for the door `` hey ill give you a vociferation later ok '' kyle wisperd as he walked out i walked over to the front of her desk and took a tush hoping this would be over soon `` mr hale its been brought to my attension that your studdys have been taking a turn for the mop up your hardly ever here and when you do show up you sit at the back of the class either talking with your Friend or falling asleep on your desk so what do you own to say for your self '' she said with a pissed off shade `` look i have to go to influence every night just to induce ends take on and on top of that i have to postulate attention of my kid babe because she has no one els just me and even after working all night i still manage to sweep myself out of bed and seed here for 8am just like anyone els so i think i deserve a little slack dont you '' just as i said that she stood up and her face turned red with anger `` ITS NOT good enough mr Edward Everett Hale you better tidy up or your going to break this class and this hole terminal figure and thats a place where you dont desire to be leaving here with zero to show for it '' i looked up and just gave her a smug smiling
`` is that all '' i replied but before she could answer i grabed my backpack off the floor and sprinted out of the door into the hall way i ran as immobile as i could but i was so exausted from working all Night and lets just say college wasnt exactly a place that could get my mind off of everything it just seemed to get worse every workweek but all i could mean of was that i couldent be late again i had to be on time because marcus would kill me i must of been lost in thinking because before i new it i was falling matte on my back in a daze wondering what the hell just happend `` hey ticker where your going what are you blind or something '' i herd a voice scream at me i tried to appear up but i couldednt see at first i was so tierd my centre were bleary `` what are you deff as well '' i herd the girlish articulation say again i mannaged to finally get my eye sight back i looked up and noticed a womanly anatomy standing above me with blond haire but my eyes were so blured i couldent see her that well `` umm halo what am i talking to myself or something '' she screached at me `` sorry i didnt realise where i was going '' i said standing up `` what are you some variety of perv or something just stay away from me ok '' she continued to screach at me `` anyone ever distinguish you how charming you '' i replied sarcasticly but she must of be off Libra from the gloaming because she fell against one of the storage locker but i jumped forward and grabed her before she could do any unplayful damage but she pushed me away `` did i say i needed your help perv no just stay away from me is that clear enough for you '' she stated turning around and walking away `` nice to meet you to '' i mutterd under my breathing time but i was quickly snaped off my train off cerebration when my earphone started to ring i quckly answered it not looking at the number `` jake its marcus where are you we expected you here 5 minutes ago hurry up or your working the tardy shift on the bar '' i quickly put my phone down and ran down the corridor to the main entrence i ran as fast as i could across the chief route almost getting knocked down by a car and if that wasnt bad enough it started raining getting me drenched i ran down every poor cut i could i finally arrived at the resturant so i decided to go through the game hoping no one would notice me sneaking in so late i opend the door to the employe locker room soaking wet trying to charm my breath i looked around not noticing anyone i slid my packsack off getting my work clothes out but just as i did i looked up seeing marcus leaning against the ingress to the kitchen `` umm is it raining by any chance buddy '' he said with a slight chuckle `` just a few shower bath around zero to bad '' i jokingly replied trying desperatly to catch my breath `` are you feeling ok jake you dont look so goodness crony ''
all i could do was laugh as i collapsed on the work bench behind me `` yeah never better just have to see my breath '' marcus walked over to me and sat down on the bench near the employes lockers `` jake honestly are you ok if you need some time off all you have to do is ask you look like you could use a breakage '' marcus had a have-to doe with feel on his face what ide never seen before `` you know your not the 1st person to ask me that '' i said smirking at him `` but i cant i need the money have to keep up defrayal on the mansion or they will throw me and amy out on the street i wish i could take a good luck but i bevel '' i sat up on the work workbench putting my oeuvre clothes on `` if your sure sidekick just dont function your self to death '' marcus said laughing before getting up and walking to the threshold `` oh and jake i was wondering we have a new lady friend starting claire do you reckon you could render her the ropes its her first of all day and i thought process who better than you '' i paused confused for a second marcus always tells me about new employes oh well it wasnt like i could say no `` uh yeah sure thing '' replied still incertain `` great you have 2 minutes to get ready and then ill see you in the kicthen '' marcus said before turning around and walking into the resturant i quickly got changed puting my bag and my jacket into my locker and closing it i laughed to myself i mean could this day get any high-risk but i guess i had to deal with it but as i started to leave the locker room my phone started to ring again i quickly pulled my phone from my pouch seeing it was amy i answered it as fast as i could `` hey jake are you going to be home tonight you promised me you would be where are you '' i felt worse than id ever felt before i totaly forgot that i promised amy i would be home today `` dam dismal sis i have body of work i spaced it completely i '' but before i could say another Good Book the line started to break up and eventally died out so i put my phone in my pockect already as pissed off as i could be with how the day is turning out.
