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Embracing Cold end

By the windowpane and the Torchlight

As I ran up the steps, choosing carefully my steps not to bring forth any auditory sensation, I could discover the metal clashing of blades filling the air downstairs. Here, only secrecy. My mathematical group of the most skilled assassins was still assaulting the main corridor of the castle's pep pill level, defeating the last guards that uselessly still defended the majestic bedchamber.

Our work there was done already and I had King Leandrus the Fourth 's blood all over my right-hand hand, as it spilled and dripped from the hilt of my curved blade when I trespassed his head from his chin up. The queer and four of his sons and daughter had the same fate by the hands of my men, easily taken, one by one, when we hit the vino stenching sleeping accommodation, where they gathered to hold back celebrating after they left the street fete. Now it was a Death place, with blood all over the floor. I just needed the fighting to stick there while I worked elsewhere, so they kept attracting the guards of the surroundings, letting the metal clangoring so they would be heard.

Our charge was almost over.

Only two still to go : Theolus, the second gear Son and Moraine, the Half-bred.

Theolus, composition said, was the only son Leandrus had that actually do it how to defend himself or knew something about armed services. I expected him to express up at the imperial bedchamber eventually, so I left my every men there. I could cover a princess and her guards by myself with ease.

Moraine was the bastard daughter known to live isolated at an annex towboat by the queen 's requirement. fruit of an affair the king had on a year's tenacious outing to the fiery desertic acres southwest, narrative told her to be a dark skinned midget, hard to the eye, therefore kept in secret. Apparently, it was harder for the queen to accept being cheated on when the big businessman 's target of sexual desire could bring forth such hideous animate being, seeing that there were other bastard children that did not meet the same treatment and lived normally at the court.

The order of magnitude our suzerain gave us was to stamp out them all, using the knowledge that King Leandrus was more of a sociopath and less of a strategist in our favor. The poor idiot kept his stallion royal bloodline stuck to his court and under his wing, living at his same quarters. It would be a right strategy, if you were certain that they were protected there, which was not the sheath. One of our elder once said, `` A free and well-chosen kingdom is always a place for insecurity. '' He was right. soldiery advancing on early domain aiming to enlarge his territory, enslave and loot, all in name of keen and noble Caestyria, while the sovereignty itself was so positive that nothing could hit them that, here we were.

With the decent masses for the job - mine - it was just a topic of using a festival, as they had many, as an apology to be as close as possible to the rook at nighttime, kill a safeguard or two, infiltrate the situation and wait for the right fourth dimension. King Leandrus had a top-notch army at the battlefield, at his molding, but that made his kingdom zippo but a nut ; tricky racing shell on the outside but mild and promiscuous to handle on the inside.

The discussion around was that Leandrus was somewhat crazy, an abuser, a good king only to his servants but a tyrant to his own Court, full of himself and nothing but a jester. Not that any of that mattered to me. I had my orders ; I had my settlement to maintain and to head. That job would buy my soldiers, my elder, my tike and me some peacefulness for the calendar month to come ; the wholly wintertime would draw unnoticed.

The gravid run to the annex tower was made turning left on its way up. The outer walls had cut and marvellous windows at every one-fourth round and each seemed to face a cardinal direction. Although it was a serious-minded construction, now they were covered by bricks, turned into windows to another wall, I would n't do it if on design or if it just happened that they covered them up with stone on the outside when they expanded this wing of the castling. The matter was, now they were weird. Moreover, useless. Mainly they represented what my thoughts were about the Martin Luther King 's courtroom, something to watch, merely decorative and of absolutely no use. I had no problem killing appendage of a court. The higher, the better.

It was amidst that railroad train of sentiment that I heard light gradation on their way down the stairs.

I took a moment figuring how close it was and, by the speed, whoever it was had no approximation of what was happening downstairs or had a soundly plan to bunk, one that did not include passing through the scrap. Unluckily, the individual had not noticed me either.

When the rushed and lightness whole step were close enough for me to slit through, I had to decide whether to pop the woman or child instantly or to make myself visible and progress to the person surrender.

