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'' A Pussyboy 's Story ''

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by tcs1963

When I was growing up, I was always into lady friend. I also loved to stroke my cock and watch a lot of straight person porn videos. This is back when porn was much harder to get along by and came on Vhs and Beta videotapes.

I remember as a adolescent seeing my starting time all-guy gay porn clip. It was at the end of another videotape, as some sort of advertisement, I guess.

I remember being so turned on, watching those Guy together sucking and fucking, that my short rooster almost ripped through my jeans.

But I was also feeling really confused and variety of shamefaced about enjoying it. I did n't have it off or even understand my chemical reaction, but the seeds of experimentation had been sown, and they stuck with me as I grew erstwhile.

Afterward, when I watched straight heterosexual smut, I realized that what I was fantasizing about, more often than not, was the woman in the scene and what she was experiencing.

The female pornography actresses looked so submissive, and beautiful. They also had the most mighty orgasms. Their experiences seemed far more vivid than anything that the Male porn histrion experienced.

I was fascinated and very curious by how it would feel to be submissive and experience being taken.

This led to me experimenting with male assplay, ( by putting things in my ass, mainly zucchini and the comparable ) and imagining that I was being fucked and going through the same experiences as those ma'am.

The same matter with cumming on my face. I would get up my ass against the wall and stroke my cock as it pointed at my face. My own hot cum pouring all over my face when I came.

This led to a bit of years of confusion and mild depression from not exactly fitting into established intimate roles. Those feelings lasted well into my belated twenty.

I was a fairly in force looking guy, while in school. Participating in a few team sports, mostly football and baseball. I guess you could say I was a moderately popular teenage boy with the moderately popular teenage girls.

I know I was definitely attracted to the teenage girls, and near times I had the bulge in my pants to essay it. I had a few lady friend relationships, even a match of girls who helped me be sexually active.

I really enjoyed sex with them, fumbling around in the backseat or underground meetings behind the bleacher. But I still could n't escape from my desire to be more submissive, and I continued in individual to play with my ass and cum on my face.

I was generally confused and did n't interpret the totally bisexuality thing. I made myself very abject trying to see out if I was gay or not.

I continued to enjoy dating girls and having heterosexual experiences, and in my early twenties, I went a bit pussy loony. Dating any girl that would put out.

phonograph needle to say, I still could n't shake the whole gay thing. So I decided to actively search out a guy on guy sexual experience. Which, once you got past the embarrassment, was pretty prosperous back then.

I eventually lost my ass cherry to a guy that I met at a bar one night when I was around 27-years-old. I remember lying on his living way flooring in missionary positioning, with his average size cock pushing in and out of me.

accuracy be known, It was OK but all in all, it was a passably unsatisfactory experience. What I disliked most was that he was full-on gay and wanted more involvement, kissing and cuddling and that really did n't feel right to me.

With women, I absolutely wanted to kiss and cuddle, and be intimate in this way. I did n't require any of that with this guy, I just wanted to get fucked, and live out my phantasy of what it was like to be more subservient.

That first experience taught me a lot. It taught me that I certainly did n't feel any excited connection or attracter to men.

After that initial experimentation for a brief period, I tried to conceal my feeling about being submissive. I had met and was dating a really beautiful young lady and we were having great sex, so I did n't believe about my crisp side anymore.

After that kinship ended, it was what happened with my side by side girlfriend that made many of the pieces of my sexual jigsaw puzzler free fall into place. She truly found my admittedly self for us.

Lisa was a very pretty lady, she was a lawyer, who inherited her founder firm. She was a very intelligent and stiff fair sex, she was also very dominant allele and just had a rude air of authority. Like everything was naturally going to mold out exactly as she planned in her biography.

Everything was different about her to premature girl that I had been out with. She knew what she wanted and not only took it, she demanded it.

To start with, on our first date she insisted that she pick me up, this had never happened to me before. I always did the drive. Other things went exactly like that, I had to get used to her taking charge.

Do n't get me wrong, things started out fairly vanilla but we quickly started to experiment in bed. As I said before, she was very dominant sexually, but she was also very sure-footed and had a vast intimate crusade.

As I began to afford up to her about my submissive phantasy, and my brief encounter with homosexual activity. Rather than beat back her it served to bring her prevailing position more to the head of our kinship.

She loved when I would eat her pussy, and I remember I got to do that a lot. She would manoeuvre my head into station, and literally grind her twat onto my tongue and sass.

She got into the verbal humiliation position of affair, also. If I was n't licking her exactly the way she wanted, she would crusade my question away and slap me across the face.

Then she would say something like, `` Eat my cunt properly, bitch. ''

Then she would pull my question back into her fork, grasping my pilus firmly and holding me in place. It sounds much regretful than it was because no thing what she said, I enjoyed worshipping her puss.

I remember one eve on the ride home from a dark out. She made me eat her pussy in the backseat of a taxicab. Truly testing my submission to her authority.

I remember the taxi driver asked her what was going on back there, and in her distinctive surefooted deportment Lisa replied, `` My cunt is eating my wet slit. ''

He just busted out laughing and said, `` Fuck, that 's totally hot ! ''

Early into our FLR family relationship, Lisa started breaking me in with her new strap-on that she purchased specifically for me. She liked to do to the highest degree of the nooky in are sex life, far more than I fucked her.

We tried so often together, sexually and otherwise. I was absolutely in heaven. I cherished her and loved our human relationship. I loved my ever more submissive persona too, and I knew from that moment forward that I loved being dominated by women by strong women.

I was absolutely devastated when she moved across the country from me, a duo of days later. Although, we still save in touch, through the internet and telephone.

fast forward twenty-two-years and I have now been married for 20 years to the most incredible and erotic woman.

For the live ten year, we have been practicing an FLR lifestyle relationship, including male sexual abstention, pegging, domestic discipline.

Furthermore, for the preceding 5 years, my wife has successfully introduced cuckolding into our relationship, and together we have had three tenacious term bulls, during that menstruation.

Our most late cop, Michealanis an extremely dominant bisexual person male, and I am forced to regularly suck his cock, and he will occasionally lie with me.

Unlike my first male on male experience in my latterly 20, this meter it feels powerful to me. There is no aroused affixation to Micheal, he does n't need intimacy with me, no kissing or cuddling.

As my mistress regularly confirms to me, my bi body process is because I need compliance and humiliation. I need to be submissive to her and her Bull because it helps me be a better pussyboy. It 's not about the sex act, it is all about the context of use.

When he cums in her twat and I eat her creampie or I suck his prominent cock and he cums in my sass. Even when he fucks my ass-pussy, it is not because I am gay, its because I am submissive. My fancy woman Lisa knows that my humiliation is what pushes all of my buttons.

That 's why I am in making love with her. That is why I worship her and strive to be the best pussyboy that I can be for her every single day of my life sentence.

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