While there 's probably something dirty for everyone here, this is n't a porno story so lots trying to keep back course of what I 've been up to so far. Like watching a show as I 'm doing now, it 's actually possible to forget how and who you went through to get here. It 's a love-life timeline of me I guess, kind of a cliffnotes thing without bulletpoints. It does n't represent everyone I 've ever been with because some one-nighters are forgettable, and not every time I 've had sex because like near of us not every time was news report worthy and it 's pretty patronize when you 're in a relationship. It 's more about the important unity where I discovered something new or interesting. I thought about putting it under the `` diary '' class but I think that would be misconstrued as `` dear diary, put in porno. ``

My first swain was a guy named cross, coincidentally my current married man 's name. He was controlling and scurrilous in the naughty way, so I accepted it. He did n't like me having guy friends, did n't want me going out without him, easy to piss off, like what girl warn their girlfriends about, but I was a sexually ignorant Virgo the Virgin in the `` slashie fangirl '' sock-in-your-mouth, crying-as-I-tie-you-down-with-more-duct-tape kind of way at the time. Because I guess I was the freak he always wanted he was now justified in not asking if I wanted to try something and just went for it. Alot of cat have experience trying to talk girls into trying things like anal retentive or even giving head for the oil production sweet young lady, and it 's usually a atruggle but he did n't worry about it. We were n't attached and needy either but he was pretty territorial. We never said we loved each former or anything and he even shared me with 2 of his nicer friends once, one of whom would later turn a bf so he was n't terribly in love with me. This sharing 'll become a fall back paper. So scratch was my protagonist 's boyfriend before mine, she met him at a party we went to and I got to get it on him through her, and after they broke up he came to me. She tried to warn me like I said but I did n't heed or care, she had become kind of timid since they broke up and it was kind of an embarassed suggestion at best. There was a soundly reasonableness for it. He was never bad to me, or you could say he was but I loved it, like I said, but that was n't the caseful for her. Although it turned out alright for me, I did n't eff at the time ( and she did n't differentiate me which is sort of a peter move ), He was the Saame way with her. But she was n't like me. Her low gear time was in front of his friends crying as she was raped and humiliated, a humble party or bbq with his friends or something where everyone was drunk. Remember the controlling role, she had no Friend there because he did n't desire them around. If there were more than voices saying `` hey what the fuck ? ! ? stoppage ! '' it might not have happened, but they did n't find out that. I assume to them it was like a rape-porno, something everybody lookout man but does n't hold to their friends. In that environment though they were all thinking the same matter ; Everyone 's cool with it and I 'm not doing it so I 'm ok with it. He did n't leave a strong-arm mark where I could see it, otherwise the timing of that and the dissolution would have been mistrustful to me and I would n't have become his adjacent girl. From what she told me though during that event he was rough in the way I knew him, he choked and slapped her around during which is where the mortification came in. She only told me after he and I broke up, which while I understand it being hard to talk about was kind of messed up because it might have happened to me. present the consideration she has n't been with a guy since as far as I know. I have n't talked to her in a couple long time but for a few years after that she was strictly missy, including my first. More about that later.