After a moment of libertine advisement, I made my move, shifting myself swiftly on the way of the coming fair game. I would take to a lesser extent meter identifying and striking than I took deciding the ripe course of action mechanism. Branding my saber up to her face, just one quickly measure forward, a deflate throat and it would all be over ... However, after one glimpse, I did not need affair to happen as fast anymore.

In front of me, atmospheric static, was a petite fille dressed in a red robe tied up straw man of the sparse silk imaginable and aught more. Her long and wavy whisker of a benighted brown tone, lit live in a cop colored highlight, fell wild all over her forehead, shoulder and back. I thought the feeble Light of the torch was tricking me, for that alien wight was one of the most tempting beings I had seen in my integral life.

Her chest heaved after the fright, like a scared small bird, but her recherche grimace kept emotionless, her brown eyes looking to the tip of my blade through those long, wooden-headed lashes. The flannel mullein were put by the side of each of those covered-up Windows and we had one at our side, a few steps up. I needed to see her better.

'' You did n't shriek. It seems you know better than that. Move to your right, beneath the great mullein light. '' I said in my low and hoarse tone and she looked me in the eye for the first time.

Not looking down nor to the side, she felt the floor with her small bare foundation and, slowly, went up one measure, then another, while moving to the right. My brand was always following her, but her eyes were still on mine. When close to the wall, near the false window, she was finally to be seen.

I was not exaggerating and my heart were n't betrayed by the phantasm, my associate for gods know how many years now. She had just reached womanhood, her cast were all Thomas Young, firm, and perky and I could see her whole shape, nude beneath the fragile cover of the orange red silk. Her peel, I could not decipher its rattling look ... It was bronze ... Sun-kissed, it seemed. Something out of the question here or anywhere near here. The missy smelled like spring flowers and wine.

'' Who are you ? '' Slowly, punctuating the words so she could feel my intensity, and how important her answer would be, I asked her.

Never taking her non-white middle from mine, she answered, after taking a recondite breath. `` I 'm the King 's sporting lady. ``

I was, even behind a number of other matter I excelled at, an expert on detecting Trygve Lie. I felt she put additional strength in her truth, enlarged it a little, maybe, or just wanted to ensure I believed her, which, at the end of my contemplation, I did. Leandrus seemed much LE of a fool now, for hiding a preciosity like that for himself.

'' For how long ? '' I asked, trying to understand the whole picture.

'' Not long. '' She answered with a hint of moderation in her spokesperson, but sorrow too. `` He used me twice. Gave me to Theolus once. Just now he was secretly mouthing me. ''

Her eyes never left mine. Her soundbox shivered, her cheek defied me. It was beautiful. She was definitely not one of those amongst the king 's court. Nevertheless, there was something wrong about her.

'' He and not your majesty. Theolus and not Lord Theolus. For a retainer, you are quite intimate or you lack even the basic of fashion. '' I pointed out.

'' Or I hate them, Milord. '' She answered giving a short step back, which put her against the wall.

'' I am no God Almighty. '' I said stepping forward, the tip of my steel down from the tip of her olfactory organ to slightly touching her throat.

'' You have my spirit in your hands now ; you are the one which decides my circumstances. That makes you my Godhead. '' She said slowly, after closing her center for a consequence. `` But if it dislikes you, I shall not prognosticate you that. I only wish to outlive this wretched family ... '' The girl sighed in a heartfelt manner.

'' And you were with Theolus right now ? '' I asked while focusing on hearing something from up the stairs, unsuccessfully. `` I ca n't discover a thing. ``

'' That 's because while he was sucking me, I heard blade. '' She hesitated for a second.

Clearly, she was thinking about what to say or what would I think about what she had to say. I understood the unit thing even before she could pronounce a Logos. Theolus was not following her down the stairs because he could n't. My eyes widened a bit, the silvery colour staring menacingly at her, making her spitting her response. They were my signature. The solitary thing a person could see of me when I was fully clothed and masked to do what I do.

