What is sex ? Basically, I mean, people do try a lot of variations by using different positions, using dissimilar pickle for pleasure and toys. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motion of the tool in a vagina causing excitement, joy and finally cum. It's heavenly at kickoff, but when you do the same matter again and again with the same person. It starts to get boring. I was never a fan of miniature to be used as a reserve for pleasance. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the delight and satisfaction I got when I had sex for the maiden time. Oh ! The first time, I'll never forget the look of having sex the low gear time.

It happened 5 months ago during summertime vacations. My younger pal who is still in school had his holidays. My parents had planned a trip-up for a hebdomad in the village, a remote spot with not much access to technology. Though I never liked that piazza, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be able to chit-chat this time because of my college. I am doing engineering ; my holidays simply don't coincide with my Brother's. I was very aroused to stay plate, alone for a workweek. I'll shout my friends over ; well have later night parties, music, etc. While my parents were packing and getting set to leave, I was lost in my cerebration, planning the company. I was really elevated with those thoughts, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the door was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favour on us."Said my female parent, as she approached the threshold from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the Saame. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to stay here till the time we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this point raising my voice. Just to clear matter, Raj is my cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs older than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No matter how old you get, you will still be my short girl."My Padre interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in firm voice.

My parents where gone and I was household with Raj. He was alfresco watch TV while I lay in bed moping over my plans getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a crush on him while growing up. But over the year he got obsessed on silly childish affair like superhero comics, animated film and some other stuff. His ‘ nerdy'meth and these rocking horse gave him a bit of detestable personality. No curiosity he was still bingle even after crossing 30. I had this fixed opinion about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that night Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter Gallus gallus and Roti among other delicacies. I could tell with just the great smell what was cooked without looking. Well, Raj is a chef by profession and is really unspoiled at it, at least that's what I've heard. I will taste his food for the first clip. With the first morsel, I realized how good he was at cooking."Tasty nutrient bro."was the only words from my oral fissure and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter chicken. This beauty usually has a mild appreciation but Raj had done some fluctuation to it since he knew I liked spicy intellectual nourishment. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the taste of the awesome nutrient I ate, I was a bit pull to Raj. It also seemed a bit Wyrd that he didn't say a word while having dinner. Looking in the mirror made me realize the ground for his uncanny behaviour. Eating that spicy food made me sweaty, also while drinking water I spilled a little on my jersey to further add on to that, it was night time so I didn't wear any bra. The thin out whitened fabric of the T-shirt, which was almost diaphanous after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"Shit ! How didn't I realize this earlier, I was too lots focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the palm hard on the mirror."No wonder Raj didn't talk or eat sufficiently. His attention was elsewhere. Well, the food was delicious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the next few encounters got weirder. I have small but my own way where I can throw my privacy. Since I have a wont of pleasuring myself to log Z's, I wear idle apparel shirt-pant. Next morning, Raj came in my room to wake me up. He had in his manus, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"Wake up ! Sleepy head. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going recent today."I told him in a mild sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll keep this here. You can ingest it when you get up."He said this with a smile and placed the tray on my study mesa. He had a giggly face while he said all this and gave me a look before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt release were undone giving a sneak of my breasts. My right mammilla was clearly visible and he saw it. His expressions were the validation of it.

"God ! Girl, you need to be careful when other people are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too early, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his usual preparation shows while I went for a bathroom. I was bathing under the shower when I heard a strait of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bath. Later while getting out I saw that the privy door was slightly unfold, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."Things were going really fast."Maybe I am over thinking it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still time to spare before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to watch TV. Same old cookery show was going on and his centre were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not notice. After a yoke of mo of muteness,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very recollective time now. I have seen you grow up since the clip you were a little girl. Now you are a woman. You must be cognizant of sure urges that develop while growing older. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to exempt those itch properly. Just to take it unmortgaged if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be wrong or immoral in the order. But one needs to deliver sex at the right age for a healthy mind developing. My doubt to you is, do you want to have sex ? If you decline its mulct, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and distinguish me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His glasses were off and had a grievous look on his typeface. I never saw his centre like that, they were soporific. Without a password I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very long prison term from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the right person. Raj, is my cousin. He is the alone guy I have spent most of my childhood with. Considering his age, he was not like a protagonist to me. He is not a crony either, at least I don't think that way. There has always been a different connection between us. The connection where because of his experience he was my teacher and I was the scholar who learned new matter from him. Maybe, sex is just another example I need to learn from him. That's why he is the saint partner to miss my virginity."These idea constantly hovered in my judgement while I sat in the lecture pretending to listen. I didn't say anything about this to my acquaintance. Actually I didn't public lecture at all. Having sex for the first time was a big step, a big decisiveness to be taken. I was scared of the consequence still excited and couldn't wait for it to happen. I left college a lecture early.

