I spent six years in a chaotic human relationship because of my two beautiful children. It started off not bad but she became crazier as the years progressed. legitimate thinking went out the window and my sprightliness became a nightmare. The saying `` Stay together for the kids '' would always resound through my mind when I wanted to pull up stakes for something better.

When I hit 30 I had realized it was now or never. I felt like I had wasted so much time and did n't require to waste any Thomas More. I was getting sure-enough and was sick of being suffering so I left. It was a hard decision but I knew if I stayed in my kids lives, I could survive a more satisfy and happy life. I knew I had to finally take into account myself to be felicitous as well.

The break of serve up was full of choler and hate. She stole a lot of my affair but I soon met a girl that made me shrug my shoulder joint to the Irish bull my ex was throwing my way.

For the first time in many years I was happy and smiling. It felt strange and filled me with so much Department of Energy. I felt like a trade name new person.

geezerhood passed and my ex would still hit on me and try to win me back though I was clearly happy where I was. I made it a period to avoid her as lots as possible so the only time I saw her was when I picked up the tiddler every Fri to take home with me for the weekend.

I was enjoying being in a stable relationship though unfortunately she did n't percentage my fetishes or really realise why the look and tone of rubber-base paint was so titillating to me. She did n't understand why a woman inhaling a cigarette got me so excited and she did n't smoke so she could n't help me there.

At metre I missed having the electrical outlet for those fetishes I craved. The sex is heavy and she enjoys some kinky affair but I did miss indulging in those special interests that my ex would do for me.

I 've spent nigh of the past two years trying to convince my girlfriend to try latex. Start little with some gloves or panties and maybe work up to a frock. She seemed receptive minded at first but as time has gone on it seemed I was out of destiny. I suppose that 's what porn is for when you do n't take in a way to have what you feel you need sexually.

Today I 'm good of shame though I know it was all out of my control. My hands were tied, literally.

I went to my X home to pick up the kids after getting out of work. As usual she was sitting in the chair waiting. I made very little eye tangency with her.

`` girl ! meter to go ! '' I shouted toward their bedroom, fully expecting them to come running out like they always do.

My ex, Brianna, smirked and said, `` They are n't here right now. ``

Confused, I exclaimed, `` What do you mean they are n't here ? Where the hell are they ? It 's my time with them. ``

She stood up, `` They wo n't be coming over this weekend. They are busy. ``

She stepped closer to me slowly so I backed up. Once I knew the fry were n't there, there was n't a reason for me to be around her anymore.

`` I do n't sleep together why you could n't have told me before bridge player Brianna so I did n't do in my gas. I got to go. ``

The moment I touched the door handle I felt one of her hands grab my articulatio humeri while the other reached around to my face. I felt a wet cloth cover my rima oris and nose.

`` What the fuck are you ... ''

Darkness. I 'm not even sure what happened or how long I was out but this crazy squawk had done something to incapacitate me.

When I came to, I was sitting in a chair. I felt so tired and confused as I tried to move my hands before discovering they were tied behind the president. It was n't recollective before I realized my pants and underwear were off too.

`` Struggle as much as you 'd like but your stuck, '' said Brianna from across the way.

I looked over to see her in a black latex paint dress and knee high leather boots as she was pulling an elbow distance rubber-base paint glove onto her arm.

`` What the inferno are you doing ? '' I yelled as I tried pulling my hands free to no avail.

`` You do n't want to admit it but I know you miss this pussy and my unsatiable appetite to please. I bet that bitch you 're with does n't please you like I would. ``

I couldnt occlusion quiver my straits in skepticism at how idiotic this position was that I was in.

`` So your plan is to what ? Tempt me with latex so maybe I 'll fuck you ? ``

She shot back, `` Not only latex, '' as she grabbed her pack of Marlboro Menthol 100 's and pulled one to her Ruby red lips. She slowly lifted the lighter to the butt and I could n't help but watch the smoke drift from her mouth.

`` I have a lady friend. I am felicitous. I 'm not interested and I 'm never going to say yes to this. You are wasting your fourth dimension ! ``

Smiling she leaned forward, cigarette dangling from her lips as she whispered, `` Who said you have a say ? ``

Her grinning was wide as she laughed in my face. I was at a loss for countersign.