'' He had me at the bed ; legs open in forepart of him, while he knelt before me, mouth there, in me ... I hit his head with a candleholder. He fell to the primer coat bleeding. I rushed down the stairs and left him there. ``

Silence followed. Her breathing quickened. She put both hand back, at the edge of the window 's stool, somewhat defensively, for the first time. Again, I knew what crossed her mind. She did not love what I was doing there. If I were a supporter of the prince in any way, she would be stagnant now.

Her dread was palpable. I could see the whisker bristle on her thin delicate arms. I could also see the nipples of her beautiful unseasoned breasts protruding beneath the red silk. However, her expression remained the same. Kuki-Chin up, not as if she was facing me, but as someone who preferred to die with self-regard, who knew skillful than to fear last or, maybe, wished for it. That just added to the layer of exoticity around her, to the temptation that was the miss in social movement of me.

'' It means that, if I touch you, I 'll feel you wet. '' I said almost without cerebration. My tone not provoking at all, no instant design ... Until I thought about it. I was just pointing out a fact that would try out her point. Now I was thinking about the tactual sensation of touching that girl. I could not let a thought process like that cross my idea. Something like that was not piece of my world.

She glared at me, as if my assertion had really taken her by surprise, then her eyes lowered for the first gear time."Then touch me, milord."The phrase came out like a whisper, a tinge of shame and I could not experience much more. Maybe she was, in fact a working girl. Her body tense and still, but there was a certainty in her words. She clearly knew of the necessary of proving herself, otherwise it would only add to the opportunity of her being dead at the end of this encounter.

I swiftly juggled my sabre from my right wing to my pass on hand and laid it horizontally below the girl 's chin, lightly touching her cervix at the same sentence that I stepped forward, decreasing the distance between our soundbox. The young woman was belittled, in a way my tallness seemed to reduplicate when stopping point to her.

She startled and tried to abuse back, to avoid the steel and ended up sitting at the tall window 's stool, tiptoed, her neck opening stretched and her boldness up, really close to mine. I could find her all dead body trembling when I reached down to meet her right thigh, a tegument tender, warm, as I had never felt in my life.

The cold touch of my fingertips made her gasp sharply and shiver all over. I felt a tingle, as if a role of me for a long clip forgotten had woken up… And that was no good. Not for me, nor to her.

I slid my finger's breadth, slowly, to the inside part of her left leg. The girl inhaled deeply, her eyes wide-cut open air and fixed on mine. I felt her attention divided between those two very specific things happening to her body now, sharp steel and curious fingers, while she panted, the smell of her hot breather on my face. What seemed to be just a proof substantiation from both our sides was becoming much more. I felt my parentage, trained to mobilise slowly through my veins, starting to warm as well as my breathing time increased in swiftness, escaping from my self-induced catharsis.

Up her silky robe I went and, by the mo the quiver of my skin met the hotness of her ingress, she gasped loudly and her middle filled with cognition `` Cold Death ... '' my index fingerbreadth slid between her petals, she was wet, inviting… `` You are Cold Death ... '' then she closed her eyes.

No more hold up expression. No more Chin up. No more `` whore ''.

By the instant that she recognized me, two very distinct facts came to come out :



To her, the almost certainty that she would end up as dead as the tales tell about anyone who had met Death itself. With the exception of the one char that escaped my predecessor 's cold hands and started the rumor that originated our legend.

To me, now there was absolutely no way that she could discern me being a mere concubine, or a whore, even a royal one. Everybody in the go up kingdom knew about the man who dwelled in the shadows, dressed in it, whose chilling proximity announced dying nearby ... But the tactual sensation of my skin, only someone at the deep part of a imperial judicature would bed about it. A woman of the street that has being around for so piddling time, used by King Leandrus twice, given to Prince Theolus once ...

I asked her who she was and she told me her verity. Sad, but smart.

"MORAINE ! ! !"A rumble interpreter called her from the top of the stairs.

She opened her center again, straight into mine, while everything made sense. The `` dark-skinned midget, hard to the eye, locked up in a tug '', she was right in front of me. Now it was clear that it was no disgrace what motivated the poof to lock this girl out of raft, but the consummate green-eyed monster. The big businessman would do no foeman, as he would have her for himself ... And his son.

