I forgot to put incest as one of the stem, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um little admonition, this role of my uh tale ? I guess story is redress word, um is a petty darker. Sorry but it's true, not too saturnine just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for daytime. At first the night before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became aware of my nakedness. I grinded my teeth as I do when I am trying to hide out how neural I am, so I guess I was trying to shroud it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the rain shower on, quickly I rolled onto my back, feeling with my hand the boundary of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, mantle falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the slope of my brass, but the embarrassment quickly became sweep over as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making sure I was wrapped from feet to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hand, caressing my fingerbreadth with my ovolo, lol like as if I was trying to induce sure I was substantial or something…

The noise of the running weewee had long stopped, I had to begin to enquire what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too a lot thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh right wing ! You should have a go at it she has her own bathroom connected to her chamber, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the phone of the bathroom room access opening made me jumping. I got up with a grin on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tears once again as I saw my mom fixing her arm for work. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to recollect a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly taught the lesson that sprightliness simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as of import to her as it was to me, simply that I was vernal and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something John Roy Major had happened to me, so in the typical child reception, I had expected the entire world to give up and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that lifetime moral, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to figure out so easily.

harm and pissed, I looked at her with the most annoyed nerve I could make. Eyes squinted hard and back talk closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glare at her, she huffed and her mitt hit the side of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong move that I had became very use to ). And you should know I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nozzle pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this fourth dimension she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect thing I thought she should of said."love, do you want me to stay home ? We can talk about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her crack ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my chest, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm mulct, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little singular side Federal Reserve note haha was actually hard shuffling with my feet over the blanket ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a good mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you want to just stop being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this casing. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please speak to her. But being the stubborn holy terror that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key news is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but backside look"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her head down, I remember this action mechanism very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to take hold of her and…yes kiss her. But as you may tell, this day was just becoming a pattern of affair I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to spread the doorway, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my hand shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my haircloth, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't sure what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the cold shoulder after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first times, but my job wasn't this, it was the face-to-face damn it. I was enraged that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was entitle and loving the stallion time, and it was amazing, dare I say utter for me ? But It was with my female parent and I was upset, upset how much I had enjoyed myself.

Well feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to find some wearing apparel. I walked to my wardrobe, but stopped as I heard the front door open and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well take a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the shower, hands against the wall, heart closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just consecrate on the hot urine running down my soundbox, I had it so hot my pelt was turning pink lol. Sadly, the magic of a Nice hot shower, did not work this time as I, well began once again playing back the consequence of last dark, though this clip was dissimilar, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her soundbox, how ….how perplex she looked, and I found myself starting to become very turn on.

I remember my deal, drifting down my chest and cupping my left breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a mo I think I just stood there massaging my breast, rubbing my stomach with my early hand, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's Weird where our nous go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I idea of my comrade and I began to conceive of what they would think…then of how my Friend would guess me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the get-up-and-go to fight the air mile in my abdomen or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not sure how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heat had became too much, or just sitting on the hard cascade floor for so retentive my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured somebody wash drawing on my hands and just gave myself a quick cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jumping from the frigidity I felt as my skin touched the edge of the sink. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so outstanding ? I examined myself from forefront to waist. I thought, my eyes are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda nice, I developed early, but…never really saw them as objects of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how much my mom just seemed to…erm enjoy them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a piddling stupid, trying to opine of what my own mother found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into attaint *Sigh* and disgrace quickly became ira. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the blame on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with craze, so practically furore it was like I woke up, my trunk just got all this energy and ire and I just I didn't know where to place it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I give up this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the mitt grievous bodily harm pump, fully prepared to throw away at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my manus up in throwing gesture, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to repair it, and well it sounds dumb but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get upset when my brother broke stuff when he got furious and how miffed she gets even when we break stuff on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I mean value I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the easy lay bottle thingy ( it was a squeamish like glass thingy my 1000 ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 monster cracks with a like huge gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my W. C. Handy piece of work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my pilus as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this fourth dimension just full blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a farsighted black HBK t-shirt, and a pair of pink step-in ) To hell with matching ! I didn't upkeep ... My head was killing me and I was first-rate freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my favourite pizza place ! rich dish sausage paddy with spear carrier cheese..mmmmm : P fountainhead while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of final night, so I decided to let a motion-picture show on requirement ( Iron man in cause any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comic girl…so let's all hope man of brand rocks ! Cuz I am tired of wonder wtfpwnig the comic al-Qur'an movie mankind ! I mean…ya batman is chill but really heathland book of account's turkey made that trilogy limited, the first one was ok, third one good, only the dark knight was a master firearm.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya Danton True Young justice rules ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching iron man, till finally I heard the door knock. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol disheartenment look at me being all fantasy, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the people in the reality I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the doorway UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my vox even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering boulder clay finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a immediate face around. Becoming oddly nervous as if somehow he had physic abilities and knew what had happened here last Night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

