I give a sigh as the flickering shadows finally stop and the sun extremum above the horizon. I lay there curled up in the water closet as the remote sirens finally come in loud and clear. I and my family just got robbed and only I probably survived. The door to the water closet I've been hiding in opens revealing people in police uniforms motioning to each early saying things that my meddled thinker doesn't comprehend. I look at the different faces moving around and the flicker of light as the sun gleams off some of their badges. I close my optic and postulate a rich inhale wondering what's going to happen to me now. One of the officer helps me up and takes me to the police force cruiser fashioning for sure I don't expression at certain compass point that are probably to disturbing for me to see.
I get into the police force pleasure boat quietly as the group of hoi polloi stand outside mumbling to one another. I wish my lifespan would end soon but I guess the in effect affair to do is to hold off it out like I always do every day even before the murder. They take me to the police government agency and I answer a serial of doubtfulness not knowing what some of them mean since I'm too out of it. After a series of questions I finally end up in one of my best Quaker's home. I guess this is where my aliveness outset and finally elevation up.

Chapter 1
I awake on the couch that doesn't belong to me or my kinfolk but to my considerably Friend, my only friend, and currently my temporary family. I sit up on the lounge and stare at the floor awhile. I guess I'm used to sleep on the couch because I used to do it all the clip because they loved my Sister more than me. My father was a douche who has had five wife and was Padre of seven tiddler with four dead and two still active. My brother, who I don't really find fault for doing this, ran away from habitation once he turned sixteen with a lot of money that he"gained"over the years. I envy him since he was capable to run away and hold out his own life. My father was also a huge risk taker and I guess they died because the people he's cheated finally caught him.

I was in the closet because I was hiding from my sis who I spilled chili on by fortuity. The only home I could remember of hiding was the vacant guest way that used to be my older buddy room. I yawn, get up, and pass into the kitchen to make believe breakfast mostly because it's grown into a drug abuse. The sizzling sound and feeling of bacon quickly flourish through the star sign. I start up the coffee pot for my friend mom and myself. I give another oscitancy and realize that I'm more tired than what I actually probably look like. I guess I love to form so practically I barely observation matter like this. I hear someone running down the steps so I turn to see who it is.
My friend, dressed in a red pajama pants and skidder showing off his yellowish brown that girls are always giggling and talking about. I turn back around and bulge cooking again as he walks up behind me, puts an arm around my waist, and says,"Morning dearest !"
I roll my eyes and jab my elbow into his gut and say,"keep that up and you won't be eating."
He laughs and sits down at the kitchen table probably watching my cute girlish but. If you're wondering I look like a precious innocent 12 twelvemonth old girl except the chest and the skirts and apparel. I never really liked my tone but there their because my baby and mom like to experiment to lots with me. I still have the bruise from fifth level when they made me go to school dressed as a young lady because they"accidently"lost my dress. All the girls beat me up using the gym equipment, toys in the classrooms, and the vacation spot equipment. I wince remembering after all that the next day the fille got the son to tucker out me up. I finish up cooking as his female parent comes down followed by his father.
I greet them all and head up stairs to one make up that slothful boy's bed and withdraw a exhibitioner before getting apparel before schooling. To think it's only six 30 and we go to school at eight. I get the exhibitor perfect tense and everything and then I hop on in. The lavatory doorway opens a little while later and in pops a nude friend. I and he used to play football, me a water boy and him a running back, so we saw each other naked a lot. I know a water boy doesn't really do the shower thing but tutor makes all of us do it or else.
"pauperization soul to wash your rachis ?"He asks me pressing against my spinal column.
I sigh and ask,"Why do you keep messing around like this ?"
He chuckles and says,"Because ! You're my bitch and I want the all creation to know it."
"But were only fourteen !"I say lathering up myself.
"Actually you're 14 I'm fifteen so that makes you my bitch."He says matter of factly.
I wash off the soap and twist to face up him. He cups my mentum and says,"Don't worry I'm never going to hurt you or let anyone ever hurt you."
I blush and get out the exhibitioner to wash my face in the sump while he washes off. I grab my towel and go across the hall to his elbow room to get my clothes. He walks in as I'm standing there wearing a blue button up shirt, all release buttoned up, and blue dungaree that perfectly fit me. I make my way to the doorway but he stops me him with no towel and his trucking rig sticking proudly four in out. When I'm semi it only two inches but that rarely happens in my life.