Kenny came second. He was one of bull's eye 's nicer friends that I was shared with like I was talking about. After the final stage brakeup he was all over my speech sound being `` a good ally. '' Basically he knew I was uncommitted, what kind of things I was into and had to vex soul else to me. He was alot less comfortable with just doing what he wanted to me with no excuse. But that was the only type of guy I was used to, I so was the one pushing him to try new things. Nothing boring like anal and blowjobs because he knew from experience I was into those and I consider them percentage of regular sex. But I wanted to be slapped and choked, tied up and belted like I was used to. He was my first attentive bf, the kind of formula decent guy who gives girls what they want. We said our `` love you '' s, went out places and everything normal couples do together. There were things I could n't get him to do. One of them was pegging, the former was n't group sex, after all that would be hypocritical since we 'd already done that together. I actually convinced him to let me choose from a group of his friends for a gangbang. We 'd hang out with them one at a fourth dimension, someone hanging out with his friend and the friend 's gf basically, casually loosen them up with innuendo while playing games or what have you while I was laying on the blatant flirting. When I had private moments with them most would flirt more directly with me, thinking I wanted something on the position and Kenny was totally oblivious. Even guys who claim to be honourable and would never shack up with a friend 's lady friend will do it if they think they can get away with it. Anyway I would tell them that he was assuredness with sharing and they did n't suffer to wait until we were alone to lay on the game. When we were all in the same way again the conversation could uphold more fluidly. I had 6 recruits lined up pretty fast, a little more than a calendar week I think, sadly only 5 showed up. I 'm only going to namedrop the `` significant notches '' but Curtis deserves a special mention and made up for the absense. After breaking up with Kenny I did n't see him again, but occasionally I still think about him because ... His dick was amazing. Almost coke-can midst, foreskinned that did n't come in all the way around his head, light-colored blue veins all the way down the side, and I could n't even get my fingertips to touch together at the al-Qaeda. And that was lenient, it hung along his thighs almost halfway to his knees at like 9+ inch when hard like a pornstar. Except for the fact that aside from size pornstars have mundane dicks, but this one was perfect tense and inviting, practically yummy. Naturally during the gangbang and probably because I 'd been making changeless jokes about its size, he maintained a monopoly on my asshole the legal age of the clock time. The pressure on the back of my vaginal wall left me hovering around orgasm constantly, the guy cable who took crook in my puss made me cum every fourth dimension. I had a hypothesis that a daughter 's organic structure can bring 6 cat at once. The logistics are hard, not enough way to fit that many people in around a girl at once and they did in fact mostly take turns 2 or 3 at once. But with a umber board the height is about right to make it mold. Curtis underneath me while on my book binding, person standing at the pes of the coffee table to fuck my twat, one at the head with his dick in my mouth, one straddling over me and the table titfucking me, and 2 on either side for me to mess up while they waited for a upright parking spot. Only 1 in that last instance though when someone did n't show. Kenny and I were together for awhile after that too. But he personally never shared me with them again. Not that it caused any job or anything, but as far as I know none of them had ever seen each others'dicks and I probably did n't make him too happy with my frequent reflexion about Curtis 's but he was a good sport and it, but anyway of course of instruction we eventually broke up.

After that was H. I 'll call up her H and she was the one I was talking about in Mark 's story. We 'd been bff 's since we were little but we 've drifted apart the last few years. It probably had something to do with being Quaker and then being together for awhile. I can reasonably keep relationships with exes and stick Quaker, but the onus is on other the great unwashed to be able to do the same. It 's a rarefied thing outside of swingers, jealousy comes too easily to some people. I 've never been in a monogamous relationship even now. Anyway, She was the first young lady I 've ever been with, and there have been 3 1/2, which will be explained. As soon as my `` single '' window was open she made her prompt the Saami way I tried to win over bozo to offer for my gangbang. We 'd always been flirty the way champion are, but after him I noticed she started acting differently. She 'd stare too long or she would want to cuddle all the clip, no sensory faculty of personal space. I did n't mind, she was always like that but it was different than usual. So after the innuendo and flirting to ease me into it like I 've done, we had that conversation where she said she wanted me, and asked me to help her get off. The way she sold me on it was that it would n't mean anything and would be well-off, she would wear a dame and no pantie for clothed unawkward memory access, laying with her legs hanging over the bed, and I could wear a strapon over my clothes. Then just came rocking together like whenever little girl are dancing or giving a mock lap-dance. Basically entirely unoffensive if I was n't into it, not asking much. It did n't flex out that way. I got excited as she was and I did start off wearing it over my pants, but all of her apparel and my shirt had come off by the time we were done. And I was on top of her with my tongue in her mouth. Que sera ... We were living together for almost a year, a few calendar month of which were after we broke up. I do n't know why, we were still cool with each former and I could induce had a relationship with a missy, we were pulling it off, I was just more into guy and she was n't at all. So we broke up but lived together and I started seeing Nick.

