admonition : EVERY parole ISTRUE
IF YOUR LIGHTHEARTED OR
CAN NOT rack SEEING /READING
ABOUT fry organism RAPED
THEN stop consonant READING NOW ! DONT
READ ANOTHER SENTENCE PARAGRAPH ECT. JUST layover ...


FOR THE OTHERS I APOLIGIZE FOR
THE GRAMMAR, SPELLING ECT.
I HAD TO shuffle IT longer SOMEHOW.

FOR PROTECTIVE PURPOSES
THE names OF hoi polloi township
AND United States Department of State HAS BEEN CHANGED
.EVERY WORD IS A MEMORY MORE
IMPORTANTLY THEY ARE TRUE. DO
NOT READ IF YOU ARE OFFENDED
BY shaver ravishment. THIS IS MY STORY,
AND I CHOOSE TO plowshare WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME.




MY STORY




i was 7 when it first happened. i was innocent, sweetened, playful, and happy.
i was unaware of the evil in this humans ;
that is until He showed me. my gens is Ashley
, and this is what ive remebered.

i was outside playing in our sandpit when he came over.
he sat beside me and played with me for a couple of minute of arc.
we were alking and laughing when he suggested we play a new game.
but this game was for big Thomas Kid and he didnt think i could handle it.
of path being young and niave i took the bait.
Sialar, was my first cousin on my
stepfathers side he was 16-19 i didnt know his exact age.
only that he was a big kid and i wanted to be a big kid too.
Anyway, he said OK and took a hold of my hand.
we lived in the country, full of woods and wild animals.
but with him i wasnt afraid.

he led me into th woods, which i knew i was not out loud to be in.
i tried telling him i was verboten, but he said it was ok.
that i wouldnt get into trouble with him there
. i rember looking back at the business firm saying ok, but i cant go to far.
Sialar smiled and led me further into the woods.
i lost sight of my home and we continued
to walk until we came to some thick brush.
`` Ashley i need you to lay on the priming. dont make
a audio and do as i say.
i nodded yes and set down.
i asked him what game we were playing and he replied
`` star sign. your the mommy and im the daddy andd we are going to jazz each other..

i dont remeber what happened after he said that but i do remember trying to
stop him from taking my apparel off ... im not aloud to sialar, i shouldnt do this ...
`` Its alright trust me, '' he said.

he made me lie back on the ground.
'' now what im going to do next may seem weird and a uncomfortable.
but do not create a naise and DO NOT screech.

okay ?

he felt his penis slide up and down my leg and giggled,
that feeling weird sialar..
i know ash but its ok big kids do this all the time..
you want to be a big kid dont you ? ...
yes i do, i wan to be a big kid.

he slid his member up to my slit and rubbed it against my opening.
i was uncomfortable by this tip and wanted to stop..
i remember saying `` i dont want to play this secret plan anymore.. ''

`` shush its ok. ''

then he started pushing into me.
i tried to cry. but his hand was over my lip
'' shuit up you little squawk ! ``

i tried to push and to clamber but all
it seemed to do was help him.
when that didnt help me i tried to prick.
scar and pincer, none of it worked.
he ended up cutting off my air supply and
i must have past out after that..

then next thing i heard was mom
calling or me ans sialar cussing.
he helped clean house me up and even redressed me ...
he even took care of getting rid of my virgins blood.
i tried to get away but before i could he grabbed my are.

`` IF YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT
WHAT HAPPENED Here TODAY I WILL putting to death
YOU, YOUR sister, YOUR comrade, evening
YOUR mother. infer ? ``


with tears in my eyes i nodded yes, i tried
to turn and bequeath but he tightend his grip.

'' ALSO WHEN EVER I phone call FOR YOU,
NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE DOING YOU
COME TO ME, IF YOU DONT THE SAME
THING WILL HAPPEN I YOU TELL. ARE WE
clear ? ``

yes sialar.

mom called again and he let go of me.

i took off running game, when mom asked what had
happened and why i was crying
i simply told her i fell..

and so the year of lying started

and always the fear of when he would send for for me.




END OF PART 1




( THIS IS BY NO agency THE END
OF MY STORY BUT MEARLY parting 1,
I NEED TO get SOME sentence TO GET MY
ego BACK TOGETHER CAUSE THIS REALLY
SHOOK ME UP. LIKE I SAID BE FOR THIS ALL
REALLY DID HAPPEN AND THIS REALLLY IS
MY storey. NOT copy WRITTED FROM SOME
ONE ELSE. IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I SAID
OR WROTE THAT WAS OFFENSIVE THEN I
APOLIGIZE NOW, I SIMPLY indite THE TRUTH
. BY FOR NOW AND UNTIL NEXT prison term )

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