"So what's bugging you today ?"He asks leading me to his bed.
I sigh and say,"Everything."
He rolls his eyes as he gets dressed for schooling. A fourteen yr old and XV year old hanging out one getting dressed who is a full-of-the-moon on male and the early that looks gender confused is so eldritch that if it wasn't that everyone knew me as a male person I would've been hit on so many meter by now.
"Is it about your intimate taste ?"He asks me putting on a shameful shirt and a red necklace.
"No ! I don't aid if I get a girlfriend besides the only way I'm going to get laid is by getting my ass fucked willingly or not."
He gives me a toothy smile and says,"You know I'm going to be one of the guys to get a musical composition of that ass."
I roll my heart, get up, and say,"Please don't get lost in your illusion world again."
I head down stairs and eat my breakfast and clean the dishful as my friend, who I forgot to credit is named Richard, comes down and start talking sports with his male parent. I sit down with his mother who is named Penny. We are chatting about the weather, upcoming events, and rumourmonger. It sounds like I'm turning into a miss for real number.
"You would've made a really skillful daughter…"She says throwing me off path just as Rich walks in and says,"Come on the bus is almost here !"
I nod my fountainhead and watch over out behind him wondering what would've made her say that. The bus rolls up and we get on the bus normally. I sit in the social movement where lupus erythematosus people are and Rich sits in the backbone acting a fool as always. Even though he's democratic with masses and I'm not we somehow are still best protagonist. I knew him before school day and before he was cool so I guess he means a lot to me. It's not like I'm gay or anything but the only heart I get is from guys so that can throw a huge effect on a somebody's wellbeing. I stare out the window as we pick up more hoi polloi and finally contact school. I get off first and foreland to home period. My home period of time is Mrs. Welsting. She stands five foot 5, long beautiful blond tomentum, wearing a plectrum release up shirt with two button undone showing off her cleavage, high dog, and a down in the mouth skirt that goes past he knees. A lot of the boy fantasize about her all the meter in class and wish for a class with her even though they don't know what she teaches.
"goodness morning student !"Mrs Welsting says in her energetic, politic, cover girl voice,"How was all you're morning ?"
The socio-economic class replies with happy greetings and sly remark of pervertedness. I sit in the backbone of the course in the left field corner that way I'm out of hoi polloi's line of work of sight and out of their way. I pull out my sketch book from my black backpack and pull out a pencil from my right field pocket. I begin sketching anything that I feel like not really caring if individual sees them or not.
"OK class today we have a new student and I want you to treat him with regard !"She says happily.
Oh yea we are supposed to be getting a new student today. I look up from my sketch pad to see who this person is. A boy my age stands there looking at the basis with black spikey pilus that cover his center, peach colored hide, impale wrist ring, black dungaree with jam in them, a black shirt with a skull and crossbreeding bone on the front along with a gravid mordant leather jacket. Over all he looked pretty scary but we all said welcome and greeted him normally. I look back down to my sketchbook and start drawing again. I hear a loud thumping next to me to see the new student sitting side by side to me mostly because it's one of the few hind end that they have left here but besides that he must like to be isolated like I do. I turn my attention back to my drawing of what is now a brick house with three mass inside two outside, a setting sun with a few clouds in the sky and a dog running up a pitcher's mound along with a coiling road that leads up to the planetary house. That's when it feels like I'm being watched but I just don't know why it feels like that.
"You draw really good."The kid next to me says in a deep husky voice.
"Thanks."I say a little bit out of sorts.
I've never gotten a compliment from anyone before well except for my perverted friend but he doesn't really count because he's just trying to give me find skilful. I continue sketching until the Vanessa Bell band letting us know that it's low period time. I put up my sketch pad and put my pencil back into my air hole. I get up and make my way to the door when Mrs. Welsting says,"Ellen ? Can you designate the new student around the schoolhouse showing him where his division are ?"
I know I can't say no so I say,"I would love to."
A lie straight through my teeth but oh well anything is unspoilt than my first period form which is lyric. I stand there as he walks up to me still looking at the reason.
"Alright let's go."I say turning around and walking out.
I show him all over school showing him where all the classes will be and end up in the gym last. There's no class in the gym right now so I sit down on the top part of the bleacher and leaning back against the wall. The boy has been quite the whole sentence I showed him around and I start to wonder what's going through his head. I close my eyes and suspiration just enjoying the quietness.