ding was interesting. He was a scraggy blonde fem looking guy who had some refutable juju and a thing for older char. He had in fact dated a 32 yr old sub PE teacher at his HS before we got together and would n't you know it- she became my gf later. In keeping with my polygamous nature and his guy libido, he introduced me to her one night at his flat. We talked about how they met, PE shorts, yoga ( which we met for right field away ) and they had previously talked about how she was eager to try sex with another girl. Naturally the reason he facilitated was he was hoping to be in on it, which never happened. Aside from a shared BJ at a bbq later. ANyway this Para River 's his so I 'll say he was like my contrary. We had dissimilar fetishes but we were both monster. Some affair even I wo n't do like diaper/shit stuff, when I want to do that it 'll be when I 'm changing an factual child, thank you. One matter we could both agree on was pegging. I had strapon experience and he had anal experience so we went together like hot dogs and doughnuts. I was n't expecting him to fall apart lingerie but it was unexpectedly welcome too. The role I was n't great about was topping. Not like it made me uncomfortable, I 'm just not the take-charge character and was used to being on the receiving end. But I like to gain my men glad so I tied his radiocarpal joint to his headboard, buttfucked, belittled, and spanked him while he was dressed like a slutty girlfriend. We were n't together for long, maybe 6 calendar month when I found out I was pregnant ! I planned to play out what to do together with him and I was totally loose to an abortion, we were n't that serious and it was still betimes in every sense. But he threw a fit and essentially threatened me, I wo n't say what he said but I figured it was over. My roomie was supportive but my former burgeoning yoga supporter did n't want the dramatic play at the time. I had n't decided what to do with the maternity but it was decided for me when I went for a `` lady checkup '' and was told I could n't suffer a baby yet. I had some uterine scarring that would n't reserve it to get food and air it needed to develop. It was n't a big hit to me or anything because it was so early and actually fixable whenever I finally found the money for it, which I did n't feature at the time ( I 'm now workable ). So after a snaking I went home with a sore cooch, which sounds like the darker half of a porn joke but it 's not odd at all, especially the annoyance and cramping.

So the PE sub. I 'll foretell her R, guys like shoutouts for bro-fives but girls and cleaning lady probably wo n't. While I was with notch I actually started hanging out with her and we did Yoga at her planetary house. I do n't call back the positions but that 's not why I was doing it. I looked smashing in those trouser and they were fun to rub against someone wearing them, which we did. Our first experience was erotic but not sexual, doing reach together and she showed me how to touch my toes with her lap straddling my ass for `` counsel ''. If we were n't wearing panty it could suffer been embarassing wearing those pants wet as we were ... I was still living with H while I was with gouge, which caused rubbing because of our chronicle together, then when I left him she found out I had been getting close to a woman that was n't her and how R reacted with my fraught news, it pissed off H even more. She and R actually almost had some drama when R came to talk about the unanimous pregnancy thing with me. After we 'd been seeing each early for awhile and my roomy got another gf the place got a lilliputian crowded, so I moved in with R and her son Dillan. bother. Not right away, and the `` mom 's gf '' sounds like a storey from Naughty America but they would n't legally be able-bodied to upload this kind of thing. She was pretty inexperienced for an elderly charwoman, Me being her first off miss and we had interchangeable floor. Her husband was controlling, would follow her when she went out with ally, ect. The only honest affair she got from him was his son. She married him before she could legally drink so she missed out on the young messing around aspect of figuring material out and was trying to make up for it with jr. guys. After separating with him she burned through a half XII barely legals and one 16 yr old Nick before me, but she was n't matter to in a relationship and after having sex with them would provide them soon after, all besides dent. Anyway I loved her alot and we were together a duo age before I messed that up. She was accomodating for a charwoman, she let me induce a bf on the side, a single dad of 2 kids who I actually forget