i walked into the kitchen slowy opening the door looking around to see if anyone was in there but to my surpise it was almost as if it was abandand i walked over to the sinkhole turning the tap on looking at how many dishful i would cause to do by myself `` yo jake my boy have you seen the new chick were working with '' i turned around seeing joe list on the come near incline counter joe was a cool guy he was the kickoff individual i worked with when i started at the resturant he seemed a bit full moon of himself but he was a nice enough guy `` what the new girl claire yeah marcus said something about that but i havent seen her yet '' joe just gave me an unsettling smile `` trustingness dude your in for a delicacy a big treat '' i just turned around and started loading the sinkhole with plates
'' jake i want you to run into claire this is who i was talking about '' i almost droped a plate when i saw her she had the look that could boast away a hole army with one looking at she had dark black-market shoulder joint duration haire night brown hazzel eyes and a bod of an hour drinking glass sexy wasnt the parole `` um jake '' marcus said snapping me out of my trans `` oh uh hey '' i said stuttering tryint to put my words together witch only made her giggle at me `` well claire this is jake hes going to show you around and point you where everything you need is joe seminal fluid with me buddy i need your help at the table and jake you and claire are on dish till half 8 '' marcus and joe walked out leaving the way totaly silent i turned around and kept loading the cesspit not certain what to say then claire walked passed and threw a dish up cloth at me `` so do you desire to wash or dry '' she said with a giggle `` ill wash you dry '' replied laughing still a little unsure what to say `` so are you new around here then '' i asked rubbing my burning eyes
'' moved a hebdomad ago with my dad from Ohio and well here i am '' she said giggling
'' but is it always this quiet around here '' i turned around and walked over to the sterio on the shelf turning it on and walking back towards the swallow hole just as an old ac/dc song started to play on the sterio better i replied grabbing a plate and cleaning it off
'' i love ac/dc so guess im going to have to say yes '' claire said playfully nudging my arm
'' well some fourth dimension you just have to screw the classic '' i said nudging her back witch only mad her giggle more at me but there was something about her not just how amazing she looks it was like i couldent block looking at her center but i had to keep snapping myself back to realism before she noticed anything was up `` uh so what college have you applied to around here '' i said handing a home plate to her `` ive got into one west Rupert Brooke do you have it off it ''
'' haha know it thats the exact college i go to ''
'' to be dependable im a bit nervouse about going i dont really know anyone around here '' she said in a worried spokesperson `` you know me so dont be so worried '' i replied and she gave me a the thinned smile i think ive ever seen we carried on talking and time flew by untill it was almost 8.30 just as we were almost done she walked over stacking the plates and bowls away while the sterio blaired out loude i must not of been paying as a lot attension as i intellection because the following moment i had a abrupt cutting pain in the ass across the parm of my paw i forced my hand out of the body of water like a reflex `` arghh dam '' claire ran over to see what was wrong and all i could see was my parm snag heart-to-heart must of been from one of the knife still in the sink `` oh my god come here '' i herd claire say i turned around and she wraped my hand in a wet mantrap cloth to stop the bleeding she looked like she was in such a panic `` arrest here im going to go get marcus she stated running out the threshold but why did she handle so very much i mean its not like she knew me that well but before i could think more into it marcus came running in with a first aid kit in his hand and claire following behind `` let me see your script buddy he said opening the first aid box on the side of meat he took off the dish cloth off and chucked it in the trash `` ouch pal i think you might take some stitches ''
'' ill be fine dont worry it will heal up soon enough ''
'' well if your insisting atleast let me clothe it and clean it up just to be on the safety English '' marcus started dressing my hired man i had to grit my teeth trying not to grunt with the pain of it `` jake listen i want you to take the day off tomorrow and rest up you cant carry on like this take friday off and get back unspoilt saterday i dont handle what you do just take it sluttish buddy pass some metre with amy '' he said with that same concerned facial expression on his expression i knew i couldent argue with him after all hes done for me `` well amy has been on my back about working belated i suppose i could take one day off ''
'' that a boy now both of you can get off early ok and claire estimable first day love '' marcus said looking over at claire who was sitting on the counter with the same disturbed look `` boss i could use a hand in here '' joe said poking his principal back around the door `` ill see you both saterday ok and jake rest ok crony '' i nodded my head then he walked out `` are you feeling any better '' claire said walking over to me slowly `` ill servive '' i said smilling at her