Well he saw my gasp on the story, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my warmness began to backwash like a thousand prison term faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inner hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my pass saying it's not like it's not normal to just take in my pant laying around he has no idea your being an half-wit ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to get to things worsened my dad picked up my denim, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my physical structure just lol, just let out a big sigh of relief as he went in my scoop and grabbed out my telephone set, his face giving me that…tisk tisk spirit hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just chill out I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrong ? Scared I was gon na observe something else in your trouser, and also keep your damn sound charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full name when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was worried all day because finish he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to forebode me to check up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been ineffective to touch my mom. ( I found out years later that she actually felt too ill at ease to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was suspicious so he had begun to ripple through my pants air hole, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already Helen Newington Wills that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD full point WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to quieten down, which just made it so much worse so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not touch my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way fathers do implying showing them respectfulness, but I just rolled my eye and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mood.

You should do it my dad has never been marvelous with the drama billet so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, zippo against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a deliquium smile as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the board, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A enceinte pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 twenty-four hour period ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the accuracy card ( half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just ask to be alone right now. I was hoping for a mere okay, maybe he takes a objet d'art or two of pizza pie with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simpleton. He just grabbed a art object and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a fanny. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor auditory sensation with my mouth haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my blazonry as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to assure me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough spell where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, tight my school principal got as I tried not to collapse out in angriness, and at same clip had to get fighting back the bust that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed metre I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin female parent ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient that it's a phase it will blow over. He was telling me how much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could retrieve was he should do it what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my tear, but then again, what sane male parent would see his daughter in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff to crap you feel bad, I just want you to recognise your mother loves you, I love you blah blah blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

wellspring needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm to a lesser extent then positivist as I just told him to delight stop, that he has no idea what I am going through. My dustup where form, but my tone was totally, hey piss off lol. Well you know how Kyd and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not stop him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been threw clobber in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was easy on me language - -. Honestly though the funny thing happen, I was watching my dad lecture to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dim as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty fishy guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty rule we talked about how big of a tug Ruben is ( I lied a little ) And we both knew it was me who was the bitch but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible baby : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a good jape at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your backpack lol.
So ya the rest of the day more or less was easy, we restarted the movie, I got a mini speech of how I only ate 1 piece of pizza and how wasteful it was to order a large haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal time with a parent. I think about half way through the final fight fit of iron man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the dark before.

So, I guess despite having a well dark of upright sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to accrue asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a close to perfect as it could have been considering. But then…she came household. I was woken up by the door closing, and my mom going"Henry Martyn Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a moment longer, I loved the feeling of his breast, his odour, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my Father-God, just…I was that beginner smell, like I was condom with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my piddling effort to hold onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my helping hand back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her phone. I am not for certain if my mom lied or just happen to have a good reason, but the reason she gave was, she was in a confluence with a client and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his sass got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."William Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my over effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's Weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too tone trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a minute or two, not sure what about but I didn't spirit like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the lounge and glided half dazed to my room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the residence, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a second of silence, the second she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the handle, unsuccessfully trying to enroll my room.