about from meter to time, he 's the shamed reason I 'm getting this stuff down ! She did n't take care sharing either, having me habitation every Nox while I carved out whatever redundant time I could with him, and I taught her the affair my previous bfs taught me. Like I said she was pretty inexperienced in the sense that she 'd been in the drive through plenty enough times but always ordered the same thing. I made her try anal, thraldom, spanking, ect. again topping against my nature but she needed to try something different. The relationship with her son was easy too. Being a adolescent he was into gaming, girls, and being a smartass like me so we got along great, and when she was n't dwelling we would give ear out together. But we got too well-off. We would flirt but it was always a joke, I made indisputable not to yield him the wrongfulness estimation pretty much only because of how much hassle I could induce found myself in, so I kept distancing myself when it started heating up. But he was the only testosterone in the sign and I 'm needy, but it 's not like I made the first or any move and did n't make a bf already so my ass was covered, like how you feel obligated to say `` no '' when you do n't really desire to. There was also no `` habitue thing '' just the initiatory time I did n't say no like I was supposed to, and the second time special function which got me thrown out. That first time, I sat on the frame across from him and put my ramification in his lap like I 'd done a hundred fourth dimension before, and he started tickling my foundation. Not a big deal, so I struggled a trivial and he stopped for a moment before stroking my legs. He was getting bold and tracing higher and I did n't say anything, when he got to the hem of my shorts leg I put my articulatio talocruralis behind his neck opening and pulled his psyche towards me, I could n't serve it then. When he started kissing my thighs I lost it and let him do what he wanted. That was apparently to clean house out my puss with his natural language, or maybe glitter my clit with it. Whatever, I played with his hair and breathed hard while letting him do both. After that he got more positive and grievous, thing like grabbing my butt while his mom was right there looking the other way, tempting fate. The endorsement and last-place fourth dimension I was taking him out driving for his 16th birthday but he told me what he really wanted and I agreed, it was a half verity I told his mom. We were going out pattern driving but he really wanted what he got a duo years before, yeah if you 're doing the math you know I 'm a bad person. I was driving to a `` safe office '' somewhere we could practice driving without the endangerment of getting pulled over or hitting anyone, with the tot up benefit of not getting caught giving him his present. It was just after sinister and we were just out of the driveway when he had his dick out, playing with it in one hired hand and massaging the back of my neck with the other. R had told me she was n't planning on going anywhere and she 'd see us when we got back, but about 15 minutes later I saw her again. My fault for not making it very far and picking a bad position to stop, the road towards main street went right by where I parked. He was pushy and bore so I had to commit into a dollar store 's grease lot down the street with no twinkle nearby, I 'm storm she could even see the car in the iniquity from the road, but she pulled in behind us and almost caught me trying to achieve his balls with my tongue and I already had a taste of his shaft. She did n't see anything much the car parked in the lot, but since we were parked in the wickedness so soon after leaving there was nil else we could give birth been doing. But she did probably see us panic like insects along with him riding senior high school in the rump pulling his pants up when the visible radiation hit us, I thougt she was a cop. I knew it was all my fault but I was still bitter, I got thrown out that night and went to stay with my mom. That was late in the calendar month a couple Novembers ago, I had a bunch of bagful in her closet, Xmas presents that I still do n't know what happened to. That 's just a weird little point that I would retain coming back to that made me cry a long time after it was over. Now we 're actually on casual talking condition on a mutual chat site we visit and we send each former pictures and memes we find on-line occasionally. She says she realizes it 's hypocritical to detest me for doing what she 's done but we 'll never be close again because of the treachery of it. I effectively cheated on her with her nonaged son. How Jerry springer spaniel.

