Diary Of Eternal Love ( 2 )
Teen, Youngi was walking my girl friend home from highschool. i was in my carhartts and oeuvre boot, and she was wearing a Nice duo of loaded blue jeans and a white tee shirt. as we were walkin along up the street i stopped at the corner to grow down woodlet off main and when i started to go down she wasnt moving. `` Army of the Righteous go to your position '' she said with a wry grinning. `` ok '' i said, so i turned back around and we went up main some more, till we got to my mansion. when we got there i unlocked the door and let her interior. `` what u want to drink courtney '' ? i asked `` pepsi '' was her reply. so we ha a Pepsi and she was very tranquillity, then she asked qhat clip my parents got family and i said in a few hours. `` percect '' was the only word she said before taking my bridge player and pulling me i to my room. when we got in there she took off her shirt and bra, and was already stripping her tight jeans off her self. within 30 indorsement she was naked and discase me. after my carhartts were off she laid down and put her legs up ... needless to say i had the jot long before this. my member was hard as Rock and dripping precum already i was starting to go down on her
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'' fuck '' i thought to my self. it was only a ambition, `` im coming im comjng hold your cavalry ma '' i yelled back. so today was just like anyother day. get up eat breakfast, use privy, shower, attire, and take the air out the dorr dressed in carhartts chipewas and a carhartt wintertime jacket, oh ywah i forgot to refer im a fat kid in northern VT, not popular and a social outcast. anyways as i wss walking to school i noticed Courtney walkig about 75 chiliad ahead of me with hersister and her mom, shes a next-to-last and im a sophmore who should have been a senior but my mom wouldnt let me skip over two grades ( 2-3 ) ya, im also chic as fuck too. i gues i will may e try and talk with her and there goes my brain raging at itself, `` just do it, no i argot, DO IT, im scared '' ya the usual material. so i just continued walking and she turned around and saw me and waved. my heart thumpped into my throat and i wanted to die of heart failure, shes so beautiful. she is about 5 inch shorter than me im about 5'10 '' so ya im short too i guess and i weigh about 300 pounds, like i even have a fortune. now she is not that ski ny either but shes also not fat, if i had to pretend i would say she weighs about 130 pound if that, with abstemious brown hair's-breadth, a phonation of golden harmonica, and a smile of a godess vampire. ( grim forgot to advert im kinda a goth kid inside the big fat hillbilly redneck ) infact the o ly affair that keeps me from being goth is me being fat and being a state boy. i hate the urban center and everything to do with it. anyways ba k to the tale ... ya so courtney is this hot man of chubb ass that is to die for, but she is so conservativist about showing ANYTHING, npw i understand that its wintertime and uts like 30 degrees ou right now, but seriously during the summertime its like 75 and she still wears farsighted boxershorts and a tee shirt at the to the lowest degree ! i wear jeans or carhartt boxershorts and a tee shirt because of my size i dont like there being much of the joggle affect so i try to keep covered up with a hoddie most of the yr, ( ya notice a form, i like wearing carhartts ) anyways after school i have to bring on a friends farm, it is a dead parkway i i hop in my commando but a midium walk of life, i figured i wojld walk so i could try and babble out to the beautiful female child in front of me, ( probally not ever gon na happen ) so as we are crossing thru the ballpark her mom and babe leave and go another way, and as she is waiting for dealings to stop ( not mhch except loggin trucks ) i catch up and so she posting and smile at me, AGAIN ! im gon na pass off out shes so beautiful and smells so skillful, like a country side flower shop just not overwhelming like a funeral. im thinkin '' talk to her slow ass just do it '' all that comes out is `` well at least its warm today '' she says `` ya its like 30, totally lovesome '' btw i was born i. GA and she was born and raised for mostof her life sentence in TX. so i said '' well arent u used tk the cold get, i ha e been here since i was 2 im used to it '' `` ya but i still would rather experience a warmer property, oh finally a god damned break in the traffuc, come on Army of the Righteous get to school im freezing '' she was wearing a hoodie and jeans, no wonder shes cold. `` u r dressed for bounce, its not texas where u attire like this for 60 degree weather its vermo nt we have to survive like eskimos '' she started laughing, YES i got her to express joy. `` i know, its really just my workforce that r cold though '' she said. `` here take my gloves, sorry there a slight dirty from the farm but they r fond, i pulled them off and gave them to her. `` thanks '' `` no prob '' i replyed. we were almost to the back door when she started to slip on a speckle of ice and went to reach out for somethi g and caught ahold of my hand, i held on and lifted her backbone up before she could realy hit the primer. '' thanks im so good-for-naught look i got ur pants wet with the slush, it makes no sence, slush here ice there ! i HATE winter ! '' i quickly let go of her hand. i get embarassed really easily and am very shy. finally we were in school, `` later '' was the finis we spoke until the walk home. it was a warm afternoon, aboht 45 degrees, i took off my big carhartt and was just in my hoodie. i heard individual walking behind me, not payi g attention i kept on my way, listening to m ipod, Black head covering Brides Iwrestledabearonce and lots of nation. then i felt a tap on my shoulder and looked back to see Courtney there, she looks so grwat no topic what. i took my earbuds out and said hi. `` hi, i have a huge favor to ask '' whats up '' i said. `` could u walk me home or at least to my street please, im not opinion good. '' `` sure '' i said. `` whats incorrectly '' i asked, somehow i didnt experience shy today maybe it was luck, fate or somethkng but it was easg to mouth to her today. `` honestly, i feel like poop, look like shit, and dont open a shit '' `` u dont look like diddlysquat, but u sound retch '' i said to her, man where am i getting all this courageousness from ? `` thanks '' `` uh huh '' i said. `` you live on Orchard right, just after the bank ? '' `` ya '' `` coolheaded i luve just up from there, why do t insee you walking unremarkable ? '' `` i get a ride sometimes '' she said. `` oh, me too, i have a truck bu. no liscence, i hate it '' `` lucky im in number one wood ed, but no car. '' `` ya, u sure as shooting ur gon na be ok '' man i like this new me, if only i could always be like this !
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