Episode 3 :

'' Mmmmm '' i silently screamed into my pillow as i came for the second meter since i laid down to slumber

My wet hand falling to my side trembling, it 's been so foresightful since I 've been able to come i feel like i just unlocked something deep inside of me

I ca n't stop thinking about last night,

the way zac fucked that woman, the way he came all over her, and the fact that it was so wrong for me to get turned on by my own chum just makes it even hotter for some reason.

I closed my eyes to sleep, exhausted from coming i drifted to slumber, for about a endorsement, before the trope of my body coverd with his cum woke me up and i reached my now dry and sticky script to my puss again.

In the morning i cried. I felt disgusting for being attracted to my brother

I felt like I 'm the crazy someone in the world, and while i was crying i started to get turned on again and it just made me cry More ! I 'm just a mess ...

I guess i did n't hear the threshold spread out but i did feel a hand on my back,

It was n't scary, it felt warm and kind, i knew that hand

My mom 's cushy voice asked me how I 'm feeling. At that moment i broke down, i covered my consistency with the blanket, worried she might see the big blot i left on the sheet or she might smell my juices dry on my manpower

I cried like a baby and she held me like a mother.

And for the first time in our relationship, we talked about sex.

I told her that i never came with anyone i slept with without taking care if it myself, and lately even when i do it it 's concentrated to climax, i told her how i felt this Major release yesterday and she looked a small happy about that.

It felt weird talking to her about this, but i felt so good share-out i wanted her to lie with more.

'' Do you recollect being back home has something to do with it ? '' She asked while my drumhead was on her second joint

'' Mom ... i think there 's something wrong with me, i feel disgusted with myself ``

She started stroking my hairsbreadth

'' Why do you finger that way ? ``

She sounded worried but tried to hide it

'' Yesterday i had a sexual dream ... about zac '' i told her the truth ... well, a version of the truth.

'' Oh honey that 's formula, you 're probably just connecting being a little lonely sexually and being a little lonely at home, you guys have changed so often in recent twelvemonth, you used to be friends ... ''

'' I ca n't stop thinking about it though ! I 'm a pervert ''. I almost did n't recognized my voice, i sound awful when i cry, like I 'm 3 and have a inhuman

Mom grabbed my head and turnd it to look straight at her

'' Listen to me, you are rule, you are wonderful. being sexual is fantastic, it 's fun. When i was your age i had view like that too ''

What is she talking about ? Mom does n't have a brothe-oh my god did my mom rest with her sister ? ?

'' Mom, what do you mean ? ``

She looked less confident all of a sudden

It took her a few minutes to initiate talking but she eventually did.

'' when i was a little younger than you, i had a complicated relationship with person in my crime syndicate, it had a lot to do with ability dynamics and dominance, and it was even abusive at times i think. so delight be careful, do n't let your thoughts carry you to start something unhealthy, fine honey ? I just, i do n't want to scare you from sex but i do n't require you to get hurt ''

I was stunned, to cogitate that somebody would hurt my gentel warm and sweet mother, to think that angie had been a little bitch since she was little and that she did that to my mom. Now i was raging

'' Mom are you okay ? ``

My mom smiled and kissed my cheek, moving my hair aside and kissing the side of my head gently, i blushed a little and looked at her, she was so beautiful.

'' I promise i wo n't do anything mom, i just had a weird couple of years ... ''

I felt silly and dumb but at the Sami time i wanted to go on talking because i was worrird she might get up if i do n't.

But she stayed, and she touched my brass with her fingers, i could feel her chest touching the rear of my oral sex

And Suddenly i realized i have been slowly touching myself under the blanket for a patch now.

WHAT IS damage WITH MY BRAIN ? !

it all felt so nice and becalm i did n't require to stop.

She combed my tomentum with her finger's breadth gently and i moved my finger on my once again soaked pussy, she moved her hand on my back slowly and then back to my hair, it felt upright and loving.

then it happened, for a rent second her script got tangled in my hair and it pulled on the backrest of my school principal just a picayune bit, just a little bit too much.

I lost control for half a indorsement and before i could stop it i was coming. I was coming with my mom in the room.

I looked up at her in threat. i was biting on my seat lip trying surd to control my facial manifestation and falling miserably. It was all over, i felt the wave lavation over me as i was staring at her optic worried, but she did n't seem to notice, she was warm and sort. She nodded her forefront ever so slightly and said without sound `` it 's okay ''.

That 's when i let go

'' Ahhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmahh '' i tried to stop but it was too good and too recently

It was a long orgasam and it kept attacking me in waving after. i was shaking and ashamed, now i looked away and avoided her gaze.

I got up to sit on the bed succeeding to her and I 'm sure i was as red as a fresh tomato.

My mom put her hand on my berm and turned my face to her

She gave me a kiss on the cheek and smiled at me

'' I hope our talk of the town helped, we should do this more often honey, i missed you so a good deal ''

I breathed in respite and smiled back awkwardly `` yeah..that was..nice ''

I was so salvage she did n't say anything but there was something else, maybe a little ... dashing hopes ? Did i want her to recognize me coming with her ?

Maybe my typeface gave me away because before she left she got closer to my still red face and with her hand on my impudence she kissed my lips, not just a suddenly peck, but a longer kiss with our mouths slightly out-of-doors. I was stunned and immobilise. Her fond mouth felt amazing on mine and i closed my eyes as i got lost in the second. She closed her back talk without sounds and our kiss was over.

She got up and told me she needs to go make dinner party, before she left she turned around and told me she loved me

'' I love you too mom, thank you ''

'' Anytime honey ''

She smiled and walked away

Anytime ? Well maybe my brain job is genetic..