While I was with her I had been working on a ranch. I 'd worked my way up to coach over a bunch of immigrants with varying levels of English, but we had a fun family relationship. I rode around in a golf go-cart all day yelling mock Spanish along with the few Word I knew and I would hear things back like `` puta '' with a grin and wave, I think Puta means sexual love ! No we were all jolly aplomb and loved giving each other shit. Literally, I was the manager so I decided who deloused knight stalls, Javier ! Anyway after breaking up with R I quit the job out of depression, sat around at my mom 's all day playing games and moping, a girl of mine made it easier taking me out piazza like company. She 's younger, in fact she was Dillan 's on/off girlfriend around his age and I knew her through the family. I started going to heights School party with people 5 or 6 years younger than me, not that I was the only if one like I thought I 'd be. One tall bald melanize guy was chatting with me and pretty soon I was sitting on his lap, and we were talking about what coke does to you and he was trying to talk me into it. He expected it to get me in the mood and get him laid, but while I was already in his lap I was n't sure I was in the climate. `` H2 '' I 'll hollo my friend, she was putting him on about how often I actually wanted it and he should take me in the unoccupied sleeping accommodation and give me some more. She did n't know it at the time but I 'd been with nigrify guys before ( not a alien though, between-noteworthyness dating ), because she was n't talking about the coke, which she also totally approves of. That candy he did give me got my sum going and I liked the rush, but he followed her hints and said we could only have more if we were alone like she suggested, so I indulged him. I knew where it was going and just figured `` fuck it. '' When we were alone he rubbed some behind the head of his dick with his pollex and I licked it off, and I discovered I did n't like it on my tongue much. Not like I have n't trained my gag unconditioned reflex for the express reason of deepthroating but if I had n't it would feature killed that too because my throat felt benumb. slope note- pitch-dark peter are n't any bighearted than anyone elses'. Now in porno everyone 's tool 's big so of course of instruction every grim guy you see 's going to have a big putz, but the myth 's in place because of the musings of lonely snowy char wondering about the `` forbidden '' of BBC who have never had it. Like about agressive guys, especially political party guy I 've noticed there was n't alot of kissing and playing around, it was `` move around me around, lift dress, panties off, advertize down and tope doggystyle. '' After about only 10 minutes someone knocked on the door looking for him, from the ebonic accent I knew it was the other black guy I 'd seen there hitting on girls and failing so I think if he struck out the whole `` knock and walking in '' matter was plan B. It was the C. H. Best I 'd felt in awhile, so I did n't even say anything or expect back when he told him he could add up in. It went on for like another 15 hour until both had cum at either end of me and the master guy before he left helped me pull my pantie back on with an unexpected nowadays. A ziplock baggie tucked by my butt. That gave me an thought how I could get back on the horse.

I browsed Craigslist personals for one of `` those '' entryway. If you 've been dire and horny you know about them, they say `` sensual massage '' or `` amatuer naked photoshoot '' or something standardised. I only had to message one guy back, but did my base hit homework first and bagged a collegiate amatuer photographer. That 's actually stretching it, he had a television camera and was in college but it was community college and a cameraphone that I 'm sure he did n't even know how to change the settings on. He took plenty of photograph and a couple telecasting of me posing naked with props like his member and we had a fun prison term. I got $ 300 for it which was probably most of a payroll check since he works at at a pizza pie piazza rhyming with Riddle Cheesers which I say so I do n't get sued or something. From then on I went by referral, he would suggest me to his ally and they would get something similar, but being `` broke beefburger flippers '' as I like to call them I got frequent-but-unstrenuous study. I became an date ! But since I was playing it safe and meeting by referral the networking consortium was limited to guys my age who did n't give birth alot of money, so I gave alot of head since that was meretricious and fast. The `` preservation over time '' system of logic does n't work with insistent gratification, getting off is getting off whether it 's $ 300 or $ 50 so natually everyone wanted the $ 50 option. Yeah I learned later how small I was charging, I 'm not vain but I get told I 'm hot and hit on plenty, so I think I 'm fairly aphrodisiacal. But apparently I could have been charging 1000 if I 'd chosen clients a piffling better, I 've talked to early girls that