Heavy step ran down the steps, but she did not express any purpose of moving, even when I lowered my blade a piffling. I was much more dangerous than her half-brother roaring her public figure while rushing downstairs on her trail.

It was the rectify option, that of hers, but what about mine ? Now I was confronted with an occupy dilemma : Should I kill her now ?

'' By the way his voice sounds, you were telling the truth. '' I said stepping back, pointing my curved blade to her again, to the tip of her pretty and footling nose. `` That earned you the right hand to opt : do you want to see him dead before you are ? '' I asked, and it was a trick question.

Unless she had a clear desire to die - I mean, a clearer one, since she already demonstrated to be quite calm when facing a life-threatening situation - and was completely sick of with her liveliness, she would opt for the other person to die first. Despite very finicky place, everybody would. What I wanted was to hold analyzing her. Through her tone, her body words, her external respiration, I would be able to know what she thought… I was intrigued, and that was rare.

Even with if she trembled and had a quiver phonation, her affectedness was that of the beginning again, composed, noble. She rose her face, chin up, and asked `` That blood on your mightily hand, is that the lineage of our majesty ? ``, to which I nodded and watched attentively as she continued, after taking a deep breath, in some sorting of embossment `` kill him and I 'll gladly let you do anything you want to me before you kill me. ``

The girl hated him. It was written all over her aspect. She hated him more than the intellection of being abused, then killed. Seemed to be the Saame with the king.

It was decided. I would give her that.

Quickly, I sheathed my saber and took her by both shoulders. She startled and looked puzzled at me, while I moved her back to the brightest point of the great mullein light, then gave a couple of steps back into the shadows only seconds before the big steps were too penny-pinching, leaving her as a decoy.

I took a boring, mysterious hint while letting go of every bit of warmth, of temptation, of the vivacity I had felt some instant before and I mingled into the shadows. The girlfriend looked terrified, astonished, when she noticed that she could no longer see me.

So much that she did n't notice when her tremendous half-brother, running down the stairs, came close plenty to slap her face with the outside of his big hand, hitting her so strongly that she hit the rampart and then fell down on the stairs.

'' YOU CUNT ! YOU FILTHY SOUTHERN BITCH ! YOU ... '' He kept roaring ; big, blonde, plump, he shifted his weight in his white gown, clearly preparing to kick her. He was so easy to study, and that was the military-trained son of that pudding head king. The blow would hit the right side of her waist or ribs with a high hazard that she would get badly hurt - he weighed three times her weigh, easily - and, although he was not in a position that I could go for a clear killing, I would not let him do that.

With a Swift move, I hooked his right foot on my own foot, pulling it back. By doing so, he lost his momentum, at the same prison term I got him off-balance. With my other ft, while turning my consistence, I kicked the back of his knee down, making it crimp and hit the dry land fiercely making a sturdy snap noise.

'' AAAAAR -- - ! ! ! '' He tried to start a dreaded scream, but I cut it before it effectively happened.

He would not be able get up anymore, just as my arm locked around his neck took away his ability to shout or to rest, for that matter ... Neither his blood would be capable to attain his brain. It displeased me immensely, the contact, the struggle, the sentence it consumed to end somebody with my bare hands. I liked the instantaneity of my method using vane ; puncturing, slicing, it did not matter.

Still on the ground, beneath the tenuous and high gear window, the girl watched intently while her half brother tear apart around, his limb forward in a vain effort to snap up her after he gave up trying to fight me, barely grasping the border of her robe or touching her wooden leg while I held him back. She just watched, a thin line of lineage dripping from the left field edge of her mouthpiece, as the pharyngeal consonant racket he made trying to suspire eased and the lightness of life story vanished from his eyes.

I lowered him to the ground, slowly. It was the end of Theolus, The Second Son and the lastly thing he saw was the mix of horror and satisfaction on his half-sister's face.

She kept looking at him, his body lying just in presence of her, and it took thirty second gear for her to correct her head in facial expression of what just happened. I used that metre to focus downstairs, on the disappearing phone of the fight I left as a enticement there. It was still going on, but with less intensity.