I didn't say a work I just sat up and looked at the threshold, my core began to experience as if it was sinking down into my stomach. I was expecting her to say open the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simpleton alright, I heard her walkway away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not sure how foresightful wasn't even sure what time it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave my elbow room, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to look on Buffy the lamia killer for like EVER, so I figured what the sin I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally give it a shot, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta lame b-day natural endowment when you wanted so many other things, but oh well lol.

okay I got to say, did not click with me at all the only reason I even got through 4 episodes was because I had NOTHING ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not require to leave my room, I really did want to be left alone at that moment. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly astray awake, it was a Saturday night too so all my friends that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few times I will take I almost just called one or two and told em to come meet up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to kip. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my head started to think of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and forth in my way, I started to have an urge to go talking to her, to just speak to her but had no musical theme about what. And foolishly I walked back and Forth River in my room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no estimation why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my friends I was going to slumber for the night I wasn't feeling good which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too awake, despite really wanting aught more than than to just close my heart and sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply ennui, I was bored out of my mind and nothing seemed to be able to hold my interest, so I finally left my elbow room, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to make for certain I was ready for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my way that, my body had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting naut mi in my belly, wondering now that if I came to her elbow room at Night, would she get the wrong idea ? Would she call up I wanted a repeat of last-place night ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from elbow room to room was enough to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her door, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my breast were…feeling touchy ? Haha like little fingers were crawling all over them and my breadbasket was all in greyback. I ten asked myself in my mind, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the forefront that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? toy with me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talking to her, but honestly I was so skittish that my articulatio humeri were shaking and I literally no joke was so nervous also that I debated on if I should just walk in or bump for like 3 minutes. I went with the niggling but nimble whack on the door ( you know the loud I you make that are curtly but fast and when you want to wake someone up or get them out of the bathroom like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second went by without a response lol, so I gave it another nimble knock. Then I heard my mom going"hold on ! 1 sec !"My hands clutched open and closed when I heard her spokesperson, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might have been a little charge up. Anyways ! The threshold opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly at rest as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a short, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not sure why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to come in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a little, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sleep, gulping difficult and scratching my brain, annoyingly cognizant of what I was doing and screaming at myself to stop being like such a freakin idiot lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded younger if that makes signified."Kim, want to number in ?"I just nodded a small and said trusted. So I came in…and haha god I was so game back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jump out so practically when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulders, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 endorsement of just awkward silence before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hired man on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very sincere motherly smile and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this detail of survey. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you want"only issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a lilliputian mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having yield forming words, and she just looked at me very fear and asked me what was improper. I finally stopped, and with a hard gulping that made my ears popped a little, I said I was o.k.. My mom asked if I was sure as shooting, and I went back to nodding as a response.

opinion feeble in the knees, I sat on the edge of the bed inverse of my mom, but for some understanding I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a gaga mean HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL joke just a little chortle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling pudding head, I guess causing her to put her hand over her oral cavity in a very VERY bad attack in trying to stop herself from laughing.

okeh so this is probably where you are gon na think im a total child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feel angry at all in that mo but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some wrath and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not rum ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her principal tilted and her heart wary. She just took a deep breathing time and said"Baby please, let's not fight, let's just sing okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act disturbance, I tried to lower my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the words that came out came out filled with binge as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking stuff its really one of her clitoris, like it hits a heart. So I sorta cried expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her poke flared open. But haha she let out a long whistle blow ? Not certain what to call it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not trusted how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its mulct. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no idea what I would of done tom ake it expect better ) I was just talking out of scare. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my lav where she entered first, I stood at the doorway as she was in the center of the elbow room, hands on her pelvis as she looked at the mirror and the shattered methamphetamine hydrochloride hand pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm sorry"I said again. She, enlighten as day trying very hard to restrain herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my side against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mum. *sigh*My mom I remember manus shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the floor with me, her hands again on my berm, rubbing them, trying to unbend me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am dazed okay ? I put too much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could say she meant it, but I just shook my head no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the Truth. I reply licking my teeth and biting my spit, shaking my brain in disagreement cashbox finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those wrangle, until my own pity became too peachy and I covered my look with my helping hand, and just cry into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulders furiously, telling me to please block, to please listen to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just explode in that consequence, I just wanted to curl up in a ball and became small, I felt torn and I just kept on battle cry, heaving now extremely bad into my paw. I just kept on till my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted terminal night to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the truth is."Then she paused and her hand went on mine, pulling my hands away from my grimace. I was shaking still from crying so hard, but I looked directly into her now tearful face, tears running down each English. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was haywire, you want to be mad baby, be mad at me I am a monster. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up psyche, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her eyes to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her eyes squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so drab, I truly just require you happy Thomas More than anything, but Kim I am in making love with you."And that was it…I have heard her William Tell me over months now that she had fallen in beloved with the somebody I have grown into, but it's unlike, multitude can say the countersign a 100 different ways, but zip is like hearing someone say they are IN LOVE WITH YOU, just 4 words mere as that, yet far more, revealing than any early words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well fine, but if she had said Kim I am in honey with my daughter, or kim I am in honey with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my manpower on the slope of her boldness and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her sass on mine again, still at this point it felt so wrong but so salutary. I now miss that feeling as I have grown use to my mother's lips on mine.