charge that much and they 're like 300lb chainsmoking gran, guys will TRULY fuck anything. Mine were gracious guys though, about 6 of them in their chemical group and I got invited to party with them, called to hang out and play games, we were friends with benefit and $ being exchanged. One client I met at a political party was a landscape architect at a winery and he referred me to `` Mk2. '' I say that as a joke because he 's my secong sucker and the one who 's my husband now. Owning a winery on top of acreage like he does I figured he was rich but I did n't know how a lot, that was n't where his Das Kapital came from, it was just where he lays his head, I wo n't say how very much he makes but It 's a mates digits above the high-pitched plausable speculation. At one degree I was spending 2 day a hebdomad with him and getting double whole-package time value of $ 400 a day. What we did those nights was the most fun too, he became my ducky in a hurriedness being alot like Mk1 with a meaner streak. When I slept there I actually started spent my Night tied up on the floor of his W.C. in between playing handmaiden, being belted while hanging from the punching bag eyebolt in the basement roof, led around on a ternary and swatted with a paper like a dog and Thomas More. He eventually got overjealous and wanted me all to himself, giving me a Miata and a $ 5000 a month allowance to hail live with him and be his alone, which I recently learned someone else is effectively paying nowadays. I would induce done it for spare for the prospect to hold up with him and have that kind of fun every day. We got married in July finale year, I loved the ceremony and thought he did, it was a voyeuristic grouping sex thing but since then he has n't touched me like that, only wanting the occasional wakeup blowjob and housekeeping. I 'm more like the dirty live-in maiden nowadays, but I 've gotten something else from him as a comfort present- a boyfriend who is again a friend of his. I stay with him whenever stigma 's out of town, which is about 10-12 day a calendar month, and when I 'm over there my lady friend usually comes to advert out with us and that 's when I get my gambling time in. He 's the one who 's taken up giving Deutschmark that $ 5000 a month I get as an adjustment. As far as I know that was n't always the pillowcase, but I wonder if I 'm still in the escort biz and my husband 's now my pimp ... I have in fact entertained one of his wedding guests who was traveling to CA on occupation, he did n't verbalise a word of honor of English and had an entourage, and I did n't know he was coming until I got an out-of-timezone text from my husband telling me to expect him and I was to give him the VIP treatment. I 've learned to cook since I moved in here, there were actually staff on another menage on the property for that kind of affair before he met me but it 's vacuous now. I wonder if I 'm basically getting their $ to do their task now since I clean this giant star seat and do all the cookery and laundry and stuff.

Before I forget, earlier I said I 'd been with 3 1/2 cleaning woman which I said I 'd excuse. I met a tgirl at a party and have been spending metre with her lately. She 's so feminine and beautiful that she was getting hit on there as a good deal or more than any early girl, and the guys have no idea. Neither did I until the subject came up and she whispered it to me nervously. She actually does n't find well-to-do in the open with people knowing who she really is and wants to ride out discreet for now. But at some degree we got into talking about our experiences and things we still wanted to try and I mentioned fille with dicks, I do n't bonk if she somehow managed to manoeuver the conversation that way but we got a mates joking sunniness fron drunk guys when we went to hang out by ourselves in the garage to `` let the cat out of the bag '' more privately. It 's a developing situation, but she 's not like the usual Guy or fille I like. It 's fitting I guesswork since she 's basically neither gender, but definitely feminine. She 's gentle and the like slow sex with alot of holding each other and kissing and gentle rocking. My hubby being as ... progressive as he is, girls are allowed and he knows I like to hang out and mess around with H2 but I do n't eff how he 'd feel about `` T '' if he knew she had a dick. She 's not on the favorable reception tilt, I 've told him about her but not the being trans part.

So that 's where I am right now, I do n't recognize about my standing in my marriage and while I love him and it was fun at the start right now I 'm more like the naughty maidservant like I said. He gives me so much freedom though which is totally counter to what I was expecting ( I graduated from the closet to a cage in the cellar gym when I stopped seeing him as an escort and became sole, now none of that ) and I ca n't see myself with anyone else, so it 's not in danger just totally opposite to what I was expecting. I 'll probably update this eventually as more interesting stuff happens so I hope it was interesting .