This week's industry movers and shakers is Dr Kiki JFK of Kiki John Fitzgerald Kennedy yield, one of the most successful product theater to come along recently.

AVN : So,"Dr"Kiki Kennedy ?

Kiki : Yes, I have a doctor's degree, in particle physics no less. You can reckon up the exact title if you want, but it's to do with saw-tooth instabilities in plasma wakefields. And, if that made any mother wit to any of your reader, I invite them to link up our"physics wonk"division of the discussion forum on my website.

When I founded the caller, I thought that having the form of address"Dr"would lend a certain gravitas to my being CEO. Before that I'd only been known as a performer, and I'd hid the grave side of my personality from my rooter, I didn't think it would enhance my reputation. But, there is a certain section of my fan base who does obtain it very sexy, especially when I discuss something really technological and end the spot with a description of what I 'm wearing. ( Which seldom includes panties. )

AVN : How did you get into adult entertainment in the beginning blank space ?

Kiki : In high school, I had a much older lover ; he liked"barely effectual"erotica. He had a large collection of it, and I was curious. So when I turned 18, I contacted one of the product planetary house, and they snapped me up.

I must say, I was surprised at that, I didn't think I was attractive, but with a piddling haircloth, makeup, and wardrobe, they worked marvel on me. That validated what my devotee had told me and I'd never believed. You know the narrative of the ugly ducking ? That 's what I felt like, an ugly duckling, and I had n't noticed that all of a sudden I 'd go a Swan. I never liked dressing sexily in luxuriously schooling ; I always dressed for practicality.

The porn was also very empowering. I was not a democratic girl in high school school day ; the butch wench would cull on me. Most of it was probably resentment as I'd have a trend to throw off the scaling curved shape. ( In other words, my being bright, led to them having frown level, its bad use of statistics on the instructor's component. )

Now, I had product party wanting to rent me for my smell, and I had fans writing to me, wanting to fuck me. After I spent the summer before college being fucked, all day, everyday, I found myself sitting on a pile of money. It made college life much more well-off. I could afford a seemly car, and the good accommodations, and slight luxuries.

I carried on working while I was at schoolhouse, though I separated my life into porn and not porn. In the not erotica earth, I was much like my old ego, but now I had sureness. In the porn world, I tried to attain myself as worthy as possible. I'd do porn on the weekend, I'd fly down to the Valley to take, then fly back for the hebdomad. My personality sort of snag as well, I felt like two different people.

I earned enough from the porn, that I thought I could set my own output company and run it in my way. So just before I got the doctor's degree, I legally changed my figure to Kiki JFK. Before that, Kennedy was my outset name, and I made up Kiki for the head rhyme when I got that first job. In my married man 's professional circles I'm Kennedy McAuliffe, but legally I'm Kiki Kennedy.

So after I became Dr Kiki Kennedy, I set up the company with Jade, a fellow performer and one of my lovers. I still act in some productions, but not so many these days. I was doing so many productions, I was worried about damaging my make, so I cut back on the acting.

AVN : That brings up the question of what is your sexual preference ?

Kiki : I think I'm"Lesbian with exceptions,"but my fans shouldn't panic as I love getting fucked by men, and giving cock sucking. I suppose that makes me bi-sexual really, but I'm not really attracted to men, with a few exclusion, I just like the sex. That should make me more attractive, I want the sex, but not the consignment. My husband is one of the obvious exceptions.

AVN : You've mentioned your husband a couple of times now, tell us about him ?

Kiki : Matt is my husband, he's the most thinking mortal I know, and also one of the dumbest. Do n't forget, I 'm comparing him to college faculty and doctoral scholar, so that 's saying something. If you want to obtain the Eigen transmitter of a complex wavefunction, he's your man. He even understands GR and can find interest solutions to the stress-energy tensor, he's a total braniac, and that's so sexy. But, when it comes to people, that's not his strong point.