Sadly the feeling did not stay as anger, actually did form again in me, I broke the candy kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was furious at the sentiment and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just contribute you what you want again cuz you differentiate me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my knees and shook her caput no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will block up being in love with you. okay ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and pretend that I am not hopeful that you may riposte my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parts where she said she was still my female parent, but I just…I could really only think about the parts where she said she loved me, the part of returning her beloved. So I just sat there intellection, my mom patiently staying still just rubbing my knees gently, not rushing me at all, it was dainty.

Heh to be reliable I knew my response to the inquiry she hadn't technically asked, the second she was done speech production, I knew I was going to snog her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to get hold a way to be solid and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my precious sorta kiddy voice I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a little chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her response still so caught me off guard. She just went"Na you will make up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her gown, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so dolt I was like"Mom..that isn't rummy don't say that."My mom just curled her lips and nodded, walking to me and putting her weapon on my berm, her hands resting well transcend my psyche as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none grave whole step, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our get-go kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so anxious this time but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her spinal column with everything I had….I even for first time was bold a trivial and put both my mitt on her shank ...

She was the one to weaken the osculation as she took a tone back, slipping her gown off and letting it fall to the story. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my body and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old shawn a break."( O.K. for you people who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the fashion plate on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na facilitate me lease my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I guess she was gon na help oneself me cuz she went"oh"and let out a slight giggle like..okay then that works sort of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a quick hint *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her foreland forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a sec to get what she meant as I grabbed my step-in to bring em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"have them off slow child, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and stuck my bum out, and began to slip them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha striptease teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm ripe"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the flooring.

My mom rolled her oculus and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me feel so pudden-head she, leaned down and grabbed my scanty, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to type this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her heart sharply on mine as she bit down on the bound of my panties, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her sass. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the nerve center of the bed….taking the same spot as I did the night before. She laughed at me, making me sense stupidly and for some reasonableness I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda heavily and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dull that I didn't even rage I was just the likes of"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my touch sensation but she seemed to have a hard time stopping she just said"Baby I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so grim just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cunning my baby girl, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my side was on fervor I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please stop laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was like awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick kiss. Raising her brows though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did lowest dark huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the second the words left my lip I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingerbreadth and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just pass embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just be active on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfortable she said…then teased me and said"take your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the office and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me flush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my mind, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hired hand on my stomach and rubbed it over my tum playfully telling me to come on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her FINE and I got up just to finish her from doing the hand matter on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to stop throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my stomach, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course laid my face compressed and turned it, to search at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my tummy and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my side and pushed down semi difficult on my rear. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy dirt that feels fucking awesome ! She was the like"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my face forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my rachis and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her pushing on my cover it feels great, I have tried to bear others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guy rope do it former than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really good that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really good, all total probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me loose hehe, my mom gave me a quick buss on my back, asking me if I felt a trivial better…I …I just honestly felt so much more relax but she gives such gravid massages that I said, trying to be endearing but half serious"5 more minutes and I'll be dandy ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just palpate relaxed, cuz she said OK sweetie and kissed my rachis again and rubbed my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN Eden, honestly I never had anyone dedicate me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so happy she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, work, and my dad's crazy obsession with Genoz pizza. So…I speculation after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So cook to really unbend now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a niggling hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to roll over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just slack stay down."I just…I was like erm okeh, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my pegleg ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little intermission for a moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the Scheol is this charwoman I, she is only 18 age older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the the pits someone else didn't pussy her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

okeh back to the good parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more back detrition but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor infant girl, delight lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my principal but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"ejaculate on, stop playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in answer."Just ask yourself if you want mammy to ca-ca you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just need time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her public lecture a certain way it's crazy to try her talk like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, grabbed my cheeks and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my prep and she simply said"Kimberly lacuna space ( no offense don't want to get my heart and live on gens ) filch your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not sure if that is exactly what I had in brain im 99.9 % certain it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheeks and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would have been stupid to express off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my seat in the air, my knees sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her men on my waist, attend to me in raising my butt in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, os frontale resting on them with my knees up on the bed, my laughingstock up in the air, breast only mammilla touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and dove right in…