It was clock time to go forth, which left me with the decision of how to deal with her.

As if she was reading my idea, she looked up, her eyes into mine. She knew it was time.

I could not remember the cobbler's last time I felt so divided between courses of action. My mind was split ; should I explain to her why she could not keep support, being the last survivor of the Caestyr dynasty ? Or should I just stab her quickly in the heart, so she would n't accept time to let fear finally get the best of her ?

Never had I given so much thought about the way to allot with the dying of a object. My decisions were never based on mercy or pity. However, at that same moment, I could feel even compassion for her, and that was not normal.

Nevertheless, during the shortsighted time I took to decide, she decided herself. She stood up, trembling `` Are they all dead ? The royal household ? '' to which I nodded. The daughter then sighed, in a contained sorrow, with a tinge of relief and started to untie the front of her deep red silk robe.

I had already seen her conformation through the transparency of the fabric, but when the front part of the robe opened and I could see her skin, unimpeded, not a trace of hair on top or around the beautiful molds of her entrance, at the apex of her chant legs ... Then the clothing fell lightly on the ground, just beside the stiff, still losing its warmth.

Her figure was so beautiful, a crocked short body, her saucy young breasts topped with little red mamilla that seemed tumescent. What was interesting because the temperature there at the stairs was fine, what gave me a hint that, at least partially, the shakiness, the breathlessness, the way her eye never left mine with the exclusion of the few present moment she looked down, absorbed in her terrible situation… She seemed be aroused. It made me think about what kind of life she could let endured here. What a peculiar girl.

She just looked at me, tears finally starting to look on her eye and I could not be sure for which of the numerous cause it was happening. `` I am a woman of my word. I could see this dickhead die. You had them all killed ... '' A lilliputian smiling formed on her lip `` I am all yours now, to the bitter end. Just order me where you want me. ``

The clip was brusk. Spending any of it there was wrong. However, I wanted it. I wanted to feel her from the interior, badly, but I had to intend about my men, about my village. The concern fought with how eager I was. I felt myself losing control after years, many yr. I felt myself awake, hard, without my consent. I had absolute control of my soundbox, of my aura, of my thoughts. My roue was so lots my weapon as was my saber, my daggers, my hidden blades ... Now that same blood was pushing its way into action and I could not hold it. I was so eager that it hurt.

With the petty control I had left in me, while I stepped forward opening my trousers, I just defined in my mind that it should be quick.

I pointed to the window and she obeyed promptly, already knowing what I meant by that. She turned around and bent-grass, putting both her hands on the window stool. `` Like that ? '' She asked.

'' Yes, like that. '' I answered while holding my gruelling rod in handwriting and looking at her perfect behind. Before getting to close up I could see her little entranceway in detail ; it was beautiful, rose red petals partially hidden by soft stamp of skin, looked so slight, so untouched, even though I knew otherwise.

'' Ah ! '' The girl gasped in a high pitch when my give hand touched the side of her hip and I saw her having goose protuberance all over. `` It 's so cold ... Your hand ... ''

I did not do. In fact, I was going to depict her that it could be worst. With my justly hand, I pressed the head of my member on her sonant entree, than rubbed it, fiercely.

The young lady then inhaled noisily, sharply, startled, when she felt that every inch of my skin was dusty, not only my hand. The brunette, or Aythya americana, as even my condition middle were n't able to describe, looked back, to me, from over her shoulder, her right eye widen in disbelief.

mental rejection we shared when I felt her warm, wet, inviting ... Not spending much time, even if I worried how I would fit my size inside of such a quad that seemed so lowly, I pushed forward.

'' Huungh ! '' She groaned loudly when I forced the head in, passing the initial ohmic resistance of her pussy, so unbelievably tight. `` Huuuuuuh ! ! ! ``

I had to hold on tight not to groan myself, when I felt her scalding interior, squeezing me so hard that I felt like I was breaking her, ripping her apart. But I did n't lay off, much the antonym ; when I felt like her entrance would n't let me go any further, I pulled one-half inch out and then shoved it in again, reaching deeper on every thrust, which made her groan exasperatedly. Even so, there was always a bill of joy on the trembling girl 's step, on her velvety, delicious vox, no matter how she seemed to shin with that huge, gelid thing, deeply plunged in her most intimate place.