He has very simplistic Earth opinion when it comes to woman,"sex good"probably just about sums it up. It makes him very easy to divvy up with, you know you're always getting the actual Matt, he just doesn't have any trickery to veil anything. He's shy, he used to be painfully shy ; it took him about a week before he could actually spill the beans to me in a reasonable fashion. He's a lot better now, but I do my serious to protect him from harsh realities.

He also has no construct of possession or jealousy when it comes to sex, as I said,"Sex good."Sums him up. There was one metre I orgasmed on set, thinking of him, he asked for the outtake and said I was `` cute, '' coming like that on someone else 's gumshoe. When we first worked on the doctor's degree together, I didn't want a family relationship, and then I discovered he was a fan, at to the lowest degree a fan of Kiki's. So I, as Kennedy, showed him I was Kiki as well. I didn't want him getting into something he couldn't handle. virtually boyfriends outside the industry can't handgrip you being fucked for a job, so I took him to a shoot to read him what it was about.

He didn't mind me performing on set, he said the shooting was somewhat boring really, so that pointed to the ripe poppycock. Then, I arranged for a few of my friends in the industry to fuck him ; he was a virgin at the meter. It's not unusual to set a fellow up with another performer, they treat it kind of like a job. I expected them to fuck him and send him back to me, instead he fucked them to a stalemate, and they stayed the night. I was left alone and horny.

That did evidence he's an absolute dynamite devotee, the scoop I, or any of my friend, know. And the best part is he doesn't even know it himself. You'll be straight on you back after being knocked out by the sex, and he asks you if that was any just. He is catching on a bit now, even he couldn't be that oblivious, but it doesn't affect him. He's still just thinking,"Sex trade good, Sir Thomas More sex better."

That backfired on me somewhat, as I fell in love with him. I never meant to, and I'd made it quite clear to him that I didn't want anything like that. So I never realized he did have feelings for me, he was just hiding them because that's what I'd told him I wanted. That 's about the simply clip he 's ever been anything to a lesser extent than totally gossamer about his feelings, he thought it was the way to sway on having the sex. Like I said, he thinks, `` Sex good. ``

That 's how he acted when I tried to be more loving towards him, I set up a quixotic weekend away, and he was `` thwarted '' we did n't convey any of my Quaker with us for once. He did a good job of acting like he wanted just sex from me, and being used like that does sprain me on, doubly so because I loved him. So I gave him what I thought he wanted, just sex.

He also liked there were two of me. President Kennedy would be dominant allele, and I, as Kiki, would be submissive to him and do anything he wanted. God, both of those are such a turn on. I form of proposed to him as Kennedy, and he said he'd prefer Kiki, but would like Kennedy as his mistress. I'm more merged with my personalities these days, some of the hard edge of Kennedy is needed to be successful in this biz, but there is still some of her I only bring out for mat. I, as Kennedy, am his fancy woman, both in the cheating sense and the dominant mother wit. I suppose you could call it role play, but that 's not how he sees it. Though, I think it 's about time Kennedy retired, I as Kiki, should be able to fill all his desires.

He's really sweet, and a submissive really. I'm more naturally a submissive myself, which is probably why I can delight sex with men so lots. I really enjoy it when lusterlessness takes me, I love doing anything he wants. But, I channel my inner gripe as Jack Kennedy for Matt, and he really gets off on that. I don't think he likes it as such, but that's not the peak. He really likes me claiming him as my prop, I have that inscribed on his marriage ring. He loved it when I said I was marrying him so I could restrain him for myself. I 've occasionally just kept him at base, defenseless, as my personal sex slave, that 's his favorite.

When I fell in love with him, I tried to make myself more myself, and he basically begged me to abuse him. To do affair I thought he only agreed to because I, as President Kennedy, was taking my defeat out on him. So I carried on as the rather heartless Kennedy for his benefit. It's probably very remedial to have someone you can abuse like that, and not be arrested. I 'd `` take my workplace nursing home '' as he calls it. That 's the other time he 's not transparent, he 'll very clearly communicate why he does n't like something, but send early signals that he wants you to do it, like buying me a present and begging me not to use it on him. Really the more he protests about something, the more he wants it. If he really does n't want something, he 's Thomas More muted on that point.