It caught me so off safeguard that I jumped a trivial yelping"hold wait hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her bridge player up and down my impudence while she licked my puss in up and down in circles…I, felt so much More naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on exhibit I suppose. Which may not make gumption but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a percentage of me truly displeased the perspective I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would escape my mouth was the word mom between the moans I could not help oneself but release.

After about if I had to infer 5 minutes, I had my first coming of the dark, but as my organic structure tightened and my mind just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a fingerbreadth inside me…It was…too a lot never had I had something truly inside me former then myself, and now my female parent, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a part of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how often my consistence my total organic structure just focused on this 1 piffling finger in me that seemed to control my full eubstance with every question it did.

My mom now removing her mouth from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the side of me…keeping her middle digit inside me, the rest of her hand squeezing my butt. With her other hand she glidded over my back, calling me a thoroughly girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could experience my body tighten its clutches on her digit as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to have something in me moving around so a good deal I somehow wanted to conceal my interior from it, but at the Saame time…I wanted more…so much more.

As she continued to just finger me…her finger rubbing me inside, with her unblock mitt she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third time, and with my third orgasm she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very loudly slurping noises which just….made me finger so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how much my mind could take as I nearly caused my lips to bleed I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 major climax and many little one that followed after, she stopped, but only for abbreviated of moments as she placed her hands on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grin, this smile like she….she was having the time of her life, I just…what could I do but smile back. My pegleg I kept wide as I was so exhausted, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her hands on the position of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thighs concern my own.

My middle were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot undefended with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a little, but my heart also looked down as I saw and felt her hired hand find its way to my pussy again…inserting it's self back in, her pollex rubbing my clit as her heart finger twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My school principal jerked back as I had a ripple of trivial orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the point ! ) And she lowered herself taking my knocker into her mouth…and that right there was my commencement o god moment, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my button, and her finger picked up much speed, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my body to climb. She took her mouth off my breast as my eubstance rised, she just wouldn't stop her finger's breadth jabbing its ego in and out of me so firm and I just it was too often I was so medium all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom sufficiency plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most herculean by far sexual climax ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to wiggle now, the sentience becoming unendurable I pleaded now"Mom plz full point mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my tit, sucking and making popping audio as I wiggled out of her sassing uncontrollably. Finally and god do I entail finally she slowed down, I am guessing her bridge player got tired….lol. She didn't remove her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her eubstance just unlax on top of me.

My respiration was so dissolute it was actually hurting a picayune haha. My hands where now on my female parent's back, just feeling her dorsum and holding her in..I think appreciativeness ? I think it's rule to just be grateful when someone makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me one-half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hellhole just happened that, beyond words.

After just laying there for many moment, my extremely medium body jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the night before where I got a enceinte orgasm this was…more and my consistency had felt like it just had been through a huge ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt like just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom great job."And she just laughed like a quick laugh and then made a very adorable fount, her brows up as she said"Well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 Sir Thomas More thing. And..her response brought bout to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't creative thinker and keep in brain I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 second duplicate to get the intelligence out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her eyes and she said"Kim I am dingy about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just stir my pass and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just foretell me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her header down and said"I promise, I will never pass on you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a consequence but then I just laid back with the biggest smiling on my face, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so tempestuous. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my heading up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the blanket over me. She then proceeded to slip under the blanket and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my buttock and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the nighttime, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really scandalise look cuz I used her name and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would love feedback, this was much strong to return seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I kinship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid angriness and contumely towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the fresh or the wise person out there, but I have learned this in my life time. Love is sapless and fragile. Love conquers aught. erotic love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for love and felicity, can you say the same ?