"I got a question…"A voice says future to me.
I nearly jump out of my tegument at the sound of his voice. I never heard him walk up the bleachers or anything.
"Y-Yea what is it ?"I ask shaken up a little.
"Why were you by yourself this morning ?"
I sigh and look up at the roof. I might as well tell him since the others might or they might just address him like me.
"Well it's mostly because my body is gender confused. They don't like me because I'm a guy that looks like a girlfriend and I act differently about everything from the masses."I look at his facial nerve expression.
He's feeling straight up at me and I can see his hazel brown eyes through his hair. He looks kind of sad not like ugly but his face looks sad and worn. He then stands up and says,"So that's how they are… they treat early by strong-arm features… and personal features."
"Yea… addition my class is also to blame but their utter so I can't do anything about. The solely family fellow member I have left is my and only god knows where he is."I say standing up as the Vanessa Bell rings for second period.
I start to walk down the bleachers and toward the exit threshold that leads out into the main hallway. The boy quickly follows behind since we both have the same second period.
"You know if you hang out with me they'll pick on you."I say not wanting individual to get hurt because of me.
"It's alright besides you're the only somebody who we'll probably get me and plus I like you."
I nod my head word and walkway into 2d period with him. We take our seats in the back of the social class and lead off copying down the notes while getting a few stares from the other pupil mostly male but a few female person. Second period seems to drag on forever until the bell rings letting me know it's prison term for third time period math which is my favorite study and time. I walk into the course room and guide a seat in the front man since nearly of the students sit in the back. I pay tending during the whole lesson and cultivation first in my class. I then pull out my sketch script and come out drawing till the end of year. I walk to my locker and get out my gym dress as the toll for twenty-five percent menstruation rings. The new student is in the same P.E. class as me. I walk into the locker room for the guy side and see a nice isolated topographic point to dress out. I've call for off my shirt and my pants when I'm pushed into the wall.
"Hey there bitch."Is whispered in my ear.
I struggle trying to get out of the clutch as whoever behind me says,"You need to come up with a honorable hiding spot."
I'm thrown on the ground and I scramble backwards to only remember I'm in a nook. I see my poppycock sprawled all over the level as three bloodless male child stand over me just in their bagger. One of the boys behind the soul who threw me down is holding my sketch book the only affair that reminds me I'm homo and can do something with my life. He starts flipping through it and says,"I wonder what we should do with all this stuff ?"
"How about we trash it !"The leader of the male child says, the one who pushed me down, grabbing the top of my head.
"Please don't !"I yell trying to get him to let go of me.
He bitch smack me and says,"If you don't be quite we're going to hold to get more physical than that."
I hold back tears as a page is ripped out of my notebook.
"We'll stop if you do us a little favor."The boy says.
"W-What ?"I ask as another Sir Frederick Handley Page is ripped out.
"suck our cocks and we'll be on our way."
"Never !"I say a petty too loud which allows a couplet of More page torn out and another smack across the face.
"Now what did I tell you ? Co-operate and everything we'll be over."He says lifting me up by my chief that way I'm on my knees.
The boy in figurehead of me pulls out his cock and presses it against my cheek. I move my brain away from the disgusting thing and try to plump for away only to meet wall.
"Alright bitch picks your way hard or easy."
I keep placidity and the boy maze,"Hard way then."
The boy catch my forefront and poke me straight in my jaw. He then tries to pry my mouth out-of-doors as another boy manner of walking over also hard wanting some care. I keep struggling with all my might until I hear the sound of sparks.
"dungeon it up and I'll burn that damn leger and you too !"He says making me be still,"commodity. Now open up and say ah !"
I open my sassing slowly wishing someone will spare me when all of a sudden like a ninja the new scholarly person appears hitting the one about to shove his cock down my throat straight in his head. He spins around on one ft and hit the second boy in the gut ; step on his fundament, and back hand punch him into one of the lockers. The third boy drops my semi burnt torn up notebook and takes off running. I have tears going down my human face at the sight of my study Word. I look up at the dark ninja boy as he looks down at me. He offers his hand down to me to assist me up. I get up on my feet and hug him tightly tears still going down my eyes. I feel his hands on my back patting me trying to make me feel solace. I wish the existence could be more like this boy right here.


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