Like most talent in erotica, I 'd really wish to have loving vanilla sex in my time off, but Matt has other interests. Like, the More impersonal I made the sex, the more he seemed to like it, so I 'd set up random encounters between us just for his benefit. I must say, both of us liked the estimation of the `` drive by shtup. '' I pop over to his place on the way to the lab, just to get one, or both of us off and leave without saying anything.

I'm not the jealous type either, which is handy so Matt can enjoy himself ; I send girls his way. He's my closed book weapon, his reputation as a devotee draws in performers who want to try him out. He gets mickle of chance around here. When we were setting up the company, jadestone made a antic that he should be the"fluffer,"at least for the fair sex. So we actually did officially give him that job, at least when he's around the production planetary house. He has a fully time job as a researcher, but does find time to come down here to work constituent time. I think he'd do it full time if I let him, but I couldn't let that gorgeous mind of his go to permissive waste. His kickoff job as fluffer was my bachelor girl party, he was the amusement, and got raffled off at the end of the night.

AVN : My mind is boggling at what presents he buys you.

Kiki : Just some BDSM gear, like a whip, a strap on dildo, or a trinity with a catch which goes around his clump. He 'll protest that using them is too horrible an musical theme, and I believe that 's what he believes, but there 's a persona of him which wants me to use them. A part that he does n't like admitting to. He certainly gets turned on when I do that sort of thing. He also bought me some slavery gear, but he 's enthusiastic about me using that on him.

That was when I first realized how transparent he was, we had a scene and he really played up how much he hated everything I was doing to him. It gave me such a tycoon trip. Then at the end of it I found he was n't playing, and just had n't thought to use his safeword. He just does n't believe like that. babble out about a downer, I had to school him in the use of the safeword so we could do it properly.

AVN : And you have a baby by him as well. How does that work ?

Pretty much the like way it's worked for 1000000 of yr, but I 'm not a biologist, so I wo n't explain the details. [ Kiki bursts out laughing at this percentage point. ] Sorry, a small nerd humor. We left it to chance, on our honeymoon. We had a month of honeymoon when we were exclusive, and we agreed if we got fraught, then so be it, if not then back to pattern. I 'm not for certain I 'm get material, but he liked the musical theme. I did get pregnant, so we had Mark as the result. That gave me the chance to do pregnancy and lactation smut product, a rather niche market.

Once the baby was born, I realized it was the skilful matter that ever happened to me ; I would n't be the Saame person without being a mother. Now I 'm the milfiest MILF there is. We have a full time nurse to help, but I 'm always there to get him up in the good morning, and put him to kip in the evening. I 'm the party boss, so I can make my own rules and hours.

AVN : You said you had a split personality, what do you think ?

Kiki : When I was in college, getting my degree, and then my doctorate, I was working as a porn performer, that was paying my way. The two universe I inhabited were so different, academe and smut, I had to observe them break up. I did n't consider that being a college student, and then a doctorial student, was sexy for my fans. I may have been wrong about that, there are a lot of my fans find it sexy, who knew ? On the early deal, in academia, being in porn would feature ruined my credibility, or at least made it very difficult to put to work with men.

The theater of operations I was in, particle purgative, is very male dominated, so I was enough of an anomaly just being female. Being female and seen as usable ( as a porn actress ) would experience made it unmanageable for a lot of men to relate to me seriously. So I disguised myself in both places, as the air headed nymphette in erotica, and as the serious pedantic nerd in academia. In reality, I 'm both intelligent and horny at the same prison term. I may love fucking slightly more than using my brain, but I would n't need my Einstein to atrophy from lack of use.

