Episode 3 :

'' Mmmmm '' i silently screamed into my pillow as i came for the instant time since i laid down to sleep

My wet hand falling to my side palpitation, it 's been so farseeing since I 've been able to come i feel like i just unlock something deeply interior of me

I ca n't stop thinking about end night,

the way zac fucked that adult female, the way he came all over her, and the fact that it was so incorrect for me to get turned on by my own brother just makes it even hotter for some reason.

I closed my eyes to kip, exhausted from coming i drifted to sleep, for about a second, before the paradigm of my body coverd with his cum woke me up and i reached my now dry and awkward hand to my pussy again.

In the first light i cried. I felt disgusting for being attracted to my brother

I felt like I 'm the sickest person in the world, and while i was crying i started to get turned on again and it just made me cry to a greater extent ! I 'm just a mess ...

I guess i did n't take heed the door surface but i did feel a mitt on my backrest,

It was n't scary, it felt warm and form, i knew that hired man

My mom 's piano spokesperson asked me how I 'm feeling. At that present moment i broke down, i covered my dead body with the mantle, worried she might see the big blot i left on the sheet or she might reek my juices dry on my mitt

I cried like a baby and she held me like a mother.

And for the first time in our relationship, we talked about sex.

I told her that i never came with anyone i slept with without taking tutelage if it myself, and lately even when i do it it 's tough to climax, i told her how i felt this major vent yesterday and she looked a little happy about that.

It felt Wyrd talking to her about this, but i felt so dependable sharing i wanted her to know more.

'' Do you think being back home has something to do with it ? '' She asked while my head was on her thigh

'' Mom ... i think there 's something legal injury with me, i feel disgusted with myself ``

She started stroking my fuzz

'' Why do you feel that way ? ``

She sounded worried but tried to hide it

'' Yesterday i had a sexual dreaming ... about zac '' i told her the truth ... well, a version of the truth.

'' Oh honey that 's normal, you 're probably just connecting being a little lone sexually and being a petty lonely at place, you guys have changed so often in Recent years, you used to be friends ... ''

'' I ca n't cease thinking about it though ! I 'm a pervert ''. I almost did n't recognized my representative, i sound dire when i cry, like I 'm 3 and suffer a coldness

Mom grabbed my header and turnd it to look straight at her

'' Listen to me, you are normal, you are fantastic. being sexual is fantastic, it 's fun. When i was your age i had cerebration like that too ''

What is she talking about ? Mom does n't cause a brothe-oh my god did my mom sleep with her sister ? ?

'' Mom, what do you mean ? ``

She looked less confident all of a sudden

It took her a few transactions to bulge talking but she eventually did.

'' when i was a little jr. than you, i had a complicated kinship with someone in my mob, it had a lot to do with power dynamics and dominance, and it was even abusive at times i think. so please be careful, do n't let your persuasion carry you to startle something unhealthful, OK honey ? I just, i do n't desire to scare you from sex but i do n't want you to get hurt ''

I was stunned, to recall that individual would hurt my gentel warm and sweet mother, to mean that angie had been a little bitch since she was picayune and that she did that to my mom. Now i was angry

'' Mom are you okay ? ``

My mom smiled and kissed my buttock, moving my pilus aside and kissing the side of my point gently, i blushed a little and looked at her, she was so beautiful.

'' I promise i wo n't do anything mom, i just had a weird brace of days ... ''

I felt silly and dumb but at the same time i wanted to maintain talking because i was worrird she might get up if i do n't.

But she stayed, and she touched my expression with her fingers, i could feel her breasts touching the back of my head

And Suddenly i realized i have been slowly touching myself under the blanket for a while now.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY genius ? !

it all felt so nice and calm i did n't require to stop.

She combed my hair with her fingers gently and i moved my fingerbreadth on my once again intoxicate pussy, she moved her hand on my book binding slowly and then back to my hair, it felt good and loving.

then it happened, for a split arcsecond her handwriting got tangled in my hair and it pulled on the back of my head just a picayune bit, just a little bit too much.

I lost control for half a endorse and before i could stop it i was coming. I was coming with my mom in the room.

I looked up at her in terror. i was biting on my bottom lip trying toilsome to control my facial nerve locution and falling miserably. It was all over, i felt the moving ridge washing over me as i was staring at her eyes worried, but she did n't seem to notice, she was warm and kind. She nodded her head ever so slightly and said without auditory sensation `` it 's hunky-dory ''.

That 's when i let go

'' Ahhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmahh '' i tried to stop but it was too good and too recent

It was a prospicient orgasam and it kept attacking me in waves after. i was shaking and ashamed, now i looked away and avoided her gaze.

I got up to sit on the bed next to her and I 'm sure as shooting i was as red as a fresh tomato.

My mom put her hand on my berm and turned my face to her

She gave me a kiss on the impudence and smiled at me

'' I hope our public lecture helped, we should do this more often honey, i missed you so much ''

I breathed in substitute and smiled back awkwardly `` yeah..that was..nice ''

I was so relieved she did n't say anything but there was something else, maybe a lilliputian ... dashing hopes ? Did i want her to acknowledge me coming with her ?

Maybe my case gave me away because before she left she got closer to my still red typeface and with her hand on my brass she kissed my lip, not just a short pile, but a longer osculation with our backtalk slightly outdoors. I was stunned and frozen. Her quick lip felt amazing on mine and i closed my eyes as i got lost in the moment. She closed her sassing without audio and our kiss was over.

She got up and told me she needs to go get dinner, before she left she turned around and told me she loved me

'' I love you too mom, thank you ''

'' Anytime honey ''

She smiled and walked away

Anytime ? well maybe my mind problem is genetic..