Jake is a very sore mortal, he noticed straight away that I was having a very hard time so he rented a property near my campus so that I could at least semen home to him after a longsighted day of studying. It was honestly the most thoughtful affair anyone has ever done for me and I was extremely thankful. He did n't have to do all this, he could have just lived his new animation without going out of his way for me but he didn't. I 'm sword lily he chose me above all else.

I naturally felt inclined to spend even more time with him than I used to and show my erotic love and gratitude for him in dissimilar ways.

I was never a very affectionate person, I always thought I had to maintain my aloofness from men so that there would n't be any misunderstandings about my intimate orientation, but now I see myself doing things quite out of lineament for me. I don't know if the divorcement brought back some insecurities or if Jake has really warmed my mettle even further with his decisiveness to bear me through this hard time. The strange thing is, they feel so natural. It 's like there 's something pulling me towards Jake. When we 're at home, I ca n't help but be near him and affect him every luck that I get.

I think he started to notice this change and has started to embrace it or so I 'd wish to think. I have become a complete soft boy, a whore for Jake 's attention which makes me tired of to my stomach and at the Saami prison term aegir for more.

Now, whenever I get home, I search the whole apartment for him just so that I can hug him and give him a kiss on his cheek. The first time I did this, Jake was very surprised since I had never kissed him before and only hugged him on particular occasions. I think the shock has completely blown over because now he has been kissing me back. He holds my cervix in his two hand and property an vivid, yearn kiss on my cheek. Every time he does that I just feel like hugging him taut and not letting go.

This somehow has evolved into us cuddling on the couch every day after dinner. We usually finish cleaning up the kitchen, since I 'm a little lazy I leave Jake finish it up by himself and lay on the sofa with my stage still hanging trying to take something to watch out. Jake will then come and sit side by side to me only to see me scoot to accommodate him laying behind me. As soon as he lays completely down, he wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me into him in a firm stroking. This always brings butterfly to my stomach and that 's why I keep on doing it in the anticipation Jake will react like this every sentence. I think he noticed my gasp when he first did it and has continued to do it knowing what he might ingest been making me feel.

He knows I 'm straight and I think he 's straight too. At to the lowest degree he was married to my mom for so many years.

I seem to not be able-bodied to be without this `` us meter '' anymore. Whenever we don't get to do it for some reason I get to craving it to the extent of feeling physically hurt. It's like I need to find his touch modality, his smell. Once I caught myself going through his dirty laundry just so I could feel his scent. I feel a bit of shame admitting this but that night I slept holding on to one of his t-shirts. I could experience a lilliputian bit of his travail and a jot of his cologne but his smell was there and it was so strong that it made me feel whole at every cryptic breath that I took. I think I might be addicted to him.

We decided to determine a revulsion movie tonight. It 's a moving-picture show Jake has been meaning to watch for a while and I comply even if I 'm not into this sort of genre. I keep holding on to Jake 's arms all throughout the movie and covering my eyes with them during the chilling function. Jake ca n't help but chuckle every once in a while which makes me experience embarrassed. When the motion-picture show ends, Jake gets up to guide to bed and places a kiss on my forehead as if to bid goodnight to find a pouty son with puppy dog oculus still embarrassed that a motion-picture show got him this scared. Jake stops and holds my face in his handwriting and asks :

'' What 's the matter kiddo ? ``

'' I 'm mark '' I mumble.

'' Awww, I did n't lie with you 'd be this spiritualist to this variety of movie. I promise I wo n't determine them anymore with you. Are you gon na be OK ? ``

'' Yeah ... it 's just that it 's glowering. Maybe next meter we can watch them during the day ? ... ``

'' OK, kiddo. Are you heading off to bed ? ``

'' Ye.. yeah.. hmm.. I should, should n't I ? ``

'' Yeah, you should ! Listen, if you 're that `` apprehensive '' maybe you could catch some Z's with me tonight. I do n't want you losing any sleep and affecting your public presentation at school. What do you say ? ``