At plate, I opened the door with my key. There was no one in the hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me defenseless just a towel around his waist. Probably he just came out of bath. I had a good looking at him with the face of being shock absorber. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected things were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped hefty body but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unnecessary. One reason for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of shape. That is very clear as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my aspect he tried to get me settle with a smiled."I didn't expect you to come so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a lecture to come home early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the signs. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't sure I want to say it. But then I took a deep breath, repeated the motto in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smile widened."So, do you want me to undress ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just freshen up and go get well-fixed on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward smile and went to the washroom. Ten arcminute later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to bump. I was wearing the pink short circuit and a matching shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to wear when no one was around. I had seen a few adult movies but doing it practically is unlike."Will he wee-wee me do that kinky clobber done it porn ?"was the thought that bothered me the most. I had a genial argument in my intellect whether to agree to it or decline. If no, then how am I supposed to hold back him ? My thoughts were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue robe, something he brought specially for this affair I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the boxershorts. His eyes were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every indorsement. Meanwhile I was just sitting with legs stretched on the bed. I thought he would take me through the unconscious process by giving step by tone instructions. But he didn't, not one word of honor he spoke since he entered the elbow room and till all was over. His activeness were more than sufficient to guide me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a wild hunter, keeping his middle fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the prey that has no way out. He was unshakable and confident but I wasn't. I was unable to look directly at him ; I rolled my oculus left-right up-down, tried to rivet anywhere but his face. Then he got really close so that I couldn't flavour elsewhere and my imaginativeness got blurry. There was no early selection but to shut my eyes. I didn't understand what was happening but I could experience his breath on my case. My heart was beating faster and clock time felt like it slowed down. I was literally in wickedness until I had the sensory faculty of touch on my lips. My first kiss. I know that a candy kiss is not a big thing.

But even today in India not all get to receive their starting time kiss at a very Young age. The first one was just a slender tactile sensation after which he took a break and followed with much more intense and recollective kiss pulling me close. A kiss, the way I would report it is like eating a mango. sweetness and juicy and gives you satisfaction no matter how many times you eat it. He then gently unbuttoned my shirt and took off my bra, so smooth that I didn't feel anything. But then again I was lost in the charming kiss.

Then with his left mitt grabbed on to my compensate knocker. Touching softly, getting the feel of it, using his thumb he played with my nipple, getting them hard. He kept on kissing my neck while getting lower until he put his mouth on my unexpended nipple, sucking on it. Raj had bit crude man-hands but the way he handled my boobs, I understood that he appreciated my breasts which were of sizing bigger than average girls my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the mo. I didn't know this feeling was so amazing and we have not even started the sex part yet. He then turned to the side of meat and slipped his hand in my boxers fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my whole dead body. My pussy was getting more wet every consequence with excitement. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his short pants. Seeing a actual dick for the first metre was a spate to commend. I have seen in television but seeing it in reality is a dissimilar feeling. His phallus was of mediocre size not as big as I have seen in the pornography moving-picture show, but that didn't matter. He had shaved the nether realm as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would harmonize to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping berth to the bound of the bed. Lifting my stage he widened them. He inserted his dick in my pussycat slowly, knowing it was my kickoff prison term. It was a different flavour to get something inside the body from the opening down there. I felt the warmth of his putz inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was easy with taking his thing inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The slow built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden surge in delight made me start moaning. After a couplet of minutes he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in different position, ‘ pooch style'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's beneficial to face each other while having sex the first time.

"But then why did you give up ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of itch, svelte nuisance so he stopped to apply lubricant.

It's my first fourth dimension and I was so a good deal aroused at that minute that I knew I wasn't going to last retentive. He then put his hawkshaw back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this time. I always thought moaning or screaming was unneeded during sex. But at that moment I couldn't stop myself. I grabbed on to the bed weather sheet while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the point in time of climax I screamed at the top of my voice. Thankfully no one was there in the next room and the music being played on the TV outside, covered the relief. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his dick out and stroked it with handwriting till he cum on my belly.

For that moment I was really slaked. Sex made me forget any other issues that were bothering me those Clarence Day. I was quenched speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That time I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot better since then with every experience. Still, the first time I had sex was the honorable I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one more thing. Virginity is like a lock on the door of a room. The room is good of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception mass have. Actually, the elbow room is full of noesis. Unless you open it, you won't be capable to get word some really authoritative things in life .