`` Brianna, just let me go. You ca n't just do whatever the nookie you want. ``

`` scout me sweety. ``

My struggles did nothing to loose my constraints. I tried to think about things that would prevent me from getting turned on but the latex brushing against my bare peter was hard to push aside as she sat in my lap.

`` You dont mind if this coffin nail slut sits here do you ? '' She inhaled cryptic and blew the smoke in my case as she grinded her latex paint clad ass along my cock and balls.

`` Stop. seminal fluid on, just stop. What 's the compass point ? One piece of tail and then I 'm gone. No way I 'll put myself in this placement again. This does n't get me back you psycho bitch. ''

`` That 's where you are wrong. I know you are barely getting by right now. Child financial support is a real bitch is n't it baby ? ``

`` fucking you, '' I shouted in her face.

`` Yes, you will fuck me. I also did n't mention, I 've been off parturition ascendancy for a bit. You are going to put a fuck sister in me. You 're going to infuse me and have no selection to come home to mommy. ``

My eyes grew wide-cut and I was full of craze.

`` Are you fucking sober ? ! Get the shtup off me. Who would do something so fucked up to someone they claim to love ? ``

`` wellspring, your whining is a number off. Just shut up and love the show. ``

She leaned over to a nearby table and grabbed some taping. Now I had no command of my hands and could n't plead my case.

`` Just founder into the pleasure. You have no choice at this degree so why not enjoy the drive ? ``

The detrition was too practically and my pecker was fully upright as she slid me inside of her. I wanted to not bask it but it had been solar day since I had sex and the intuitive feeling of smashed wet pussy was a herculean sensation.

groan escaped the tape over my lip. I knew it was wrong but I could n't look away.

`` cum on pappa, impregnate me. Give me a baby, '' she cried out as she jumped up and down on me.

Her 36d breasts were crammed into this latex paint frock right in front line my face. It had been so foresightful since I had enjoyed my fetishes outside of porno. It was so much stimulation.

The tactile property of the latex paint and the smell integrate with the site of her brim blowing swarm of fastball was driving me groundless.

`` Just think, once you 've given me a baby, you are going to get to have a go at it this cunt all of the meter. You want latex baby, I got you. You want me to bobble smoke on your putz, I 'll do it. I 'll be your whore. Whatever you need. ``

As if the visual was n't enough, her dirty talk was distracting me as well.

With each stab deep inside of her, I had to tell myself no, I ca n't. I have to try not to cum.

`` You feel so big. I bet you have a huge load for mama. I 'm surprised it 's taking so long for you. Do n't fight it. yield it to me. ''

She knew I was trying not to cum and I was getting close before pulling myself back a few times with former thoughts. Unfortunately, she was n't going to let up.

Brianna pulled her big white meat out of the dress and leaned up to rub them in my face. Her hands gripped my haircloth as she pulled my expression between them before sitting back on my cock.

To my surprisal she had stopped rocking her body and sat there for a bit. She reached for her fag and lit a new one.

`` I know you are near. You can only fight this for so long babe. I 'm going to get ur come. Maybe you need a different view. I know how much you love my big ass. ``

She turned around, showing me her curvy soundbox in it 's smashed latex confines. Her ass was nice and circle and glistened from the light before she slid the dress up a few inch to show skin.

My cock was pulsating and I did n't make love what else I could do to stop this.

She slowly lowered herself on to my cock. Her pussy was soaking wet and warm. I knew the fight was about to end.

`` Like that opinion ? Like seeing my ass relocation when ur pounding me ? ``

I shook my school principal in defiance but she knew I was weak.

She tilted her head back to gaze me in the heart with the cigarette dangling from her brim as the pace quickened.

Panic was setting in as I felt an acute sensation shoot through me.

`` Mm, yes. goodness boy. Fill my pussy. ``

She had won. I kept saying `` No, no, no '' under the taping but it did n't thing. It was too late. My cum was deep inside of her and nothing could change this fact.

I was in a daze when she untied my hands. The anger was gone because shame had set in.

'' I 'll let you cognize once I take the pregnancy test. I 'm going to go shower. ``

I barely heard her, I was so out of it. My psyche wandered to so many terrible scenarios as I opened her front door to leave.

That was the longest 30 minute thrust home I had ever made. My girlfriend had messaged several times but I did n't even know what to say at this point.

Now I 'm living with the guilt as I impatiently wait to find out my lot .