logic programming :
About once a month, sometimes twice a calendar month I have a dream. I wake up in a common cold travail from the aspiration and I have no idea why I keep having the dream.

The Dream :
For some cause which I can not recall we had been fighting about something. Gary asked me to put on a pair of dungaree and a blouse. He tells me that it's such a beautiful evening were going to go for a ride in the car with the top down and just let things cool off. It's about 79 degrees as we drive out into the land I can lay my head back and look up at the stars. It's a beautiful crystal unmortgaged night.

Gary slows down and turns into a gravel and dirt driveway. There is an old farm house with a gravid barn. There are no spark on in the house but the b room access are open and there are Inner Light on inside the barn. Gary drives right into the barn and stops the car. I look at him and ask,"what are we doing here ?"

Gary replies,"were going to take a crap a video."

"Of what ?"I ask.

"Of you and some new booster I found."

"What are you talki…"My car threshold is opened and a hand grab my arm. I turned around and there was a tall black man standing there.

"You must be Barbara."

He gently pulled me out of the car and told me to stand up straight.

The melanise man said,"Hey Gary how ya doing, did you convey your photographic camera, ya ready for tonight, you really wan na do this ?"

Gary replied,"Hey Cal, yeah, we're gon na do this, throw her there for a second, the camera is in the trunk."

The black man, replied,"we gon na do this just like we talked about ?"

Gary said,"for certain matter, just like the one you guys did a month ago that I videoed for you."

At this point I was totally throw."Gary, what's going on ! ? ! ? You're scaring me."

Gary got the video camera out of the torso. I could see the little red light that blinks when the camera is running ; so, Gary was making a video and I was totally confused.

At that Same moment another taller black man walked out from a room in the barn. He is carrying something about 18"long, had a handle, was claw shaped, and had a chrome a lump kind of like a drone stay at the other end. He walked up to me with a big smile on his face and said,"Hello Barbara, I'm Pete. We're going to do some hooey with you tonight and we'll let you know what it's going to be every stone's throw of the way. for the first time thing we're going to disinvest you nude. Next this anal testis is going to be inserted into your ass. This will keep on you from trying to get away from us. I'll have my mitt at the other end and if required will manoeuver you where I want to you go."

Both of the black men started removing all my wearing apparel. Within a instant I was completely nude and I felt Pete insert the ball into my rectum. It hurt, and I let out a little scream. Pete said,"now Barbara, if your going to scream and defecate a fuss we're going to put a ball gag in your mouth so just observe your rima oris shut - you understand ?"

"Yes, but what are you going to do ?"

Pete, answered my question my by saying,"to be rectify to the point, we understand you don't precaution much for sex with black Guy, we're going to hold some fun with you then we're going to make you have a bit and there is zippo you can do about it.

So you have something to retrieve about for the next few hour before we start, here it is by the numbers.

1 ) The hook and bollock is going to stay in your ass until we
get you into a special room.

2 ) We're going to take you into what we call the slaughter room.
You'll be placed on a wooden table. Your legs will be strapped
into place. Each leg portion of the table can be individually moved
to the left and right and up and down so we'll be able to position
your legs exactly as we want. My two black acquaintance and me are
going to take up our time fucking you and fill your snatch with sperm,
then Gary may want to thrash you snatch sportsmanlike - that's up to him, we
don't really care about that.

3 ) Cal is our ship's boat. He's going to insert a fish hooking thru each of
your nipples then tie the other end of the fishhooks to rod which
can be moved up or down to pull or adulterate your tit up
higher and higher. Once he has them where he wants them,
he's going to use his straight razor and cut a semi-circle
starting from the side of each bosom down to and around the
hind end and up to the former incline. The cut won't be deeply but
you will start to bleed.

4 ) Then Cal is going to jack off into your back talk and as you'll see
he shoots a very heavy total of nut.

5 ) After Cal fills you mouth with his nut, he's going to use his
Razor again a put a nice minuscule cunt in the side of your throat
by the vena jugularis vena. That will cause you to start bleeding out
slowly. You be semiconscious but maybe after two or three
minutes then things will just fade out.

6 ) When the three of us are finished fucking you we're going to
place core hooks down by your ankle thru the tendons so
that we can lift you off the table. You'll be hanging upside
down at which point one of us, probably Cal, will use an
electric knife to cut off your head. After the blood stops
running out of your neck.

At this stop I wake up in a cold sweat and try to get this all out of my thinker. But I start to enquire if one day it might just pass off .