Until I felt it, her end, the underside. She let out a more shout groan as soon as I pushed against it. There was most than an column inch of me still out of her. I waited one second in place, enjoying how bury I was into that girl. It felt like she had the fucking sun inside of her, so stark, so alive in such a horrendous place, now melting around of me while I ravished her.

Taking her hips tightly with both my deal, feeling a flawless hold on the punctuate curve of her waistline, I started pummeling in and out of her, not holding anything back.

It was not like me to let myself go, just as it was not like me to abuse or to rape a victim. I have had slaves before and, even so, what I wanted was their servitude, their labor, not their sex. I respected what I did. I respected death and all that came with it. In increase, for some reasonableness, I did not palpate like I was trespassing in any way. I could n't know why.

Therefore, I kept doing it, feeling the termination coming quickly, after all these yr of what seemed like celibacy.

'' Ahhh-ahhhh-ahhhh-Aghhh ! ! '' She moaned for me, feeling bed wetter as it went on, groaning loudly, painfully, every fourth dimension I pushed in more aggressively or when I hit her cervix, which I was not worried about doing, nor did she complain about.

The sensation was enceinte, when it rubbed against her deepest part, increasing my pleasance by the stress clasp and because there was a wiz of power, of being able to do whatever I wanted to her, it was inebriating.

Then, when my breath became faster as I supposed it could go after all these years and I felt I would explode in an absurd sexual climax inside that fille, the `` Rex 's whore '', the `` swart midget '' ... She got my aid with her words, while I still assaulted her frantically.

'' P-Please-pleas-se ... ( gasp ) Look m-me i-in the optic w-when you d-do i-i-it ... Ahh-Ahhh ! ! ``

When you do it. She meant killing her. I still have n't decided how to do it. The solely matter I knew was that she deserved a good death. It seemed she had been fucked by the crown just like we all did, also literally.

I stopped for a consequence and withdrew from her. When I took her on my implements of war, she startled, waiting for the worst, her small fingers closing in a fist, frightened. But I just turned her around and put her sitting on the windowpane stool, her back on the brick rampart that covered it. Who would think that thing would hold a use after all.

inclination over her, slowly, I bent her and put her leg by the side of meat of my torso and around my back, then her weapon system around my neck. With the propinquity of our faces, I became astonished again, about how gorgeous that girl was, so different from our picket, monochromous people.

'' I 'm sorry I ca n't let you go. '' I said softly to the vernal female child while her face contorted in the mix of pleasure and a tinge of pain sensation, while I pushed myself inside of her again.

Not taking her heart from mine, while I started to impress in and out again, she tried to answer `` I-I understa-and ... I w-would n't l-let A-Aoaah-AAAHH ! ! '' but she started to moan and grimaced when I took the reward of the location, she sitting folded and bending her pelvis forward, to push myself even deeper, being able to put all of it inside of her. The feeling of the head of my dick rubbing so roughly against the inmost parting of her, increased the sensation I couldn't imagine capable of being even more enjoyable. She gritted her teeth and kept saying, now on a higher tone `` My-y p-pleople does n't de-se-erve li-i-iving ! ! Ahhh ! ! AAAah ! ! AAAAAAAGH ! ! ! ``

Holding her tightly, as I could not resist her compactness no more, I gave all I had, humping her fiercely and making her scream while I ravaged her entrance, pushing it inside harshly and rapidly until I felt myself coming ...

Then I noticed her having muscle spasm underneath me, her pussy contracting and her subdivision wrapping tightly around my neck…

When I finally exploded, spouting everything I had deep inside of her, feeling that she was coming too.

I took a present moment to catch one's breath, and to imagine, while the orgasm irradiated through my body and I felt her fighting spasms, contracting all over, gasping, her sleeve and legs tight around me.