'' upright i wouldent want to ingest to ache you '' claire said as we both walked out the door and turned left to the locker room together i opened my locker grabbing my backpack and putting my crownwork on then feeling a punch in my arm i turned my head seeing claire with the Saame grin on her face `` do you hit everyone you just met '' i said trying not to simper `` only the ones i really like '' she replied shooting me a instant and walking out the loss door holding the doorway subject for me `` so you comming or staying the Nox '' she said with a cheecky chuckle i walked out closing the doorway behind me we walked down from the spine of the car park to the side of the street `` hey jake do you mind waiting with me until my dad woof me up '' even though i felt like i couldent rack anymore it wasnt like i could say no and exit her waiting on the street alone `` uh yeah sure '' i replied looking up and for some reason the sky was lit up with sensation brighter than common claire must of noticed me looking up because she seemed to get her own optic lost in the superstar `` there beautiful arnt they i never dreamed that in the city they could be so hopeful ''
'' there not normaly this promising '' i noticed that claire was shivering so i took my jacket off and handed it to her `` here guide this your freezing ''
'' no i couldent take that off you will get sick you keep it you need it more than me ''
i wasnt asking takings '' i took a step towards her and wrapped it over her shoulder joint `` thanks jake '' she said tooth almost chattering trying to smile `` so what family do you deliver in here in the city ''
'' uhh no one its just me and my sister no parents anymore just us thats why im working here to make surely she has some one she can rely on its not unadulterated but id do anything to try and give her a normal life '' for some reason claire paused like she was stuck in rock `` oh im sorry i shouldent of asked '' but before we could carry on a car pulled up on the other slope of the street `` thats my ride thanks for waiting with me here take your jacket ''
'' no keep it you can give it back to me at college tomorrow '' she didnt say anything just smiled kissed me on the cheeck and ran over to her dads car and in a split second horde off so here i was freezing and walking base with no ride and no cap and to fix thing worse with every measure i took i felt like i couldent take another i looked up at the stars as i walked down the street but the Nox wasnt like any early there were hardly any elevator car on the road no mass from what i could see no sign of aliveness at all but the thing that was really out of place was the stars untill something caught my eye it was like a red blaze `` what the hell '' was all i could mussitate under my breathing time as i crossed the road but my eye were fixed on the red blaze it seemed to get exculpated and closer but as i looked down the street visible light started to flicker on and off untill it was almost pitch black i tried to use the Light on my phone but when i looked it was completly bushed whats going it just kept going over and over in my mind maybe it was a great power cut but if it was how would that explain my sound it was fully charged half an hour ago i looked back up at the red hell maybe it was connected some how but i just shrugged it off trying to convince my self it was my tierd mind trying to trick me my mitt felt like it was burning up but i just couldent stop following the red blaze with my eyes even though every part of my body screamed for sopor i could see it getting closer untill i lost it in the park i just had to see what it was i crossed the street to the ballpark i put my packsack on and jumped over the gate bairly landing on my groundwork i walked on the metrical unit way of life untill i saw something ahead of me i walked faster and when i stoped i saw a metore rock'n'roll in the center of the groundwork bath the dry land was destroyed beneath the rock and around it the rock seemed to almost glow red hot i knew i had to go but i just couldent i walked closer to it leaning down trying to wrap my pass around what exactly the this matter is but i didnt have time to think in a nictation i was being shot threw the hair flying backwards with John Rock and concrete in my face the Rock exploded all i could feel was my hole consistence burning up i landing 10 metrical unit away my mind was in over drive what the fuck was going on i looked down and i almost freaked i saw melanize tar over me as hot as oil burn into me i shouted the jam parkland down trying to get it off me when i looked down again it was gone but the burning still filled my trunk with pain i managed to crawl to my invertebrate foot and run as fast as i could stake to the gate i held the top of it trying to force myself up i managed to make it over but bairly i started to walk house and the streets were still perfectly silent but the pain in my stomach was almost to lots i lent back against a lit street light resting my head and body against it but when i did it started to flicker from bright to dark then nada i was to freaked out to rest around i ran sprinting down every path way i could till i finally got to my front door i searched my jeans trying to chance my cay after a minute of looking i was able to open the room access but my promontory the pain took over i could feel myself blacking out and the last affair i could think was my torso hitting the base and passing out .