'' Ahmmm.. o.. OK… I 'll go get my pillow. ``

I'm a bit delirious but awkward to be sleeping with Jake so I give extra thought to what I'll wearable to bed with him. I usually sleep in loose gym shorts and a t-shirt and that 's what I decided to wear today too. I think I should n't change my habits or he might get shady that I might be uneasy for the faulty reasonableness. I know Jake usually sleeps bare and I find myself thinking about that while I wait for him already in his bed. He comes from the bathroom wearing boxer drawers and lays down next to me, maybe he thought it was n't earmark to sleep au naturel beside me. I really wouldn't mind if he did. Wow, that thought is a bit galvanise, if I'm having these kinds of opinion, maybe it 's for the best that he decided to commute his nightly attire.

We settle down and he, instinctively, puts his branch around my waist and drag me towards him just like he does when we 're on the sofa. He lifts his head a bit and whispers in my ear `` Is this OK ? ''. To which I vigorously nod and fit myself to his body.

Jake is prominent than me, it's elucidate we don't share the Saame DNA. Growing up I always wanted to be like him. Right now, being in this place makes me just want to be with him. things are in force as they are.

I wake up in the dawning to the well dark's catch some Z's I've had since my parents'divorce and an empty side of the bed. I lift my straits and notice the smell coming from the kitchen. Jake is preparing breakfast. I'm really a favorable guy.

"aurora, kiddo. How did you slumber ?"

"Morning… I hadn't slept this well in a farsighted time."

"Wonderful, wonderful. You can kip with me whenever you want. Don't feel shy about it. Now come eat your pancakes."

Obviously, I get shy about it. I really want to go rest with Jake but I can't overtake a svelte sense of shame I feel about it. I want Jake to hold me all dark, I want to palpate his warmth and his hint on my neck but something tells me it's untimely. I shouldn't be feeling like this about a man, I'm a consecutive guy anyway, aren't I ? And Jake is my male parent. I shouldn't be feeling like this about my father.

After a few solar day, as we're having dinner,

'' What 's wrong ? You almost did n't tinct your solid food. '' Jack says.

'' It 's embarrassing… My stomach hurts…"

"Is it indigestion ? require me to get some medicine for you ?"

"No, it's fine, it's just that… Hmm… I have n't been to the commode in 5 days. ''

'' Hahaha, cypher to be embarrassed about ! You used to be like that as a tike when something was bothering you. Your female parent used to assist you with that and used to change your diet a fiddling. If you want, you can lay down on the bed and I 'll go fetch the stuff to do what your mother did when you got like this. ``

'' What did she do ? I do n't remember. ''

'' She had to loosen up your shy intestines. She used the thermometer's end and you 'd normally go after one or two academic session of that, it was the doc who recommended it since you could n't use up any laxatives. We do n't experience any laxatives at home, I can buy them tomorrow or we can try this technique if you want. I 'm your sire so that is something that I should be able to do for you. It 's my job ''.

'' Wo n't it be weird or gross ? My consistence does finger uncomfortable, the sooner I solve this the in effect. Are you indisputable you 're ok with it ? ``

'' Listen, you 're my son. aught that comes from you can 144 me out. Did you block all those times I cleaned up after you 've vomited ? You always had a sore stomach."

"Hhaa… TMI ! ! !"

"Hahaha ! Go on, start on the bed and we 'll take care of it. ``

Jake comes with a thermometer in his hired man, a vaseline container in the other and a towel on his arm. He sits down side by side to me and says `` go on, turn around ''. I do as he says and I can experience his mitt touching mine as he helps me skid down my shortstop. He rolls over the towel and berth it under me as to elevate my bottom. I feel extra exposed as if being naked in social movement of him was n't enough. It does fix me finger tingly inside which is rather contradictory.



He starts by applying some vaseline on my hole and rubbing it thoroughly. He 's very entitle but business firm at the same sentence, I ca n't help but get a bit startled by noticing my cock twitching at the touch of Jake's finger on my yap. Just by rubbing my asshole this man can make me have a sexual reaction. I think I'm in big difficulty.

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