'' I ca n't fathom how you were able to enjoy this to the percentage point of coming with me. '' I stated.

Still panting, her face buried on my neck, she answered, `` It 's the first time this happens by my consent. Or at least I 'm fooling myself to think that it were by my consent. ``

'' Lets say it was a mutual effort. I would experience probably liked to coerce you to this, but I would n't induce done it. Never did. '' I said and she remained silent.

I gave her some meter, but little, as I could not learn any more randomness coming from downstairs. Soon my men would arrive up looking for me and we have to leave this place as soon as we can. This moment here took too hanker. So I slid my left hand over her articulatio humeri, to her neck. I rose her boldness, my leaf forcing her chin up, but carefully not to hurt her.

With her big brown middle on me, I took her right breast in my hand, massaging, caressing her raise nipple with my thumb. She sighed, seeming to relax, but still shivering.

'' I never thought dying would be like that. '' She whispered in a beautiful, beefy tone.

'' Death has many faces and it decides which to show to whom it embraces. '' I said while delighting myself on the beautiful traces of her face, her admire look. Even if she had teardrop rolling down her cheeks now, she seemed in peace.

She sighed, shivering even more, not only by fear, or by anticipation of what was to come, but because my soundbox was reverting to its formula temperature, much cold-blooded than hers was.

Every time I noticed the precious seconds passing, I wondered why I had not finished her yet. She could not dwell ! If she lived it would be all for cypher. It did not matter if she was only half-royal line. It did not matter if she was a woman and could not take the crown for herself because, eventually, if she bore a small fry, a boy, he would be the king of Caestyria. That could not happen. Moraine had to die.

'' Could death ... Show me its existent face before I go ? '' The missy asked. `` Think of it as a last wish ... Let me see the cheek of the man who really had me, before he incarnates my death. Please. '' And she waited for my response, while secretiveness installed. It was unexpected. Completely.

I felt a tingle, mystifying inside of me. As if the empathy I had killed inside of me to suit what I am was screaming from afterlife. Then I gave in.

I untied the shameful cloth that formed my masque, first the behind, then the top part. Then she could see the grimace of a thirty-year-old man, absolutely sick, with pitch disgraceful straight fuzz cut long and fantastic, a tenacious and slender mark on the right incline of my cheek, from up the cheekbone to the sharpness of my chin.

Her middle widened. I always got that reaction, as I know I look like an phantasm, a ghost. My eye so bright that they seem like pure bright silver.

She touched my face with her small, warm hand `` You are cipher like I imagined you to be. No one would say decease looked like a so bountiful man ... ''

It had been a long time since the last sentence I had shown my face to someone outside my hamlet like that. I was doing it all wrong. I was betraying the very thing that made me more than a formula man.

My eyes were on hers, all the clock time, and some seconds later, I knew what I should do. I leaned forward and kissed her. I tasted her as much as she tasted me. I gave this part of me to her as a departure giving, a way to say sorry for what I was about to do. Now I would use the dagger hidden in my articulatio radiocarpea and slid it right beside her right breast, were my hired man already was, puncturing her heart and ending her agony by the fastest way I knew.

She was giving herself to me too. I felt it through her kiss. There was zero wrong, there were no lies, I could feel it, feel how she seemed to really thank me for what I was doing, for freeing her and ...

I could n't do it.

For the first time in fifteen years, I could not end a life. I had killed old people, young masses, poor, robust, Friend and family that had turned against what I believed or me and ... I could not bolt down that girlfriend yet. I removed my brim from hers and pass back into her eyes.

She was crying when she asked, `` Can you do it in a way that I wo n't suffer much ? ``

'' Yes, I can. '' I stated. `` But I can also volunteer you to keep living under my control. You tasted me. You know how remorseless I feel and it may end up being more hurtful than it was here, with your people, because my biography is serious in its essence. I would never pop the question this to anyone. In fact, I 'm doing this because I know that you will be honest, since death is what you want. I am giving you the luck to have it by your side and inside of you for a little longer ... ''

I could feel her marrow meter even faster.

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