The amazing thing is it worked. I did the Kennedy as William Clark Kent subprogram and took of my glasses, and suddenly I was A-one erotica actress Kiki. No one realized I was the Lapp person, until I told them. None of my friends in the occupation suspected I was a brain, and I used that word technically, a genius is classified as person with 140 or greater IQ. The stopping point time my IQ was measured it was 147. ( And Matt 's 165 by the way. ) I play an airhead really well it seems. In this business you 're going to get screwed one way or the other, so why invest any mentality in it.

In academia, no one suspected either. I did my estimable to be frumpy and unlikeable, so no one guessed I was a sex goddess. I did n't have much of a social life-time at college, I was working too hard, both academically and on my back. That made it easier to continue the secret. I worked with matt, as President Kennedy, for several months before I found out he was a fan of Kiki 's, I had to do the trick with the glasses to show him I was Kiki as well. He was really surprised to chance that out.

He was even more surprised, but really pleased when I suggested that we would n't just be champion, but friends with welfare. But, no one else in the department guessed, or at to the lowest degree everyone expressed surprise, in the cobbler's last few workweek when I became Kiki. I started dressing more like a distinctive student, to a lesser extent frumpily, in the section, not like a smut sensation, but I was now much more attractive, both physically and emotionally to a lot of the men. I got a lot of care those death few calendar week, not all of it welcome.

AVN : You mentioned running a company your way ?

Kiki : Yes, I got really frustrated as a performing artist, no one ever listened to the little girl or valued their judgement. I wanted to create an ambiance where everyone 's opinion are heard and respected. Of form, now I 'm running a party, I appreciate that you ca n't always act on everyone 's legal opinion, but I wanted them at least considered.

I also have special programs for college students, they have to keep up a B average to get on the broadcast. The `` College Nerds '' series is so democratic now, I can be really selective about the talent I use, they 'd have to be a very special person to get on with only a B average these sidereal day. We also have the `` au naturel bank note '' serial publication, we make serious instructional TV, except that we use the College nerd talent, and they try to be as distracting as potential. They 're some of our most pop lines. I 'm not sure if anyone ever learns anything from them.

AVN : Why did you start your companionship, rather than continuing your faculty member career ?

It pays better. Seriously, the probability of even getting a postdoc positioning are reduce, LE than 10 % of new MD are probably to get a postdoc. to a lesser extent than 1 % will become tenured. I could have gone into industry, but if I 'm going to prostitute myself, I might as well do it my way. [ Kiki grins saying this. ] porn is one of the few businesses where female person are paid more than men, maybe ten times as much as the men. Men are actually golden to get paid in porn.

In my life sentence, I 've had a unvarying chorus line of `` girls do n't do STEM field. '' [ stalk means : `` scientific discipline Technology Engineering math. '' ] All the way from high school school day on, I was basically told that girls do n't do the things I wanted to do, and after fifteen years, I just got nauseated of it, particularly when the alternative was so wanton, that is porn. My parents had been nothing but supportive of me in cathartic, and flatness may be my freehanded cheerleader, but he is a bit biased. Everyone else did n't think I belonged, my section had three fair sex in it ; I was the merely American language woman.

If I 'd known then what I know now, I 'd have come out as a geek earlier, the lover they 're so supportive. They might have given me the motivating to carry on, but blending a career in porn and academia would be unmanageable. I also wanted to be myself. To get ahead in academia, I had to be hard headed and strong-growing ; I had to be Kennedy. I wanted to be Kiki ; I wanted to be feminine. In the US, that 's just the candy kiss of destruction. If you go to conferences, you 'll see women scientists from say, Italia or France dressing sexily, it 's accepted there. But, the American women all apparel dowdily.

AVN : You mentioned your fan situation a few times.

Kiki : Yes, I set that up myself, I did a lot of software development during my research, setting up a website was easy. Again, there 's a sure set of lover who find that very hot. I have exclusive capacity there, and it's a way to keep in contact with my fans. There 's a lively discussion forum there and I 'll fall in in some give-and-take, particularly in the `` physics nerds '' section I mentioned earlier. If they can impress me with their minds, they might find themselves being invited down here to catch a output. Who know 's what else might happen, obviously I find a honest idea very sexy .